Before the window that strains Poplar

As the years went by, my emotion for the poplar in front of the window became deeper and deeper. Floating between heaven and earth, I was just like a small tree transplanted into this apricot forest, which was the time when Jiamu was beautiful and overcast. At that time, what left me a deep impression was that the poplar in front of the window, which was only as thick as a bowl, was alone in the grass on the slope, stretching its branches firmly and vigorously, the flexible leaves spread evenly on the branches, bringing people the luxuriant green and a fresh and meaningful freehand brushwork. My job was to take charge of the office, and I had to spend more time writing and drawing. At that time, the verdant green brought me endless inspiration, those cool green shades brought me peace of mind. When there was no official business, I sat alone in the room of less than ten square meters, looking at the Poplar with a kind of appreciation, like a graceful girl floating into my eyes quietly. The breeze blows, and the branches and leaves stretch gracefully, just like the shy lover made of jade swinging the jade arm of the heart and soul to me affectionately. It was in those days when my heart was shaking, I lived, worked, and was happy. This poplar almost disappeared in my view, because a playground would be built under this slope. For the convenience of bulldozer construction, this Poplar must be cut off. But like protecting my own treasure, I, who was pleasing my eyebrows, tried hard to persuade the headmaster to keep this Poplar. The stubborn headmaster called me to give me a convincing reason. I said a sad sentence with my face full of sadness: the school would hang slogans from time to time, and hanging slogans after cutting them would hurt me. The headmaster unknowingly found out that in order to make the campus bright and broad, he had chopped off dozens of willow trees with luxuriant foliage and circling twists and turns and French sycamore trees surrounded by flowers planted by predecessors, I was still moved by my sincerity and unexpectedly agreed to my request which was humble. My heavy heart couldn’t help rejoicing: firstly, the Poplar was protected, and a small but not small tree survived in the campus, because I am like living in the world accompanied by green trees very much; Secondly, it is true that the seemingly insignificant tree will bring great convenience to my work. In the following days, as long as I heard that the superior was going to check the work, I hung the end of the slogan rope on the iron hook under the corridor outside the office calmly, and then jumped onto this Poplar like a cat, tie the other end of the rope firmly to her sturdy waist. The rope was pulled flat, and the slogan which was clear appeared red and bright. For this reason, the trivial job I did almost won the praise and praise from foreign guests every time, and my affection for the Poplar who gave me silently and added some brilliance was also increasing day by day. But I also made Poplar suffer a lot for my own convenience. Every time when the school gave out the notice, I put the small blackboard with the notice under the poplar tree, because it was the only way for all the teachers and students in the school. Sometimes there are helpless children wiping off the punctuation on it, either skimming or wiping off the key words, which makes people laugh and cry. Later, the principal suggested that I hang a small blackboard on the poplar tree, and when hanging, I need to make an iron nail. To be honest, although the poplar with fresh life and dignity can’t speak, every time I knock a nail in the tree, my heart will tighten, it seems that what I beat is not the cold nail, but my painful and bleeding heart. In this way, the small blackboard I wrote unconsciously hung four whole spring and autumn periods on the poplar trees. With the development of science and technology, schools use school communication or electronic display platforms to send notices, and the black blackboard is no longer hung on the waist of the indisputable poplar. Later, my position also changed, moving from the first floor to the third floor. The balconies of newly built buildings are relatively high, and they are solid brick-concrete structure. Once I suddenly wanted to see the poplar that lived together day and night. But what surprised me was that the Poplar was silently under the blow of cold wind and rain, endured the hardship of cold summer, smiled against the test of Lightning Lightning, and grew up to the height of three floors, the magnificent shore is straight and straight, which becomes a scenery in the large campus. At this time, I also remembered that there was still a nail that I hit cruelly in her body. I pulled out the iron nail which was 5cm deep, and my heart which had been frowned and whipped seemed to be relaxed a little bit. Now that Poplar grows thicker and stronger year by year. Although the bark has changed from white and bright smooth in childhood to spotted and scald now, the thick upward branches have added the power to rush straight to the sky, layers of luxuriant green notes fly out from the long branches, and the extended arms bring us more green, sow hope here, cultivate sentiment, the ideal Qing Zi Jin of flying brought me more shade, and also brought me more inspiration and happiness of life like a drop in the ocean. Oh, the Poplar rooted deep in my soul by the window. Like (prose editor: Ke Er) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. 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I am like a cat. Years are like fairy tales.

I am like a cat. Years are like fairy tales.

Because I fell in love with staying up late. She said: you are a night owl. Like Night. In the invisible state, treat your heart quietly. Alone in the quiet of bustle and bustle. In the dark, no matter it is beautiful, ugly, good, reasonable or unreasonable, it needs to be too wise in the dark. Distinguish every kind of life and the essence of things wisely. Follow the confusion in order to follow the law of survival. In this process, we will always lose our nature. In the dark, I can understand myself deeply and know how to write my own way of living. You can lick your wound as much as you like in the dark, let it dry in the dark, and then heal yourself. Dependence is everyone’s nature. I only rely on the talents I trust 100%. Because I am strong and proud, my child said: It seems that nothing can beat you. That’s right. I insist on doing my own things. Maintained independence. However, in front of those who trust, trust always exists. Even if you just raise your hands, you also want to rely on the people around you. People who know cats will not say that cats are very coquetry. They are aloof and arrogant by nature, and coquetry is just an instinctive dependence. Moreover, this kind of appearance is usually to be forgiven by acting coquetry when making mistakes. This is a means. Loose Cannon. Do whatever. Sometimes I am very docile, because I want to embrace a world. So I smiled at everyone. Laughing so seriously, even drunk all living beings. So that people don’t understand. However, I am lonely. I know. Because you can’t do it, you can’t do it. The disdainful eyes left me no room to betray. Unable to accommodate it, so I directly disdain it. I am loyal to my heart, whether my words or my behavior. To put it bluntly, this is selfish and self-centered. Cats and dogs belong to domestic animals. Dogs are loyal spokesmen, while cats are not. It has its loneliness. Not every call can be answered. Do whatever. Follow your own feelings without too many reasons to persuade bystanders. Crazy or normal is not your own way at all. According to my love and disgust for every thing, I can fully interpret every feeling. I am drifter, such wandering makes me feel that I can’t catch anyone. It seems that I don’t know where to go next second. All the domesticated cats are drifters, and their hearts are not occupied. There is a pride in the heart, unwilling to be impressed by anything. I would rather be lonely and free and laugh it off. Guard against every kind of crowd trying to approach. Those who can’t afford it can always hide. Stay away from other kinds of bustle and walk on the edge. Looking at the gathering and separation, the joys and sorrows seem to have nothing to do with myself. However, I was trapped and struggled. Active. Every moment is noisy, enjoying the sunshine in a daze. Show the laziest posture in the sun. Sun smiling. Feel every kind of warmth from outside in the sun. My life is very beautiful, this is my own feeling, because of contentment. Like the inner beauty in fairy tales, the external smoothness. Small Day very comfortable. But young people need to paint as much as possible, and they need to rebuild a new world. It happens to be a young man, with a three-Chi sword, his heart is so arrogant. Yu Qian Shan, not afraid of journey risks. My pride is hidden in Tsing Yi. I smiled and heard the cuckoo crying. Like (prose editor: dancing alone with rain) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

A childhood after 70 s

My son grew up day by day, and unconsciously, he was already in the third grade of primary school. When I go to school to pick up and pick up children every day, I always feel that today’s children are too hard to see parents surrounding the school gate and watching their children leave and arrive with expectation and anxiety, they virtually took too much pressure that didn’t belong to them, and even their parents were sent to various cram schools in their spare time. Their childhood happiness is being compressed little by little by parents. Thus, I thought of my childhood. My childhood was happy and carefree. I was born in Naiman Banner, which was said to be one of the ten poverty-stricken counties in the country at that time, and was more than 30 kilometers away from the town. When my father and mother got married, they had already worked in an enterprise in Tongliao city (they were all state-owned enterprises at that time). My father seldom came back to visit us once a year, so I hadn’t seen my father several times before I was five years old. At the age of five, my father’s unit was divided into dormitories, so my father and mother ended their separation life for nearly ten years, and the whole family got together. Although the house was small, only 12 square meters, but after all, it is a complete home, life is very bitter, but it is very warm. From rural areas to cities, the environment has changed a lot, and life has become rich and colorful all of a sudden. And the childhood memories in memory have gradually become clear since then. My father was a monitor of the workshop at that time. He was not a big official, but he had a heavy responsibility. My father was the kind of person who gave up his family, so he had almost no time to take care of the life and study of our siblings. In order to subsidize the family, my mother also found a temporary job. She worked hard for this family every day, so my brother and sister and I learned to take care of ourselves when we were very young, but at the same time, this laissez-faire lifestyle made me fearless and creative when I was a child. Of course, there were no toys like Transformers or electric cars in my childhood. I didn’t even have a decent toy since I was a child. Basically, I made it myself and entertained myself. The first toy I made myself was WHIP. At that time, there was a cart shop not far away from my home, which was a place for the car owners who transported goods back and forth. At that time, the people who drove carriages were very arrogant, and their work was equivalent to the drivers who drove heavy trucks now, so they often saw them roaring past with whips, frames, oh, I can’t envy it. So I made several whips of different lengths. The method was extremely simple, which was to use the thread drawn from the car tire to weave it into a strand and tie it to the bamboo pole or branch, just a few whips, I cherished them so much that no one could move. Before going to bed, I still had to stand neatly in the corner of the wall. When I threw the whip so that it could crack, I found that what other children played was fresher and more exciting, so I joined them. At that time, there was a special train line not far from my home, and there were often trains passing back and forth. We thought of picking up foreign nails and putting them on the rails. After the train passed by, the nails were flat a lot, after several cycles like this, a full moon machete succeeded. It was extremely sharp after being slightly polished. We used this knife to dissect insects such as horses, snakes and frogs. Until later, when one of my companions put a spike picked up beside the train track on the rail, it was found by the workers on the railway. If it hadn’t been found timely, that spike could derail the train, and the consequences would be unimaginable. As a result, his family was fined 200 yuan, and we were also severely warned, which was definitely a large number at that time. From then on, we dared not to roll flat knives on the rails any more. Sometimes we like to play jokes. We once ran to the side of the road at night, tied a string on the trees on both sides of the road, with a height of about 1.5 meters, and then hid in the ditch to see the cyclist hung by the rope, we laughed secretly, which greatly satisfied the psychology of evil work. The most classic One was that a man who rode a bicycle with a cigarette in his mouth was blown down: I saw a small bright spot passing by in parallel. Then, the bright spot jumped suddenly and followed closely! With a sound, we fled everywhere, and ###### came from behind, seizing and killing you! Shouting. Before I went to primary school, I had already made several decent toys, such as knives, guns made of plywood, slingers, ice shells (ga), even playing gunpowder gun and so on. At that time, our boys often played fan pia (four tones) in the daytime and hide-and-seek in the evening, while girls played rubber band jumping and chua (three tones) Galaha. Hide-and-seek is a game we often play at night, climbing trees, going to the House and drilling jars. As long as we can think of places, we can hide in, which not only exercises our bodies, but also improves our observation ability. Later, I often thought: if we were soldiers, we would certainly be good candidates selected by special forces. I still remember when I was just in primary school, when the movie Shaolin Temple was just released, my companions and I went to the nearby theaters every day, After watching it for several times, we think eating dog meat should be very generous, especially baking it by ourselves. So I began to plan whose dog to eat. Since several good friends at that time were all Mongolian, we knew that Mongolian treated dogs like family members when they were very young, never killing dogs, let alone eating. However, the temptation of dog meat is too great. Before the action, several hardcore hooks and swear, no one is allowed to talk to adults. Then draw lots to select the black dog of one of them as the target. At that time, our five friends, the oldest 13 years old, the youngest 7 years old, pitiful that black dog, were killed quickly under the attack of our chaos and bricks. We don’t know how to clean up the dead black dog, and we are too lazy to clean it up. We simply cut off two thighs with a kitchen knife and bury other parts, which can be regarded as disfiguring the corpse. All this was done in secret excitement. On the day of barbecue, our excited faces were flushed one by one, and the preparation work was also sufficient: Knife, match, a small bottle of soy sauce and a handful of salt. The location has been stepped on for a long time —- a big pit nearly 4 meters deep in the suburb is not easy for outsiders to find. Collecting firewood, igniting fire and holding dog legs are not very professional, but the division of labor is clear. Smelling the charred dog meat, it gave off a strong fragrance, and the Ha zi had already been dripping down, and it would disappear as soon as it was baked. All of them ate with their mouths full of oil and blood, and their hands and faces were all dark. Although he had pulled a hook, swore, and didn’t say anything about killing him, the youngest one betrayed the oath and betrayed us within three days. As a result, several adults held a joint discussion: analyzing their own ways of discipline, which caused such a serious incident. Then we gathered together to criticize: What betrayed the nation, betrayed the ancestors, and even the national scumbags came. The seriousness of the crime and the intense reaction are much more serious than we imagined. Moreover, messages are delivered to their own families at the fastest speed (letters). From then on, people who come back to their hometown to visit relatives or come to their hometown can always be reprimanded; This child, how to deal with it after eating dog meat. Shame. As if street rat. Two or ten years later, I accidentally heard that my father, who had already been the factory director, called to decide where to go for the dinner. My father said, “it’s still the old place. Eat dog meat. Surprised, my father didn’t know when he was addicted to it, and learned that several other parents who strongly opposed and denounced US for eating dog meat had eaten dog meat in recent years, I also rated it delicious. They took actions to calm down the rebellion for us, and the impulse of our childhood became the foresight. My childhood was spent in such a carefree, simple, happy and relaxed environment without going to preschool for a day. I didn’t learn to write about people, mouth and hands until I was eight years old and went to primary school——–. Like (prose editor: prose online) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. 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Peace of mind

Peace of mind

Piss me off, piss me off. Piss me off, piss me off… I have been muttering. I felt a little angry in my heart. Since I am going to Sanya Sino-French water supply bureau to pay the water fee today, I get up early in the morning to buy breakfast and wait for the bus after eating. From rainy days to sunny days, umbrellas have become umbrellas, I didn’t see the bus after waiting for almost an hour. I hurried back to the hotel, but found that the toilet of the hotel was under construction. I ran back to the dormitory where someone was taking a bath. A series of piss me off. True. In the past, when others were making a fuss, I thought it was nothing, but it was my turn, but I couldn’t control it. It’s almost nine o’clock when I return to the hotel. I’m afraid that I will go to the water supply bureau and have to stand in a long queue. I don’t plan to pay the fee today. I will leave it until tomorrow, and I will be earlier tomorrow. I won’t have breakfast, I am afraid that I will have to wait for a long time if I miss a bus at breakfast. But I couldn’t figure it out. I didn’t want to leave today’s work until tomorrow, or I would have a knot in my heart, so I set off immediately. It was not too long this time. The bus came and went to the water supply bureau. I was shocked. Get the number, A23,0 people waiting. How good it is, I finished the matter as soon as I went there. At that moment, I was thinking, if I didn’t have breakfast to wait for the first bus this morning, would I be hungry for a whole morning? If I wait for the first bus and go to the water supply bureau, do I have to wait among the 23 people in front? If I leave it till tomorrow and keep my heart pimples, will I feel depressed all day long? If I waited for the bus for a long time when I came back, the No. 11 bus would not come for a long time, while the No. 7 bus had passed several times, so I changed to the No. 7 bus. Route 7 is not direct, you have to walk through the lane of Commodity Street to get to the hotel. I wanted to take No. 11, which saved that section of road. But I was anxious to wait, but I still chose Route 7. In fact, there is nothing bad. I didn’t know that route 7 could also go back and forth to the water supply bureau before, but now I know that, and the journey is less than Route 11, which can save a lot of time. It’s just a long journey, what is that road? Compared with the mountain road where I went to school when I was a child, I don’t know how close it is and how many times easier to walk? In fact, such a discovery can also be regarded as a harvest. When passing by the boutique, I went in and bought some paper folding stars. There are many colors, each of which represents a different mood. From now on, I will write down a few words on it every day, then fold them into stars, put them in bottles, and collect every love. In fact, I did the same in school. I just didn’t know where to put it when I left. Ha ha, let the past go. It’s better if it’s gone. The sleeping memory is another kind of new life. Live a good life now. Many people say that they envy me very much, saying that what I want to do can be done crazily, brave, strong, natural and unrestrained, happy and happy. He also said that I was not hungry to feed my whole family. I could spend the money I earned by myself, eat well, drink well, sleep well and play well. How good it is to be carefree and free. Hehe. Why are you putting so many labels on me? In fact, they just saw the halo on my surface, but nobody could understand the inner one. There are still a lot of things I need to do, and there are also many people I want to take into account. I am not only me, but also others. However, anyway. Being envied is also a kind of happiness. At least, in others’ eyes, I am happy and happy. It is also good to enjoy such happiness. It is a disaster, and it is a blessing; It is a blessing, and it is a disaster. Only by using your heart can you find that the world is not that bad. neng she to get out. Peace of mind, peace of mind Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…