Strip Me (1)

Three points are talent, three points are thought, three points are endurance. This is the most pertinent, accurate and highest comment on me in the past 40 years. My wife, who likes to talk with me, agrees with me after thinking carefully. It was my mentor who taught and lived that. He also said a very famous sentence as the political simulation test of the college entrance examination in 2012: being a representative should make a difference, make a difference, and make a difference. Of course, with three points of talent and thought, I also understand that there is another point that he doesn’t know clearly, because I can only get nine points at the highest level, and I lose one point of worldly wisdom. If you are talented and don’t have your own thoughts, you can at least manipulate others, swagger through the market for some report-like words and grasp the tail of power with both hands. Bad is bad in those three thoughts, which make people lofty, fearless and even disdain. After being lofty, fearless and disdainful, I realized that I was actually a bookworm. At that time, others must have sneered behind their hearts in a contemptuous manner, and went to an enemy secretly proud of themselves. Soon, scold: silly! The scolding is really good and honest. I admire the classic scolding. Just like my silly habit of insisting on not buying second-hand houses and not renting new houses, although I am a typical house slave and a real poor bookmaker. They were so poor that they missed the bus for more than a dozen miles to go home, and also apologized again and again to reject the taxi carrying passengers; Breakfast was often saved, and they had a free lunch prepared by the school at noon. Three points of talent also gave me some opportunities to change jobs, but I didn’t make it foolishly. I have more authority to think that teachers are better than those who don’t boast of being good teachers, so I stubbornly guard the platform which is secretly sniffed at by some people, the blackboard with white and black hair dyed by chalk Gray kept on the nest. I also secretly picked up the cheap pride. No matter how rich you are, you have to call me teacher, but you went to the shrine in your house. Three points of thought also gave me a lot of benefits. After all, I am a person with my own thoughts. At least, it has been praised publicly by some leaders who have unique opinions in their articles. I am regard uniqueness as praise, and cannot go to others’ stomach to see if there are any other misinterpretations, even if there are, I don’t care either. I am happy to be praised, and have a high level of thought. I am don’t hide my thoughts, so I like to speak loudly, and the masses applaud the leader’s disgusting flat words. What impressed me most was that in order to buy a house with a provident fund loan, a friend and I went to the finance bureau for consultation, and was reported to the director by a good person. The female director called me as a nonsense hindering official business. The director of the Office of Education Bureau called me to interrogate urgently. Although it was proved to be a misunderstanding at last, it also indirectly affected my future of promotion to vice school. Now I doubt that if the female director knew it was me, then she would hate me and her younger sister’s failed student puppy love. Fortunately, it’s gone, otherwise it’s hard to get along with. I’m a bookworm with three thoughts. Three points of endurance is specially told to my wife, which is good to praise me in disguised form. I am free to fall in love, but after marriage, there is no natural lingering respect for each other. The family is often bumping against each other, and the thoughts collide with each other, which is more cruel than the sound. If there was no endurance, the family would have been divided long ago, and there would be no harmony now. Let’s make it late. About all men have such experience, which should not be my exclusive patent. His wife chattered endlessly, kicking you on the floor with feet on the bed and pinching your pain with two hard nails. Maybe your wife’s nails were painted with bright paint. You just keep your two ears open, try to calm your hot heart, swallow saliva, stick to the motionless posture, comfort yourself that you are always better than Qiu Shaoyun, better than Huang Jiguang, better than Dong Cunrui, I am happy. Finally, in her lullaby, she fell asleep in a faint and snored, which made her bored and quiet. She couldn’t help letting her go. Then she turned around and fell asleep. When she woke up, she naturally had nothing to do. If he changed three points of endurance into three points of persistence, he could I am be a writer and an expert based on his teacher’s insight. Of course, this was his prediction from a strategic position. Because I was so young that I could write some poems which jumped and broke lines, and I also thought carefully for some education expert, but in the end, no family did anything. He once asked me whether I regretted or not, and I am shook his head speechlessly. Although history was very close, that threshold could not I am crossed. I didn’t have the ability to travel through the current fashion. The lack of worldly wisdom now seems to be much more important than the nine points. He also once suggested me to be more close to the classmate who knows the world but doesn’t have any talents and thoughts. He has learned half of his points. I always see him having a good life, he should also disdain my inappropriate times, but he was born in his heart, although he laughed. It is only the three of us together, which is also the source of his success as a teacher, with the embarrassment exposed. This point can’t be possessed in this life. He said that even if it is half worldly-wise, I should be the director of education. I think I lost one point, and you should have lost three cents, otherwise you would have been deputy ministerial level. I think he should be talented and thoughtful, so we can be close teachers and students and close friends. But in the end, I didn’t achieve anything. There were people fighting for it. I don’t have to worry about it. Still enjoy the narrow sunshine in this three-point reserved land, and advocate this negative and worldly attitude with words. Although even my wife and colleagues in the office didn’t read these useless words. 2012-4-14 with Dragon foothills Like (prose editor: prose online) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Free remember.

I have been idle at home these days. Although I have found a job, I am too lazy. In addition, I have been staying at home and don’t want to go to work until some things have been handled properly. Many of my friends advised me not to miss this opportunity. I just came out without a certificate. It was really a blessing to find such a good treatment. Maybe, but I am don’t want it, neither do I. I was not willing to take the major of nurse at first, but I had no choice but to do so. S said whether you are willing or not, you have already set foot on this road. Don’t forget, you were willing from the beginning, but now there are some realities that make you forget your enthusiasm, you can’t resist it because of this. You choose the road yourself, and you have to finish it anyway. I admit that I really began to shake after hearing these words. But it is only a moment. My mentor once told me that if you don’t like the current job, you should quit or shut up. I couldn’t shut my mouth. I couldn’t stop complaining, so I had to choose not to do this anymore. I don’t know what I will face in the future, and I don’t know whether I will regret in the future. Everything is unknown. The deadline is next week. If I still don’t know what I want to do, then I can only choose to go to hospital or clinic. I hope everything can be as expected. If I can’t get what I want, I will keep it in mind and close my mouth. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Know to appreciate oneself

Knowing how to appreciate yourself and learning to appreciate yourself is actually a kind of survival skill and wisdom. Life is like a piece of white paper. We need to write beautiful articles with the pen of our hearts. Although my life has gone through hardships and twists and turns. Although I have regrets, twists and turns, and failures, I will not always immerse myself in self-accusation and will not regret myself for the setbacks I once suffered. Because I understand that I am just an ordinary person, I will face the reality with generosity and tolerance. No one is perfect. Although I am not perfect, I am strong and optimistic. I am not self-abased or depressed. I know how to appreciate myself. If a person doesn’t even appreciate himself, how can he expect others to appreciate himself. Knowing how to appreciate myself is a kind of mentality. Although I am insignificant and I cannot become famous and have a family, I can be a simple self. I can’t make a broad ocean, I can be a boat wandering in the ocean; I can’t make a lush tree, I can be a leaf accompanying the tree in obscurity; I can’t be a magnificent and famous person. I can be a real and small self. No matter it is difficult or unfortunate, I will be calm, cheer for myself and cheer for myself. Believe in yourself, you will be the strong of life. Knowing to appreciate oneself is a kind of awakening, experience, interpretation and generosity of life. Life is so beautiful, we have no reason not to cherish life, learn to enjoy life, don’t be discouraged when frustrated, don’t give up in hardship, be happy, drizzle, and always keep an optimistic attitude. On the Road of Life, hold your head high, change your mind and face the twists and turns of the ditch and the Ridge bravely. No matter it is difficult or cloudy, you will always greet every day with sunshine. Life is a running train. We are constantly enjoying the scenery along the way. No matter what I have experienced in my life, I am grateful to God and the sufferings in my life, gratitude makes me understand the meaning of life, success and failure. Learn to appreciate myself, appreciate myself, and make my life the most beautiful scenery in my life. Like (prose editor: prose online) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

No matter love or not, don’t argue

I once wrote an article about communication. There are many misunderstandings and tragedies in the world, all of which stem from the lack of communication. Lack of communication leads to information asymmetry, which makes both parties have illusion and then make different judgements. However, some judgements make people sigh, and some regrets need to be borne for a lifetime. For example, from the border town written by Mr. Wen, in a pastoral-like world, every soul of perfection, goodness and beauty is finished in a life full of loneliness and bitter wine. A friend’s choice about whether to go to other places to study after graduating from primary school triggered a long debate. Children used to yearn for a school in other places, and their families spared no effort to sign up for their children, participate in all kinds of tutorial classes, and happily participate in the entrance examination of each school. But after the child was admitted to the best school in local legend, he was no longer willing to go to other places to take exams. As a mother, he was angry, one of them was furious, and the other was not going back. The mother kept criticizing the children for their rebellious behaviors: there is only one graduation in every stage of life, and missing the opportunity will bring heavy consequences; The mother couldn’t figure out more, and promised a small promise that colleagues would go to the exam with their children, not having had cash it. But her stubborn daughter was determined not to go. The reason was that she was young now and the school from other places was too far away from home. Mother think children live up to hope, children and hope mother stay out. As the graduation date approaches, the debate continues to upgrade, and no one can convince anyone. The mother began to emphasize her authority, but the child had to convince people to defend themselves firmly. As a result, the mother became angry from embarrassment and eventually turned into a physical war of bullying the big and the small. There is no doubt that most of the daughters who pouted and were more unjust than Dou E cried and gave in on the surface, and their angry mother repeatedly declared authority as a winner. Somehow, I suddenly felt sad for the mother who had been engaged in education for a long time. To be good to a person, she should know it; To be good to a person, she should not ask for return; To be good to a person, but it depends on others’ feelings. I really want to say: If you love her, please don’t argue with her; If you want harmony, please don’t argue with her; If you want happiness, please don’t argue with her. Nothing is absolutely right or wrong. In order to prove ourselves right, we always try every means to find evidence that is good for ourselves and emphasize aspects that are good for ourselves. On the surface, we are convinced by the principle of reason and mixed with some impulsive emotions, which always mislead us to make mistakes again and again in our emotional life. Can we stop arguing now? I want to tell you another thing: because one is your mother and the other is your daughter, all the arguments actually stem from love. Can you say: Because I love you, I have done everything I think I should do, but you don’t feel it, maybe you still can’t understand this intention, maybe I still have something to do, for example, there is a problem in the communication between each other. Although you will find that all this is just because of loving you, why do we wait for the end? The tragedy of self-directing and self-acting is meaningless. Yes, in the emotional world, rationality has many sides. Taking different sides to PK will only hurt our feelings, deepen misunderstanding and sacrifice the time that should have been happy. In fact, people who get along with each other day and night tend to ignore that many problems should not be considered in a long enough period of time. Therefore, please don’t reason for love. I just want you to get along happily often. But mother’s spearhead pointed at the third party quickly. She couldn’t tolerate the doubt of her education method. She refused to discipline the children and turned around to leave. In fact, she understood her grievance very well and asked the child if he knew why she was so angry? The child said: Some people always treat others in their own way, but don’t care about their feelings. They always feel aggressive pressure when getting along with them. As time passes by, this result makes people very upset. Even if they are wrong, they are unwilling to admit it. Just like she said that she would give you three choices. You can do your homework or you can do it, you can also do homework. It sounds so good, but do I have a choice? Children don’t choose! But to children, one’s anger is the most intense rejection reaction, if this reaction is caused by you and me. Now we don’t consider who is right or wrong. Should we reflect on each other? What actions have irritated each other and made people unhappy. For example, I said to you seriously that because I love you, your carelessness at the beginning caused a waste of resources, and you should explain your attitude seriously. Most of the time, what makes people angry is not the matter itself. Even if it is a big mistake that cannot be changed because it has happened, the key is your attitude towards this matter. It is a common mistake for us to blame each other by seizing the extreme behaviors of the other side in high spirits. Calm down is such an expensive luxury at this time, let the fire of anger burn up and talk about how naive and ideal it is to maintain rationality. The child said that she knew she was wrong, and she hoped to earn the registration fee by doing housework. My father told her that it was OK. Now, you should calm down and listen to your inner voice. If you are willing to go to the exam, your father will accompany you. If you are not willing to go, father respects your choice. Because the choice itself is not absolutely right or wrong, what you should learn is how to do your best not to regret in the future, and not to allow yourself to regret. If we are separated from each other because of misunderstanding, it is a tragedy of improper communication, and this kind of tragedy should be avoided as much as possible in life. I am not telling you the truth, because those principles are so simple that there is no need to talk about them at all. Therefore, we only talk about feelings, only about each other’s thoughts. The child also said whether that meant we didn’t have to argue whether it was right or wrong. If you don’t love someone, do you also want to give up the debate? Yes, a man in his thirties is not willing to review himself, and he is still hesitating to do his own thing. Is the debate really meaningful? In fact, the debate has its premise, which is fairness and reciprocity between the two sides, mutual recognition and respect, and people who can’t put down their bodies and never understand each other, any argument is nothing but an accident, either completely defeated or speechless. This is no longer a problem of communication. Communication cannot solve all the problems in the world. Originally, I thought that because of love, it shouldn’t be reasonable; Now I think, if I don’t love it, I shouldn’t argue. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Reunion of words and characters

I like carving in the words, and I like wandering in the words. Beautiful words are the source of my hope and the dream I pursue. Send the soul to the words, let the thoughts think with the words, and flow with the words. Therefore, there is a reunion between mountains and words, and the collision between water and water. What kind of noble and clean words that were. I came across mountains and rivers. I passed through mountains and mountains, just like a devout pilgrimage, not afraid of the hardships of the journey, and finally stood in front of the dreamlike high hall with my hands folded together, but I dare not knock on the door. I am afraid that my embarrassed words will tarnish this sacred palace. And how I yearned for this Highland of words, this enchanting paradise of words. It seems to be the guidance of the soul, as well as the pursuit of dreams! I don’t want to distinguish other meanings of the Internet. I just want to get to know a head Rich in words and a noble soul of freedom. Finally I met the reunion of words and words, but I felt sorry for myself. How can I stand shoulder to shoulder, how can the Unbalanced Balance Balance Balance the chasing figure, put down the words and let go of thinking, what else can I have? For those who walk in spiritual territory with words, the final harvest is also the enrichment of soul, the purity of thought and the nobility of soul. When I miss myself, I will search your blog, release my desire in your words, find the source without exit, and release myself. Even so, I still like the companionship of the soul, maybe as you said: it will eventually pass. Even so, I still really want to say to you: it is really good to have you with you on the journey of the soul! Like (prose editor: Ke Er) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Rainy Night Tea

1. Three or two Breeze, a cup of green tea, listening to the raindrops whispering in the window lattice, the fire in summer seems to be far away. Seeing the day came to the threshold of beginning of autumn, but don’t like it first. As the old saying goes, 18 days after beginning of autumn, it is the moment when the Autumn Tiger is in power, and it is still necessary to prepare for a few bowls of sweat. But today, thanks to the rain, there is a cool leisure feeling, and put the season aside, into the scene, feel the peace of the tea on a rainy night. The rain was very bright, just like soft music. Under the light, the window glass had a strange look, the half-covered window screen was like a flag floating up, and the darkness in the distance was deep and mysterious, there are some shadows of trees, drifting off into pictographic scenery, as if implying something, what on earth is, sitting in the backlit room, I tried my best to answer seriously. The season is her unique vigorous and uninterrupted walking. As for the scenery caused by her, it seems that she can’t pay special attention to it. But for ordinary people, the scene is certainly very different. Our most direct feelings will be revealed in the first time, and combined with our own mood, joy or sadness, to a certain extent, daiyu burial flowers and sunken fish and wild goose are set off by seasons and environment. Plum blossom grows old and spring water is like a mirror. There is no change in the Four Seasons. We just move forward according to our inherent posture. What will change most is us, I would shed tears for a drizzle, jump for a scene of snow, or maybe because of the cold autumn wind, I would wear the melancholy in my heart and write a sentimental mind. This year, there was enough rain, which seemed to be enough. Looking through my own thoughts, I wrote the rain, splashed the water of my mood bathing, and the lingering ripples, opened in circles, and kept talking about the night lacking the moon, far away from the lights of the city, the short and narrow Bluestone Road is certainly not as arrogant as the neon in the city, but the clearest and discernible simplicity, surrounded by grass, is the most calm night. 2. Grass insects and mosquitoes are the background of sleepless in the countryside. In the town, there is a kind of earthen mosquito incense, which is said to contain some kind of herbal medicine. The mosquito repellent effect is excellent. Light it and see the smoke around, as expected, I didn’t feel painful and itchy, but the smell was a little bad. I didn’t know if it did harm to my body. I followed my habit and burned it before going to bed. When I went to sleep, I resolutely pinched it out, people have poor resistance to sleep, which I think is relatively safe. The season of peaches gradually passed, and grapes came one after another. Yesterday, Aunt next door sent a small basket, which was wrapped neatly, cut from the root knot, opened the package, round and crystal purple, light and smooth, it makes people like it from the bottom of my heart. It is soaked in clean water and washed after half an hour. My mother likes to pick it one by one, put it in a large bowl, put it in the refrigerator for a while, peel it and eat it. It is cool, sweet. My mother accompanied my father to watch TV downstairs. The Olympic Games was in full swing. A large bowl of grapes were put on the tea table at random. My mother peeled them one by one, picked off the seeds and put them on my father’s mouth to watch his father slowly allow him to suck and, two little poodles, Diandian and Xiaomi, all snuggled up to their mother’s feet and hit their own sleepiness quietly. Occasionally, their mother gave a praise or a pity that their mother was a one-sided cheerleading team of the Chinese team, the two dogs opened their eyes lazily, looked up at the master, and went to sleep in a daze. Sometimes I would walk to the balcony and look far away, drizzle, watch the faint light from the door downstairs, listen to the TV sound clearly, just like my parents have been together for decades, however, it is really hard to move forward side by side now. One person is an individual, and two people are a complete home. It is so harmonious and natural that it stretches in the flowing water of life, unwittingly, some deep feelings came out from the bottom of my heart. In the silent rain, happiness suddenly pervaded. 3. Eyes may not just wander in the house. The rain outside the sky stretches out its flourishing jade fingers to tempt your mind. The most common raindrops and fine transparent liquid are on a quiet summer night, the lotus petals were opened one by one to find out the secret of your heart, trying to wash away your full dryness and heat with tender feelings like water. In fact, it has nothing to do with the rainy season. The fickleness of ordinary people is hard to say again and again. It is hard to tell your decision without hesitation. The agility of rain is just a scenery, it gives us an atmosphere of calm thinking. In this sentiment, many things, joy or depression, are still related to ourselves. The steps of rain are neither tight nor slow, far nor near, without facial expression, it’s up to you to sigh with you. Just drink tea slowly, make a posture of outsiders, let the music change freely, let the rain play freely, the leaves of the initial tea gradually become dull, but the mind gradually becomes moist, it is like a soaked River, constantly stirring and running. When the tea becomes cold, the night is quiet, and the warm bamboo mat exudes a dreamy meaning, you will be possessed and perform many incredible things again, completely staying out of it. 4. The rain kept whispering like this, like a woman in her first love, telling all the silly words to her lover, which was more repeated. From childhood till now, memories over and over again, which encourages your sleepiness, hazy, a wide bed, and you can clearly see yourself tossing and turning. Through the screen window, there are tiny rain fog, branches, leaves and leaves growing, gradually gathering water drops, wet the thoughtful brown floor, the white walls are simple as if there is no life, in fact, their existence, it has set off the loneliness of the night, while the lighting is enthusiastic, rendering the best atmosphere and playing the colorful spirit. There are always some nights, we may be helpless or lost, but with the accompaniment of rain, our own world suddenly becomes brighter, ticking and happy, completely self-expression, you can ignore everything and embed yourself in the free space, imagine or think. The nothingness carries a long night. It is such a rainy night. It seems that everything has different meanings. When I look around in a maze-like life, I saw thousands of raindrops holding me tightly in my arms with open arms without affectionate greeting. When I was most obsessed with it, there was a flash of light. That cup of green tea, drinking and drinking, has its own distinctive taste. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Voice confusion

A few days ago, I called a talented woman from afar. After chatting for a while, the talented woman said, “Well, I found your voice is different from last time. Last time it was like a male voice, this time it is quite feminine.? Can I change my voice? She hurriedly explained that the last time she called me, she used a fixed-line phone. When she saw it was a strange phone with a distant area code, the first reaction was harassment. Maybe she was not very friendly and had a loud voice, so she was crying out at random; this time I called her on my own initiative. Of course I have to pretend to be gentle, right? Looking back, perhaps, will there be subtle changes in people’s voices on different occasions? I was particularly curious and couldn’t help asking a friend directly when I went to Q. At first, the other person was confused. After listening to my explanation, I couldn’t help laughing and enjoying myself. Russia comforted me, your voice is very good, I heard the same, but when I was in a hurry, there was something wrong with it. I could feel that my character was very straightforward and gentle, it is the kind that is very gentle, which has both a quiet side and a warm-hearted and anxious side. This friend generally does not lie, which seems to be a relatively fair comment. I quickly declared that I must pay attention to it in the future and try not to do so. It seems that my first impression is really not good. My friend quickly stopped: Hey, don’t, because this is you, otherwise, hehe, it will be distorted. I couldn’t help laughing. To be honest, the voice of others is familiar to us, but my own voice is strange. I have never known my own voice for so many years in a muddle. The first time I heard it was when my father was sick, my family members took turns to accompany him and recorded videos. When playing, the pictures and sounds were vivid. The voices of all the family members were so familiar and cordial, it was mixed with a very strange voice, which made me feel awkward. It turned out to be my own, and I felt uncomfortable when listening to it. Oh, shame! Some people’s voices are particularly good, some are magnetic, some are very sweet, which makes people feel good at once, I like them, and the voice in my video is very astringent, what makes me have no confidence in myself is that the voice of others is so sweet, but my sound quality is so ugly? Ashamed ashamed! Someone said: in fact, it’s just that you are not familiar with your own voice, and you are not used to it. Is? I am even more confused. For a long time, I have enjoyed the casual feeling very much. Between friends and colleagues, no matter who they call, they never sign up for their own home, say “hello” or “call”. Even if they are separated for many years, those who are familiar with each other will identify them correctly at the first time, how happy it is to call out my name affectionately. Regardless of poverty and wealth, high and low power, senior and young, they are all equal, calling their names directly, without disguise, burden and speaking freely. That feeling is really very comfortable. Once, the director answered a call and then called Zhang, your dad’s phone! Everyone was astonished, and then the director came to know the details when he was new. Zhang’s father had died several years earlier, and this call must be from her husband. Incredibly, Zhang’s husband was quite young, but the voice on the phone was indeed old, hoarse and slow, just like an old man. No wonder the director misunderstood. The strange thing is that some people are old, but their voices are quite young. One time I called a friend’s house, the other one answered, it was me, just wanted to talk, the other side said, she went to buy vegetables, who are you? Do you want me to tell me that I was a little confused at that time? How could it not be me? After that, she talked to her friend, and she laughed, who else? That’s my mom! You are not the only one who was cheated. Everyone said that her voice was very similar to mine. I am still confused, your mother? More than 80 years old, how can the voice be so crisp, the hearing is still so good, and the reaction is still so fast? My friend laughed wildly, and added that his hair was still so black and his belly was full of laughter. Perhaps I am an impatient person. I appreciate the expression of right words and fast speed. I don’t like the description of dragging a long tone. It seems that I can understand it clearly. It is really crazy. Sometimes, once the host speaks too slowly and too slowly, I will feel that I can’t breathe. I feel very uncomfortable. I will change the channel immediately. Therefore, I am still curious that in others’ ears, my voice is not that kind of difficult to hear, isn’t it? I hope not. Otherwise, I am not sorry for others, hehe. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

The sorrow of the autumn string, who will share me and me

If love really could stand the test, wouldn’t there be such a sad story? If love is really as firm as a rock, wouldn’t there be half a scroll, a song of separation, and finally, the fleeting years that vanished in the end of the world with the wind? — Text: dancing alone with rain at this moment, the whispers in the wind, the sad melody, the moment of a certain echo touching deeply touched my heartstrings, standing in the colorful leaves, I waved goodbye to you silently with a sad and beautiful gesture. Today, my hands are always holding a shadow, as cold as before. All the waiting and expectation gradually turned into a pain of bone erosion and cold raw pain in the autumn wind. Find a corner that can curl up in the empty world, and let the long-suppressed tears rush and fall completely …… who knows how painful my heart was when I chose to leave halfway? How desolate and thin is the figure covered by the fluttering sleeves? Sitting in a lonely corner closely against the vast night, blowing the longest wailing with reed flute, and then trying to experience that desolate elegan before the flute faded away …… now, you are still where you are, but I have already run counter to you. When Twilight silhouette, fate the shears of 1.1 point cut you in my hand red line, I how can do safely and just walk away? The wind and sand of the years crushed the promise I had made at the beginning, so I could only hide myself in the deepest world of mortals. I was so cold that my eyes were full of icy chill, just like the truster of Volga River struggling step by step, the low-pitched songs passing through my fingers are floating in the ups and downs of the fleeting time, and the sadness and music are lingering around my heart. I toast to the shadow and drink the turbid bitter wine that God has given me. Tonight, who woke up my sadness? Who carries loneliness and makes my original lightness dance reflect the invisible pain? Who waved my sleeves coldly and wiped out all my sweetness and warmth, such as the peach flowers scattered on the lake surface in September in April, and the flowers slowly disappeared? Really want to light a cigarette and can solve gu smoke, let oneself in ethereal cloud, feel 1.1 drops passage of yesterday, and then forget moment of youth, forget this season of flowers, melt away all the worries that shouldn’t have. I have learned that there is a vast sea between loneliness and happiness. Maybe I am destined to be a passer-by, a beautiful scenery and a gorgeous fireworks in your life journey. No matter now or later, maybe I can only be the butterfly in your dream, you can’t stay at your fingertips any more. From then on, I will only hesitate to stay in the water village in my dream, incarnate in the rhyme of song lyrics, and hide quietly on the branch of the years with the flavor of Millennium dream. I will see you pat and sigh, and tune with the streamer, exile the eternal seclusion and loneliness of season after season. The fate of this life is shallow. In the dark night, I will hide a broken heart in the world of mortals, hide sadness in my heart, and make a farfetched smile into a gorgeous coat. In the loneliest corner of the world, I will enjoy the aftersounds of the lyre alone, drink the parting wound in the rustling wind and rain, and go to the unknown fleeting time quietly with helplessness. I know that I have lost happiness, happiness and original self in this life, but I don’t want to lose any information and memories about you any more. If the string wants to play, how can it be seen as a mess. Dear, I reluctantly let go of your hand, because the reality has made me embarrassed. I lost confidence and pride, I have no courage to dock in the heart harbor where I can rest my beauty and sorrow. Now the only thing I can do is to put all the moisture in my life and my world, they all gradually retreated to the mottled moss. jun ke know? In fact, no matter whether you come or not in the future, no matter how time changes my appearance, I will still quietly guard this unforgettable love in the deepest part of the world of mortals; Do you know? If you can, I am would rather die than let go of your hands! My love, in fact, I really want to tell you that the strokes and paintings piled up by my heart and tears here are all the witnesses of my love and my constant infatuation. Although I waved goodbye in the blue separation, I would look forward to your affectionate looking back again silently in the colorless world. Dear, I have opened the most beautiful smile for you; I have been the touch of grace on your lips. From now on, I will express my attachment for the rest of my life in the twilight of the moon. From then on, I will hold the red beans you gave me tightly, dance for you alone in the evening breeze, walk alone in the deserted scenery, walking on a person’s coastline …… just because you solved my thousand sorrows with true feelings that season, I will never regret paying my tenderness and all for you. May only wish that in the afterlife, my soul dream can still be the same with you, and I can still get drunk with a piece of breeze alone and draw into your dream spring and autumn. May in the afterlife, I can embrace the silence of this life and rely on the smoke and blue shadow. When the king comes, I will dance in the verve of song lyrics with the fragrance of drifting all over the place as a romantic song, you and I walked into the music and pictures again…… Like (prose editor: Ke Er) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Free and easy, make life more bright

Every time we open our sleepy eyes and usher in a new day, everyone’s heart is peaceful. Sleep is like a rainstorm in summer, washing off the flying dust, fading away the unbearable restlessness, and the rolling heat wave is also eroded by thousands of water droplets falling heavily from the sky, let them vanish outside the three worlds. People are not like this. The tedious work every day is really annoying; The argument of right and wrong; The trifles of daily necessities; Everyone bears all kinds of responsibilities, only when we bear the responsibility can we appear to be more smelly and human; Before going to bed every night, if we close our eyes, we will not know it immediately, which is really tired; If we toss and turn, that must be worrying about things; The night is so long that you toss and turn, making you struggle hard to close your eyes, then suddenly open it, repeated many times, but I have never seen any shadow of light. Night gives us a bright heart, which can let us wash the soil on our bodies; Night gives us an experience of death, which can make us yearn for life again. When the mind is going to sleep, the brain begins to be active in the Troubles and things of the day, I made up my mind silently about what to do from tomorrow; I was thinking and looking forward to another glamorous situation, which was really wonderful. Even when I fell asleep, there was a smile on the corner of my mouth. After falling asleep, the active nerves were even more powerful and unconstrained. Whether they were happy or not, where would they go and where would they go, and the high-ranking officials and officials were immersed in their dreams, maybe it was an unending story; Maybe it was a heartbreaking farewell; Maybe it, all of them make us not want to wake up. This may be the magic of curiosity and illusion. When I woke up in the morning, my eyes opened slightly, like a born child. My child was full of fresh childishness, curiosity to the world, friendliness and love, full of good hope for life and life. After the rainstorm, there is a rainbow! Living in a day, rainstorms and rainbows, countless repeats, life, sleep, wake up, live, sleep… life is the greatest and precious wealth given by nature to creatures, emotion is the fountain for creatures to feel happiness and pain. What is free and easy, what is heavy? Wild boar lives in the mountain forest, shuttling back and forth in the forest, looking for their favorite food, having a full meal, having a comfortable sleep and finding a partner to keep warm happily. The pig said that it was so happy, as big as the mountain field, and it was his own home; The pig said that it was so happy that so many partners loved it affectionately. One day, when the Hunter came to the mountain forest, the pig was sleeping sweetly in the mild sunshine, only hearing a harsh shot, and the pig howled like a nightmare, everything is condensed in a wisp of smoke from the Hunter’s chamber. Although it was a short life, it was free, easy and elegant. Even if I died, it was also like that, which ended my life instantly. The city is full of traffic, people come and go, bustling, high-rise buildings, the sun is no longer shining all over the world, it turns into a wisp, like a forest, the Sunshine radiates a little warm radiance from the branches and leaves of the towering tree. Let people yearn for the freshness of nature and the blue sky. Life in the city is no longer like the free food and free lunch everywhere in the forest. The heaviness of life falls heavily in front of you, and the two meat legs can no longer catch the big house made of iron sheet; The natural cave no longer exists, what is waiting for you can only be the so-called residence place built by the developer which needs you to fight for it all your life; Love has become the history, with both talents and women, staying together for a lifetime, the sea is dry and the rocks are rotten, and it has gradually faded out, become the plaything of art and writers higher than life; A race has evolved into a complex network of intangible and tangible interweaving, which makes you have to talk nonsense to others. The more advanced the society is, the higher the cost of a natural life will be. Because if you can’t bring anything, birth will determine the starting point of your future. Where is the starting point? In just dozens of years, the trajectory of life will be like that. I miss the ancient nature and freedom, my own thoughts, my own ideas, and I can’t be the same with others, let alone with more people. Life is just dozens of years, why heavy? Put down some burdens and life will be free and easy. In the Internet era, there are various information. Can we refuse to receive more sales calls every day? It is hard to get free because of heavy work. Can we accompany our families to travel in the suburb green area every weekend? Not pleasing to the eye, there are so many unsatisfactory things. Can we gradually learn to ignore him and let ourselves sleep peacefully every night; Truth is better than eloquence. For those who are unreasonable and still sophistry, can we close our lips tightly and don’t have unnecessary debates? We are already very tired. Can we stop being drivers, enjoy the opportunity that public transportation brings us to contact with the public; Love is very beautiful and life is more precious. When Love passes away, can we leave a bad life for ourselves, let ourselves experience the unforgettable experience of parting and resurrection; When we work, can we focus more and be more serious to make the tedious work easier and easier; can we pick a few new and refreshing clothes to wear, which will make people look at you with new eyes; When others are in a long queue waiting for the opening of a certain building, can we think about it, do I have to live next to these rascals all my life? When a leader comes to inspect, can you not go to watch. Is there any seed for prince and general Xiangning? Thousands of years of Chinese civilization is still in such a state until today, which makes Chinese people ashamed; Should the second generation of officials and the second generation of rich people envy them and learn their living habits? Free and Easy is a kind of life attitude, a kind of life concept, and a manifestation of wisdom and intelligence. Isn’t free and easy for us to live a beggar’s life and enjoy ourselves? Isn’t free and easy for us to be moonlight? Free and easy does not mean that we should all go to temples to serve monks or nunnery to serve nunnery; Free and easy does not mean that we should abandon our friends and relatives; Free and easy does not mean that we should give up our ideals and goals; free and easy is not a perfect and happy life, and there are also ups and downs, and the willow is bright; Free and easy, because of warmth, because of life, because of relatives and friends, in fact, heavy can be put down. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

The book is vigorous, but the moment is beautiful

The scholar was vigorous, but he couldn’t wait for the moment to be beautiful and flashy. He was leisurely and carefree. In the rain Lane in the south of the Yangtze River, who would step on the horse? How can you sigh that youth is easy to die when the sea is changing? The beauty is always old. In a flash, snow is flying all over the sky. Who is fading away? —— Inscription by the stranger under the morning sun and sunset, the shadow dragged a long attachment, I walked alone in the dream world, watching the fallen leaves drifting through season after season, breaking the loneliness of the night, as always, there is a long way to go in life. Turning around unexpectedly, you and I have already become strangers. There are countless corners and intersections. You stand silently and listen to the wind; While I wander along a road aimlessly; You once said, no one of us can be absent from this feast of love! You er, time has turned a page again. You and I are in two worlds, presenting stories that have nothing to do with each other; Different tracks, strange figures, cold expressions, when I was young, I either chose to ignore my promise, or thought it was just an accidental mistake. I raised my head occasionally, and the sky turned cloudy into rain. I imagined that it was your feathered lovesickness; Often alone, walking in the rain with an umbrella, looking back, there is no trace of the road you have traveled, while the road ahead is still extending to the distance and waiting for my steps; If, you just slide over my World lightly, then, will I be happier now? Standing at a certain intersection of life, looking back, I met a lot of people along the way, walking forward all the way, all the way to sorrow and joy, all the way to tea, the prosperity on the road of youth, as if inadvertently, then the desolation ended, and there were always some people who didn’t need or had time to say goodbye, then left without any news; Someone left, someone came, and they left and met along the way, the scenery passing, the beauty missed was frozen one after another. When yesterday all became photos, I realized that some people met but had to leave; Some things were not done, but the results were still the same; Some roads, if you don’t leave, it will still become very long. Therefore, you often stand alone at the corner and intersection, feeling sentimental! Someone told me that some people want to laugh when they see it; Some people want to cry when they think of it; Some words will not be said until many years later, but after the youth, the warmth is not there, more than once, who has changed? Are things different, or are people different? Smiling and greeting Fu Sheng, I had to succumb to fate. I was too hurried to separate. I didn’t have time to look at your eyes and tell you that I still kept the years you gave me; I will try my best to forget the memory you gave me; I will bury the heart you gave me forever. When I miss you, I won’t call or send messages, I can only glance at the starry sky secretly in the night without anyone, and then ask quietly: Are you OK recently? I remember a friend asked me not long ago: Weiyang, is there any so-called eternity in this world? Almost without thinking, said: Yes! After that, I couldn’t help being shocked. I was so indignant that I thought quietly when nothing happened. Eternity, what is eternity? Not time, not love, not hate, not someone, nor something. The only eternal thing is what you have experienced. Because it has become the past, it cannot be changed, we can’t start again. We can only freeze it for a period of time and become a permanent memory. Even at the moment of time, we have been forever and no one can take it away. In this way, it was warm enough for every cold night. At that time, we were still young and could only sing some childish children’s songs, and we still enjoyed them; At that time, we were very silly, because of one word, we got angry secretly and wiped away tears quietly; at that time, we were all proud and proud, and we did something wrong, and no one was stubborn to admit our mistakes; At that time, we were still very serious, thinking that we would do this until it turned into dust; At that time, we had agreed to go to see the sea, go to Lhasa and wander together; At that time, we knew nothing but your happiness is my happiness. Today, you and I have grown up and learned all kinds of love songs, but I didn’t know who to sing to; Today, I became strangers with you. I often thought of the quarrel at that time. I smiled and cried with a smile. Today, I learned to endure, you have become a gentleman, but it has become a luxury for me and you to say sorry; Today, I and you are mature, still believe in love, but no longer believe that it will last forever; Today, I went to see the sea, but it was just a person, you also went wandering, and also a person; Today, you and I understand everything, happiness is just meeting a person who accompanied you to see the flowing water, but today, your happiness has become my pain, and my happiness may have become your regret. Close yesterday’s notebook, now the world between you and me has no breath of each other. Everyone has a person in his heart who is unwilling to forget but dare not mention it. So he has to miss it alone in the middle of the night and recollect it over and over again, I cried again and again, singing poems belonging to lovesickness. I was just a lonely traveller, expressing the story of the past. By the pond, beside the willow tree, the boy with evil smile; Swing out, I picked up a string of laughter, put them in the left pocket of my coat, and carefully stroked the secret love I left in those years by accident. At that time, I couldn’t bear to mention the youth that I had never put down. Maybe I will wait until the time gets older, when I grow up, I will suddenly wake up. At a moment when the dawn begins to rise, the spirit of the scholar will not last until the moment. Now, you and I are wandering in different directions, I can only send you to the age of 19, how sad the road ahead is, you have to make your own journey; Maybe there is only rain left in the future, you have to insist alone; I will not retain, maybe one day looking back at the end of the world, you and I have already had mottled temples, everything Sorrow and happiness have become empty and the lovesickness remains only sorrow of parting. Gathering and scattering are already doomed. If you leave, I will not send you; If you come back, no matter the wind or rain, I will definitely welcome you, this is my last promise to you! I will never forget the perfect days you gave me! Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…