Fate, how to play the movement

Originally, I was very happy. But later, it changed. Become very familiar. I lost my character. And the only reason that can prove that I live in this world is nothing more than the driving shell like a walking corpse. It has nothing else. If there is, it may be the night accompanying me day and night. — Many people say that my words are very sad, and I am sad for that kind of sadness, which is the teasing of my heart and the waves aroused when they contradict each other. Actually, I know. Know the endless sorrow brought by this feeling to people. Just like an infatuated girl, she accepted the rejection of the perfect, handsome and handsome prince charming in her eyes without any choice. But no matter how much this man hurt her, her eternal love for him would never change. Even though sometimes she would think of giving up because of sadness and sadness, but after the sadness and entanglement, I believe that she would choose to love him as always. Until one day, I understand. Many people think I am very mature. I think that kind of maturity should come from the calmness and calmness of appearance. That kind of peace didn’t come from me. It is not tempered in life. Just like the brief calm after the storm. It is powerless and tired. There is no spiritual morale. Many times, I want to forget those unhappy. Forget those scarred pains. However, every time when all these bad things are about to be locked in the old box, a new blow will strike me ruthlessly again. Moreover, every time, it is more violent and painful. Perhaps, you will say that I am are escaping from life, I am timid and cowardly people. However, you should know that endurance is different for everyone. I am not a great man, I am not a celebrity, and I don’t have such a strong load to bear the ruthless blows again and again. I think, even if they are strong and capable, they will step forward one day. What’s more, I am just a child. Every time, I pray devoutly after finishing my work, because in my life, I need to be lucky occasionally. After all, I also spent a lot of energy like others. However, it is always impossible to meet people’s wishes. Imagine that on a perfect road, it will be destroyed by reality. After accepting the frustration every time, I could only walk out of the shadow very quickly. I continued to crawl in the truth that I was more frustrated and braver. Sometimes, I really want to completely close myself. I really want to completely escape from the fluctuation between cheer and failure. However, when the night comes, I still can’t restrain those pains. Against the backdrop of the night, it will only make the pain and hardship in my heart more transparent. And that kind of vivid performance. Only in this way can I have no thoughts and soul, and become a little peaceful. Fate. How should I go? Fate? How can you play the movement of life for me? Fate. I begged you in a low voice to leave me a blue sky and let me find the sunshine and happiness that once belonged to me. Fate, I beg you.

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