My frustration has nothing to do with you

There will always be someone saying: look at you, you are not as young as others! This is a truth. I have traveled for more than ten years, and I have suffered all kinds of sufferings and sneered at all kinds of coldness. I have also tried to change the status quo, but I am still a small clerk after all, with the lowest salary and no hidden income, he was called around by people younger than himself and scolded as soon as he was scolded. Since ancient times, people have praised the winners and sympathized with the losers. Of course, there are also many people who hit the ground. According to ordinary people, I am a complete loser. He didn’t get a certificate of merit at the school stage, and didn’t get the title of advanced worker after work. He always sold sweat in the bottom position, depending on the situation, there will be no future. I can’t marry a beautiful wife because of my own disadvantages, because my income limits my life, because my status can’t make more friends, and I can’t add luster to my family. I am frustrated, but I still pursue the happiness that I can pursue in my life. Getting up early every day, whether it is sunny or rainy, is a brand new day. I will do well with passion. I am not deliberately changing, but trying hard to do well, deep in my heart, I told myself that only by doing well can I change better. I have my simple world. I may be busy or at leisure. I will have the leisure to listen to my favorite music, watch the movies I expect, and learn to cook the dishes my family likes. I don’t gamble or smoke. I seldom play games. I drink twice when I want to drink. In other people’s eyes, such a life seems to have no passion and will submerge oneself. In this way, there will never be a day of success. To tell the truth, I admire those successful people who are high-spirited and proud. They go in and out in various occasions, whether they are real friends or fake friends, holding a lot of money, the beautiful women in xiangche live a leisurely life, and they are respected by people wherever they go. But reality is reality, I am me, whether my steps are slow or my mind is slow, I know I have tried hard, but in the end, only my shadow was always following me, which made me not lonely. Someone once said that I became numb because of frustration and had no pursuit. I will say that my frustration has nothing to do with you, and my soul has not become humble because of your contempt and coldness.

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