Catch souls situation

Some momentary feelings in life need to be preserved faithfully with the pen in hand. It does not need to pile up gorgeous words or deliberately carve, only a sincere heart that can reflect the present is enough. In recent days, the right lower abdomen is always in faint pain, and an invisible giant stone presses on the chest unscrupulously. I know that it is more terrible than pain, what makes me sleepless —- worry that time goes on day by day, and it becomes a shadow that I can’t get rid of, but I am unable to prove or overthrow my suspicion. I always thought that I was as strong as a core. In life, I regarded myself as a strong person; At work, I had a tiger in my heart; But in front of the disease, I collapsed and turned into a pile of soft mud. It turned out that I am could not stand the wind and waves so fragile as a little ant in front of a giant. The scene lying on the operating table a few years ago was as clear as yesterday. I was ignorant of the world and was unprepared to face the sudden ovarian cyst. I resolutely and blindly chose the operation. Although the result is judged to be benign, no one can predict whether it will relapse again, because the origin of this pain is the location of the operation that year. My heart began to tremble inexplicably when I rummagically found out the previous case diagnosis at home. The sky is clear and cloudless. How can I understand my sadness? The haze has already occupied my sky. Sitting in front of the computer, I had lost the leisure and elegance of the past. I started to open Baidu and searched desperately. I did not let go of any information related to it, but finally I only knew a little about it, I couldn’t match my symptoms completely, huddling up in this imaginary abyss, and I couldn’t hear any echo of comfort. I really didn’t have the courage to go to the hospital. I was thrilled when I mentioned these two words, and my body was tight. Rather than being frightened by these two words, I would rather say that I was frightened by myself first. People, the saddest thing is always myself. Considering that the atmosphere there is full of tension and solemnity, every step of rushing gives feedback on the heaviness like stone, and every tight face is as dignified as iron, ask those queuing medical treatment of rubbing shoulders elbow crowd, and which one are willingly here? Finally, I plucked up my courage and walked into the hospital. Instead of begging for doubts, I might as well cut the knot and face life directly. I was mentally prepared for both good and bad. When I walked out of the hospital easily with a long breath, smiling and holding the result, I suddenly felt that I had always thought how beautiful the plain life was! It’s just that I don’t know how to be blessed all the time. Finally, I can have a solid sleep! The secular world is surging, and we want to flow like tide. When we are healthy, will we really cherish or look up to this kind of happiness? When we suffer from hunger and hardship for life, when we work and play in front of the screen for a long time, when we overeat and feel spicy stimulation and have a big appetite,,,,,, the body will give us such and such hints or warnings. Between heaven and earth, cause and effect depend on each other. Even if your body is alone, you will only treat it well, it will treat you well. People live in the world, what is the most precious, life, peace and health! Don’t wait for the disaster and disease to find ourselves, then we wake up and truly understand. It turns out that all kinds of material and scenery are nothing but the wind passing through the bamboo and the Wild Goose crossing the cold pool, superficial, worldly possessions! Friends, don’t forget all the time, take good care of yourself!

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