Melancholy wu yue

Since May, my body has been in sub-health. The continuous overcast rain kept ticking. The mood is also inexplicable fidgety, shouting and throwing things when you are not satisfied. I had another quarrel with my roommate just now. It seems to be intermittent excitement depression: inexplicable happiness, inexplicable sadness. The mood fluctuates too much in recent days, and I can’t control myself more and more. I dream almost every day. I always feel dizzy when getting up every morning, and even have no spirit in class. My roommate said that I was in a wrong situation, yes, it was really wrong. How can there be a good situation in this mental state. I like sports because of the weather and other reasons, I don’t want to practice Street Dance, running is interrupted, and I don’t want to play table tennis, so I just want to stay in the dormitory motionless. Calculation over and over again, miscalculation over and over again, hateful points. The Irritable mood was immediately aroused, and then the notebook could not avoid the tragic end of being torn off. The teacher was writing hard on the blackboard, but I couldn’t help nodding my head frequently under my sleep. It is not until the ringing of the class Bell can slightly evoke some vitality. Physical discomfort and emotional anxiety, except for a little light in the eyes, the whole person lives like a walking corpse all day long. And even in the most melancholy days, I am comforting others. Recently, a friend of senior three always wants me to complain about my unsatisfactory study, while I always patiently enlighten him and tell him some good things about university (although I don’t think university is very good now), pretend to be an experienced person to tell him some principles he thinks. I always want to persuade others, but I will never use these so-called principles to make myself no longer confused. As others have said, it is easy to persuade others about the same thing, but hard to convince yourself. The weather forecast says it will be fine tomorrow, and the rainy days will eventually pass. I hope this gloomy day will pass soon. Longing for a bright!

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