Just say something to yourself

I am really grateful for the happiness life has given me; But I also stubbornly resist, perhaps because I am not capable enough in my heart, and I am stubborn in the society. The ordinary people belonging to me and my strong ones were so incompatible that they grieved my life, entangled my thoughts and felt melancholy for a long time. I don’t have a bright family. Want to get what kind of life, take matters into our own 1.1 point to strive for and struggle, enough pay in exchange for a little bit of progress, which burdened with number of grievances and tears, only in the dead of night can I admit that some happiness can be shared, while some sadness can only be hidden. Before I was thirty years old, I was single, carrying the name of a migrant worker, dealing with the upper class, dragging my pursuit with my dream and continuing with difficulties. However, the hardship brought by this seems to prove a fact that my ideal bright future is slowly walking away pale, just like a dream in a dream. In the passing of time, my soul is blown away by the wind, so there is nowhere to find …… I am really tired. For so many years, I have grown up alone in a mixed environment. The more I experience, the more sad I am. I don’t want to face the unknown tomorrow alone when I grow up. Maybe, when I was not ready for how to continue, the years quietly crossed the eastern sun, and I walked behind it, chasing after it, confused all the way. A girl who has no rich background and is not the lucky one loved by God. She has gone through the rainy season and experienced separation, but she is still stubborn. Holding the childhood dream, she refused to let go. She believed that once she let go, the past efforts would return to zero and she would lose herself from then on. I don’t know how long I can hold on, but I still have the strength to continue, so I smiled at myself. It’s just …… the bonsai in front of the window is green, and it’s time for spring to bloom……

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