Displacement

Blink of an eye, and have been wandering for nearly a month in the loss of time. Unconsciously, August has come to an end again. For many people, the new semester is about to begin. It’s just me, but I’m still looking back, the time I ‘ve passed. Stumbling, ignorant and persistent in the fleeting years, and then watching something once embedded in the deepest part of my heart gradually dissipate, I also really want to try my best to grasp the treasured things that I may never really have, but, all my efforts are worn out in the past insistence, now I really don’t have so much energy to continue the one-man show that nobody cares about! For a long time, I always recalled many things when I was half asleep and half awake, thinking of many people. In my sleep, I always had the same vague figure, which was obviously a beautiful scene, but there was a faint colic in my heart. When I woke up, there were always big tears hanging in the corner of my eyes. Maybe the tears that could not fall down in the daytime were all piled up in my dream. Accustomed to the sweet smile, I seem to forget what tears look like. My friends said that she was a girl with strong self-esteem, and I smiled slightly, so I was not wrong, just like what my friends said, she was a sensitive and sentimental woman, although many careless people don’t take care of it now, some of them don’t exist without thinking about it, and they don’t feel sad if they don’t care! Some things, lost, can no longer have! It seems to be back to the way it was a year ago. I can’t fall asleep until midnight. I huddle up in bed at midnight, staring at some unclear place in a daze with my eyes open. There will be many figures flashing in my mind, then I would like to talk to someone. When I open the phone book and press the dial key, I will have the same pleasant voice to answer the same question and smile gently. At this time, it is the best time to rest. In a trance, I remembered that someone once said that he would not turn off the phone. He pressed the familiar numbers, but quickly closed the phone when hearing the sound of music. We were so close that we couldn’t be sad! My heart is wandering from place to place in my own small world, and I can’t find a place to live. I once thought that if I chose a distant view, there would be no such bright sadness, after staying away, I found that I was so afraid of the alienation and strangeness caused by this. Some people say that the cruelest thing is not parallel lines, but intersecting lines. Indeed, although parallel lines will never have intersection points, they can look at them nearby. This gaze can be affectionate and warm, it will bring happiness sweetness, and the intersecting line will gradually move away after a short intersection. What is pulled apart is the pain and distance torn in my heart, which is becoming more and more unreachable, finally disappeared at the end of life, even a sigh could not be kept! However, I will still choose the intersection line, even if it is cruel, even if it is painful, because that happy and sad memory is so reluctant to abandon! Therefore, in one’s yearning, there are periods of follow-up! Missing is as cold as frost and snow. If the sun shines in the dawn, you and I still have nothing in our hands. Please don’t despair and cherish for yourself!

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