There are people in your self-knowledge

Because I have seen some words in newspapers or books and periodicals, the kind-hearted people let me be a group of writers. In fact, when Mr. Chen Biqiu, a netizen from Wugang, interviewed me in the column of “talk about literature” that year, I said that I am could not be called a writer. At best, he was an old amateur literature enthusiast. After reading my one-on-one record, teacher Lu Zhiluo said in an email to his friends that I was low-key and worthy of praise. My friend transferred the email to me. After reading it, I felt very happy, but felt very ashamed, because I originally had no high-profile to sing and no capital to show off; if you won praise for not deliberately promoting yourself like the Wang Po who sold melons, you would feel guilty. I knew that I had a poor background and was not a student in a science class. I was just a high school student during the Cultural Revolution, which was just a negligible education background. As for my academic ability, I was even more ashamed to say that there was no chance to learn knowledge at that time! Just because of this, let alone having no attainments in writing, the basic job of seeking food was just a primary school teacher in shanjiao caolong. Only in this way, in the process of safeguarding my rights for my humble work “blood sacrifice Savage Mountain” the year before last, someone sent an email to the infringer, saying that I could not write such a good work (note by the author of this article). Luckily, I was a man with a bigger intestines. I never cared about the humble status. I was willing to be content with the status quo, and even disgusted with the shameful bloody competition in Vanity Fair. Because of the lack of ambition, my brother and I went to the junior college score line at the same time in the second year of the college entrance examination. He was admitted, but I failed for various reasons. I am not frustrated or decadent, and I sincerely celebrate for my brother. Until now, when talking about this matter, he has thanked me for my tolerance; Therefore, in the 1980 s and 1990 s, I successively took part in the in-service teacher recruitment examination of Hunan Normal University and the recruitment of reporters from Wugang newspaper office, they are all isolated from admission and employment by the score of second place in the written examination. However, I still feel good about myself, and I am even complacent that it proves my price on Earth. Fortunately, I am a little self-reliant, knowing that my knowledge is congenital deficiency, I am eager to learn. I am not a genius, and I am not qualified enough. I can’t read books like those talented and outstanding people, read them in a glance, read them in a good way, write and write, and write them in a flash. What I used was a stupid method. My little daughter-in-law was so big that she was willing to spend time reading and practicing writing. When teaching, in order to impart knowledge accurately and vividly, no matter in primary school or middle school, they usually force themselves to recite the texts first and recite them in front of the students when they read the texts. read a book a hundred times, its righteousness, plus before class find information carefully preparing lessons, jiang xi text when can do basic ripe, ease. In order to enhance my ability of teaching and writing, I also seldom dabbled in literary works at all times and in all countries, and recited many famous works. I spent a lot of energy on Chinese classical works, such as “ancient prose review”, “Chinese leaflet anthology” and most of the ancient prose selected into middle schools and universities. While reading, I wrote reading notes, with a little appreciation, it accumulated more than words, and later compiled a part of the book named “enjoying pearls”, which was published by Zhuhai Publishing House. Just because of this, after reading, I will teach, write, teach and then know the deficiency, write and then know the difficulty, and then read. In this way, It seems that there is a virtuous circle effect and teaching has made some progress. In the early 1980 s, when advocating knowledge had some substantial connotation, I was hired as a public teacher by private teachers earlier based on my achievements, he was promoted to a senior primary school, and was recommended by a leader of the education front. He was listed as the principal of primary and secondary schools in the township and had an official addiction. At the same time, writing also got some gains, and gradually some words became typed and published on newspapers and periodicals at all levels. The above words may have the suspicion of boasting. Please don’t be too busy to spit it on. Strictly speaking, it exposed my short board. Once others introduce themselves, it is often the trick of several works that have accumulated hundreds of millions of words. Only a new work is as long as more than words, and the awards of several items are extremely arrogant. In front of those high-yielding people, I often have the embarrassment of wearing a hat to cover my face and passing the downtown. Because I have written for nearly 40 years, only one hundred thousand words, and I dare not to be elegant consciously. Fortunately, I am a little introspective. Zeng Zi, an ancient sage, tried to follow my example and try to correct my weaknesses. He tried to save the gap between himself and others and try not to fall behind. If it is a little beneficial for me to gain a lot in writing, it is also inseparable from the constant participation of teachers. I take the teachers, elder brothers and friends around me as the benchmark, learn their ways of being human in the communication with them, and try to figure out their meaning of writing when reading their works. There is a difference between reading the things of your favorite teachers and friends and reading other words. Writing is like a man, and a man is like his writing. After knowing this man, he will have a sense of intimacy when reading his articles, just like spiritual communication; There is a sense of transparency, There is no mystery and it is quite malleable. Influenced by what I have heard and seen, I can appreciate the depth and magnificence of the connotation of Lu Zhiluo’s works, and the extension is the preciseness and exquiseness of language, which can be called a language master like Lao She and Ba Jin. I also appreciate the high-spirited atmosphere and elegance of Zhou Yidi’s old fellows for writing, and they are often very famous for the ingenious plot and ingenious layout in his works. While when reading Zeng Weihao, there is always a kind of hearty hearty feeling. The ethereal and mysterious atmosphere, the magnificent and strange picture, and the language style which moistens wisdom and aura are all inspiring. As for reading the works of my brother San Chang, I have a special feeling in my heart. The characters, plots and objects of prose description of the carrier novels that have been cut and refined one by one are unique and novel; at the same time, the image of the path leading to seclusion makes people laugh, there is a different shock of the soul; Delicate and old brushwork, humorous, funny and implicit language, all reflect the author’s profound knowledge and unique characteristics of machine interest. No wonder Mr. Zhang Jianan deserved to call him a genius when discussing writers in southwest Hunan. What’s more, teacher Tang Mojin’s rigorous and meticulous writing, accurate material selection and ingenious conception; Mr. Zhong Liancheng’s super high-yield, suspense story chain and all these, they are all delicious wines that can be learned from me and Wen friends. When I read them, I always have a sense of self-shame and an impulse to try hard to catch up. People have self-knowledge. Not only do they dare to dissect themselves, but they also know how to dissect themselves. They know that they have a few pounds and a few taels. They are not arrogant and generous. I also have experience in this aspect. After the success of safeguarding rights of my work “blood sacrifice Savage Mountain”, Guangzhou Huacheng Publishing House republished it last year, and after selling more than 6000 volumes according to the publishing contract, press 8% royalty paid thousand yuan royalties. A friend congratulated me, and said that in recent years, in addition to the publication and distribution of Zhong Liancheng’s books and the payment, a literary circle I am the second one, that’s all. I felt convicted, Disagree with him. I said, the publication of my book was just a special coincidence. It was a blessing in disguise. I had a small fortune and made a small fortune, but I couldn’t compete with this theory. Because of the system, publishing books is difficult to become a writer’s unspeakable pain. Many writers’ works are much better than mine. In terms of details, I also attach great importance to correcting from kindness. Last year, several articles I posted on Wugang people’s website were pointed out by netizens as flaws, improper wording and ambiguous semantics, punctuation improper etc. In order to take care of my face, several kind friends played a round match for me, which proved that my writing was not a mistake. In addition to the good intentions of my friends, I did not rely on the old to be embarrassed to fight with the netizens who pointed at defects, but warned myself to be cautious in the future while blaming myself. If a man can weigh his weight and overcome his weakness, he may win. I am willing to share this article with you.

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