I want a blooming life

Re-take Youth these four words in 4 years ago movement already call thousands times,-I no Ho Tung courage and determination to take the hard first step. Until now, I still live the same life as I did after I was over 40 years old! What is my youth? Now I am so vacant and helpless, what kind of life do I want? Is the current life what I want? No, what can I do? How much youth do I have left? How can I go on without hitting the clock …… millions of question marks came out of my mind overnight and hit me unprepared. I began to suffer from insomnia and began to re-examine my current life: now I am content with the status quo. If I come here, I will live in the place where I don’t want to live. I began to rely on, attach and drift with the current. I lost my once burning impulse, what I have gained these years is just such decadence and helplessness! Just like what is sung in “existence”, I walk, but I am trapped in the same place; I live, but it is like death. I don’t know where I should go or what life has become. Should I find an excuse for me to continue living? Or should we find a reason to get rid of the cage and move forward bravely? I am indecisive with a chicken rib. This is not me, not the ambitious me at that time. Time has worn away my edges and corners, leaving me no passion for youth, no impulse to burn, and a little self-esteem left. Is this life? It grinds me round just to make me roll further! The emotions of wandering, tangled, depressed, longing, hesitation and self-abandonment are complicated …… I want to find my own direction and ignite my extinguished dream again; I want to find myself again, I want to climb up again in the place where I fell down, and I want to repair the wings that have been broken many times and soar again!

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