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From time to time, I get hot-headed and often have fantastic ideas. I will continue my foolish behavior after I realize my foolish thoughts. I want to find someone, no matter men or women, to let him/her accompany me through this life and spend the rest of my life together. He wanted to meet me and kept asking me to find him. From May to the end of September, I didn’t know whether it was because I was too busy to go or my subjective factor. He, my junior high school classmate, graduated from military school now. That’s all I know about him. But what else do I want to know! On Friday night, I promised to find him after work on Saturday inexplicably. I was excited and sleepless at night for my thoughts, thinking that I had only one thing to do when I went to find him, it is to study his mind. Studying a person’s mind is my new interest. So on the phone, he asked me what kind of fruit to eat and asked me to take me to the most prosperous place in the city. I agreed Happily. In fact, I didn’t like the bustle of strangers, which was called noisy. On Saturday morning, I quickly packed up facial cleanser, wiped my face, food and drink, clothes and so on, and hurried to buy tickets on behalf of the ticket office. Then I went to work. In the afternoon, the time suddenly became very long, because of waiting, the kind of waiting that wanted to rush to the railway station immediately. But the result was that I suddenly changed my mind and told him that I didn’t want to go half an hour before leaving work at 5:00. I: I don’t want to go-he can’t-why am I-he because you said he would come today. After dinner at my sister’s place, she began to watch TV. It happened that “search” was on the movie channel. Ye Lanqiu, a beautiful and clean girl, got lymph cancer and was late, jumped down from the high building, after ending her life, her last words were written like this. Instead of fearing death, it was better to face it directly. My sister told me that she would announce a message to me after I finished my meal. I asked whether it was good news or bad news. In fact, I had guessed it and left a drop of tears silently. As I expected, she told me that I was going to be a young aunt. After she said it, I I am happy after hearing it. Only one month later, I opened her clothes, let him call my aunt at her belly. She said she didn’t want it because she didn’t have psychological preparation. I said now that I have come, why not. She still doesn’t want it. She wants an abortion. I are disappoint. After watching the movie and turning off the light to sleep, I couldn’t sleep. Life is easy to come and easy to go. There is only a process. Is this process short or long? Happiness is like a flash in the pan, waiting is a kind of long, and the waiting for happiness is also a kind of long, and tears fall only for a moment. Two tears streamed across my face again. My little nephew who I have never met doesn’t know what they will do to you. Maybe you will come to this ordinary world like us, or die like this, even if the latter, I will also be happy that you have been here. You just turned into a wisp of smoke and drifted away. Another sleepless night, because I judged that he was sad, only one minute sad, because I was only sad for one minute, one minute was very short for you, but I regard this minute as eternity. You can make fun of me as much as possible. I have already explained before, and I will continue my foolish thoughts with my foolish behavior. Even if I knew it was stupid. At that time, an idea invaded my head. This idea was just an idea. Otherwise, I would not be able to sit here and write these words like running accounts. That is to take a bus to Weifang to find him today, and go back on the same day. After seeing him, I will beat him and tell him: ***, I am here to prove that I am coming, I just want to tell you that I didn’t break my promise. I came here voluntarily, but now I have to leave. It sounds like a rage, and I have to tell him that I am not only here to prevent myself from breaking my promise. In this way, I don’t care about what I care about anymore, but just do what he wants. How I wish it was like this, but I began to worry that my face was not good when I was ill recently, finally, my worry prevailed, so I changed my mind when I was about to leave work. Now the sister beside me touched her belly, and I stared at the ceiling waiting for the dawn, waiting for the Sun to climb out. What I hated most was the Sun of tomorrow, but what I am looking forward to most now is also the sun of tomorrow. Looking forward to is a kind of happiness. I look forward to letting him see me, even if he is sick, because he wants to see me. I thought there could be someone who could accompany me through the rest of my life, so I wanted to find him. Maybe he would be happy or unhappy because I stayed too short, but I let him see me, which is enough. This is a great idea, and it is also an idea that I cannot realize. I don’t deny that I am worried because he is a man. I don’t know what other girls at my age think. I swear that I am not a person whose physiological age is not consistent with psychological age. I don’t think there are many thoughts of peers that I can’t understand. But I really don’t know this. If they had this situation, would they worry like me? Would they laugh at me? So I wouldn’t tell him my worry. I have always denied the relationship between men and women during the period of love, even I don’t want to use that word, they will laugh again, what age is this, what society is it, and reform and opening up. My idea is that when there is that kind of relationship between them, it is when the relationship is the weakest, because that is a kind of desire, That is a kind of low-level desire. They should feel happy when they have this desire, but when they implement it, they become two dogs that can mate, I have seen two dogs that can mate in public. I don’t know if these two dogs will behave like that under the crowd of dogs. I don’t think so. It is in front of the same kind. Even if it is a kind of sublimation of love, we don’t want that kind of short-term friendship, because having desire is beautiful, but after a desire is realized, we lose another beauty. It’s like losing innocence. I still hope there is someone who can accompany me forever! I am a new era of 90 after!

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