Happy migratory birds

Over the years, too many changes have happened. There are so many people around, no matter the quantity or everyone’s life circumstances, all become different from the past, just like trees in autumn, with different shapes and different endings. Some people are sick, some are disabled, some are abnormal, some are divorced, some are in jail, some are missing, and some are dead. There are also some people who never go to places where there are many people. It is said that most of them appear in places where there are few people, and they always plot with few bosses or bosses. Sometimes, if you can’t call a car temporarily, and if you have to walk through the street in broad daylight, you will inevitably lower your head and shrink your neck, just like a lonely Jackdaw, it was like that I had just come out of the grave and hurried to go back to the grave immediately after completing a thing left in the sun. Some other people should belong to the optimists. They will laugh freely. When they see acquaintances, they will laugh with laughter, which makes people feel as if they just came from the Buddha, bring joy and love. However, such kind-hearted people inevitably cause troubles to others. Their free love and the joy of free supply are somewhat unbearable. Therefore, their charity performances on the street are often unfortunate and become songs without ending and people will be separated. Such an ending makes their smiles always have the heaviness and disappointment like the clouds in autumn. Living in the world, some people will inevitably go to jail directly from their posts. Such a sudden life ending not only makes people feel funny, but also makes others feel deeply ashamed, their bad deeds as officials were blown by their bad reputation like the autumn wind, and many different emotions began to spread in the world, such as pity, sympathy, clapping, gloating, relieving hatred, etc, the opinions are so different. However, the weather is really cold. In the weather that has started to get cold so early, probably only relatives of people in prison have the mood to take care of the prison sufferings of people in prison, it probably has nothing to do with others, so of course, others have to live as usual without worry, to be sick, to be senile dementia, to be divorced, to be missing, to be abnormal, if you are ashamed to meet others and live in seclusion, To terminally ill, unto death. Of course, there are still some people who will inevitably continue to follow the steps to go to prison. As for people who are not like human beings and ghosts, it may be more difficult to find a suitable place. People and ghosts are different from each other. Yin and yang can be shared in the sky. All kinds of people are crowded together, not only as audiences, and being an actor is like a dream and a wake-up. It is also a fantasy. No matter what, no one’s soul can be lazy. I’m just getting old. This is the expected ending, but it just came earlier. A classmate who used to be an official suddenly woke up and promised to gather his classmates together. Everyone waited confidently for this day to come soon, but the result of waiting was that he heard the news that he was put on trial. Naturally, the promised reunion was canceled by this big accident, but no one told him whether to make up or postpone it; another classmate, a gentleman, everyone knows that he has been hiding in this city all the time, sinking into the popular life in this city like most people. This year, it seemed that someone really thought of him. Almost at the same time, one day, news came that he had been seriously ill. It was said that he was sitting at home and waiting for him. No one saw him, so he sent a sigh first, my heart was filled with sadness. Hearing this, everyone thought over and over again, and the conclusion was that everyone thought that he was still alive after all, and he was idle at home, so he should have visited him, but he was also worried that he himself would be suspicious and bitter because of this, and he would mistakenly believe that everyone went to Condole for him in advance. Therefore, the matter of visiting was put aside for the time being. About this person, I still felt lingering fear after a long time. I thought that there were too many problems in life, some of which came from others and some from myself. It is inconvenient to talk about death. The living have long had unequal distance between each other. It is not common to face, and the distance is getting farther and farther. When we meet each other, we are actually peeping at the autumn color on the other’s head, and the mouth is moving, but the words are unpredictable and warm, and the smiles are difficult to distinguish between true and false, sometimes it even has to degenerate into nodding or simply humming in the throat like a beast, and they all want to finish greeting as soon as possible and then go their own way as soon as possible, everyone will feel that living in the world is really a race against time. Every time as for this, my heart will have an inexplicable sense of desolation. I feel that everyone seems to have begun to count the days to live, but I can’t help laughing secretly. I thought, people’s lives are far from declining to such a pessimistic level. They are not often invited to take seats and gradually enter the ancestral hall. Why not talk more? Why did you leave so hastily? Think carefully, sometimes you are not like this. Therefore, I have to accept the saying that the bigger the city is, the more unfamiliar people are. Looking around, in addition to their own relatives, I don’t know how many people are willing to have a long talk and heart-to-heart talk with others. Some people are really busy, some people pretend to be busy; Some people are really tired, some people pretend not to be tired, but in fact they are more tired than others; Some people are really calm in their hearts, some people pretend to be calm. Their words and tolerance make everyone feel that their hearts are surging. There are many people, but few friends. I have always doubted the saying that some people have friends all over the world, because first I doubt their understanding degree and level of understanding of the word friend; The world is very big, but there are few places to go, I also doubt that people who have the ability to travel around the world must get more happiness than those who do not leave home. I have to choose to walk alone. From the city to the mountain field, from the mountain field to the city, from the geographical atmosphere, it is from one extreme to the other extreme, but in essence it is the same, both transfer and escape. Escape from familiarity, rigidization and obsolescence, the same pattern, the normal ugliness, the familiar mediocrity, the lies covering the truth, the falsity, the deception and the gang style, escape from the gangdom, The humbleness under oppression and discrimination, the anger caused by force, the worry, depression and disappointment under evil and evil. Escape out of the box with, running away quiet some, running away free some, running away wayward some, running away frankness some, running away put rustic some, even, escape to paint and be fierce, be mad by hair. Therefore, there is happiness in this world, and these happiness can also be found. Living in a city with rigid ideas, something is still too heavy to escape. The same salute was set off in the neighborhood of opening the ceremony and reporting the funeral. Both the marriage and the funeral had to enjoy eating and drinking, while the precious weekends had to gamble physically and mentally, be sure to show off the new clothes at work on Monday. More well-informed, to announce some news: A nobleman who fell down was put into prison, while a nobleman who was about to fall down disappeared. It was said that he went to find a door. The upstarts who haven’t been defeated yet still appeared frequently in the media. However, their faces, their domineering and arrogant were all like Dong Zhuo who had endured such a scene at the end of the Eastern Han Dynasty, once there is a chance to escape, what will happen? I have to escape, even if it is just a temporary escape. As long as I escape, I will surely think of the Sun and the moon. Why don’t I be happy when talking about some weak, sleepy, hypocritical and filthy scenes, I can bear it, but I can’t accept it. I can’t change, but I can escape, even if it is only a temporary escape, I want to find the freedom and happiness I want in the escape. But I don’t oppose others to fight, nor do I oppose others to deliberately whitewash, because both the people who fight and the people who whitewash have their own different reasons and needs, if the moral value and significance of their needs and reasons are not discussed for the time being. Therefore, from city to mountain field, and then from Mountain Field to city, I feel as happy as a migratory bird. Even in the days when I couldn’t escape and had to endure silently, my body couldn’t escape, but my heart could still escape, escape to the book and become a spiritual migratory bird, let your shallow and naive souls visit those noble and kind souls. Every escape is very successful. In this way, on my way back, my soul did not suffer from illness or debt. 2012-9-24

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