Fleeting time, never broken

Fleeting time, never broken

The old days are printed with mottled paint! Standing in the memory, there were only gray negatives everywhere, and those bright fleeting times in the past were also shocked to pieces by this flowing time! It’s the sentimental rainy season again. The sound of raindrops outside the window and the whistle in the distance are intertwined and lingering! Most of the time, I am used to turning on the desk lamp, biting a pen under the dim light, writing down some feelings, or writing a story about him and her! Then I fell asleep unconsciously. When I woke up, I didn’t know how to continue the story and how to piece it up! Bustling and noisy, a world of ups and downs! I want to say that it is raining again outside the window! The Mortal World washed by heavy rain looks particularly bright. I opened the drawer and it was much empty, because the letters filled in the drawer had been blocked in a corner of my hometown. In the summer vacation of the third year of junior high school, while hesitating, he lit the candle in his hand and burned most of those memories! In those years, we were really ignorant and cute! When I opened the Alumni record, I found that there was a person who had such a tacit understanding in my memory at that time, although I only occasionally commented on my mood and diary in QQ, and then sighed with emotion. In high school, there was no intersection. Even if we met, we just passed! Everyone has his own story. Since we don’t want to be disturbed by others, why should I try to enter others’ world? Our encounter was purely a coincidence. In our own vitality, we should have been the role of the god of time in each other. But you actually left a thick footprint in my life. The Trace has not been buried by the years after such a short time, as if you had never left clearly, still wandering in my life! The memory of you is always far and near, cold and hot. I know, even if you try your best, you will still be the warmth that I can’t get close to in this life! Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Before you fly up, please learn to take root first-to the university that is about to set foot on the workplace.

Director Wen, please allow me to ask a question first: If I pass the interview today, how much salary can your company give me every month? At the interview table, a girl was very confident to ask such a question before my interviewer said a word. To be honest, I appreciate her confidence and frankness. However, the following interview process really made me feel ashamed of my blind appreciation. I smiled and looked at her resume roughly. I learned from the handwriting that was not as delicate as her flowery look, she is a graduate who is about to leave the university without any work experience. I was going to briefly introduce the recruitment requirements and employment standards of our company to them, but I didn’t expect that the beautiful woman who asked me could not wait to ask: director Wen, how much salary can we get? There was nothing wrong with asking about salary and treatment when I came to apply for a job, but her abrupt and urgent inquiry method really surprised me and dared not agree with me. Therefore, I still asked her with a smile: What abilities do you have? How much value can you create for our unit every month? How much salary do you think you should get? I thought that my three questions would make her smart calm down for the moment. After all, she was not the only one on the interview table, and what she cared most was salary, maybe others still care about the development prospect! We can’t ignore others. However, facing my kindly three questions, she gave me three explanations cheerfully: First of all, I am a newly graduated college student, and I mastered all the journalism courses in the university skillfully, I have good eloquence and communication skills, and I can also write news; Secondly, I haven’t worked yet, and I don’t know how much value I can create for the unit; Again, I think you should give me at least 3000 basic salary every month. Maybe she would like to add something about her little love, but I quickly asked her to stop. Because several people with some work experience beside her couldn’t help laughing. I have seen those who are arrogant, but I have never seen those who are ignorant and proud. For the moment, no matter how high she is, she is really capable, and this kind of mentality can only be self-admiring. Of course, not all college graduates are like this, but such blind and arrogant people are still common. Three or four years of youth, what they are proud of is that they have learned to write news! To this extent, we have to say that it is the failure and sorrow of our university education. In order to gather more young talents with great talents and media dreams to create a great cause with us, the unit is recruiting talents recently. Originally, in principle, we didn’t recruit graduates without work experience, but we all used After graduating, we understand the hardship and difficulty of stepping out of school and stepping into the society. Therefore, facing those college graduates who have dreams, ambition and good personality qualities, we still try our best to provide them with opportunities and platforms for internship and training. Even for outstanding talents who are particularly motivated, we usually employ them exceptionally, and let them join our team to create a better future. In addition, there is another graduation season, so there are more college graduates who come to apply for jobs by mistake. Through interviews with them these days, I found that as peers, no matter thinking, belief or tenacity, there is still a big gap between us. This gap reminds me of myself two years ago. This summer two years ago, I went out of school and began to rush around to find a job that could do journalism. At that time, I rented a house and lived in the crowded and messy Yuhuazhai Street, and I had to pay hundreds of yuan for the house and water and electricity every month. Needless to say the pressure of survival. What’s worse is that I am still persistent. I don’t believe in the wisdom of finding jobs first and then choosing jobs, just find a job that can do news at the beginning. Therefore, soon I paid a price for my persistence: I sent many resumes to some media units for recruitment, and also went to some media units for interviews for many times, as a result, everyone should have working experience. Finally, I finally settled in a newspaper and entered the internship period, but I found that the work there was completely different from what I imagined, and this difference made me desperate, this despair almost made me doubt whether I was suitable for this industry. When reality and dream clash, I fell into the confusion of life for the first time. However, I did not give up my dream because of this. After several days of struggle and consideration, I decided to start again, looking for a platform that can truly achieve myself. Therefore, Gao Lei (now the director of our news Department 2), who I just met at the newspaper office at that time, came to the window media of Zhongshi together and found Liu Leigang, the new media pioneer that I have been paying attention to and worshiping. Mr. Liu didn’t dislike that we didn’t have any work experience, but told us the current news environment, development trend and other things that we didn’t know at school sincerely. Finally, he also let us stay for internship. In this way, we finally walked on the road of chasing dreams. In those days, director Gao and I knew very well about our own shortcomings and President Liu’s generous acceptance, so we all cherished this opportunity very much. Under the guidance of General Manager Liu, we began to make up for our shortcomings with sweat in the hot summer. Director Gao and I started to be the one-on-one record of the director of China Merchants planned by General Manager Liu. We traveled all over every China Merchants Bureau in nine districts and four counties of Xi’an. Although there were some rejection and some coldness, we finally interviewed every director of China Merchants Bureau. In this way, step by step, from the first very poor exclusive interview manuscript to the recognition and praise of all predecessors; From the beginning, it was not recognized by others, until now, Xiaoxiao has a reputation; From the small editor at that time to the current department director, although we have experienced all kinds of hardships and difficulties, we have always been happy with our dreams! I am honored to meet President Liu, the opener and leader of my dream, on the road of my life. I am grateful to him for his cultivation and help to me like a brother in the past two years, it makes me not take too many detours, makes me more and more clear about my life goal, and work towards this goal day by day. I also want to thank myself at the beginning. It was my persistence that brought me a little transformation today. Therefore, I want to say to the college graduates who are going to go on the road of job hunting: bring your soul to pursue dreams! Walking out of the university, you will no longer be college students. You must learn to put away your willfulness and immaturity. When you don’t have enough ability to reflect your life value, you ‘d better not pursue things that have nothing to do with your dreams too much for the time being. Instead of blindly and excessively pursuing temporary small favors, it is better to put your eyes high and far away. At the beginning, you should practice yourself well, improve yourself and take the first step of your dream steadfastly. Blind ambition will only be made black and blue by the reality, and will eventually waste the beautiful years and ruin your future. In this era when college students are as numerous as cattle, as a college student, you are no longer a capital worth showing off. It is impossible to make money in a hurry without any ability. Between dreams and reality, there is always one side that needs to surrender. To overcome the difficulties of reality temporarily and choose to fight for your dream, you will eventually gain a good life; Now you are too realistic to give up your dream, I think, this will eventually cast a period of regret and regret in life. If a person really has a clear goal of life and a firm belief in life, then he must know the truth of suffering first and then sweetness. Therefore, when you have never been flying, let’s learn to take root first. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

20, the years that have slipped through your fingertips

20, the years that have slipped through your fingertips

With the coming of the new year, I grew up one year younger, and it turned 20 in a flash. When I was young, I always wanted to grow up quickly. I could be like my father, without going to school every day or being restrained by my parents. But when I really grew up, I found how naive my childhood thoughts were. Time flies like a shuttle, as if it was just a blink of an eye, 20 years passed away in a hurry, even though I hadn’t had time to taste its sweetness. Time opened the warm bed of childhood and pushed me ruthlessly to the cold flood. 20 not too big, but have to learn to bear, 20 not too big, but have to consider the future. 20 is like a starting line. Everyone is ready to wait for the referee’s shot. But God played a joke on me. Tuberculosis was just like my 20 years, but I had to stop for a year with all my strength.? I have been at home for more than 2 months. This disease comes without warning. There are always many unexpected things in life, and I will accept them unconditionally. However, every time I think of the idle youth, there will always be a little panic. At the age of 20, I can remember clearly for only a few years. Maybe for some people, 1 years is the twinkling of an eye things. But, for young for me, 1 years it equivalent to my memory of a fraction of a, it in my eyes is so long, however this disease but so I do not not standing still Year. At the age of 20, I should have talked with my classmate Gao on campus. However, I, who left the campus in advance, did have been in the Society for 3 or 4 years. Once upon a time, when I left the book, I dreamed of countless possibilities. At that time, the heroic spirit was dry. Walking on the Broad Street, I felt that my eyes were wide, as if I had put down a stone pressing on my body. But at that time, I was ignorant and didn’t know what I would face when I entered the Society in advance. With full of enthusiasm, I gave this big family a deep hug. However, when I really embraced the society, I found that I was too immature to stand the strong arms of the society. He responded to my embrace with enthusiasm and full of strength, and couldn’t kick me down, it seemed that a person who could not know water was suddenly pushed to the bottom of the lake. At that moment, I struggled desperately, hesitating and helpless harassing me, and there was darkness in front of me. I tried my best to tear off the gauze in front of my eyes so that I could see the road in front of me clearly. However, everything seemed to be in vain. So I began to recall the beauty of the past and indulged in it. People are like this. They don’t know how to be blessed when they are in Blessings. What they have is never what they want. Next year 21, and so far nothing done, really don’t know what should I do with future. Maybe I will be another mediocre person, or maybe the future I expect is just a beautiful fantasy. I always think how extraordinary I am, but in fact it is so ordinary. I always feel that I am different from others. In fact, we are all the same. I always look at others from a superior perspective. In fact, I think carefully that I am even inferior to others. When I was young, I would always be self-righteous, and there would always be no one in my eyes. I would always shut out all the persuasion and teaching. It is because of this kind that makes me useless, but I can’t change it. I tried to change it, but it always ended hastily. Gradually began to become numb, and began to let it develop. Walking Dead, a vicious word, is so appropriate on me. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Ice Lincheng under

I will continue to stay with this city in another way I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

We all need to be conscious of being the leading role.

Recently, I wrote novels without any clue. I have accumulated a lot of stories and plots in my mind, but I don’t know where to start. I couldn’t find the crux of the problem all the time, and my mood fell into depression. In addition to watching cartoons or watching movies every day, I don’t know whether it is really like looking for inspiration that I have been claiming, or killing time, or just a kind of escape. I have watched a lot of cartoons. I have watched the classic and non-classic ones recommended by anime fans, and I am never tired of it; I have watched many movies, one after another, and after watching this one, there is another movie, but I can’t remember what the last movie actually said. I have watched a lot. I have watched for a long time. I don’t know whether my eyes are blinded or my brain is lack of oxygen. There is always a feeling like a dream or a dream. Looking at everything familiar around me, I feel like a lifetime. This feeling scares me! It scares me! The more scared I am, the more afraid I am to face it. The more afraid I am to face it, the more eager I want to watch more cartoons and movies to escape and paralyze me! Let yourself live in a situation similar to ethereal. When looking back and forth for a movie that I thought was worth watching, I had seen the name of such a movie as “the beauty of law” for several times. To be honest, the score is not very high, I have no feeling, I have never seen it. I saw it today. The reason for watching it is very simple. I have almost watched many English movies that have been searched and recommended. Because of the need to improve the english level, I almost only watch American youth campus films and comedies. I will not make comments on how this film is. The speed of speaking is also faster, and I can’t hear clearly, which is not helpful to my English listening and speaking. In the whole film, I almost felt the most about one of the pictures, that is: when the protagonist ai er appeared among a large number of members of parliament wearing black suits in an eye-catching pink dress, the shock in my heart. There is no doubt that AI er is beautiful. The dazzling blonde hair, the figure of mioman and the fashionable dress all show the charm of women. She wore gorgeous clothes which were different from ordinary people, stepped on the catwalk, and walked confidently in a group of people who looked at her in surprise and watched her. That kind of confidence, that kind of calm, is the most intoxicating thing for me! At any time, the charm that takes oneself as the leading role, contacts and shows actively is the most touching! AI er’s beauty comes from the love for life and beauty itself! AI er loves all the beautiful things! Because of the love in her heart and the pursuit of beauty, her body exudes the brilliance that people like from the bottom of their hearts. Her pursuit of beauty is not blind or vanity, but cherished as a beauty enjoyment and owner! And I hope this beauty can be extended to everyone. I’m ashamed! My clothes, like what my mother said, are either white or black, which have the least sense of presence. There is almost no colorful dress. I always choose simple clothes, and try not to highlight the colors and styles. When I pick a notebook or a writing pen, I will subconsciously avoid the flaunting color. I don’t know if this is a performance without confidence. I don’t like being noticed since I was young. I don’t like living in others’ gossips. I don’t like always being the handle of others’ words. When I associate with people and participate in group activities, I always don’t show up. The kind of people who don’t resist can’t blend in that atmosphere and enjoy the happiness they should have. I am like an outsider, looking at all this coldly, watching the happy smiles of my companions, listening to the hearty voices of my companions, I tried to keep a bright smile suitable for the time, but my heart was quiet, calm, I didn’t feel really happy at all. I didn’t regard myself as a member of this activity. I didn’t regard myself as one of the leading roles. I just put myself in the position of a spectator, I alienated myself. When writing novels, there are often many plots and ideas that I think are very good, but they are often stuck. Moreover, I have conceived them many times, it feels very good on the plot. I couldn’t figure out why it was! Now, I can’t say that I have fully understood why this is, but I know one of the most important reasons must be: I didn’t regard myself as the leading role, I didn’t blend in my own feelings, didn’t really and completely put myself into the consciousness as a leading role, and didn’t really express my love, I always want to watch everything from the perspective of a disk viewer. The emotion and heart of the protagonist in the novel can not be expressed completely, as if there is no soul and no consciousness of being the protagonist, even I can’t move myself. Style. My life is also such a bastard. He tried hard to treat himself as an invisible person without showing off and converging his light. He was polite to everyone, but he didn’t allow anyone to step over that cold defense line. As long as I do not participate, as long as I still face it with the calm of an outsider, I will not be hurt and I will not take any responsibility. However, similarly, as a price, my life for more than twenty years is as plain as water without any ripples, just like I have never existed in the past twenty years. I became a real invisible man as I wished. When I was in junior high school, because I didn’t compete for the ranking and didn’t care about my grades, no one regarded me as a competitor. I asked them if I didn’t understand in my study, and they explained to me absolutely patiently. In high school, because I didn’t care about having to go to a prestigious university, my teacher also had very low requirements on me, so I got enough free time to read my favorite books. When I was in college, I didn’t like scholarship, but only wanted to pass long live. Therefore, my classmates were willing to share the exam materials with me. I didn’t threaten anyone’s competition. I really enjoy this kind of peace, no one is hostile to me, no one is looking for me. However, when I found that my junior high school classmates met each other, I couldn’t remember who they were. My senior high school classmates met each other, but they were strangers. My college classmates, except for the necessary contact with the three people in the dormitory, there is no other connection. I feel like I am alone in this world, down to earth, looking up to the sky, standing alone and hanging in the shadow, at such a moment, I felt panic and my mind was on the verge of collapse! And this kind of situation appeared more than once or twice. The world in the novel is the world that the author wants to show. It doesn’t matter if the protagonist has no soul or consciousness. Everything is just for entertaining readers. However, real life is not like this. The real world is not created for someone. The real world belongs to all human beings. Everyone, no matter whether he or she has beauty, high IQ, a good life experience or a good character, he or she is his or her the protagonist in his or her life doesn’t care whether he or she is willing or not. Only if you regard yourself as the leading role, all actions are from the heart, and you can show your charm from the heart, instead of escaping and hiding your light. I believe, this kind of life will be really beautiful! I don’t know how to change my life. I just plan to try orange skirts or red shoes from tomorrow. Maybe it will match my white skin color very well; or, I can buy a doll head writing pen of kawaii which I have always appreciated but tried my best to ignore; Besides, there should be some slight changes in the plain diary to make life show what it should have been! Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Wheat harvest and college entrance examination

In June, the temperature rose and the flowing gold was like fire. No matter judging from the focus topics that the news media pay attention to, or their own life experience, they all know that the busy Wheat harvest season in rural areas is coming. Because of the college entrance examination and school holidays, I felt oppressed at home and suddenly felt the urge to go back to my hometown. Normally speaking, as a teacher, I should pay more attention to my old career and pay more attention to the college entrance examination. To be honest, for hammering wooden bridge of college entrance examination, your heart filled with awe. Of course, I understand the significance of college entrance examination for the majority of examinees. Because of this, there is a feeling that paying too much attention is a kind of burden and torture. Comparatively speaking, it may be a good choice to stay away from the hustle and bustle of the city and the lingering of the ups and downs of the college entrance examination, so that one’s mind can temporarily convert to the vast wilderness in the countryside. After all, I came out from the countryside with the root system in the countryside. Only when I was far away from it did I feel that it was becoming more and more strange there. Returning to the place that I used to be familiar with is not so much an impulsive thought as a kind of self-call of inner instinct. Urban and rural buses finally drove out of the city and rushed forward. The seats in the car were full of people, both men and women, old and young. Just now, when waiting for the car, there was bright sunshine outside the window, which was extremely anxious; Although the window was open, all kinds of smells mixed together in the car, it was still like a steamer. Hot dead. Most passengers were full of sweat, some murmured in a low voice, and some kept shaking with newspapers and small fans in their hands. When will it depart? Someone asked. The driver looked at the watch and said: there are still five minutes left. At that time, a middle-aged man with a dark face trotted all the way to get on the bus. A pungent sweat spread out and stuck in the air. At the door of the car, a white girl wearing a dress frowned and turned her face away. The small paper fan in her hand kept swaying. Hey, brother Hui, have you entered the city too? The driver turned around and shouted enthusiastically. Ah, Xiaochun, it’s you. The middle-aged man just sat down, owed himself and said, “My daughter has just settled down for the college entrance examination this year. No, you have to hurry back, the wheat in the field is still waiting to be harvested. With the conversation between the middle-aged man and the driver getting louder and louder, the people in the car seemed to have forgotten the heat and started to talk: grab the seeds, subsidize the grain, and raise the price of agricultural materials, urban and rural buses, such as college entrance examination volunteers, famous brands and so on, were bumping on the country roads, and the wheels raised the dust all over the sky. Looking through the glass window, it was the busy Wheat harvest season, and there was a busy scene in the wheat field: countless combine harvesters were roaring, and many figures were in a hurry; The harvest of the smooth wheat stubble was endless, the long rubber hose is like a long dragon circling around in the middle, spouting out the clear well water and the dry earth to absorb freely and greedily, accumulating energy for the seeding below; the unharvested wheat rose and fell in the dry wind, picking up a large piece of dazzling light, which had already fulfilled the saying “fried beans with burnt wheat”, full of golden eyes. Out of the window, despite the cool wind blowing in, I still felt the heat and dryness. It is true that the whole field is filled with the mixed smell of turbid, anxious, mature and pungent, and the familiar smell of wheat that has been lost for a long time, which is not out of reach, it obviously fills the whole body. I am thinking: At this moment, the examinees who take part in the college entrance examination are writing hard on papers one by one in the spacious and bright classroom, they are cultivating their own land and their parents and families (especially farmers, the largest group in China) are also being tested and baptized by wheat harvest in the fields. I once released my dream, but now I am looking forward to the harvest. This is the common pursuit of people and every ordinary worker. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Listening to music at midnight: Saying goodbye should not be in autumn

In this quiet midnight, I leaned against the screen and listened to a song “Say goodbye should not be in autumn” sung by Li Yaxin and Prince Yue men and women hand in hand. Saying goodbye shouldn’t be in autumn it’s our first meeting lovesickness the warmth like spring you will always say goodbye shouldn’t be in autumn how sad the fallen leaves are how many days and how many years can we get used to it you are not around me autumn leaves fall into pieces heart is broken into a little autumn autumn wind blows heart is also sad break up separate points constantly miss you emotion say goodbye really shouldn’t be in autumn I don’t know when it rained again outside the window, the ticking raindrops knocked on the window lattice wantonly and gently fastened my heart. A loneliness and sadness arose spontaneously. The wind and rain all over the sky and the sad melody stirred the depressed feelings in my heart, and also aroused deep feelings of missing. Life runs for dreams, and soul stands for love. Half a lifetime of vicissitudes, waiting for the whole life, in order to walk into your dream of thousands of years. Once I had, it was also a kind of happiness. Looking back on the days when we got together, my heart would be sweet. You and I once had a wonderful time and had a sincere feeling for each other. There are your whispers and chants in my ears; Your care and attachment are left in my fingertips; Your tenderness and lingering are left in my lips, my life is engraved with your mark. I have no regrets for falling in love with you in this life! Life is so fast, beauty smile, finally not worth the time. Yesterday was still tender, but today it is on one side of the world. Love each other but can’t stay together. You come quietly and leave quietly. I can only stand at the dock of memory and wave goodbye to you, watching you go far away. Just like this, we met each other, and a deep-rooted memory passed away. You left, leaving in such a hurry, leaving me endless missing. You know? The day I said goodbye to you, my heart was so painful. My unpeaceful thoughts were like floating dead leaves. Although it was only a few days since you left me, I began to miss you. Your vigorous figure always walks into my dreams with the moonlight, and your appearance appears in front of my eyes again and again. The feeling of missing you is very beautiful, and the feeling of missing you is also very bitter, because I know that it is missing without returning. It is not clear whether we will shake hands again and draw a circle again in the reincarnation of the world. Since then, you and I have become strangers, and our love has gone away, leaving me alone to stay alone. My deserted heart has been scarred. With hopeless expectations for you, I have been lingering on the other side, wandering alone in the world of mortals. I dare not expect the future any more, but only watch in this silent night, face the screen blankly, and write the helpless feelings with the keyboard! Saying goodbye should not be in autumn, which is the attachment of people. Although it is just the beginning of early summer, it is already the autumn of life for me, and autumn is a sad season. Pieces of fallen leaves, scattered all over the floor are my sadness of departure, which has ruined the prosperity of my life. I feel the beauty of the two lovers at the beginning, and the sadness at the other time is so confused and melancholy. The world of mortals is rolling, love and hate are long, I sigh with emotion and feel helpless! How many years are in a hurry, how many feelings are, how many thoughts are. I stood alone on the long road of life, leaving a true feeling in my heart and a missing in my dream. Even though the years are gone, some people and some things are still the most beautiful in their hearts. I turned all my attachment to you into a slow and flowing note, saying goodbye really shouldn’t be in autumn Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Other side

I love wandering, so I am destined that this life will be on the way and there is no end in the journey, which means that this life will never reach the other shore. Maybe the other shore is a dream. The place where the dream begins is the source of freedom. I follow the dream while wandering in the River of Dreams Lost life itself needs to get lost and then find self-breakthrough, which is wonderful and pleasant. The other shore is such a process. I have never thought about where to float in that year or that day where to be free. The source is the place where the dream begins. Maybe “floating” itself is as light as the wind. Freedom is difficult to float itself is the beginning of the dream that I have been looking for. The Source of freedom should be lost. This is life. The busyness and exhaustion enrich the life But it itself is a kind of mistake, just like Ant’s busy and running all day long. What life should be another form of enrichment? It should be like bees, not only busy and running all day long, but also sweet. The harvest or it should be said to be a kind of happiness left to others, but “floating” people will never have the busyness and running like bees, because they themselves live like ants instead of bees, although they get “floating” happy but essentially speaking of life, the lifestyle of the “floating” generation is wrong. Everyone is an outsider of things. We can’t deny that we are always outsiders. Even if we realize the mistake of our lifestyle, we are “floating” the nature or limitation of the generation itself determines the fault of “Gone With the Wind” to the end. Therefore, the beginning of the dream pursued by oneself the source of freedom itself is a mistake, but as a loyal wanderer, it is outside. It is a mission as well as a disaster for the person who is on the other side of the road, but he will not regret it because he is the “floating” generation. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Life of thinking

Life is changeable, and many things may startle you. The sudden death of a very close second aunt at the age of 43 makes the relatives around heartbroken. After all, she is too young! Just like the delicate flowers withered in the storm overnight, a person who was still alive yesterday said that he would leave and never meet each other in the future. What we face is just a handful of loess, A tomb, life is so fragile, people sigh. The three major misfortunes in life are: the loss of parents in childhood, the loss of spouse in middle age and the loss of children in old age. While the pain of sending black-haired people to the white-haired people is even more painful. As an old man, he is even more anxious to let himself die instead of his children. However, there are some things in the world that cannot be controlled by people. My children have not grown up yet, and the kindness of parents has not been repaid yet. My second aunt, who can say and laugh, said that she left silently. Maybe she is not responsible for her own life, but this is also what she knows and is unwilling to do, so what else can we say except sadness? Apart from tears, what else can her relatives complain about? Let’s take it as a trick of fate, and it can also be regarded as a kind of self-comfort in the living heart. There is a kind of sadness, which is called crying without tears, and a kind of nostalgia, which is called sleepless all night. When our life encounters setbacks, the only release is to try to make reason overcome emotion. Yes, when we cry for ourselves without shoes, we may find that someone has no feet, therefore, we think that we are already very lucky. We don’t need to feel sad any more. The Road of Life still needs to continue, and life still needs to continue. Buddhism thinks: Don’t be afraid of death, death is just an open door, and we just travel from one world to another. It is enough to live in the present and know how to cherish what we have now! Yes, when we were born, we came to this world with tears, while people around us were laughing. When we died, we left this world with smiles, while people around us were crying! How rich dramatic! Maybe life is a tragic comedy, isn’t it? Walking in the streets and lanes, I accidentally found that the flowers of this spring seemed to bloom overnight, and the opening of the land was so vigorous that I couldn’t help surprised that I hadn’t had time to appreciate it, but the flowers had already gone. It is said that there is a kind of flower called the other bank flower on huangquan Road. When the flower is on the other bank, you can’t see the leaves when it is on, and when there are leaves, you can’t see the flowers. The flowers and leaves don’t meet each other. A large number of such flowers were blooming there, which looked like a carpet paved by blood from a distance, and were also described as the road of fire because of its red like fire, it is also the only scenery and color on this long huangquan Road. They formed a fiery red flower path to guide people to the other side of the Sancha River, and people stepped on the guide of this flower to the dim. In this spring season, you have left. My second aunt, who is only three years older than me, and my relatives who grew up together, wish you blooming flowers on the other side of your way back, let you not feel lonely! Like (prose editor: Rain dancing alone) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

I am just an ordinary person

I am an ordinary person, I just want to have a full meal, get dressed, and make my family safe and happy. But this is often not the case. They think that I have much ability to offend many people. I have no choice but to be frank in my heart. I am a straight person who can not turn around when speaking. Two years ago, my uncle asked me to guarantee to buy a car. I was on the bus at that time. I thought there should be no problem, so I agreed vaguely. But when I got home, I told my husband about it, he firmly opposed it and said: It would be fine if he had money to lend it to him, but now he has to take legal responsibility for mortgage with working capital. I firmly disagreed. At that time, I was in a dilemma. On one hand, I was my dad’s cousin, on the other hand, my husband was angry. How could I choose or not? I went to consult teacher Luo. She told me the process of her debt collection. At that time, she was a classmate of teacher Luo’s younger brother and asked her to guarantee. Two years later, the bank asked for money to find teacher Luo. As a result, the man disappeared and teacher Luo came to me all over the street and wavered, I refused without hesitation when my uncle was calling. This incident was very unpleasant. Even my father was sick at night and asked my uncle to take him to see a doctor, which was caused by me, but made my father take the blame and I felt guilty to death, he ignored me when I went home. I think my ability is too small. I have to care about myself before I can care about others. I have no choice but to think about it every time, my heart is like a poisonous snake biting. Although I am open-minded, I still can do nothing. My cousin’s son went to cram school. I think there must be no problem, but he was stuck again. Some things can’t be done if you don’t want to, or if you don’t want to, alas! Sometimes I am envious of everything, how good it would be if I could. I am helpless. I am just an ordinary person, and my ability is also very limited. As a proverb goes, people die better than people, and goods are still better than goods. There is a song that sings well, and the plain is the truth. Like (prose editor: Dielianhua) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…