Stay together

Suddenly, I really want to find someone to stay. Suddenly, I really want to find someone to stay together for a lifetime, quarrel for a lifetime, love for a lifetime, pain for a lifetime, hate for a lifetime …. look through my missing, wash away the years, let the years pass by, time changes, you are my only and I am your only in this society, too much trust and distrust, too much betrayal and loyalty, too much harm and pain, it makes people not believe in love, and makes the world very Floating. The Rise of divorce rate makes many people afraid of getting married before they get married. Whether staying together gradually becomes a myth. In fact, staying together is a very happy thing, and it is worthy of every one of us to strive for and pursue. No matter how many misunderstandings they have experienced, no matter how fierce the quarrel is, they can make up immediately and stay together forever. It should be a happier thing than fairy tales. Finally, I wish everyone can find your one, and then stay together. Like (prose editor: Ke Er) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Those songs that have washed my soul

In the evening, when listening to the radio, I heard an old song “single Love Song” which was once very popular. Maybe it is because November 11th is coming, so it is specially played. I have not listened to this song for many years. More than ten years ago, this song was quite popular. At that time, it was broadcast in streets, lanes, campuses and shopping malls. As if in that year, all people were eager to find their favorite loved ones and loved ones to say goodbye to being single. In those years, our class practiced in other places and lived in the garage of a local village hotel. The life was full and busy. Every morning and evening, this sad and passionate song was played out by the shabby stereo which had been used for three years. Break the tranquility of that small village, and also break the ignorant hearts of some boys and girls. During the whole internship period, except for the memory of those students, there was only the song that boys sang together while playing in the stereo. I went back to school and graduated soon. Everyone went their own ways. Some people became families soon. Everyone laughed, was it because I listened to that song too much at that time and listened for a long time that I was so eager to find someone to end my single life. Another song came to mind again, which was “the first sad man” by Dick Cowboy. At that time, his “how much love can come again” still remained warm. On a winter Sunday, the fog was very strong, and the sun did not come out for a long time. Several of our friends were in a small fire box in a room at a colleague’s home. My colleagues don’t agree because they want to give up their jobs and go to a wider world outside, and because they are opposed by the whole family to fall in love with a man whom everyone dislikes, they don’t know how to make a choice, mood is very bad. We all accompanied her in a stuffy manner. There is a very old recorder on her desk near the window, with Dicker cowboy tapes. She likes this song and love innocence best. At the beginning, we were all very silent. Later, she began to sing softly, and gradually her voice became louder and louder. We also let out the singing voice like ghosts crying and howling to sing with her. Her parents saw that she was in a bad mood during this period of time, so they didn’t say anything about us and went out by themselves. Once we sang all over again and again until our voice became hoarse, it was estimated that the neighbors also escaped. Our singing and tears vent together until we are exhausted. Then we cooked a pot of porridge together. After it was opened, everyone rushed to stir with a spoon, and colleagues also joined in, stirring a pot of porridge into rice mud that could be eaten for babies. In this way, I felt relaxed and my colleagues talked and laughed with us again. Later, I went out to travel and had a happy family with that boyfriend. Sometimes when chatting about the old days, she would mention that singing and stirring up love. I still remember the popular song “heart is too soft”, which is popular and my mother also likes. One mouth is that you are always too soft, too soft, crying alone until dawn. Overnight, everyone became too soft-hearted. The singer is like crying and complaining, while the listener is like infatuated. Mom said that this song expressed her heart. She was really a person who was too soft-hearted. Until today, she still likes this song very much, and I also accompany her to listen to it over and over again. Maybe this song softened my heart. Sometimes, I wonder if I have listened to this song for too long and too much, so that I have become a soft-hearted person. Tracing back to the past, what impressed me most was that when I was in primary school, there was a recorder in a teacher’s home, and “New Mandarin duck Butterfly Dream” was played every noon. Even our primary school students can’t understand what they sing and will hum a few words. Then, everyone prepared a beautiful notebook for copying songs. They also put on colorful star stickers, wrote some playful words, painted some lovely cartoon pictures, passed and copied each other, and everyone took that song book as a treasure. Who has a beautiful song book, who has a novel star sticker, who has copied more songs and can sing more songs, she naturally becomes a star in the class. I remember this is the first song I copied in my song book. Nowadays, many years have passed, because I don’t love music, and I cannot sing a complete song because of my incomplete voice. Songs are really changing with each passing day. The songs promoted by various platforms are of different styles and varied. But no song can take so long time in my heart and leave so many memories like these songs. It seems that I am OUT of what the students said. Like (prose editor: dancing alone with rain) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

To today’s commemoration

Today last year, because of destiny, you and I met each other. In the days to come, we will gradually know each other. I didn’t expect that two people who had never met before would get to know each other, know each other and meet each other because of the Internet. Maybe this is the so-called fate. Last year, I was at the bottom of my life. I was bored and depressed, and needed to pour out. I chose the Internet, because only in this virtual world can I say what I want to say without scruple. I once thought that people on the Internet didn’t know each other. Even if they talked the most speculative and congenial, they were strangers after all, and it was impossible for them to really enter each other’s inner world. To my surprise, I met you in the vast sea of people. You accompanied me through a depressed and depressed day. I wonder if this is God’s favor to me? When the real you stand in front of me, I really believe in fate. Fate can really make two parallel lines cross each other one day. We are separated by one side, and distance not only produces beauty, but also separation and missing. After a short meeting, there must be a long separation, tasting the bitterness of missing. How many times do you stare at the phone and hope you send text messages or call me? How many times do you look at the computer in a daze and hope your head flash? How many times do you wake up at night, thinking about the little things with you; How many times, I can’t sleep at night, thinking about how safe you are in the distance. I wonder if you are the same as me, full of care and missing in your heart? I cherish your fate. You are a good woman and a happy woman. I am not a very bad man. Once upon a time, there was a touch in my heart, but it just flashed by. We were very light, real and pure. You are very smart, knowing that if you are at ease, you let me swallow what I want to say every time. You have said many times that you want to be my sister, saying that this relationship can last for the longest time. I wonder if you really think so in your heart? I couldn’t find a better reason to oppose it, so I had to hide everything deep in my heart. After all, I should have no regrets if you walk with me on the road of life! Maybe one day, you will forget me, but I won’t. Every year today, I will also think of you! Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Rainy day feeling

Rain, Rain, rain, or rain! It rained intermittently for a week. It seems that God wants to clean up this dirty world. But TA forgot that the world is not only dirty on the surface, but also rotten in the bones. The filth of this world is not caused by SARS, bird flu, melamine, gutter oil, leather milk, leather shoes jelly and white pollution; Nor is it caused by natural earthquake and tsunami; It is human beings, human beings are the biggest germs and cancer cells! Why did Lu Xun change his profession from a medical scholar? It was because he knew at that time that medicine could only cure the symptoms but not the root cause. But now I am studying medicine, I hate the hypocrisy of this world, I hate to be a person with a mask, and I hate my decadent self! But I can’t be cynical, I can’t find a way out! I am like a lost child, confused and sad! From “fen qing” to “shit Qing”, can I still go back to the original indignation and struggle? Ideal is very full, reality is very skinny, now I have been used to the life of “If you come, you will be safe? Are my pursuits, ideals, goals and dreams still waiting? Countless question marks make me unable to face myself today. Where should the deserted youth stand up? Except sighing, the only thing left is pity. I regret the lost years, the passing youth and the lost courage of struggle. Goodbye, youth; Goodbye, graceful pain! No longer, youth; Goodbye, beautiful dream! Like (prose editor: Rain dancing alone) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Untitled

I haven’t written anything for a long time. It seems to be stiff in writing. I want to express something but can’t find a suitable topic or words to describe my inner feelings. This kind of busy life sometimes makes me unable to find the North, while I prefer a lazy life more often. But life can’t make another choice, because you have already chosen, maybe this is the life of staying in medical school! At the end of the semester, I was too busy to breathe and wanted to relax myself, but I watched the pedestrians all over the road, holding books, standing under the street lamp and reciting loudly, books piled up in the library classroom, people who are full of people suddenly have no peace in their hearts. This feeling was both delighted and scared. What delighted me was that there was a reading atmosphere around me, while what scared me was that unstable heart, so I forced myself to follow others’ footsteps closely. I dare not stop, let alone retreat. This is the pre-examination status of Yunnan College of Traditional Chinese Medicine. The great Haizi once said that there are always happy days, lonely days, lonely days and happy days. But I want to say that with the coming of the final exam, the whole rainy season was full of humidity, and everyone trapped himself in his prison every day, pushing step by step. A meteor across the sky outside the window, falling into my lips, there was a bitter salty. I am looking forward to if, if I can come back, if I return to the original starting point, I don’t want to be a science student, I will choose the Chinese Department I like, but there are not so many if, when that year, when my dream deviates, I should be fully prepared to challenge the life I don’t like. When a person is suffering, I will especially miss those people who have deeply cared for me at a certain moment, so do I. I’m nostalgic. I liked my middle school days very much. At that time, I liked to be encouraged and paid attention to. However, many teachers did treat me well and often encouraged me to push me forward, there are also many teachers who often tell me earnestly, choose a Liberal Arts to study, and think you are good in all aspects of Liberal Arts. My wish is indeed the same, but when I was in high school, when I grew up, I couldn’t let go of those Halo, thinking that I would live well in key classes, I thought that I could find my own direction as long as I kept working hard. In fact, most of the time I lied to myself. In fact, it was still my cowardice. However, there was no prediction in life, and every time was a real performance, I can’t go back, so I have to try my best to adapt to the life I have chosen for so many years, even if I don’t like it, even if it is not my specialty. I often tell myself to choose what I like and what I choose. Most of the time, I can only comfort myself. Many dreams go away face to face. When many goals run counter to reality, I still had a gloomy moment, as if life was about to leave, and the void of Soul was enough to erode the weakness in my heart. Buddhism says: The greatest happiness in life is to put down. I open my fingers and see that everything will slip away from the fingers in fear. Finally, the happiness is only sunshine. Just write so much. It’s very late. I hope tomorrow will be a happy day. I hope everything will be fine and my heart will be safe. Like (prose editor: Rain dancing alone) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

I feel the capacity of classroom teaching of quality education

After listening to classes for nearly two years, the author thinks that there has been a strange phenomenon in Chinese teaching in the past two years. That is, many teachers put the contents of the previous two or three classes into one class to finish in order to pursue the large capacity of classroom teaching, that is, the so-called high efficiency at full time. As a result, it was almost time to finish the next class. I think this is actually a misunderstanding of teaching. Let’s take Ma Shuo and Xiao Shi Tan Ji I ‘ve heard recently as examples to talk about. The situation of these two classes is similar. After the introduction of new classes, blackboard writing subjects are carried out, and then learning objectives are explained, authors and backgrounds are introduced, literature knowledge is explained, and then students are checked to preview, teach and read texts, students read and read texts by themselves, and then multimedia shows the explanation of classical Chinese notional words, after reading the text for less than three minutes, the students were asked to clear up the translation text. After that, it was more difficult to deal with many classroom exercises than the college students to explain the answers simply by the teacher. Finally, the teacher summarized. A class lasted for nearly 55 minutes. I want to say that the problem of these two courses is that the teacher’s professional quality is low and he is not confident. He always finds some so-called courseware on the Internet, so that he loses himself when learning to walk in Handan, I have covered myself. Needless to say, the two lessons were not successful, and the students obviously didn’t understand. Or even if you don’t say it, I still understand, but I don’t understand after you say it! If you show the explanation of classical Chinese real words in multimedia, there is no usage of teaching students’ real words at all. Many students do not fully understand the meaning of the text, so they cannot translate the text, as for answering the question, it was even worse, so the teacher could only answer it for him. The teacher was still very angry, complaining that the students were stupid. Needless to say, there is no success in completing the learning task. Of course, the teacher did not complete the teaching task, and the classroom teaching failed. The teaching effect was extremely poor. The whole class students were depressed and the atmosphere was silent. These two classes are both. Except that some students with excellent quality can understand them, many students are at a loss on their faces. In my opinion, the failure factors of these two classes are the same, because they fail to master the teaching standards well. It was supposed to be the key part of teaching students to explain classical Chinese notion, and it was also a part of the content. I talked about some classical Chinese notion which was quite strange to students carefully, explain and distinguish in detail the usage of some classical Chinese notional words in different language environments the specific meaning of multiple classical Chinese notional words or different explanations of different parts of speech should be clearly explained and the specific language environment techniques and to apply. And ask students to translate the text independently, and can retell the main idea of the article. In this way, students will understand all the knowledge they should understand, and then the problems in the future will be solved easily, and many problems will not be problems. Classroom teaching can not be abandoned to the end, can not be a mere formality, can not engage in those flowers and fists embroidered legs, learning can not fly a little water, floating fur and scrawl. This is just like practicing martial arts. What you practice is full of airs. Once you go into battle, you will naturally see that your kung fu is poor. Of course, you will be beaten. However, the actual combat kung fu that really teaches martial arts like Bruce Lee’s Jeet Kune Do naturally shows its advantages. As for classical Chinese teaching, students are far from being self-taught. I think it should be teacher-led. Teachers should explain more to students, and students understand is the purpose. Teachers should pay attention to actual effect when giving lectures, and teaching methods should be simple and practical,. Xi Shi is good-looking, even without an internal show. Teachers must teach for the purpose of meeting students instead of showing off to leaders. This will mislead children. When it comes to making a show, I get angry. Many people will show off with the dog with its tail. What kind of wall is there, what kind of fig leaf is there. Can paper cover fire? Stupid! What we do as teachers is the career of conscience. Some people say that many people in today’s society are muddled and overcrowded. Even some corrupt officials and bandits collude with each other and do all the bad things. Why should I be alone? This idea is wrong. After all, this is a minority. It is a problem of nine fingers and one finger. You see how many corrupt officials and bad guys the country has investigated in punishing corruption? How many high-ranking officials like Chen Xitong, Hu Changqing and Chen Liangyu were defeated? I firmly believe that the truth is clear. Justice can naturally defeat evil, and the red regime established by Chairman Mao will never transform into a hotbed of capitalists. Don’t look at a few capitalists, officials and gangdom who are sometimes arrogant and sometimes overriding the Party discipline and law, it is because the rabbit tail cannot grow. The present national leadership is wise, and the future of the country is bright. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

White hair

Han Shuang, you have a white hair on your head! I was standing there, shocked by my husband’s surprise. Which have? I have never found it, I defend. But he shouted to his daughter to see the white hair on my head. Then the father and daughter pulled on my head like finding the new continent, one after another. Oh, the father and daughter pulled ten white hairs on my head altogether. My husband seemed to be very distressed and kept shouting: Han Shuang, what should I do? So many white hairs! That’s all now, that’s too old! I didn’t take this for granted. I smiled and said: it is not natural that I am almost forty years old and have a few white hairs! However, he cherished it very much and kept saying: Alas, why do you have white hair? I was about to ask my daughter to pull out the white hair on my head for me. My husband suddenly changed a smiling face and said in a serious way: Han Shuang, let’s discuss something. What thing? Seeing his mystery, I asked him hurriedly. You see, you have white hair, and I am just a handsome guy! Should I consider changing my team? He xipixiaolian. Hearing this, I went up to kick him and punched him again: dare you! If so, see if I won’t peel off your skin! Then he said to his daughter: Daughter, look at what your father said, help mother clean him up! Before I finished speaking, my daughter was already furious. She hugged me tightly: I am mother’s allies, don’t try to make such a bad idea at any time! If you dare to apologize to my mother, I will not forgive you! My husband looked at our hatred, and laughed: I dare not even give me three courage! I’m just kidding! You where can I really? My daughter said, “I dare you! Yes, my husband is just joking for us. He dare not and will not do this. For so many years, I have known him better than anyone else. In fact, he often pretended to sigh in front of me. I asked him why he sighed, was it because he earned too little money? He said: I have plenty of money, and I am not afraid of having no money. I sighed because I lack a bosom friend! Once I said this, I couldn’t help laughing and bragging again, didn’t I? You are so shabby that you still want a bosom friend! No money, no right, no status, who would like to be your beauty! After listening to me, my husband kept silent. But a few days later, my husband seemed to forget my sarcasm to him and pretended to sigh. I repeated the original words to satirize him. Often, I satirized him, and he didn’t refute, just smiled at me there. In life, I am a person without any sense of humor. He always drives pigs in hutongs-go straight to the hutong and say anything, but his husband doesn’t. In the office, everyone chats together, once he spoke out, he would often make everyone laugh. When he went home, he would often repeat the scenes that caused everyone to laugh, and I was often attracted to laugh. My husband will be very happy when I smile. He said, you should not always stretch your face in the future, be listless and have more humor, and you will feel that life will be very happy. I said I couldn’t be humorous, so he taught me how to speak with humor. But I am not humorous by nature, and I can’t learn from teaching. I know that in life, my husband deliberately made some funny words or actions to make me happy. I often told him that I would not live in the future. He said, “What’s the fear? I have lived for 40 or 50 years. I hope I can do whatever I want. Then we will not be afraid of anything! If I mentioned this topic when I was having a meal, I would often laugh out. I also knew that if I had white hair, he wouldn’t change the team. He was just talking; He just wanted to use the topic to make me have a little temper and make me happy. I often think that one day in the future, two gray-haired old men will sit together, basking in the sun and chatting about happy things when they are young. Both sides will remind each other: be careful, be careful. That’s us. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Strip Me (1)

Three points are talent, three points are thought, three points are endurance. This is the most pertinent, accurate and highest comment on me in the past 40 years. My wife, who likes to talk with me, agrees with me after thinking carefully. It was my mentor who taught and lived that. He also said a very famous sentence as the political simulation test of the college entrance examination in 2012: being a representative should make a difference, make a difference, and make a difference. Of course, with three points of talent and thought, I also understand that there is another point that he doesn’t know clearly, because I can only get nine points at the highest level, and I lose one point of worldly wisdom. If you are talented and don’t have your own thoughts, you can at least manipulate others, swagger through the market for some report-like words and grasp the tail of power with both hands. Bad is bad in those three thoughts, which make people lofty, fearless and even disdain. After being lofty, fearless and disdainful, I realized that I was actually a bookworm. At that time, others must have sneered behind their hearts in a contemptuous manner, and went to an enemy secretly proud of themselves. Soon, scold: silly! The scolding is really good and honest. I admire the classic scolding. Just like my silly habit of insisting on not buying second-hand houses and not renting new houses, although I am a typical house slave and a real poor bookmaker. They were so poor that they missed the bus for more than a dozen miles to go home, and also apologized again and again to reject the taxi carrying passengers; Breakfast was often saved, and they had a free lunch prepared by the school at noon. Three points of talent also gave me some opportunities to change jobs, but I didn’t make it foolishly. I have more authority to think that teachers are better than those who don’t boast of being good teachers, so I stubbornly guard the platform which is secretly sniffed at by some people, the blackboard with white and black hair dyed by chalk Gray kept on the nest. I also secretly picked up the cheap pride. No matter how rich you are, you have to call me teacher, but you went to the shrine in your house. Three points of thought also gave me a lot of benefits. After all, I am a person with my own thoughts. At least, it has been praised publicly by some leaders who have unique opinions in their articles. I am regard uniqueness as praise, and cannot go to others’ stomach to see if there are any other misinterpretations, even if there are, I don’t care either. I am happy to be praised, and have a high level of thought. I am don’t hide my thoughts, so I like to speak loudly, and the masses applaud the leader’s disgusting flat words. What impressed me most was that in order to buy a house with a provident fund loan, a friend and I went to the finance bureau for consultation, and was reported to the director by a good person. The female director called me as a nonsense hindering official business. The director of the Office of Education Bureau called me to interrogate urgently. Although it was proved to be a misunderstanding at last, it also indirectly affected my future of promotion to vice school. Now I doubt that if the female director knew it was me, then she would hate me and her younger sister’s failed student puppy love. Fortunately, it’s gone, otherwise it’s hard to get along with. I’m a bookworm with three thoughts. Three points of endurance is specially told to my wife, which is good to praise me in disguised form. I am free to fall in love, but after marriage, there is no natural lingering respect for each other. The family is often bumping against each other, and the thoughts collide with each other, which is more cruel than the sound. If there was no endurance, the family would have been divided long ago, and there would be no harmony now. Let’s make it late. About all men have such experience, which should not be my exclusive patent. His wife chattered endlessly, kicking you on the floor with feet on the bed and pinching your pain with two hard nails. Maybe your wife’s nails were painted with bright paint. You just keep your two ears open, try to calm your hot heart, swallow saliva, stick to the motionless posture, comfort yourself that you are always better than Qiu Shaoyun, better than Huang Jiguang, better than Dong Cunrui, I am happy. Finally, in her lullaby, she fell asleep in a faint and snored, which made her bored and quiet. She couldn’t help letting her go. Then she turned around and fell asleep. When she woke up, she naturally had nothing to do. If he changed three points of endurance into three points of persistence, he could I am be a writer and an expert based on his teacher’s insight. Of course, this was his prediction from a strategic position. Because I was so young that I could write some poems which jumped and broke lines, and I also thought carefully for some education expert, but in the end, no family did anything. He once asked me whether I regretted or not, and I am shook his head speechlessly. Although history was very close, that threshold could not I am crossed. I didn’t have the ability to travel through the current fashion. The lack of worldly wisdom now seems to be much more important than the nine points. He also once suggested me to be more close to the classmate who knows the world but doesn’t have any talents and thoughts. He has learned half of his points. I always see him having a good life, he should also disdain my inappropriate times, but he was born in his heart, although he laughed. It is only the three of us together, which is also the source of his success as a teacher, with the embarrassment exposed. This point can’t be possessed in this life. He said that even if it is half worldly-wise, I should be the director of education. I think I lost one point, and you should have lost three cents, otherwise you would have been deputy ministerial level. I think he should be talented and thoughtful, so we can be close teachers and students and close friends. But in the end, I didn’t achieve anything. There were people fighting for it. I don’t have to worry about it. Still enjoy the narrow sunshine in this three-point reserved land, and advocate this negative and worldly attitude with words. Although even my wife and colleagues in the office didn’t read these useless words. 2012-4-14 with Dragon foothills Like (prose editor: prose online) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

The heart’s flame

If the brain is prone to fever, if there is no perseverance, the result is that the fever is often reduced several times faster than the fever. I am such a person. Accidentally, I saw the information about recruiting teachers for summer training courses on the Internet, and my brain became hot again. If you have something to do, you can also spend the boring time of the long summer vacation and live a full life. According to the address provided on the Internet, I finally found the high-rise tutoring center, which was on the 11th floor of a building. It was over 2 o’clock in the afternoon when I went there. Maybe it was a little early. I didn’t see anyone in the counseling center. I took the elevator down from the high floor and waited for a while on the first floor. At this moment, several college students came to apply for the job one after another. During the chat, I learned that they were all peddlers on campus. Some of them went to college with scholarships and didn’t ask for a penny at home. Some of them had already received the admission notice for master’s degree, I will continue to study in the next semester, taking advantage of the summer vacation to earn tuition. By contrast, I am ashamed of myself. These college students are really amazing. They started to be independent so early! Soon, counseling center headmaster come, said principal, looks like age not large, estimated or 80 hou. Knowing that we all came to apply for the job, he scanned it again. He rejected two of them without giving a trial lecture, saying that they didn’t seem like teachers. In this way, the principal judged people by his appearance. Then, I thought I am was OK. After all, he had been teaching books for more than ten years, so he should be a little teacher. Unfortunately, I have to teach maths because I don’t lack Chinese teachers. Just a few minutes later, it was also rejected. I laughed secretly that I was a fish-eyed man, but met someone wearing glasses, so I had to go home. On the next day, I accompanied an English teacher who was teaching in this tutoring center to take a catwalk class, and occasionally listened to teacher Sun’s composition class. This teacher Sun was a very optimistic rookie of the headmaster, who was only in his early twenties. He was passionate when giving lectures, and the platform became her dance floor. I don’t comment on the class content first. Only the four big characters of the blackboard writing subject are used to describe the scenery, and the stroke order is mostly wrong. Some of them are still very common mistakes. For example, this teacher Sun writes the right half of the character, first write some, then write the big one. After listening to her composition class, my English teacher friend strongly recommended me to speak again, and also to teach composition class. I touched the wall once, and I had no intention to say it again, but she had no choice but to persuade me, so I had to come on stage again. Because I didn’t have any preparation in advance, I talked about how to write a narrative well. The defendant stopped when he just talked about the six elements of narration. The reason is that the lecture is too procedural and unattractive. I haven’t talked for three minutes, and it’s not too late to pick me when I get to the point! My friend comforted me that what they needed was a teacher with airs, and not many people with real talents and practical knowledge. After what she said, I felt more at ease, as if I was really a true hero with talent and no one knew. I made up my mind that I would not go to these places to have a meal any more. As the advertisement said, everything was for children. It is purely selling fake rat poison. It has nothing to do with him if you don’t die of medicine. As long as you pay for his medicine. I plan to come back and continue to write my words. Maybe this is what I should do. I have always been fond of literature, but I didn’t expect this time to touch such a wall. I think I still don’t have enough mana. Since it is not enough, I will continue to practice. Most of the things I wrote before were published in prose online. Recently, good news has been posted on the homepage of this website: publishing a book for the author and printing a book. That’s great news! In order to commemorate my own words, I also had the impulse to gather together. But I know that if you want to publish a book, you should always write something weighty in the book, or you will lose the meaning of publishing a book. If you want to write something weighty, you should not only increase the reading volume, but also put your eyes back to life. Literary works come from real life. Once they leave the soil on which they live, they will be exhausted. With this fire in your heart, set sail towards your goal! Like (prose editor: prose online) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

How to continue, how to end?

Time is just a wound. It hurts Huaichun and sad autumn. It hurts falling dreams and quiet. The brushwork of youth has been finished, and the hidden worries of prosperity can no longer be continued. For the melodiousness of a car, it is the extravagant hope that I never dare to have. Even if it is a dream, it is also full of unexpected desolation. However, when the moral of one car is not another one, we can only see the melancholy of life. How to continue, how to end? Love or marriage has only a starting point, no end point; Only a question, no answer. It is not the deep courtyard of the Spring Palace, but the bitterness inside the high wall. As a woman, how many luxurious dreams and wishes do I have, and what kind of hopeless and changes do I encounter? What hurt my love and disintegrated the loyalty of respecting each other? Someone says: waiting for you. And ask: What will I do? Wait for me to eat or play; Wait for me to grow up, or wait for me to grow old? Wait for me to be free, or wait for me to fall? Or wait for the reincarnation of my next reincarnation? The heart that once fell in love was betrayed by him, and it was already cold; Now even if he was passionate, it could not burn my loneliness. Those wounded past events are vivid and lingering in my mind. I can never let go and forget those pains and injuries. Maybe in my whole life, I will struggle in the memory of scars and cannot find an exit. My heart is full of sorrow, and there are always endless worries and fears. How to spend tomorrow? One point of hope, two points of struggle, and seven points of panic. The heart is willing or the heart is broken, the heart is sacrificed or the heart is palpitations. I always keep thinking, working hard, getting old, worrying and despair. I looked at the distance, looked at it, tears poured down my years. I was thinking about something in my mind, thinking about it, and sorrow lingered in the stream. I recalled the past, the past passed away. I look forward to the future. Looking forward to it, the meteor has fallen into my dream. Like (prose editor: dancing alone with rain) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…