当我所爱的人都不再爱了

我太过偏执地相信了你。可是我却忘了,我们只是如此相似,毕竟你不是我,毕竟我也不是你。 –言 像每一个沿海城市的一样,甄海的天气总是让人不安的,有暴雨,有台风,仿佛不经意间的雨水便会将整座城市淹没。这里的风总是马不停蹄的游走在城市的边缘,肆意的咆哮,可以轻易地把行人卷入几万米的高空,穿破云层,在阳光下撕得粉碎,任尸体和城市的残骸一起坠落。 刚来到甄海的时候,一个人整天呆在租的小屋子里,没有电视,没有风扇,甚至连一把椅子都没有,只有一张破旧的木制的床,床上是一块凉席,由于很久都没有人居住,凉席铺上了一层厚厚的灰尘,用手轻轻一抹,便会留下一道浅浅的指痕。 我花了两天时间来整理这个简陋的房间。屋子里是让人窒息的闷热,像是一个巨大的火炉,里面堆满了干柴,而梅屿的高温天气足以将其点燃。可能是年久失休的缘故,屋子墙壁上的水泥已经开始脱落,恰好见证了岁月的沧桑。地面上也是凹凸不平的,下大雨的时候甚至会有积水。 房子坐落在一个并不冷清的街道上,后面是菜市场,所以每天都会有喧嚣的人群和人群中发出的让人烦躁不安的吵闹声。菜市场里难闻的气味一直缭绕在整个街道上,蔬菜和肉类腐烂的味道以及让人恶心的鱼腥味,只有在下雨的时候才会沉淀下去。 过了几天浑浑噩噩的日子,便开始到一个鞋厂打临时工,很久以后才知道那个鞋厂的名字叫好佳富。由于鞋厂里是没有节假日的,所以每天都在家里和公司这两个地方徘徊。上班的路上要经过一个石桥,桥底下是一条小河,我曾经很多次试探水的深度。可是由于河水呈青绿色,不是很干净,根本看不清到底有多深。只是每次我经过石桥的时候都会习惯性地从桥面上捡几颗石子扔进去,然后陆续地听到河水荡漾溅起涟漪的声音。 好佳富坐落在一个小胡同里,胡同的尽头好像是一个开发区,当时正在施工,那里有钢筋混凝土包裹的高楼和整天无休止运作的机器,但是我一直没有去看过。好佳富背面是一座悬浮在半空中的大桥,离地面大概有十几米的高度,旁边的铁轨上时常有动车经过,听说不久前那里发生了一起重大的动车追尾事故。 那里的女孩子都有着长长的头发和一双很好看的眼睛,走路的时候高昂着额头,自信而不张扬,那似乎是甄海的女人特有的一种气质,无论是穿着干净校服的学生还是已经结婚的妇女。 刚开始上班的时候,我总是早早地到车间里,习惯性地一个人坐在靠墙的竹凳上,给洗好的鞋子打胶,然后放到流水线下游包装。由于坐在靠近烘箱的位置,温度很高,再加上甄海的炎热天气,身后拼命转动的电风扇一直都在吹着暖风,皮肤上的汗滴不断涌出然后又很快被烘干。 在好佳富里面上班的大都是中年妇女,还有一些做苦力的男人,以及少有的几个和我一样打临时工的学生。后来慢慢才知道,这里的人大部分都是从平丘过来打工的,包括其中几个做暑假工的孩子。 每到夜晚降临的时候,梅屿这个哪怕是在甄海都并不算繁华的地方也会有着它最繁华的一面。小孩子嬉闹的声音和女人们在商店里砍价的声音混为一谭,这种场景尤其出现在路边摊和小商贩出现比较密集的地段,也就是他们称之为夜市的地方。刚开始我甚至以为夜市会包裹在钢筋混凝土的高楼里,后来才知道,其实所谓的夜市不过是一条同样破旧不堪的街道,只不过这条街道横跨了几个十字路口而已。而且实际上这条街道很短,从巷头到巷尾不到300米,不过在这短短的距离中却长着八十多棵小白杨,我想即使是在梅屿最炎热的季节,这些树也足以让街道变成一个良好的避暑场所。 在好徍富工作一段时间过后,车间里开始沸沸扬扬的,很多老工人都断断续续的离开了。而因为要赶一批货,我被安排到另外一条流水线上帮忙给拖鞋修边,在那里认识了一个平丘的小女孩。聊天的时候她告诉我她妈妈在这里上班,暑假的时候自己过来帮帮忙,很快就要回家读书了。说话的时候她总是低着头,长长的刘海刚好遮住眼睛,看不清她当时的表情。 我问她叫什么名字,她说她叫格子。 每当有闲暇的时候我就靠在窗户上看那座桥上驶过的列车,以及在桥下走过的人群。窗户旁边是一颗喇叭花,开出了很多粉红色的花瓣。刚开始我只是一个人在那里发呆,格子有时候也会过来,顺手摘一朵喇叭花,把里面的花蕊去掉,可以吹出一种很刺耳声音。后来我也试过几次,但是没有吹响。 八月的时候,梅屿开始了持续大半个月的阴雨天气,雨下得并不大,但是随着时间的延长,我的房间漏水情况越来越严重,几天过后地面上已经和院子里完全没什么区别了。于是我把隔壁空出来的房间整理了一下搬进去,由于那个房间紧邻着四合院与街道出口,也许是出于装饰的目的,房间外围种着一棵很繁茂的植物,有一部分青色的蔓藤顺着小窗户从外墙壁爬到了屋内,所以这是整个四合院内最阴凉的一个房间。可是后来我才知道,这也是整个四合院内蚊虫最为密集的一个房间,屋子里的蚊子和蟑螂像是吃了兴奋剂与激素的混合物,一方面疯狂繁殖,而且无休无止地在房间里巡视,和我抢地盘。以至于我熬过了在甄海的第一次暴雨之后毅然决然地搬回了之前居住的那个房间。 在没有任何征兆的情况下,梅屿的第一场暴雨降临了,压抑了许久的心情似乎也将随着这场大雨尽情的宣泄。我特地在吃晚饭的时候喝了一瓶酒,然后像平常一样提前去厂里,在车间里一个宽敞的空间坐下,趴在流水线上听歌,没有开灯。看着雨水从屋檐滴落下来,然后慢慢渗进铝合金窗户与白色墙壁缝合的间隙里。可能是由于喝了一点酒,感觉脸上发烫,头晕晕的。然后莫明其妙想起梦瑶生日聚会上,夏薰抢着替我挡酒而我却无动于衷的场景,突然有些难过。 嘿,你怎么来得比我还早啊? 我抬了抬头,冲她笑了笑。格子穿着米色的衬衫,天蓝色的牛仔却混搭着一双粉红色的拖鞋。我曾经以为梅屿这里的女人都是安静而委婉的,结果格子一而再地打击了我,从第一印象到第N印象,直到我的眼球彻底阵亡。而她对此一直不以为然。 你也来得挺早的。刚好六点。 顿了顿我继续说: 虽然再晚那么一点点就可能迟到了。 格子冲我做了一个鬼脸,看了看手表,顺势把我的手机抢过去看小说。 格子说我的手机里几乎所有东西都是加密的,哪怕里面什么都没有。的确,里面什么东西都没有了。 等员工陆续来到车间里,有人告诉我们可以回家了,下雨的时候晚上不用上班。我顿时觉得好佳富是这个到处充满伪人权主义社会里面唯一一个真正把我们当人看的地方,可是后来想想好像除了下雨天不上晚班之外,好佳富的确没有什么值得让人兴奋的,无休无止的加班,拖欠工资,还有那个万恶的泼辣的老板娘。于是很快我对好佳富的认识又回到了原始定位。 格子还坐在旁边的椅子上看小说,我拍了拍她的头,示意她可以回家了。随后我也在人群慢慢散去之后回到了自己租的小屋子里,接了一个电话,是家里打过来的。妈妈问我打算什么时候回家,我也没有回答她。然后匆忙挂了电话。我只是不想让任何人知道,其实我过的并不好。 雨停的时候已经很晚了。下了一场暴雨,星光淡了许多,却还没有消失。而夜市上的小商贩基本上都收摊了,或许是因为雨的缘故他们没有出来,又或许此时此刻他们还在某一个屋雨檐下躲雨吧。整个街道显得格外空旷,而且安静。手上拿着罐装啤酒,一个人走在十字路口,看着两旁缓缓飘落的树叶像思念,却明明记得自己说过已经没有思念任何人。 不在乎行人投来的鄙夷的眼光,不在乎公路上横冲直撞引起的司机的谩骂,不在乎路上疾驰的车辆会把哪一摊积水溅到身上。 就像陌言说的,我在乎的东西不多,以前是这样,现在是这样,以后还会是这样。 从夜市上回去的时候已经是凌晨了,看到手机上静置的墙纸,有些失落,似乎有所期待却又不知道在期待什么。上网跟所有在线的人说晚安。然后发了一条信息给夏薰,想让她好好照顾自己,可是最后发出去的时候只有两个字。 晚安。 之后的几天晚上没有光,天空中没有星星,一颗都没有。偶尔有飞鸟划过天际,在空气中撒下了白色的寂寞,像是一道银白色的伤口,久久不能愈合,我在无数个夜里仰望星空,企图透过那条白色的痕迹看到星球外的时空。我想知道,是不是我们赖以生存的世界,不过是他们眼中的地狱。 时间的棱角被打磨得无比光滑,那些曾经被我们称之为青春的日子似乎再也回不来了。不再喜欢一群人在KTV里乱吼乱叫,不再喜欢和朋友到网吧通宵达旦地玩游戏,也再也不会花整晚整晚的时间来写字,不会为了任何人任何事而吃不下饭睡不着觉。然后才发现,无知无觉中自己已经开始成熟,开始变老。那些白色的灰色的发丝就像不经意间迷失的瞳孔,开出了紫色的曼陀罗。 当你发现自己怎么也无法做到对喜欢的人微笑对不喜欢的人也微笑,当你开始习惯一个月甚至更长时间不与任何人联系不接任何电话,当你不相信爱情却偏执的以为自己可以成为爱情坟墓下的幸存者,当你发现自己在乎的东西所有人都无法理解,当你开始理解甚至原谅那些曾经一次有一次伤害过你的人。你,又会怎么样?是该继续还是放弃?放弃自己曾经坚持了那么久的信念?不再相信奇迹? 其实许多问题原本就找不到一个很好的答案。 由于长时间握着剪刀,一段时间以后,手上开始大面积地长水疱,不过我还是包揽了我们三个人的工作,包括格子和另外一个叫王巧的女孩。格子总是在我忙不过来的时候抢着要帮我,不过更多的时间我都不让她帮忙,而是让她整理一些零碎,把拖鞋摆到架子上。 不过哪怕是这样,几天过后格子手上也开始长水疱,我给她带了几个创可贴,她却嫌那个创可贴长得太难看了。于是我走遍了自己租房以及好佳富附近所有的药店和杂货铺,最后在夜市上找到了一种HelloKitty底纹的创可贴。这多少让我对甄海的夜市产生了一些好感。 在好佳富我作的是普工,刚开始我很肤浅地把它理解为普通的工人,后来工作一段时间后才发现自己是多么的缺乏内涵,而其实所谓的普工,实际上就是 苦工 的中文翻译。所以我经常需要帮助那些中年男人们一起搬货。 好佳富的建立毕竟有一些年头了,车间里的机器显得格外陈旧,厂房里一些角落里早就被霉菌侵蚀,还有很多拐角的地方搁置着大量废旧的铁片。我对这个印象深刻的一个主要原因是自己在搬箱子的时候曾经被那些铁片划伤,直到现在还留下一个五六厘米长的疤痕。不过当时没有感到特别的疼痛,所以并没有在意,只是后来我站在人字梯上帮他们递箱子的时候,看门的老头子指着我脚上正在流血的伤口问我怎么了,我摇摇头说没事。至于伤口什么时候愈合的,现在已经记不得了。 梅屿的第二场暴雨是在第一场暴雨之后的第二个星期天,那天也是我的生日。没有告诉任何人,也没有被任何人记得的一个日子。 就像以往的每一个黎明一样,同样阴沉的天气,同样有风的清晨,天空中没有云,也没有阳光,只不过多了一场雨。我在甄海邂逅的最后一场雨。 我坐在椅子上给拖鞋修边,格子在旁边看小说,王巧则是整天整天的趴在流水线上睡觉。至于车间里的其他人,除了格子的妈妈会间歇性地借着更年期妇女的不稳定情绪和老乡一起骂外省的人,然后又和外省的人骂老乡之外,平时车间里一直很平静。工人们大都是上班前二十分钟在吃东西,提前二十分钟下班。上班的时候半个小时在喝水,半个小时专职聊天,半个小时在发呆,另外还有一个小时不知所踪,剩下的一个小时才是真正的工作! 格子在看小说的时候,一个微胖的胖子走过来,打破了车间里原有的平静。他唠叨了几句过后就把格子和正在对面睡觉的王巧安排到另外一个车间里工作,大概的意思是她们两个人再偷懒的话就扣薪水之类的。后来才知道那个胖子叫尚磊,是车间里的管理。我告诉他这里的工作很多,一个人忙不过来,他没有理会我。 车间里几个宿县的人都愤愤不平的,表示要帮我的忙。不过大都只是在精神上支持而已。 我什么话也没说,继续一个人工作,忙不过来的时候就把鞋子堆在流水线上,等流水线上再也放不下时,我找了几个框子把所有的拖鞋放进去,然后直接把框子搬到了管理办公室,让他自己做! 于是很快格子又跑到我旁边继续看小说了。 后来格子告诉我,她说其实我当时和尚磊吵架的样子蛮可爱的。而且难得见我发火。 那天的雨一直断断续续的下着,没有像往常一样愈下愈大,也丝毫没有停的趋势。傍晚的时候手上拿着一瓶啤酒就去上班了,走到楼梯口的时候看到车间里有光,顺着光线的方向看过去,格子一个人坐在白帜灯下发呆。很少看到格子这样安静的模样,而且以后可能再也看不到了,因为一个星期之后我们都要离开。 我把啤酒瓶放在楼梯的拐角处,随即坐到格子旁边听歌。她看了看我的脸,一只手在眼前扇了扇,然后用食指捂着鼻子。 你是不是又喝酒了? 没有。 你看看你的脸。不能喝酒就不要逞能啊!真是的。 没事。 因为我讨厌酒精的味道。 然后感觉头有点晕,又或者是借酒装醉,我靠在她肩膀上,她挪了一下座位,把头往我这边靠了靠。就在那一瞬间想了很多事情,关于在我生命中所有曾经在乎过的东西。想起了那个叫烟火的网友在红袖上评论《嫣然一笑,只为倾城》,她说武大的樱花很漂亮,但是除此之外更多的东西只会让你失望。想起了每次和朋友从浓情欧克门口经过时,我告诉他们,这就是夏薰曾经作暑假工的餐厅,然后朋友总是沉默,而我却开始没心没肺的笑。想起了高中时答应替小白写的那篇爱情故事还没有结尾。突然有些难过,却再也没有那种想要流泪的欲望。 也许当你不再对任何东西抱有期望,你也会这样。 晚上又喝了几瓶酒,跟所有人说晚安。很多人都问过我为什么一直在坚持着这种也许大多数人都觉得无关痛痒的事情。直到后来有一个叫林夕的网友跟我说: 你知不知道,其实每天晚上都有一个人跟自己说晚安是一件很幸福的事。 我说我知道,我在坚持,因为所有的人都会幸福。 睡觉之前我发信息给夏薰,我甚至问她,如果我一直在等她,她会不会有一天真正喜欢上我。哪怕只有一点点。 结果还是没有回应。 有时候我觉得自己恶心,竟然苦心积虑地想要感动一个人,然后企图把感动当作爱情。可是我一直记得分开的时候夏薰跟我说的那句话。她说,安若,你真的很好,可是对不起。虽然我一直不知道你在乎什么,但是希望以后的你学会努力去争取一些东西。 其实对不起只是敷衍。一句不再喜欢成全所有离开的理由。 第二天早上起床的时候发现信息发送失败。我笑了。脸上渐渐凸起的皱纹就像贯穿全身的脉络,正在一点一点衰竭,直到有一天再也承受不住时间的流淌而崩溃。 经过了两场暴雨的洗礼,梅屿又恢复了平静,也回到了夏天应有的高温天气。只不过这种高温似乎已经脱离了刚来梅屿时候的那种炎热,而且沉闷,让人压抑。天空中偶尔会有云。十八岁的天空似乎就这样埋葬在了那片云里,再也出不来。 格子离开梅屿的前一天晚上,到好佳富来帮忙,那时候她已经辞工了,但是工资还没有结。她像往常一样坐在我旁边,只是这次没有在看小说,而是在忽悠一个小孩子。 你看那个哥哥是不是很凶?嘿嘿 恩。 你去帮我找一把剪刀来。他不要我帮忙。 小男孩走到我面前问我剪刀在哪里,我没有搭理他。格子看着我,说我有时候真的很倔,然后便走开了。我也没有想到这竟会是在梅屿最后一次见到她。 三天之后我离开了梅屿,临走之前让王巧替我递了一个紫色的吊坠给格子留作纪念。那时候格子还没有回家,听说由于工资的问题,格子和她妈妈告到了劳动局,因为对处理方式不满,那几天一直呆在劳动局里。 在回家的前一段时间,宿县的同学告诉我,夏薰已经重新找到了男朋友,那个男孩很干净,长得有点胖,但是对她很好。 在驶往宿县的火车上,看着窗外的风景不停地奔向后方,也会忍不住矫情地想,如果时间能够像窗外的那一颗枫树一样该有多好。在火车上大概坐了十几个小时里,阳光一直很好,透过窗户照到身上,让空气中的灰尘无处逃逸,那些尘埃像雪花一样漂浮在空气中,然后以自由落体之势落到火车上,或者依附在车窗上。 凌晨的时候火车经过一个隧道,灯光一直在明暗之间交替变换着,在那短暂的十几秒中,感觉火车正在一步步把自己带向死亡的边缘,空气开始变得稀薄,整个车厢内的旅客都在沉睡,丝毫没有苏醒的迹象。我仿佛听到自己瞳孔崩裂的声音,然后是漫山遍野的尸体和坟冢,白色的花瓣在眼前飞舞,墓碑上的字已经无法分辨,天空中有鸟群飞过,透露出一丝绝望。 后记:在梅屿的时候我就告诉格子我要为她写一篇文章,结果在离开的时候还没有写好。她告诉我如果高考没有考取的话就回到宿县来找我,我问她是不是考上大学就把我给忘了,她没有说话,却笑得像个孩子一样。每次我说要认她作妹妹她都不搭理我,希望下次见面的时候她会叫我哥哥。 赞 (散文编辑:江南风) 换个方式与这个城市继续厮守 早晨六点多出门,晚上快八点回来,至始至终迎接自己的只有静默;自从上了大学,周末的… 【原创随笔】弦言岁语 入冬以来,天干物燥,雪花缥缈,整个大地苍凉而且虚空。无论你的心情是度日如年,还是… 永远的军旅梦 永远的军旅梦 (甘肃康乐县 马晓春) 回忆像流星,划过无痕迹,模糊的眼睛,轮廓渐渐… 春雨 我像大地万物一样喜欢春雨。 新年刚过,天空就下起了丝丝春雨。我特别喜欢这江南的春… 弹拨梦想的雪花(修改) 临近年关,落下了第一场雪。 我在清晨惊喜地阅读到一幅长卷,洁白的是雪,灰黄的是树… 真我 流行瞬变,而风格永驻。 在别人身上可以闪闪发光的东西,放在自己这里却未必可以。 在…

Envy the heart of a child

A child was added to the family, and the baby who was born expressed everything with crying. If you are hungry, thirsty, peeing, dirty, and annoyed, there will be urgent crying. Therefore, all her demands were met. This is the simplest desire and the simplest expression. The little child, like a transparent glass ball, expressed all the joys and sorrows to the people around her without scruple. What a precious expression it is. When you grow up, you will never be able to do it again. However, this period of time often leaves no trace in our life. Working overtime yesterday, I sent my child to the art class in advance and left in a hurry. When I went to my sister’s home to pick up the child at the end of the afternoon, the child happily showed me her paintings today. There is an animal in the picture. I looked at it and asked my daughter if she was a fox? My daughter said, “No, Mom, look at it again. I took a closer look and found that there were two blue horns of different heights on the animal’s head, and there were two braid under the horns. In the middle of the two corners are two purple triangles with a small bead on each of them. The face is very long, accounting for more than half of the whole body. The upper part is bright yellow, two black lines are divided into two halves, a pair of heart-shaped eyes, eyebrows are very messy. The lower part is a wide purple mouth with two round teeth inside. Wearing a purple skirt and a beautiful necklace, I drew two hands of different sizes on both sides of the skirt and two dark blue legs with different sizes. I really don’t know what kind of animal this is. I asked carefully, is this a cow? My daughter said, yes, what I drew is cattle, this is human cattle. I laughed, thinking that she could figure out the word “People are Good. But she introduced me. Said what she Drew was a female cow. Very beautiful, she was waiting for other cows, wondering if there would be handsome guys on the opposite side? I’m overwhelmed. Such a cow and such an idea are really only available to children. Beside the cow, a tree was painted with various colors. She said it was a rainbow tree. Rainbow tree, what a beautiful name. The seven-color rainbow of red, orange, yellow, green, green, blue and purple is the most beautiful scenery in the sky, but it cannot be found. However, the child moved the scenery to a tree. And I painted more than ten colors, which is really amazing. There are also some things that I can’t understand in the painting, such as two chairs, one like high heels and the other like a spatula, and the other like a flag, which I can never guess without her introduction. There is also a flower full of doubts with a big question mark. I asked her why Hua was that expression, and what did the question mark mean? She said that she was thinking, what were the two people sitting on the chair talking about? She was too far away to hear, but she couldn’t walk. I said, what are those two talking about? Tell that flower. She said seriously, “That’s not good. People can’t listen secretly. Looking at such a painting, listening to my daughter’s detailed explanation, it is really a kind of enjoyment. In this world, there is nothing more precious than a childlike heart. Children’s Hearts are simple and sincere. They put the beauty of the world together and express it in the most direct way. Therefore, there was a unique person, a chair that the designer had never thought of, and a beautiful rainbow tree. They draw whatever they think of, and then make up a story for the picture that we can’t imagine. They break the conventions we think and create their own ideal inner world. According to the rules of our adults, there are too many impossibilities in our thoughts and what we think is ridiculous. We can’t draw such a picture. When we think everything is reasonable and normal, we have lost a lot of fun and colors in our life. When I wanted to go home, my daughter and her cousin got angry because of some trifles. My daughter said, “Mom, I don’t want to talk to my sister any more. How could she shout like that? It’s so noisy. Then he said angrily, “I don’t want to play with you any more. I won’t play with you in the next life. Ha ha, this tone is really big, because the two sisters can’t play together, they even put forward it in the next life. My sister and I both laughed. I said, I don’t know if I will play together in the next life. I only know that you will play together again after three minutes. She laughed, and so did her sister’s children. This is the children. They cry whenever they want, do whatever they want, laugh whenever they want, turn against each other when they are unhappy, and make peace without a minute. I envy them. I hope this beautiful world can bring them more beauty. I hope my daughter’s childlike innocence can be kept longer and longer. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Fly the happy song from the bottom of my heart

First of all, I declare that my voice is not complete. If I open my mouth, I will probably be classified as noise pollution. I am ashamed and ashamed, so I never dare to sing with self-knowledge and avoid making a fool of myself. But in fact, I like music very much. Those classic lyric songs are familiar but never tired of listening to them. Sometimes I am addicted to them by playing them cyclically on QQ, worshiping those singers. Therefore, Zhejiang Satellite TV’s “Voice of China” can’t help attracting me deeply. “The Voice of China” was held on the spot by four big shots, including Liu Huan, Na Ying, Yan Chengqing and Yang Kun, with their backs on the stage. The four mentors knew nothing about the basic situation of singers on the stage, only by being moved by the singing voice and turning around after pressing the key initiatively can we see the true face of the singer, either male or female, tall or short, handsome or ugly, which also means, in this selection, singing is the only one, so it is absolutely fair. Only by performing well and winning by singing can you win the turn of your mentor and change from passive to active, to open life in new starting point. There is no doubt that the 10 singers in each stage start singing on the stage. They all love the extraordinary singing skills of music and have worked hard for it for several years, so they can stand on this big stage, singing in front of the tutor is a dream. Thanks to the solid basic skills, most of the voices were shocked by the sound. The four mentors often rushed to turn around by pressing the button, dancing on the revolving chair, shaking their heads and being infatuated until they got up from their seats and clapped warmly, then he tried his best to fight for this singer, setting off a war without smoke, which was extremely exciting. To be honest, almost every singer in every issue has a tortuous or touching story about singing. They are intoxicated in music and sublimated in music, the passion burst out heartily, and even tears filled my eyes, touching the audience, the mentor and myself. Yang Kun, who was influenced by the Lacoste’s tears by Na Ying’s play, was emotional and easily moved. Because he saw the singer’s difficulty, he would associate with his experience of the North drift in those years and feel the same, which was hard to control himself; harlin’s enthusiasm was hard to resist; Liu Huan’s introspect made people awe-inspiring. However, Na Ying, as the only female tutor, was the funniest. When Huang He (jokingly called Huang Da sang), the first female trainee in the first phase, sang loudly and unrestrained. The three tutors turned around and found that, the 20-year-old girl unexpectedly went barefoot (she put her shoes aside), singing and stomping, devoting herself to herself, saying it was comfortable and steadfast to sing barefoot, there was a feeling of hometown, which made Na Ying feel so curious that she ran onto the stage and sang “conquer” with the little girl. The whole atmosphere was so warm, even if she just stayed in front of the screen, I was also infected because of it, so excited that I couldn’t control myself, hehe. This feeling is enjoyment! Huang Yong, the owner of the manicure shop who had a dream of his girlfriend, Zhang Wei, Chifeng city, Inner Mongolia, who went to Naying, Xu Haixing, who met his father’s last wish to follow Liu Huan, Li Daimo, a little anxious and tender man, Li We, zou Hongyu, a 26-year-old boy coming from the countryside, Zhao Lu, a girl from Yueyang, Hunan province, who has great aura, Zhang Yuxia, a girl from Banqiao, Taipei, who has suffered from optic atrophy since childhood, and Wang Yunyi, a, wang Naien, a 27-year-old boy from Karamay, Xinjiang, who was called by Liu Huan as a Shanghai boy worthy of the Good Voice of China, had too many singers. When singing, the whole audience applauded and shouted, the audience cheered up loudly, and the lingering sound was Winding. Indulged in the music, it really made people excited. Such a scene is particularly touching and impresses people. Imagine how to get up the courage and courage to step on such a stage. Once the stage fright is abnormal, it is possible to give up all the previous achievements. I was deeply impressed by an educated youth child from Shanghai, a bald boy wearing glasses, whose name was Ping An, 34 years old, who seemed to be thin and weak. A song “I love your motherland” shocked the whole audience, because only Yang Kun turned around, he was none other than Yang Kun. Yang Kun explained modestly that he was sorry for his brother, so you had to go with me. Ping An said: it will disappoint all three of them. I will perform well and show my arrogance. Yang Kun, who likes a general, followed up immediately: I am really happy to choose you, let them be angry, and the tone was very proud. Besides, I have already taken 6 photos of Na Ying. It’s a pity that I can’t take any more photos. Harlin doesn’t know how to help such a high level of peace. Stars and big shots were originally very far away from us, but on the stage of “The Voice of China”, in order to compete for good singers, the open and secret fights of the four mentors made people laugh, which suddenly narrowed the distance, it seems to be kind, cute, and awesome, or witty, humorous, straightforward, euphemistic, or revealing each other, which makes each other warm, haha, all the tricks of the envoy were made. It was clear that they were trying every means to compete for outstanding singers. At this moment, every Bole’s expectation, tension and even craziness are in sharp contrast with every singer’s excitement, happiness and frustration. By rights, Bole is so mighty, but here, Qianli horse can even screen Bole, how rare this love is. Every time I saw Yang Kun introduce his 32 solo concerts on the national tour this year, which were frequently criticized by the other three mentors. It became a joke, so I couldn’t help laughing. But Yang Kun was sincere and frank, I can’t help feeling excited about the sincerity of seeking talents and thirst. Often, I feel unfair and unwilling for him. For so many times, he sincerely invited singers to join his team, but unexpectedly he was not accepted and turned to other mentors. How embarrassing and unfair it is, hehe. His lost expression made people sympathetic, and also made people have a strong favorable impression. Liu Huan, Harin and Yang Kun often put forward quite professional and sincere suggestions to singers, pointing out their singing skills. This kind of comment in one word will make singers suddenly enlightened, and benefit endlessly for life. However, some singers who are self-abased due to fat figure, poor appearance and other reasons have surprisingly gained the insights and comfort of their mentors, which is also a fortune in life. Therefore, in private, she felt that “the voice of China” was unique and creative. She opened the door to realize her dream to those young people who were dreaming of music. She released the happy songs from the bottom of her heart and was happy with you, me, he, congratulations, praise and sigh. Like (prose editor: dancing alone with rain) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Tonight, miss you.

Tonight, I miss you. Are you thinking of me too. I picked up the phone and gave up. I don’t want you to ripple again after leaving. When your heart is pulled up, I can’t warm you with my broken heart. So I drank the pain and stopped contacting. You will ask me why every rainy day. I can only say lightly that love has gone. Then I held back my tears and tasted your disappointed departure. Your gloomy eyes become my eternal memory. I miss you tonight, but I can’t contact you. I cried silently in my memory. Perhaps, a phone call I made accidentally will make you blurred again. So I held my mobile phone and tried hard to persuade myself not to continue. You said I never loved you, but you just filled my void at some moment. I think of you when I am helpless. You said, your requirements are not high, why can’t I be your beauty, even if there are only a few encounters in my life. You said you were not gentle and delicate enough, and you said your life was too dull, which made you empty. In fact, I am the same. We are all over the age of talking about love. When daily necessities become the main force of our life, your she kills a lot of women’s charm, but you also brewed romantic atmosphere for her. The charm you mentioned is that we don’t live together. Sometimes we are powerless in the boredom of marriage. No matter who lives in it, we will have the same breath. We all need to learn the topic of making our children happy. So we still don’t contact, just because our She and He are waiting for us to return at home. You leave silently, and your desolate back turns into tears that cannot be erased in my eyes. I can only watch you go away. Then I miss you secretly. I searched your messages over and over again in the sleepless days of late night. Each piece makes me review my memories. Everything is gone, I still have memories. You once said we wouldn’t hurt anyone, why can’t we contact. However, when we contacted, the damage had continued. Don’t want to see the final bleak ending. Our marriage needs to be repaired. But the last thing that can’t be fixed is that it’s crazy. We are all tired, but this cannot be the reason why we hurt others. When I was walking on the street, a gust of wind blew through my thin body, feeling that I was much thinner. It is another year when the autumn wind blows. Our story is not happy in the harvest season. Just because you are my passer, I am just your blurred. No one belongs to anyone. In the troubled world, we are like two leaves with their own tracks. Perhaps, time will make everything indifferent until you forget. Anyway, I will still miss you, because you also came into my memory. Like (prose editor: dancing alone with rain) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Be good at discovering and exploring wealth

There is a dumpling shop at the west end of our county, saying that the dumpling shop is actually equipped with various dishes for guests to drink. The boss’s surname is Wang, and he has run this shop since his father passed away, it has been some years, and the face of his twenties is full of the annual rings of years. Although he can’t earn a few money, he can still maintain his family. In the 1950 s, on a windy and snowy evening, boss Wang was greeting the guests in the store. A very awkward young man came in at the door of the store, with a clip behind him and his long hair messy, his beard was covered with melted snow water, and his thin clothes were not enough to withstand the cold wind; He sat slowly in front of the table, ordered a plate of beef and a plate of dumplings, and soon he ate all of them, then, he walked to boss Wang and said to boss Wang with embarrassment: Boss, I haven’t eaten for a day, and there is no money in my pocket, why don’t I give you my painting today, even for my meal. Hearing this, boss Wang, anyway, he also has no money, don’t be white. Therefore, boss Wang took the picture and a middle-aged man who was eating aside saw what had happened very carefully. Two years later, a middle-aged man came to the restaurant and ordered a bottle of white wine, a plate of kung pao chicken and a plate of sauce beef. Looking at the picture hanging on the wall, he ate uneasily, while eating, he began to talk with boss Wang. He said, “I want to buy something from you. Boss Wang said: as long as you don’t buy my dumpling shop, you can ask for anything. The middle-aged man said: just buy the picture on your wall. Boss Wang suddenly said in a daze: The painting was given to me by a beggar who couldn’t afford the meal. It was not valuable. Why did you buy it? I watched nice. Middle-aged man said. Boss Wang thought for a while and said: OK, I will sell it to you. So they negotiated the price and sold it to the middle-aged man at the price of 200 yuan. This was more than 30 years ago. Thirty years later, boss Wang, who was already in his fifties, ran this dumpling shop as usual. However, what was different from the past was that the original low house became a beautiful two-story building, the simple decoration makes the store look clean and sanitary, but the signboard of the restaurant remains the same. Boss Wang gets up early and goes to bed every day, leading the family to run the shop very hot. One day, a luxury car came from the door of the dumpling shop. A white-haired old man and a young man got off the car, dressed very carefully; Boss Wang was very puzzled and thought: my shop usually comes from working-class guests. Why is there a VIP today? Boss Wang took the guests to the back room, invited them to sit down, and arranged the best wine and vegetables for them. They talked while eating. After a while, the old man called Boss Wang to the front. Boss Wang, don’t you know me? Boss Wang said: I receive a lot of guests here every day, how can I remember you! The old man said: Do you still remember that a person bought a painting from you 30 years ago? Buy a painting? Boss Wang tried very hard to find it in his memory, and finally he remembered it. You must be rich in this way, right? Boss Wang said. Yes, I just did a business, and I can’t spend my whole life. Old man said. The old man told boss Wang again: the one who sent you paintings in those years was a famous painter now. He had already held exhibitions in more than ten countries and had received great repercussions. At that time, I spent two hundred yuan and made a lot of money. He told boss Wang that the painter had passed away more than ten years ago, and not many of his paintings were left …… as the saying goes, there is no pie falling in the sky. In the process of starting a business, besides paying hard and hard labor and sweat, we should also be good at observing and paying attention to the opportunities around us and seizing every opportunity. Money and wealth can be seen everywhere. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Small Three overrun

The Lord of life blows to me, opens your spring to me dear, I sing in a low voice while the morning light comes, quietly only let you hear. The swan goose flew over me and flew back and forth, arranged in spectacular herringbone, fluttering, free and unrestrained, just like my heart at this time, as broad as heaven and earth. Because of your pitiful heart, you asked the morning sun to come to me from the high sky and lead my feet to the road of peace. How many silent sorrows, how many silent wrath, and how many silent cries have I experienced. The valley is faint and there is no reply, only the gurgling mountain spring comes from the source of living water. When there is no comfort around, when everything is far away from me. Lord, you are still with me, you are still living in my heart, you are still the star of hope that will never fall, always shining in the sky of my heart. Every morning, your love and compassion are so fresh. Although it was rugged and uneven, it was not stumbled; Although there was disappointment, there was no despair. Just because of your constant support and your constant strength in my heart. Because of your encouragement, I dare to despise sorrow. Although passing through the shadow of death, I am not afraid of the darkness. Dear, when you have mercy on me, please kindly ask you to love the people you are asking for. They are all my good teachers and friends. Of course, one of the exceptions was Zhang Yanyan, a stranger thousands of miles away, who was the naked female driver tied to the shame column by the Internet public. Lord, you said you wanted to beg for thousands of people. It was you who gave me a merciful heart and told me not to go with the flow like you. When everyone defeats someone, I will not defeat him; When everyone exclaims Long Live someone, I will not exclaim him. Lord, seeing her, my heart is so painful and heavy. Just like the picture I saw in Japan at the beginning: a naked Chinese woman tied with flowers under the bayonet of Japanese army. Lord, I have no intention to compare netizens to Japanese army, but I believe that teacher Zhang Yanyan didn’t mean to drive a car and hit someone. She mistakenly regarded everyone around her as a junior in a state of extreme collapse, treat the victim girl as the Bastard of the third child. Lord, she was forced to be like that by the evil feelings and selfish desires between her husband and her mistress. Outsiders cannot know the black and white right and wrong between couples. But Lord, as you know, this is a generation of small three overflows, and this is an era of indulging evil feelings and desires. Real estate Launches Small three houses, and the exhibition shows the scenery at the bottom of the skirt; Lord, this is a generation that lacks true love but is extremely sentimental. Almost all products are labeled with love under the banner of love, and all advertising slogans are affectionate, beddings underwear underwear pajamas washing powder range hood are all. Lord, this is also a generation where food safety problems emerge one after another. This is a world full of fraud and honesty trampled. Some people say that there is no God in the world; Others say that God does not care about the life or death of the world. Lord, I don’t believe it. I believe that the whole land has the judgment of the Lord. Five years ago, I met a priest who told me about the marriage of a sister. More than ten years ago, the newly-married sister went to Japan to fight with her husband. She got up early and became exhausted every day, it causes infertility later. After returning home, they lived in Rongcheng. The man invested in real estate and brought back a baby girl one year later, saying that she was adopted from the disaster area. The kind sister believed it to be true, so she raised the child inexplicably and poured all her maternal love into it. Three years later, the man brought back another baby, this time a boy, and even the biological mother of the children came together, which was the mistress of the man outside. At this time, the man showdown to the poor sister: now I have both my children, you should leave the court to judge. The poor sister almost went out of the house. On the day of the court session, I also went there. I saw that poor sister, who was speechless and washed her face with tears; I also saw that treacherous husband and whore who had done everything, showing the expression of the winner, hoping to laugh to the end; I also saw the Sisters of St. John’s Church, all of whom were filled with indignation. I also saw the whole unfair judgment process. Outside the court, I asked the priest: Do you believe in retribution? He said: it will wait until the trial before the white Dabao seat in the afterlife. I said: No! It has come true in this world. In fact, our personal destiny is the same as that of our country, which is doubled every five years. As for individuals, we turn every five years or every ten years. But Lord, how many five or ten years can our life have? No matter how insignificant or small our personal fate is, the weight of pain is as heavy as before. The great nation and the great government can’t share our worries. In front of the huge and ugly small three teams, the law was helpless. In fact, every woman has the chance to be admired by men other than her husband. Every woman has a charming side, just like every woman has a bright eighteen youth. Everyone knows that it is happy to be deeply loved, and everyone knows that secret love is the attractive forbidden fruit hanging on the tree; Everyone knows that the connection between the two is a fascinating moment. But Lord, bless our sisters who share the same faith. No matter how hungry their bodies and bodies are, they are not willing to have sex or do things that harm others and benefit themselves. Facing colorful temptations, their hearts are as pure as lilies and as indestructible as rock. Lord, may your love be like ancient circumcision, cutting off the heaviness of our bodies and the burden of lust, and keeping us forever. So that our hearts can fly freely between your heart like the happy swan goose; So that our emotions can be like chastity childlike, simply bathing in your love. Today, five years later, I met that priest again. I didn’t forget to ask him about that poor sister. Oh, she doesn’t call me pitiful now. She is already a happy sister. The priest said that she had remarried, and a middle-aged widowed university professor had a crush on her, so he could regard her as a treasure. My heart was suddenly enlightened. Then she asked her ex-husband for relevant clues. The priest said, that man’s family had been broken; The real estate was lost, and with a car accident, the mistress died, and died miserably. The corpse was separated, and the man was also paraplegia, A couple of children were fostered in relatives’ homes; Not long ago I went to visit that man, and he was so regretful that he really wanted to relive the old love, but that was never possible; I said to him, no one will wait for you, only the Lord Jesus. After listening to the priest’s words, I was not happy with the disaster, but sincerely praised: The Lord of Heaven and Earth, the father of all people, the source of everything, you are really a real and living God, he is the supreme almighty; What are those dark tricks in front of the wise and bright holy ones? Dear, you love us so much that you love everything. Our personal destiny no matter how tiny or insignificant our personal emotions are, you have never given up. You are so permeating with everything. The Lord of life blows to me and opens your spring to me. The sun comes out. I want to be busy with daily things. Lord, I leave my singing in my heart. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

That one clap of autumn rain

That one clap of autumn rain

It has been a long time since I wrote about that little autumn rain. Last night, the weather was gloomy, and a few tiny drizzle blocked my journey. The person over there said anxiously: if it is a small cloudy day, you can’t come, then don’t come again. I explained: it is not a little cloudy day, but it is going to rain! I am afraid that it will rain, and it will be inconvenient on the way! It is early autumn, and then late autumn; Then, it is winter. The gust of wind in winter will make people feel at a loss. Therefore, I will choose to visit more friends and relatives on this early autumn day. This is a very good time, the weather is neither cold nor hot, people also feel comfortable, not annoying or impatient. Moreover, in the early autumn days, visiting relatives and friends can give people a warm feeling. However, the gloomy clouds on this day, together with the gradually dim sky at dusk, made me feel that it should be raining. I am worried that it will be a night if it rains like this, which makes it inconvenient for me to travel; It will also bring me some frustration and coldness when I visit friends. So, I called and told my friend that it might rain!? But I heard the other side sigh with regret: just a small cloudy day, can’t you come? It wouldn’t rain! I suddenly silent. Wandering outside the house for a long time, looking up at the sky, it was indeed a cloud Twining, and a trace of light rain as thin as ox hair hit my face. It makes me unable to make a decision to travel. I am afraid that the rain in autumn will wet my warm heart and bring wet chill to my friends. There is an old saying: it is cloudy in the morning, sunny in the afternoon, and cloudy in the evening! Thinking of this old proverb, I am sure it will rain tonight. Therefore, I declined my friend’s enthusiasm. Although I like to visit him in such early autumn days, I don’t want to disturb our mood because of the rain. But in fact, the rain has disturbed our mood! I only heard the other side say: you, the older you are, the more confused you are. How can it rain on a small cloudy day? I have prepared wine and vegetables for you. There are fish you like to eat, wine you like to drink, tea you like to taste Yes, in fact, the rain has disturbed our mood! He was sincere, but this little rain still made me hesitant. I have been standing outside my door for a long time, whether to go or not? Finally, I called my old friend and told him: put the things in the refrigerator. It must be raining tonight! He was obviously a little unhappy, and replied: OK! I know, in fact, the rain has disturbed our mood! This night, I was sleepless. I always think about my own judgment, hoping that it will rain heavily, so that my friends can believe that it is not because I am insincere, but because it is going to rain. When it rains, my mother wants to get married, which is a kind of helplessness in life, and she can’t blame anyone. At the same time, I was also thinking that my friend must be Sleepless Tonight. He would listen to whether there was rain outside like me. He will also think that it is best not to rain, so that he can say to me: Look, I said, it will not rain! However, as the night passed, there was still only a little drizzle on that day. Moreover, it was not as heavy as what I worried about, and there was heavy rain which was not convenient for the night road; There was no friend said that it would not rain on a small cloudy day. This is the autumn rain, you said it didn’t fall, it did fall; You said it did, and it seemed not to fall. Therefore, when I woke up early in the morning, I felt ashamed of the sincerity of my friends. Looking at the still gloomy day, and then looking at the floor, there is only a bit of rain wet in the deeper place! This is autumn, this is autumn rain! Some are unpredictable. A little wind, a little rain, a little cool. Also, a little touching guilt! So early in the morning, I called my friend. I said: Sorry! Really no rain! The words all mean self-mockery. And said: Tonight, I will definitely go. Whether it rains or not! My friend said at the other end: it really rained a little, you are right! My friend also continued to say, no matter whether it rains or not, I must come! Be there or be square Oh! Be there or not, definitely! As I said, I still felt a little self-mockery in my heart! This is the feeling of autumn rain, there is always some ambiguity! But tonight, I am must go! Like (prose editor: dancing alone with rain) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

I spend my whole life with you

Meeting is a kind of beautiful fate, just as Zhang Ailing said: meeting the people you meet among thousands of people, in thousands of years, in the boundless wilderness of time, there is no earlier step, it was not a step late and happened to catch up. There was nothing else to say but a gentle question, Oh, are you here too. In one’s life, there will always be an exciting encounter. When you meet you, everything seems like you have already known each other. There is no need for gorgeous language and special arrangement, you appeared in front of me surprisingly and in my ordinary life. In the boundless wilderness of time, there will always be such a person waiting for your arrival in unknown places, meeting you, getting to know you, knowing you and shaking hands with you, love with You, accompany to old, this is fate. It was in the evening, and I couldn’t tell why. We met and knew each other. From then on, I had a you in my heart. Then because we were in a long-distance relationship, you often wrote letters to my school and said some intimate words. These love letters accompanied me through that period of student career. I was also curious at that time. In the world of mortals, in the crowd, such as weaving people, people got acquainted and knew each other, A casual encounter connects you and me from different places tightly. After several years of love and the final combination, we run our home together, every day, I listen to my child shouting at mom and dad, remember that we first met each other, and find that you are full of expectation and desire for everything. You hope to be recognized with your own efforts. I feel that desire, maybe I chose you for the first time. In my life, there may be many people passing through your memories. Those unforgettable memories may not always be beautiful. After experiencing wind and rain, I have gone through the vicissitudes of time, those wounds and pains will be cured by time, and those feelings and warmth will remain in your heart for a long time. Then you will understand that there is only one person who really loves you with his whole life, and how much love can be renewed in one’s life? In the ordinary life of daily necessities, you often create some little romance, saying that you love me very much, and my heart ripples and desires, playing the music of love with you all the year round, when I bought several dresses for you to wear, I felt that you were reading me and my tenderness with a heart. Now I am middle-aged, We still together, no matter people around how on-and-off, with US firm walked hand in 3 years of pain, Seven Year Itch. Continue our happiness. I remember that when you came back from Yangzhou, you turned out some photos from the camera for me to see. Some of them were posted in QQ photo album, and one of them was a big tree and a small tree, it’s so close to each other, and it’s also that you fully absorb the sunshine and rain to grow up. You are very romantic and give this photo a name called “love each other”. This reminds me of Shu Ting’s “to Oak”. Yes, I also want to make myself a flower tree beside you. The root is tightly held underground while the leaves touch the clouds, you have your big branches, I have my red flowers and fruits. It seems that they are separated forever, but they are dependent on each other for life and stay together silently. Using this to describe our love is the love I want in my heart. Is this the most romantic thing you have done for me? Thank you very much. I can still think of me during the shooting process. I remember one time when I went to the park to take a picture, I saw the bright wild flowers along the road were driven by the morning wind, just as your unpredictable heart was swaying. At that time, I thought that you would miss me just as you missed me. In the photos I took, I captured a ray of morning light, which made this ray of morning light, a burst of morning wind, take away my thoughts and bring them to you far away. In ordinary life, we can calm down, listen to Chen Yin and read through all the fresh days one by one carefully, and find that what we are old is youth, and what we are not old is remembering my love, have you seen it? Use our wrinkles to interpret love. Since then, I started to hold my hand and grow old with my son. The most romantic thing is to grow old with you, Collect little by little along the way, and stay in the wheelchair to chat slowly at last. Isn’t the long happiness just the chrysanthemum floating at the bottom of the Cup? Quiet and elegant, blooming freely, The tea water flowed between the tongue, with a mouthful of fragrance. Because you gave me the chrysanthemum. I also like you to call me pig affectionately. Of course, I will also reply, you are a pig, easy to raise, sleep when you are full. Do you still remember the osmanthus picked when I walked with you? I use the little flowers to dress up our home, let it refresh the air in the room, and let it be beautiful in your heart. Happiness is always working hard. Once you drank too much, I cooked GE fen for you to drink. You said it was too thin. I went back to the kitchen again and returned some GE fen for you to burn. Once, in order to make steamed stuffed bun, I ate it in a different taste. Maybe I used less baking powder and didn’t start the noodles. The steamed stuffed bun was hard. If you don’t eat it, let me eat it alone. So the next day, I changed to face and hair face, but it turned out to be successful. The steamed stuffed bun was well made. In addition, I used the tips taught by life to teach me that the stuffing of leek bag really didn’t make soup. As a result, you ate a few in the morning and thought it was really good. Life is like this, when I do one thing, After getting your affirmation, I feel very happy. In winter, you often go to bed first. When I sleep, I feel very warm. My cold heart will generate expectations? Life is plump because of watching. Each other has a smile of love and a beam of Eyes of Love, which break into the heart, like the moistening nectar. Love is beautiful, however, how to keep the original beauty needs great wisdom. In this pleasant and quiet time, I will turn my thoughts and thoughts into poetic words, love you and use my whole life! Let the flowers of life bloom around us forever like pink and Willow Green. Let the clouds of Love Float on our heads forever. The breeze is silent, gently blowing, gently blowing willows. In the rhythm of the wind, there is a faint scent of books flowing and flying. It spreads with the wind and gently chants at the fingertips, singing a line of green prose poems! Like (prose editor: Shu Kuang) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

A person walking in wilderness

Many years ago, I walked alone in the wasteland, just like me now, enjoying the loneliness and loneliness of the night alone. My ethereal shadow and I moved to the deep of the wasteland persistently. At that time, I forgot the cities, villages, the world of mortals and the floating people behind me very much, but finally I went out of the wasteland to live in the way of people on the edge of the city or feel the same kind of life. I know this idea is almost naive, but my only reason is to prove that all escapes are a kind of resistance. In cities, my eyes are often wet by fog. It was an extremely ordinary Autumn. Under the sky of the northwest, my figure was monotonous and lonely, just like my soul had nowhere to depend on now. I closed the hard security door, left my house under house arrest behind me, and happily headed for the long sand sea. It was a long and difficult journey. Strangely, I didn’t feel tired. My heart was surrounded by a pleasant tide. I know that my departure is a good relief. How wonderful it is to stay away from the crowd and be alone in the wilderness. Walking to the edge of the desert, my eyes poured on the continuous frozen sand waves. I was asking my soul, do you really want to go in? When I finally got the exact answer, I lifted the beggar’s feet decisively. I walked very hard. The soft silver sand was like cotton wool, and my feet were deeply stuck. I felt that it was not just an adventure. In a sense, I was completing the dream of surpassing, surpass yourself or others? I don’t know. My figure was wandering in the sand sea, just like a tiny tadpole. Death or birth was not what I could control. The only thing I can do is to let the wind-like soul spread its wings. I can’t see a tree, a grass or the same kind, which is a real loneliness. I opened all my heart windows and let the cool desert wind pass through my chest. At the same time, I saw a flock of birds and nephews sweeping through the desert like dense raindrops. Then, the world was quiet, with only my heartbeat, which was the footsteps of my soul, crossing the wilderness or something else. Finally, I was exhausted in the vast sea of sand. I looked up at the sky and held the silver sand in my hand, feeling slippery. Besides, I also feel the real emptiness. I know that at this moment, I am the core of the wasteland. I am talking with the wasteland with my soul, just like now, I am hiding in the deep of the night, listening to the voice of the passing of time. At that time, I seemed to forget everything. Honor, status, dignity and money seemed to be thoroughly remoulded. The rare quietness and leisure made me firmly believe once again that sometimes I had to walk out of the crowd and chew something on the wasteland of time. When the sun crossed my head, I was a little scared. Only then did I find that I was still an ordinary person. Taking advantage of the light, I must go back, walk back to the crowd, walk into the world of mortals, and live in the way of people on the edge of the city or enjoy the same kind of life. Therefore, I quickly climbed up from the sand. My steps were urgent and flustered. I was afraid of death, and I was afraid of being born after death. I went back to the city again. In the days far away from the wasteland, I enjoyed the pleasure and satisfaction of walking on the wasteland. In such a deep night, I increasingly understand that I am denying myself day by day and finally being eroded by the world of mortals. 1000 words Like (prose editor: Ke Er) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Stay calm, and never give up your youth

I found that the bright smile was brighter than the summer sunshine; I found that the kind eyes were more gentle than the water-like autumn waves. In youth, there is a wind without sadness. Text/clear sky of outlying islands (1) sing and sigh lightly when the first ray of sunshine shines into my window, when the first sound of bird singing comes into my ears, when the first ray of autumn wind blows my cheek, I am amazed at the wonderful world. When the dust is removed, my eyes are no longer hazy rainy season, but full of the beauty of the world and the pleasure of watching the scenery. The space I lived in was so broad, but now I really saw its beauty, which shocked my heart. I appreciate the beauty of the scenery because of the favourable feelings in the scenery. Sometimes the audience see not only the scenery, but also a peaceful and state after experiencing vicissitudes. With the book in hand, I feel free. I haven’t been so indifferent for a long time. Now when I review these literary words, I feel like three autumns. Appreciating Nalan’s collection of words “If life is just like the first sight”, which is appreciated by an yi ru, immersed in it and unable to get out of it. Nalan’s grief was complicated. In the era when people admired him and the Stars held the moon, who could know his melancholy and sorrow? He didn’t walk out of his siege, trapped by love, and died of depression. Although it was like a meteor falling on the horizon, it left pieces of sincere lyrics, which were presented in front of people’s eyes. How long can life be in the world? Why don’t you walk freely? In this society full of information, it is inevitable to see the unfairness of the world. But don’t complain about the world. There is no absolute fairness in the world. When we feel that we are so powerless to change the world, we might as well let go, enjoy life and adapt to society. Keep the peace and indifference in your heart and live calmly. (Ii) drunk recalling the heart of childhood is like a piece of white paper, spotless; Like an elf who is not familiar with the world and does not understand the world. Because of this, I missed my childhood. Somehow, I remembered Gorky’s childhood, which was the mark of an era. They didn’t enjoy the innocent childhood that should belong to them, and the age that should have gone crazy, laughed and played together. By contrast, I am so lucky. Before the rebuilt Square, my friends and I played hide-and-seek under the banyan tree, plucked corns in the field, challenged the difficult rubber bands together, and went shopping far away from home. At that time, I didn’t feel lonely. I didn’t know loneliness. There were fairy tales of Snow White and innocent smiling faces. Things are different from people. Seeing children nowadays, there is always a trance feeling. I haven’t grown up yet, and I am still the child who will cry and be naughty. Recalling the past years, although I couldn’t go back, the memory I stayed in was like a locked shackle. Once opened, it drifted away arbitrarily and intertwined with each other, which warmed my body and mind and made my room fragrant. Memories, like a tactful song, make my feelings ups and downs. (3) youth is invincible and I come back to reality. I recognize the current situation step by step. My ideal is very full and the reality is very skinny. There is not so much time for me to sigh and indulge in the past. I can’t forget the eyes of parents with affection and expectation, the declining appearance of teachers, and my powerful oath. Because I can’t forget, I have no choice but to move forward bravely. I responded with a smile to the piles of papers and the helpless individual choices. How can I see the rainbow without experiencing wind and rain? I accidentally saw pictures of former students in the corridor of the school. The students in the picture have confident smiles and run with the wind as much as possible, which makes me emotional and shocked. Bird for goofy first wings, people self-motivated first reading! Every morning that never dances is a failure to life. Young and young, high-spirited. Wearing a sun hat, stepping on a bicycle, shouting out youth without regrets! How can you feel the beauty of life after losing and recovering without suffering pain and pain? Because I have endured and been strong, I cherish the present. Laughing at the bright moon and spring breeze, a cup of bitter tea is happy to meet. Please cherish what you have and don’t give up what you don’t get. The world is so long that you can walk in peace. On the road of youth, we will never say defeat. Postscript: I was very calm when writing this article. Quote a lyric to live for a dream, die for a dream, the sky is vast; How to choose, as long as you are happy, there is no mistake. Come to an end. On the road of youth, we will never say defeat, and stay calm and walk with words. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…