Game

In Qing Dynasty, Wu Sangui’s mercenary was self-respecting and dominating. Kangxi was young and vigorous, and ordered to withdraw from the vassal state, which caused the chaos of San Francisco. Kangxi fell into a desperate situation and intended to abdicate. Queen Xiaozhuang angrily den, but you can’t escape from the territory of Qing Dynasty, and the country of Qing Dynasty is in your heart. Under the encouragement and reprimand of Empress Xiaozhuang, Kangxi revived his spirit, enabled Zhou Peigong and others to fight with Wu Sangui to the death and won the final victory. After several toss, Kangxi, finally, a prosperous and powerful Qing dynasty was created. Life is originally a game, a reclamation of the territory of the soul. After completing a difficult pioneering, the psychology will add a belief and strength. No matter how strong or weak you are, sometimes when you are pushed to the forefront of the storm, you can only go forward bravely and get a success and applause with the tragic experience of hitting your life. The process of game is accompanied by the birth of courage and confidence, and also includes hard efforts and sad pain. Liu Zheng was about to leave his post which he had been working for many years because of his promotion and relegation. His heart was like a vast river. The waves rolled over and calmed down. He sat on the speech stage, seeing that the colleagues who got along with him were going to separate day and night, they talked a lot of words and didn’t know where to start. Sitting on the speech stage, there was no loud voice, hoarse voice, and choked without saying a complete word, wiping the tears on his face with his hands, he couldn’t control his emotions, so he turned around and opened the door to go out. Everyone’s emotions were infected, and they all lowered their heads with tears shining. He sighed with emotion and thought in a mess. He was reluctant to leave the place where he fought day and night. He was reluctant to leave his colleagues who were in the same relationship or those who had been painstakingly managed. He saw familiar and friendly faces sitting below, under the vague vision, it turned into a sea of people, as if commanding thousands of troops and horses to rush forward again, stepping on the muddy road, facing the wind and rain; Through the cold and summer, getting up early and getting dark, many unforgettable experiences were implanted into the heart, every time I get achievements and success, I will take off a layer of skin and drop a few Jin of meat. I am entangled with pains in my heart. The past events come to my heart with ups and downs, which all come from the seeds of love and rooted in my heart, it is a true love of human beings to bear the moral responsibility with iron shoulders and make great efforts to make outstanding achievements. The essential energy of human beings can be divided into different sizes. The measure is short and the Inch is strong. The greatness of human beings lies not in seeking for much, but in the attitude of being a person and doing things, the posture of behavior, and the essence of settling down, an ordinary person, in the flashy era, has a pure and good heart and humanized management, which is the hunting red flag flying after the lofty and pure victory over all the humble selfishness. At this time, people’s heart and heart are passing on the love of farewell. Some people look at each other through the window, with deep affection and attention, and say goodbye without words. Some people hold hands and say goodbye to their feelings. A silent heart song is linked together, raise their heads, dance lightly in the wind, whisper in the rain, and recall the past life years. After the baptism of wind and rain, I stood up again after being broken. A beautiful rainbow appeared on the horizon. I no longer hesitated and hesitated. I patted the dust on my body and set off with a smile, command the battle wherever you need. No matter where life puts him, it will present people a green with hope. Without game, it will not be a perfect life, if there is no game, it is not a real life. Take every step steadfastly, thick and simple like soil, keep plain, keep lonely, read the residual autumn out of the spring color, and blend the cold winter into the warm spring. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

My youth, you are the most beautiful

The journey of life, scenery and Rainbow all the way. — Text: Flowers bloom and cherish each other. The journey is long and far away. The steps are idle and slow. Stop and go, cry, laugh, and go around. There are many people and things that have gone with the wind inadvertently. When the pretty red flies away, look back again, whether we will be moved by the original self, if, life is just like the original scene. I have grown up in ignorance, and the pace of youth is gradually moving away. I am grateful to those people who have appeared in my life. In fact, I feel that I am lucky because there are many people who care about me in life, even though I have never paid attention to those people, maybe I haven’t contacted often either. Many people walk into my life as a stranger, but care about me as a friend, which really makes me feel warm. Most of the time, they would tell me that I am a nice person, even though we have never met each other or had deep friendship, but I feel that what they treat me is a kind of sincerity, rather than simply flattery, so I always treat them with the attitude of a friend. In fact, people’s hearts are the same. If you treat others well, how can others not understand? For this point, I think I am happy. Most of the time, I will feel that I have too few friends in my life, or I will feel strange if I haven’t contacted for a long time. Maybe I am wrong, didn’t I take the initiative to contact others? Why do you need to ask others, just a desire in your heart, why impose it on others? When I was quiet, I especially missed those days with my friends, thinking that sometimes I burst into laughter and sometimes I burst into tears. That was because I was moved. I didn’t do anything before, I can recall so many memories, which is enough. At least, I have never been lonely on the road of youth. Those who have traveled and accompanied may be separated as soon as they walk, those figures looked blurred, but in his youth, he really came here, didn’t he? Today, I suddenly talked with a netizen about many things in the past, including feelings. Suddenly, I was very sad and moved. After all, no one had ever been sad in his youth. We giggled quietly, maybe I don’t say anything because of sadness. Who hasn’t been crazy in those years? I fell in love with someone foolishly but finally lost the whole world. In that year’s youth, were you the same as me, and were the gardens you passed by full of Red Azalea. I have never been able to tell anyone what kind of mentality I have towards the past, but occasionally the same picture still appears in my dream, and the feeling of familiar strangers still ups and downs in my heart, I am quiet and natural in daily life, maybe I really forget it. In fact, I still remember all kinds of painting holes clearly in my heart, especially the indifferent expression. Later, I found many surprising changes unintentionally. A person who was so tolerant expressed himself with an affectionate attitude. I know what kind of difficulty it is, so I think what I chose to say and do may be right. The love of youth may end up in vain, but it also belonged to a wonderful process in life. At least, it is enough for you to rush for it. On the Road of the world of mortals, what I treasure is those who have passed by my scenery. Even if I stop for a moment, I will feel warm. I met some beautiful things, but I never stayed, but it was enough to remember, not to mention everlasting, but I once had them. Those untouchable fragments of youth stay in a certain corner of the bottom of the heart, light but more precious. There are many people who care about me in different ways every day. I am very touched. I am not that cute girl, but I like to share my feelings and feelings with others, maybe they like such a real me, at least without affectation, which is closer to the real. I am also like this, so I will be very happy and sunny. However, there is always a little sad smell in my heart. One day, I really hope that I will be a brand new sunshine type. Looking at the people around me, one by one has evolved from the original innocence into reality by the society. I can’t tell what kind of feeling it is, maybe one day I will be forced out of my own track by life, whether I will miss my youth! The journey of youth, the moment of looking back, write down, those attachment to youth, and those who have appeared in life, thank all the care and careful reminder, let me fly higher, got much further. Youth has you, so beautiful Like (prose editor: dancing alone with rain) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Bleak memories

Spring elimination snow Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

There is no reason to like someone (selected by writers)

Life like dream, parting separation, towards like spring curtain withered, dash together, dash separation, yuan lai yuan to both heart. In a twinkling of an eye, I looked back indifferently. Many vicissitudes were in my heart and tears flowed alone. If one day you walk into my heart, you will cry, because it is full of you. If one day I walk into your heart, I will cry too, because there is no me there. If one day we pass by each other in a noisy city, I will stop and stare at the back that is far away, telling myself that I once loved that person. I thought that as long as I like it seriously, I can move a person, but originally, it only touched myself. Life is in your own hands. Only you know what you want and what you need. Don’t be influenced by external pressure. Make yourself in a dilemma. Love yourself and cherish yourself, because that’s your own life, not others’… accept, face, let go, let yourself be happy sincerely, and face all kinds of wind and waves calmly, rationally and easily. Believe that no matter how sad you are, you can live, because there is no constant wind and waves. Only you know whether you are happy or not. In fact, everyone has an unknown story. In fact, everyone wants a stop tenderly. In fact, everyone wants to fulfill his promise with someone. In fact, everyone can smile and turn around and cry, in fact, everyone’s life is somewhat bitter, experiencing wind and rain. I just want less sadness and more happiness. I just want less loneliness and more happiness. There is always a person hidden in everyone’s heart. Maybe this person will never know. However, this person can never be replaced by anyone. And that person is like a scar that can never be healed. No matter when it is lifted or touched gently, it will cause a faint pain. There are many people who like you, not lacking me; There are few people I like, except you… there are some things that I don’t want to happen, but I have to accept; There are some things that I don’t want to know, but I have to learn; some people don’t want to lose, but they have to let go. I’m not sure how much time I can use to forget you, and I can’t guarantee that I can really forget you. I can only be like now, no quarrel, no sorrow, no joy, there is no intersection with you quietly. Because of you, I have learned to be strong, and you are still my wound. The wind is still blowing. The flowers are still blooming the same. The sun is still rising. But many things have already been different. Look at that tree full of flowers, and one day it will fall down. I have waited until the flowers fall on the ground, why don’t you return? When you wait until the hair is covered, things are already human. Sometimes silence is really good, you can pretend that you don’t know anything. I was as bright as a mirror in my heart, knowing that I would lose if I said a lot, but I knew better that I couldn’t speak out this antipathy, and I couldn’t show it in my expression. Therefore, I used silence to take precautions. — Say too much, it is better to be silent. I will feel sad if I think too much. An inch of emotion, a miss, in the lonely world, who makes the lovesickness into a thousand-year treasure, a thousand-year watch, the world of mortals, cold and warm autumn, who uses the crazy look, keep it into a circle, like the year of water, whose palm holds whose missing! There are many determinations in life, which have been set up in unexpected times, just like the untouchable sunset, always in another direction. Those memories are depressed with unspeakable pain in the evolution of time passing. Reach out your hand, but you cannot be touched. The wound was just like me, a stubborn child who refused to heal, because the heart was warm and humid, suitable for anything to grow. For me, lovesickness is a thing where happiness and annoyance coexist, while pain and happiness coexist. Lovesickness damages the spirit and makes people Haggard. Everyone cursed and hated, and everyone devoted himself to it. What you didn’t get obviously escaped but was full of disappointment. Only I know that when it hurts, I say nothing. If I could go back to the past, I would choose not to know you. It was not that I regretted, but that I couldn’t accept the ending now. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Light a cigarette

Light a cigarette, take a deep sip, close your eyes, let the smoke slowly slant out of your mouth, and give yourself time to enter the state of meditation, even if it is only a few short seconds, but it has become a tiny detail of daily life. Maybe you will say that you are a real smoker, smoking is harmful to health. And when I did this, I also considered this point, but ignored your feelings. I accepted the days with smoke and learned to think and meditate in the mist. I don’t need your forgiveness, because I also often don’t forgive myself, making life so thin and touching grass as plain as a cup of boiled water. Maybe I am a little presumptuous, letting the smoke around you disturb the normal breathing. I can only say that I am not willing either. But we live in the same world, where do you think I can go? There is a windy season all the year round. You like spring flowers bloom, I am drunk with smoke, and there is no contradiction. Just as you like the warmth of summer, I am willing to block into the green shade without sunshine; You may prefer the harvest of autumn, just like I fell in love with you like smoke; if you are afraid of the cold winter, but I forget whose past I ran into at the end of the smoke. Lighting a cigarette, my heart is like a smoke ring. Can the distance you reach become the expected circle? Pour a glass of wine, stand in front of the window and stare at the distance, silent in the trees near the mountain in the distance. This is a simple, lonely and Sincere Watch. May be moved by the series of birds falling in front of the window. Take your heart with you, take a sip of wine, recall the past, restore yourself, and let your mood stretch in the air. Lighting a cigarette is a subconscious move. Some people say that smoking is the nostalgia for weaning. I don’t want to be so clear. There are many things in the world that should have been vague or even muddled. Just like the rising smoke, there is no need to see everything through. I can see through life, but I can’t see through myself in life. Light a cigarette, don’t ask what is the real happiness? Don’t be nervous, relax, and don’t make life too difficult for yourself. Learn to treat the joys and sorrows in life with a common heart, and the clouds gather together. You don’t have to demand yourself too much, and you must know how perfect life is. Lighting a cigarette is a process of experience. If you don’t know how to enjoy the present, it will not become the realm you really want or want to achieve in the future. Let life develop naturally. Some things are originally false. There will be regrets in life. Happiness begins with lighting this cigarette. Don’t doubt yourself or believe in the future. The process of revealing troubles in life together with smoke is very simple and easy. There is a proverb spreading in the countryside: people are angry when they are free to smoke and suffer when they are drunk. Smoke can be angry, but toast to relieve sorrow is even more sad. Smoke has become an ideal expectation, and even how many ways someone has opened up with smoke. Then light a cigarette. Don’t let these unreasonable phenomena control yourself. There are nine unpleasant things in life. Don’t be confused by the plight of life. Learn to release and enrich when there is smoke. If you don’t know how to smoke, then don’t force it, don’t try it. Life is full of different wonderful and different choices. Why should you let your own space get involved in others in a mess? If you are addicted to it, then light a cigarette, leave such time to yourself, no longer disguise, and the burning may be the soul. Like (prose editor: prose online) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

wu yue, summer after

In May, after long summer, we really entered summer. Willow trees on the shore of Poyang Lake are becoming more and more abundant. The leaves were so green, so green, so green that they seemed to wring out the juice. Occasionally, one or two drops were blown up and fell on the surface of the lake by the breeze, and the clear water of the lake suddenly became green, which made people very admiring. I thought that the green curtain in front of me should be the generous gift of spring? Otherwise, how can it radiate the harmonious Spring? The only difference is that there is only a little more vivacity and enthusiasm in the remaining spring. People all say that when the Red falls away, it will put aside the old dream of spring. However, I don’t think this will be true. It is just a narrow perception in some people’s hearts. When summer walked towards me slowly, I was fully prepared to welcome her and hug her. I will melt myself and summer together quickly in the sentimental time of May. I no longer want to piece together the scenery that doesn’t belong to me completely, so I let it be stored in the deep of my memory in a mess, just like the waves of lake water, the ripples of past years, and the loneliness of my whole life no longer, following the fervor and fervor of summer, I gazed at it with my heart, saw the invisible changes in front of me, and calmed myself down. No one can hold it, nor can he prevent his heart from following the steps of the season. I firmly believe that I can’t do it. Since I can’t do it, it’s better to let my body and mind go through the time series synchronously with the season to live out his agility and excellence. After entering May, I hugged long xia and completely entered summer. Then, in this warm, lively and passionate summer, many people and things will often emerge in front of my eyes, and deep thoughts will be pulled long inadvertently at the same time, it is really a common thing to turn into a long thread of concern in my heart. When the flowers and wealth in spring evolve into passion and vent under the sun, I should learn to touch the difference of seasons with my eyes; Feel the temperature of seasons with my heart; use emotion to measure the distance between heart and heart. I was always afraid that I couldn’t take the slightest measure when the seasons alternated. I was afraid that the seasons would be misplaced, and even more afraid that I would be misplaced. I have to learn to adapt to the changes of dry, wet, cold and warm in the season. When I look at the world outside, I will feel so natural and clear. After the summer, I casually rendered the spirit of summer with plain Milli, and unexpectedly, when it brushed my heart, it would tease my former feelings. Is it my heart that follows the summer? Or does the rain in front of us reverse the order of seasons? Blocking the obsessed me out of summer? The rain is still so tight and slow, it seems that I have no intention to disturb my chaotic thoughts. An umbrella flower appeared in front of me. Was she under the umbrella flower? The dream of those years, under the happy flower cloth umbrella, was the life past that I insisted on collecting. The flower cloth umbrella once was the emotional fairy tale in my dream. I finally know that there is a kind of meeting called farewell in my life. There is no need for a reason to say goodbye, so I don’t want someone to ask the reason for saying goodbye. After the summer solstice, the green and green is no longer the stingy one that I own in March. I smeared the mark about spring that belongs to me in the words. The sunshine of may always adds anxiety and worry to me from time to time, and at the same time worries me how to go on in the future. Even if I go on, how should I face it? In this increasingly hot season, I have to withstand the temptation in front of me and keep my mind and the outside world together rationally and rationally, don’t regard the distance between seasons as a natural moat which is hard to pass through, step over its body cautiously, lightly and calmly. In this way, I was thinking about it all over my head, and I couldn’t stand myself. When I opened the curtain, I saw the hot sun outside the window covered the Earth brightly. In the distant Lingyun Tower, faint millitres scattered all over the body. I don’t know whether the Buddha worshiped in the tower is also influenced by the people in this season called Summer, covered with common dust and dyed the world of the whole body? I hope that I can regard happiness as a beautiful story embedded in the fleeting time, interpret the story into a legend to decorate my body, and use ink color and heart fragrance to make steps along the way, named “chapter of seasons”, it uses joy and smile to offset the sorrow and sadness along the way, fill up the ups and downs along the way, and sing the may communication that belongs to oneself. May, after long summer, season told me that I must not hesitate any more. Take the road bravely and hope to be ahead forever. As long as you are not afraid of the flower of dreams, she will surely bloom in your heart and warm through your heart. Like (prose editor: Shu Kuang) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Never Broken partners

Life doesn’t know how many partners you will go with, but as time goes by, you will find that many companions are quietly deviating from you. They may not be intentional, just as you are unconsciously far away from them. However, there is a kind of human partner who will never deviate from you unless you want to abandon them. Such a partner, if you love her one point, she will love you very much, percent, even love you as deep as the sea, but she never blames you, does not hate you, just quietly waiting for you. Isn’t it hard to find such a partner? No, it’s not difficult at all. She is beside each of us, depending on whether you are willing to approach her. She is my life partner, ideal friend, and also a part of my life ——- and she is exactly my Pillow Book. These books are generally selected short collections, and most of them are proses and poems, as well as novels, aesthetics, philosophical works and some fragmentary newspapers and magazines. While the other two are especially preferred. That is a small number of ancient inscriptions and a manuscript. Or a sentence, or a chapter; Or touch the cover, or smell the fragrance of books. Reading more is OK, reading less is OK. Browse roughly and read carefully. With his heart and his intention, the beauty of reading a hundred times without taking pains, this life has been deeply immersed in it. And they always lay quietly on my bedside, waiting for my coming every night. Whenever I go to bed and have a rest, I will feel how happy and cozy this is in life as soon as I see them! All the worries of the day will be cleared away. I am them, and they are mine. Each other’s souls fly together with the quiet night sky, meditating, and even delighted. If life is destined to have a lot of confusion and have to go through the hot weather of the world, then I will say that only my books are the most loyal to me. They can comfort my injured heart, care for my pain, encourage me to stand up again from the falling place, and fill me with courage and strength. No one would help me selflessly without asking for return, just giving without asking. Perhaps their only wish is not to abandon them maliciously. Hold it up, open her title page, a fragrance will come to my nose ——- once the sea is difficult to be water, my book on the pillow has made me have no choice in the rush of time. If you are good at reading, you will have no time to cling to it, to live in the voice of the dog and the horse, and you will not be able to pick out a little vulgar mood to become inflammatory and attached to the situation. Therefore, you are bound to suffer from poverty and setbacks. However, I still have no regrets, even if it is hard to regret, because my deep love has fallen in love with and merged. Isn’t it a happy thing that life can love books, read books and read good books? Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Weirdo self-analysis

I didn’t know I was very strange. One day, Changsong, the difficult brother who had not seen me for more than a year, told me, “Your boy is still so strange. At that time, I thought it was a temporary drama and laughed it off. When I returned to my hometown on holiday, I heard the nagging of my mother and neighbors and said helplessly: Alas, he is the strange virtue. At that time, I thought that my mother couldn’t understand her son any more, so she pretended not to ask, but there was a cloud in her heart. Recently, a leader commented: this comrade has nothing to say about his work, but his personality is very strange. Tiger, can not help but vest sweating. When I got home, I asked my wife: Do you think I am blamed? My wife said affirmatively: It’s not strange, but it’s just a little stubborn. I asked my daughter again, and she was stunned: Are you strange? When Pigs Fly! After listening to their words, the vest did not sweat any more. But after all, this is a problem. What is strange? I decided to find the source. I walked into the study immediately, found a yellowed Xinhua Dictionary, and found some strange words destined for me on the left-side top of page 167. I calmed down a little and felt angry in the dantian, I swept down quickly and found that there were four explanations, so I compared them one by one. Speaking, I am not afraid of jokes. Although I am not 1.6 long, if I take a mirror and take a photo by myself, I am also broad and round, with two eyes and gods, but I am far from strange and unusual, therefore, the explanation 1 is boldly excluded. Explanation 3 is an adverb, and explanation 4 is a verb. It is obviously inappropriate to use it on my head. Then, the rest is only Explanation 2. Monsters, deification the legendary demons and so on (even: Demons). It refers to a person who has a bad temperament or a strange shape. With all due respect, demons and so on should be regarded as genuine products with strange shapes, such as green face and fangs, three heads and six arms, but although I am not a great man, I am also handsome and have good facial features, therefore, it is not a person with different shapes. Excluding this point, I’m afraid that what everyone said is not about image. Those who call me strange must mean that they are eccentric. And the so-called perversion, according to the explanation of the updated edition of “Modern Chinese Dictionary” in 2002, is perverse, that is (temperament, speech, behavior) awkward and unreasonable. At this point, I finally found the answer, and felt relieved. However, I still dare not give up. At night, I tossed and turned, with strange words fluttering like snowflakes in my mind. At dawn, I finally suddenly realized that I was indeed a little strange. As follows: a madman at work. In the past 48 years, except for the time when I was too young to do things, no matter when I was a woodcutter at home or when I was herding cattle and pigs, reading books, or when I was doing things later, I would devote myself to the pursuit of perfection, when encountering difficult problems or heavy tasks, you must be uneasy to sleep, unwilling to eat, work overtime, regardless of payment, until the problem is solved, you will feel relieved; Especially in the past ten years, you are willing to be plain, as for office work with relatively low pay but very hard work, I still did it with relish. Looking at dozens of excellent or advanced certificates obtained, although it is impossible to have a deputy office in this life, I still feel very happy. I have never thought about finding money, finding another job or slacking, because I am worthy of my position and believe that whether I work hard or not depends on myself, whether you succeed or not depends on yourself, and more on many other factors. Who asks yourself to disdain to master the key of promotion and only know what to do? It is easy to imagine that it is regarded as a pig by some familiar people; A hungry person in learning. As for learning, I am naturally fond of it and keep hungry at any time. Besides studying problems related to work, learning is very complicated and not systematic. Anyway, as long as I have time, I need to know what I catch, especially making full use of network resources to learn and enjoy themselves, which is regarded by some as a pedantic scholar who is not familiar with the world; A hidden person in life. In addition to work and study, try to hide from the world of mortals, stay with family members as much as possible, and reject parties such as eating, drinking, playing, and social parties. They are not involved in the red and green places, and hate people who have relationships everywhere, the social atmosphere is to make these people bad, so they often refuse people thousands of miles away. For private affairs, try not to find acquaintances to do it. If you can do it according to the rules, you can do it. If you can’t do it, you would rather not do it; I am proud of my simple life. I am rich in tea and light food. I can wear clothes and hats and make do with it. My daughter laughed and said that my father is really good-keeping, which is considered by some people as a low-skilled person who doesn’t come, an ascetic monk in the world of mortals; Pay attention to family life, take responsibility as much as possible, tolerate the shortcomings of family members as much as possible, be a good son, a good husband, a good father, a good brother, a good brother, and a good brother, it is considered by some people as a failed man who has nothing to achieve; A rude person in character. Although he was nothing, he was always equal in my eyes when he was in the world, holding his chest high, holding his head high, all kinds of people and so on. He would never get involved in anything that authentic scholars disdain, I can’t bend down, I can’t be short, I can’t say hypocritical words, I can’t lower my humble head, so that many things that can be done are not done, and things that can be done are not done. Even so, I have never touched the idea of smearing my tongue and removing the hard spine like iron. I firmly believe that people are as big as people who don’t ask for help. As long as you ask for help, you will be smaller than them, which should be avoided as much as possible; You should keep an independent personality at any time, there is no need to do what you don’t want to do for a little benefit, and be led by others by the nose, unless if you don’t do that, you will die. In addition, there is no sand in his eyes. In case of injustice, ordinary people dare not offend people. They often shout when they are not calm, clap the case and challenge alone, so that they can burn themselves without regret, it is considered by some people as an inflexible stubborn old man and an ignorant treasure. Of course, there may be other strange places, so we will not delve into them any more. In general, it can be said that in the workplace, learning and actively joining the WTO may imply Confucian behavior; In addition, stand aloof and naturally, try not to be fettered by fame and wealth, and try not to be restricted by common things, being born initiatively, cultivating oneself and cultivating oneself, not deceiving good and not afraid of evil may coincide with the thoughts of Taoism and Buddhism. Such a person, such a living treasure, is a bit strange to ordinary people. Since the split, my heart has been clear. I think Changsong said I was weird because of sincerity; My mother said I was weird because of love; The leader said I was weird because of love. I am happy when I hear it, and I am grateful. As for my wife and daughter, they don’t think I’m weird, because we are the same kind of people from the bottom of our hearts, I feel very pleased. However, it’s weird. Why do you think so much? Everyone has his own way of living. As long as this way does not hurt the kind people, this existence is reasonable. Why should we live according to others’ opinions? It is their own monsters that make up a colorful life. If there are thousands of people, I think this is probably not a blessing for human beings, but sorrow. The nature is hard to move, and there is no need to move, especially when it is close to the year of knowing the destiny. Life is too short to disturb yourself. Care about the next people, Weiren this box is polite, please forgive me. The sky turned white when I pushed the window to look out. Like (prose editor: Ke Er) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. 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一直以为六月的雨不会来的太过唐突,可是刚才还是阳光明媚的午后,早已被阴霾笼罩,黑压压的云像是许久被栓在铁链上的凶猛的野兽,挣脱束缚后,开始四处逃窜,遮蔽了白云、蓝天以及宇宙中所有可以遥望地球的星系。随后,大雨如期而至。 透过窗户向外看,雨势并不大,却让人莫名的伤感。我把头倚在窗台上,雨水肆无忌惮地闯入我的视线,然后在玻璃窗上汇聚成更大的水珠,从眼前划过。我目光呆滞地望着窗外,双手下意识地摸了摸眼眶,没有眼泪,却分明可以看到窗上映出的泪痕。 还记得上次回家时,油菜花开满了田野,大片大片的浅绿色枝丫上开出黄色的小花,而此时,放眼望去,只不过一个荒芜的田梗连接着另一个更加荒芜的田梗。曾经的满目苍翠仿佛在一夜的春风中消失了大半个风景,再也难觅那一抹仅有的让人心动的绿草坪。 还来不及遗忘的记忆 从没有什么时候像现在这样怀念高中的生活,我想起了四季,想起了她穿着浅黄色T恤的模样,那个像荷花一样清新自然的女孩,蓬松的头发,额头上夹着一个HelloKitty的发夹,走路的时候脸上总是露出淡淡的笑容。每次和她走在一起时,我总会问她旁边那些花卉树木的名字,而她会不厌其烦的说给我听,一遍又一遍,虽然我还是会忘记。不过在那之前,我竟不知道我们学校里也有香樟,我经常告诉身边的人,有机会一定要去看看香樟,看看它是不是像它的名字一样美。我记得当时他们只是一个劲儿地点头,我想他们肯定也不认识。 她总是嫌我走得太快,我说她是属乌龟的,然后她就停下来,也不说话。我只好倒退回去,冲她挤出一个呆呆的笑容.她看了看我,笑了,我也笑了。 其实有很长一段时间,我真的很高兴,因为有她这个妹妹,我误以为这样可以让我以一个旁人无法享有的姿态去关心一个人,可是后来我逐渐明白,自己错的有多离谱。要走进一个人心里是有多么困难,任凭我用尽全身的力气去靠近,却始终无法跨越我们之间的隔阂。不知道从什么时候开始,我和一些人开始疏离,逐渐变得陌生,只能用冷漠的面孔来面对彼此的擦肩而过。 毕业晚会的时候,我清楚的记得坐在旁边的HLB哭了,不停的擦着眼泪,前面的小虞也哭了。我一直在想,要怎样单纯的人才会为了一些无关痛痒的人的离开流眼泪?又或许是自己太过麻木,无论是一朵鲜花的调落,还是谁为谁颠覆了整个城市的雨水,我都不会流下哪怕一滴眼泪。至少我一直这样认为。 我是一个对摄像头极其敏感的人,那天所有的人都在教室里留影,或欢喜,或悲伤,或沉默,我一个人站在阳台上,外面的风很大,窗户被猛烈地撞击,发出 咚咚 的声响,地面上的灰尘被风卷起,抛向几十米的高空。偶尔有沙砾越过栏杆,吹到眼睛里,我使劲的眨眼,一滴眼泪滴到水泥地面上,然后蒸发,水蒸汽在我眼前消散,飘向远方。间或有朋友出来找我合影,我只是摇头,没有过多的解释,依旧面无表情地看着对面那幢高耸的墙面上贴着红色瓷砖的教学楼。 我不会做没有意义的事,而于我而言,朋友之间,无需太多地去回忆我依然会记得,而那些我不想记住的人,即使是合一张影,把相片冲洗出来,挂在墙上镶上花圈,我还是会忘记。所以留影是一件毫无意义的事,这又回到了原点,我不做没有意义的事。朋友说,我只是在等待着自己被遗忘。 漆黑的夜色,周围是混浊的泥泞,又如同清晨氤氲的雾气,模糊了我的眼睛。身后不断有闪光灯在闪烁,像是在夜空中绽放的烟花。我想,很快我就会被淡忘了吧!因为在闪光灯凝固的瞬间,所有人都留下了,只有我还在一个人的版图中挣扎。 临走的时候,一个相对陌生的面孔出现在我面前,他对我说了一句话,让我有些诧异,那种感觉就像一只蚊子趴在我的手上,可是额头竟然会疼痛,那种荒谬却又真实的存在感。他说: 你身上有一股游子的味道,四处游荡,在寻找什么?还有你沉默时的眼神,你又是在思考什么?人生的路很长,希望你能找到答案。 我不曾想到一个从未踏入我国度的人所说的一句话,竟然会让我如此难过。当时我一时语塞,连一句再见都还没来得及说出口。 想想自己快十八岁了,我自己也不知道是否已经找到答案?或者说,我做了一个很长很长的梦,醒来的时候发现自己已经沉睡了十八年,才开始怀疑,开始寻找,开始珍惜。甚至于我不知道这次的苏醒是重生还是死亡?一个跨越了十八年的沉睡,一觉醒来,死去的是我十八年的青春,还有那个冗长的梦,无法用美好或者疼痛来概括的梦;重生的不过是一个丑陋的躯壳,颓废而安静。 时光在捕风捉影,六月的雨漫上梦的末梢。清晨,一团白色的气体浓淡相间地缭绕在山间,早已分不清是雾气还是毒气。我睁开惺忪的睡眼,感觉肩膀有些疼痛,起身后才发现,镜子被我压碎了,一块块玻璃碎片像是水晶一样璀璨,灼伤了我的眼。背上化出一道浅浅的伤口,开始渗出血来,红色的,像是床上的毛毯一样鲜艳。我捡起一块大的玻璃,整理自己凌乱的头发却发现不知不觉中已经长出了满头白发,像是枯萎的芦苇,随风摇曳,玻璃从指尖滑落,破碎在水泥地上,那些小的碎片,像是水面上溅起的泛白的水花,正在发亮,在燃烧。 那些我一直念念不忘的 高中最后一个寒假的时候,梦瑶的名字开始频繁地出现在耳边,她跟我说了很多很多事情,关于她的家庭,关于她的爱情,偶尔会聊到凌晨以后才睡觉。每次我笑她像个男孩子,她总是反驳说她很温柔;而一旦聊到她的学习,则会很不屑地说她的成绩不好纯属意外。 我一直是一个生活在人群之外的人,所以我经常说,我不是候鸟,无需成群结队地飞翔。放假的时候,同学到KTV里唱歌,古月骑车到我家里直接把我拖上车,到台球室集合,中途我和小G借口回家拿东西溜出来,然后在去小G家里的途中我又随便找了个借口,然后一个人跑到书店里看杂志。以至于后来他们扬言要整我一顿。 我总是给自己无穷无尽的幻想,我幻想着有一天我眼前的山全部移为平地,然后我可以一直向东,一直向东,看到上海的东方明珠塔;或者一直向南,向南,我和陌言在丽江上泛舟。那里的天空比任何地方都要蓝,太阳初出水平面时,水面上波光粼粼,船桨拍打江面,激起泛白的水花,浪花溅到她的脸上。微风渐起,江面上或深或浅的涟漪围绕着我们的小舟,然后越来越远,越来越远,直达那个被日出的光芒笼罩的地方,那里的蝴蝶胆子特别大,停歇在我们肩膀上,扇动着粉色的白色的翅膀,陌言把手掌摊开,蝴蝶竟然毫无顾忌地停在她的手心上,安静而优雅。 临近过年时,我约嫣然出来见面。早上七点多的时候,我打电话给她,她还在睡觉;上午十点,她说她在家里洗衣服,我只好跟朋友到公园里闲逛,后来去溜冰场溜冰。十二点左右,嫣然发短信告诉我,她还在洗衣服,我很纳闷她家里是堆了几年的衣服?可以让她洗两个钟头。 第一次见到她时,她穿着棕黄色的外套,披散着头发,眼神清澈,却又不同于四季的那种纯净,四季的眼神中总是流露出一种似有若无的忧伤和失落,让人心疼,而嫣然的眼睛干净透亮,容不下一丝忧愁。我想起以前聊天时她告诉过我,在很多人面前,她总是习惯性地佯装快乐。 有些人一辈子可能都只会见到一次,此后便是擦肩而过的无奈与落寞,但是你还是会觉得她在那一刻的笑容掩饰了周围所有的是是非非,包括时空的变幻,然后永远都不会轻易忘记,仿佛时间是在那一刻定格,再也无法抹平那时被她触摸过的褶皱的年轮。 嫣然是一个安静的女孩,也许是过于羞涩,那天没有说太多的话便分开了。临走前,我送给她一幅自己很久以前画的漫画。画上是一个和她一样素面的女孩,头上系着一个蝴蝶结,丝带随风飘扬,划过一道优美的弧线。画的背面是一首现代诗,当然,这是说的好听一点,说的直白一点,就是一篇文字稍微华丽的散文竖着来写。另外,去掉标点符号。 后来,梦瑶拉着我和她一起去爬山,一路上傻笑傻笑的。我们在山顶的小庙里各自求了一支签,当然,在此之前,我曾为求姻缘签还是功名签,又或者是姻缘和功名各求一支而犹豫了片刻。由于她穿的是马靴,所以下山的时候走的比上山还慢!可还是挺开心的,她时不时地拉着我的衣角,我真的有点担心她一脚踩空,把我拉下去垫背了。从那次以后,我做了一个决定:以后她要是再找我陪她出去,我就把自己打晕!第一次看见一女的可以傻笑两个钟头不带歇的。 其实我们关系一直不错,或者说她和每个人关系都很好吧。每次有活动的时候,我们清点人数,总是把她算作半个男的。而说起她的爱情,真的是有些捉摸不透,应该没人知道她喜欢的是谁,因为每次和她走在一起的男孩都不一样。 回想起这一切的种种,终究都已经过去了,再也无法重演。 刻下来的幸福时光 不知道什么时候,门外泥泞不堪的小路被水泥路所替代。以前每到下雨天,那些吭吭哇哇的水沟里就积满了混浊的泥水,现在再也看不到那条被车轮的痕迹反复雕刻的黄泥路了,看不到车辆疾驰而过时溅起的水花,无论路旁的小草如何努力的探出头来,也再看不到行人走过时,一抹绿色半遮着脚印的场景。那条伴随着我们一起成长的小路,如今已经在记忆中苍老,然后等待着被遗忘,无法回头了。就像我们无知无觉中逝去的年华。 我骑着单车穿过那块被梧桐树的树荫笼罩的青石板,穿过小时候我们曾经捉过鱼的小池塘,穿过一些老去的变得陌生的面孔,穿过路边一株不知道名字的野花,穿过那片被我们折叠的纸飞机贯穿的天空,穿过门前堆积的沙砾。然后才明白自己早已长大。风缭乱了我的头发,长长的刘海遮住了眼睛,汗水从一根白头发上滑过,然后沿着发尖坠落,滴落在同样潮湿的地面上,发出 叮咚 的响声。 由于老家比较偏僻,附近没有地方可以充话费,再加上移动的不尽人情,欠费后便立即停机了。过了很长一段时间的与世隔绝的日子,整天整天的呆在家里,也不出门。我的房间很大,里面只有一张床,床头是几本看过的书,和两本牛津大字典,没事的时候我总是喜欢随便翻翻。另外有一个黄褐色的小熊,记得是很久以前从姐姐那里抢来的,现在充当着备用枕头的角色,我经常侧躺在床上,背靠着小熊,以至于后来发现它的鼻子被我靠歪了,怎么也弄不回来。有一段时间天气炎热,晚上睡觉会不规矩的乱动,早晨睁开眼才发现小熊满脸惨淡愁容的,躺在离床一米远的地板上。有时候我在想,如果有一天它不见了,也许我会更加孤独。 屋子的一个角落里是一个衣柜,准确的说,只能算是一个储放衣服的地方,是布料的,但不清楚是什么材制。旁边是一个红褐色的茶几,上面摆放着一个蓝绿色的台灯,但是茶几的位置离窗户比较远,所以我只是偶尔坐在那里整理以前收集的素材。在邻窗的地方有一张桌子,桌上是一台电脑,可是几个月前中病毒了,现在基本上只是个摆设而已。 房间里还来不及添置更多的家居,因此显得格外空旷。正前方是一个很大的窗户,窗帘是橙黄色的,像绸缎一样柔软。天气晴朗时,阳光透过窗户照到木地板上,留下深色和浅色相互交错的光斑,我会把脸贴在窗帘上,阳光的温度传递到脸颊,大脑,然后蔓延到全身。下雨的时候木板微微凸起,走在上面会发出 咯吱咯吱 的响声,像是旧式阁楼里木制的楼梯。 我把自己关在屋子里,耳边放着轻缓低沉的音乐,仿佛看到山涧的小溪沿着石缝缓缓流淌,从山顶顺流而下,然后在山脚下汇聚成小的河流。 很长一段时间没有收到婕妤的短信,感觉有点不适应,虽然她曾反复埋怨以前我有说过她烦之类的话,到后来我都不好意思否认了,但是每当想起自己曾经被那么一个人深爱过,心里总是暖暖的,就像一个人给自己冷漠的心墙开了一扇窗,让它重新见到阳光。无论那个人自己是否爱过,但是她的存在注定成为记忆里最璀璨的一颗恒星,无数的记忆和过往的点点滴滴围绕着她无休无止地转动,永远都找不到终点。 十八岁以前我一直讨厌听到爱情这个词,从初中我就讨厌听。我一直认为,一些人口中所谓的爱情是对这个词本身的亵渎。所以每当我身边的人开始沦陷,我会义无反顾的上前劝阻,若是劝阻无效,我便会离开。每次我和别人说起这些,一些人或许表示不屑,更多的人觉得我过于偏执。我始终记得陌言临走前说的那句话,她说: 安若,以前我一直想改变你的固执,现在我不想了,因为我知道自己改变不了。其实,在你身边的时候,我一直很害怕,害怕什么时候自己不经意间的举动会触动你固执坚守的原则,然后你便会悄无声息的离开。 其实仔细想想我们不应该去想这些,而宁愿花更多的时间去想游戏,篮球以及永远也做不完的题。 我借朋友的手机打电话给婕妤,本想告诉她我的手机停机了。可是最最悲催的是,还没有讲到正题,朋友的手机也停机了。不过很快收到婕妤的信息,她说等她有钱就帮我充话费。当时我高兴了老半天,可是事实是:一天,两天 都掰着手指头过去了,她还是没有动静,而且话费越欠越多。 我身边有很多这样的朋友,和我一样向往流浪的生活。我经常跟他们说,以后我一定要去不丹,那个很小很小的地方,听说那里是全球公民幸福指数最高的国家。我想知道他们脸上能不能漫出我想要的地老天荒,我想看看在那里是不是连墙角也会开出姹紫嫣红的花? 记得很久以前NONO说过,流浪是没有终点的。有一次语文考试时,阅读理解是一篇关于流浪的文章,而因为这个话题不是很符合教育纲领,往常是很少出现的,因此我难免有着兴奋。在回答问题时,我很恰当地用了他的那句话,结果试卷发下来,看到上面歪歪斜斜地勾了一个零分。我想肯定是命题老师太肤浅,抑或是NONO的话太过浮华,竟然巧妙地让我避过了所有的得分要点。 这次回到老家,我像往常一样,喜欢一个人散步,只是漫无目的的四处走走,却不说话。一直感觉不到多大的变化,只是邻家那个怎么也长不大的以前哪怕和异性说话都会脸红的小女孩现在已经学会了穿吊带,穿迷你裙,穿马靴,染一头红色的头发。每次遇见时她还是会露出甜美的笑容,露出好看的牙齿,只是比以前更漂亮了。可是我却丝毫察觉不到自己的愉悦,反而有着难过,我想,也许是自己还不适应一些人的蜕变吧。 只不过身边少了那么一些人的存在,感觉不到他们的气息,世界便坍塌了。六月中旬,后院里的葡萄树已经结满了嫩绿的葡萄,晶莹剔透的,不时的有小鸟在上空盘旋。我想,葡萄应该很快就会成熟了吧。 赞 (散文编辑:疏狂) 换个方式与这个城市继续厮守 早晨六点多出门,晚上快八点回来,至始至终迎接自己的只有静默;自从上了大学,周末的… 【原创随笔】弦言岁语 入冬以来,天干物燥,雪花缥缈,整个大地苍凉而且虚空。无论你的心情是度日如年,还是… 永远的军旅梦 永远的军旅梦 (甘肃康乐县 马晓春) 回忆像流星,划过无痕迹,模糊的眼睛,轮廓渐渐… 春雨 我像大地万物一样喜欢春雨。 新年刚过,天空就下起了丝丝春雨。我特别喜欢这江南的春… 弹拨梦想的雪花(修改) 临近年关,落下了第一场雪。 我在清晨惊喜地阅读到一幅长卷,洁白的是雪,灰黄的是树… 真我 流行瞬变,而风格永驻。 在别人身上可以闪闪发光的东西,放在自己这里却未必可以。 在…

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It seems to be a little rotten, and it seems to begin to decay, what a vicissitudes of life. Counting the fleeting years at your fingertips, a reincarnation has been unknowingly for more than twenty years. Ask yourself what you have done or gained these years. This is a mystery that people can never find themselves. Such a long life, gradually sliding from March to June, can’t help sighing the rush of time. In addition to being uneasy or uneasy in the bottom of your heart, sometimes you will laugh at yourself. What on earth are you entangled with, what are you uneasy about, and you are wandering in your heart. It is like a blooming tea, with a shallow edge in the heart, longing for the opening of the heart. Touch your heart on your hand, and keep your eyes fixed to wait and see, as if you have passed away. Pick up a summer flower, convert to the world of mortals, and see flowers in the fog like dreams. Dial the happy shell, only empty dust. Remove those lonely scenes, forget those meaningful thoughts and sorrows, greet the unchangeable emptiness, and be willing to sink into its cape. It sounds so helpless that you can’t change all of these. It’s unsightly, but you hide in a quiet place and cry with words. The boundless silk rain is as thin as sorrow, which is linked in a thread, melancholy and moaning without illness. Nature is full of vigor and vitality. The rain in June was like dew, falling on my face, slowly immersed in my skin, light and bright. Sometimes there are ripples, just like feelings in my heart. In this way, involving yourself into the sorrow of the world, even if it is a road of no return. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…