Life

Heavy rain, Lyric Music, hazy night scene, memories of half a life, either sad or happy, silly smile, but red eyes; The wind blows across the face, a little cold, a little tears; Rain on the body, A little cold, a little painful; Walking on the street, looking at the sky, a little lonely, a little helpless; Recalling the past, tears in the smile, a little sad, a little happy; Left hand cigarette, right hand bitter wine, a little down and out, A little haggard; Laughing up to the sky, crying down, a little sad and angry, a little inexplicable; Singing with wine, smoking anesthesia, a little vent, a little regret! Life is like a play, play is like a life! Like (prose editor: Shu Kuang) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Cruel, cannot bear

One or go to Sangke prairie to gallop thousands of miles like a wild horse, dreaming of the sky. Or go to Qinghai Lake to see the cleanest heart of the Earth. Butter Flowers, murals and embroideries in the Ta’er Temple are what I yearn. I yearned to perform in the cruel April without moving or become extravagant hope. How long is the distance between extravagant hope and hopeless, and how to stride over, have not yet found the answer. Friends also have the same yearning, sorry, I broke my promise. I promised to visit Qinghai Lake with him on a weekend. Numb nerves scatter the full heart into a messy net. Hot and cold, weak, dull, silent, self-mockery. My arm hit the wall severely, and what rebounded was not pain, but numbness that had not disappeared. This numbness is like the time of Twilight, indifferent to ask for the pride of elegance. That’s it, bear it seriously. The old dream left in time is bitter medicine. Forget the bitter taste of good medicine, drink it off, and there is no lesson to fight. Destiny gives life a doomed ending. If you can’t send your life, you can only let your life work. Zhi Xiao and Qi min Finally said nothing to me. In the last two days of getting along with each other, my bad habits were all exposed, selfish, cruel, stubborn and unreasonable. Qi Min said to Zhi Xiao, don’t tell her. Besides infuriating. I agree with it. Stop talking about it. Besides, I will give up scolding. I bought a grain cake and threw it to Zhi Xiao after eating two bites. You can have some more. Can’t eat, don’t eat. If you two don’t eat, throw it away. You don’t eat, take medicine or hurt yourself. You never know heartache, and you never care that people who love you will feel heartache because of you. Qi Min finally got angry with me. I pretended to be nothing and looked at their helplessness. I didn’t know what I was thinking. I haven’t had a good meal for almost three days. Too picky, don’t eat, refuse. I talked about how poor their sense of direction was. Qi Min was really fat. I don’t know how I can be so noisy. Maybe I am really a disgusting big head ghost. Zhi Xiao once again told me to eat and take medicine on time. I said, no more mother-in-law. Hang up the phone in a hurry. Look up and see a big cloud, calm down, think about her good. In fact, you just don’t know that you don’t need me at all. What do you need me to do. I live a good life alone. No matter what you do, I have no clue. You don’t need me, but I’m sure I need you. Qi Min’s face was disconsolate and sad, and my stiff and cold words were like acupuncture at her. You have a spiritual cleanliness, right. Perhaps. I am related to A, B is related to A, and I will never be related to A. I only care about the only one. You should know. Once you didn’t give me your mobile phone, and now you don’t give me your computer. I can play qq, OK? No. I ignored her tears and continued to watch Shangri-La documentaries. After I found my boyfriend, I won’t bother you any more. I glanced at her and said indifferently, this is the best. She stopped talking and went to bed to read magazines. I was sleepy and fell asleep. No dream, only pain. I was unwell that day, and Zhi Xiao gave up her plan to continue playing. On the way to send me back, I said, when I said that you don’t have to send me back, I still hope you will come back in my heart. Zhi Xiao said, I really can’t worry about you. Zhi Xiao, you said to Qi Min, you are very sad to see my living condition this time. However, when you come, I remember that you are like a flower and I smile. My heart is happy. Zhi Xiao, hurry up and down, I am cruel. I couldn’t bear it, so I kept silent. When she said that our ten-year friendship, there were ripples in my heart, thinking for ten years, so far,. She has been very kind to me. Qi Min, you said that you know me better than yourself. Your tolerance, understanding, love dearly, love becomes arbitrary and cruel. Cruel, I don’t know how to resist or refuse. I know that at any moment, I am not fighting alone. Lifetime, cruel bear, wish. It is very good if you are happy. Second, when I was young, I always exiled myself too far away. I didn’t know how to cherish it and treated my love with cruelty. I remembered that I was unwell at that time, shouting at my father like a crazy lion. After all, those irritable moments were diluted by the wandering time. It is also good to grow up. I began to know to look at the unreasonable things at that time, which made me confused. Because of growing up, luckily, I can better experience the love I no longer get in this world. When I saw the familiar scene, I didn’t know why I hurt the close people unscrupulously, but was gentle and polite to strangers. Sometimes, I think if we are the most familiar strangers in the next life, I will give you the warmest and reassuring care. I won’t say harsh words to you, ignore your pain and make you sad for me any more. When I grow up, I will not throw away the bitter medicine any more, nor refuse to finish the cold liquid because of the pain. I really won’t have the attitude of breaking the jar any more. I will love life. It is enough to have your trust. Some pains of life have to be endured by oneself, which is irresistible. I’m seriously accepting it, you know. When I asked you to beat my arm, I joked whether I would get muscular atrophy. You said, no. I don’t think so. I want to accept all kinds of things in life with a peaceful attitude. The way to come or the way to go, you know I will bear these chaotic things after all. You are my eternal heaven, and you will never fall on sunny days. I have never talked about my feelings for her to you, but in fact, I have always loved her. Since I had that dream, I dare not mention the idea of death easily. Her pale face and tearful words put me in life. Life is not mine, but given by her. Allow me to say it once. I owe her and struggled to live for it. Whenever I think of her, my heart seems to be hollowed out, falling constantly in the dark. The feelings for her are also complicated and profound. Someone once said that her leaving was a relief. My dialogue is, but do you know how important she is to us? Why didn’t she take you away when she left? Such mean gradually faded away. Because I owe her, I can only live. She has the obligation to give me the belief of living, from endless nightmares to the whole life of missing. However, I am love her, but I don’t know. In those absurd years, I believed in something and tried to refuse something all the time. Dream tears, wake up can’t sleep. The mottled light and shadow whitewashed all the years, and the frightened dream no longer came. No longer dream, whether to say that she is doing well, then no longer care about me. I knew in my heart that I am eager for her to get close. Sticking to her warmth, it is also sweet to tell my happiness and sadness. Later, I learned to be philosophical, using the so-called philosophical to comfort the sad people. Later, I found out that I made myself a prison and tied it permanently. Perhaps, I have never stepped out, just carried out a feat of concealing my ears. The sorrow buried in the snow finally ushered in her spring. Spring is coming, and I am far away. For a long time, I lack the courage to face. Cowards are worthy of facing up to their cowards. Cruel, remember, it is best not to forget, it is the essence of life, maybe just the appearance of my life. I can’t bear it, forget it, it’s best not to remember. I don’t want to be vulnerable in front of you. If there is an afterlife, let us be the most familiar strangers. Cruelty and intolerance have nothing to do with you, please allow me to treat and love my dear strangers. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Fragrance comes from the food

One day in June of 2016, it was summer, and the earth under the scorching sun was breathing like smoke. My third cousin looked at several shops eagerly, and finally rented a front room in the small street, and started the grain and oil business which was matched with that of his hometown cheerfully. At first, the business situation was a little unsatisfactory, but the third cousin kept running the grain and oil shop where the whole family depended on each other persistently. Careful budget for half a year, grain and oil is the main food that every family can’t live without three meals a day. The third cousin always works seriously and carefully. In my opinion, he had already figured out how to make the fragrance of grain and oil drift to the residents near the street and make more customers come here. The store has been opened six years ago until now, during which it has been moved once. At the end of 2019, I moved from the east end of the small street to the west corner of the street. This place is the only way to go to the market from some neighbors from east to west, and vehicles and personnel are in an endless stream. The store has been reopened for some days, and the business is much better than before. I bought rice, blending oil, noodles and so on from the shop. The heat wave in summer blows from the south one after another, which should be glittering. Grain and Oil give off a thick and light fragrance, refreshing, always unconsciously feel its moisturizing, filled with people’s nasal cavity. After the store opened for a period of time, the third cousin listened to the needs of his family and customers and started a small business of soybean milk. In this way, people who eat soybean milk will come to the store to buy, and the grain and oil business in the store will be booming. I thought over and over again, but I still clung to the fragrant soybean milk, taking advantage of the luck brought by small soybean grains. Suddenly, I gathered a lot of popularity, and the small scene immediately became noisy. Recently, in the afternoon, when I came back from work, I always asked my father if he wanted to grind one yuan of soybean milk. I like to drink, and I am more fascinated by its strong, mellow, delicate and soft taste, which has a sense of elegance of tasting tea slowly, rather than the mentality of drinking it urgently in the morning and rushing on. This kind of situation is mostly related to time. The sense of urgency makes people’s taste buds lose their sense, and it is more difficult to smell the aroma of soybean milk. It may be common to be busy. For a period of time, I am always focus on finishing the business in hand. It is I am difficult to taste the fragrance of the food in the morning, and it is often a few bites to eat, which is completely to fill the belly. The time at noon and evening was quite abundant. I ate my own cooking, and the taste of which was naturally the fragrance left by my mouth. Moreover, it was authentic local rice with full particles and soft fragrance, which was suitable for the taste of most people. Speaking of rice, I think of my village where some crops such as corn, potato and wheat grow, but rice is not the only one. Why not grow rice? I seriously thought about this issue when I was in middle school. The possible reason was that I was imprisoned by the folk custom thinking and the difficult problem of water diversion and irrigation. But anyway, after the corn is ripe, the golden land gives me a sweet taste. The potato tea cooked after the potato is sliced and the wheat flour is made into pimples, which are all fresh in my memory, not only satisfying my little stomach, the faint flavor of the food was even soaked into the marrow, like blood flowing all over the body. I couldn’t remember for a moment, which year, month, hour, or even second. I trotted with the dark soy sauce bottle and the greasy edible oil bottle in my hand, breathlessly, the family returned the grain and oil that they could eat for a period of time. Sometimes, I have to borrow one or two bowls of millet from my neighbor, and I have to return the rice to others as soon as I buy it after the gathering day or two. In order not to let neighbors wait too long, although many villagers in the 1980 s had hot days, they were not rich. Such a day goes round and round. I have to go to school. When I get home, I will do my homework every day, eat until I finish the homework of that day and go to bed. Besides studying, I also try my best to help my family do some small things. In my opinion, it is nothing more than Dangdang to do trivial things, but it is a very important and honored thing for me, I often felt the seriousness of the situation when my father cried out in a hurry. The happiest thing is that I can eat delicious food made by my father myself after studying and having fun. I remember at that time, several of my cousins all liked the dishes cooked by my father. My father always handled the simple truth that the oil was not bad. In the new year, I wear new clothes in the season that spring is just coming. I put on new clothes happily, not to mention that I am happy with flowers, what’s more important is that you can eat fast fish and meat for many days. By the end of the Spring Festival, the flavor of meat is no longer the delicious and fragrant flavor of tofu and vegetables. Just like today after more than twenty years, fresh fruits and vegetables are more favored, and people pay more attention to the superiority of keeping up, and eating tends to be exquisite and nutritious. I gradually found that my diet was irregular and I preferred meat. Recalling the time when I went to school in other places, I was in my twenties, and it was the time when my appetite increased dramatically. In the past, I always thought that my flat belly would not bulge and stand out like a pregnant woman who had been pregnant for several months, and also like drinking beer for more than ten years, and my belly was soaring all the way, growing every year, finally, I got a beer belly. When I was in the provincial capital, my favorite food was the large pieces of braised pork and diced chicken. The braised pork was fragrant and crisp, and the soup of the diced chicken was sweet but not greasy. At that time, my mouth, nose, the stomach showed a great vanity satisfaction in a few seconds. I have been reading Yu Qiuyu’s series of books on cultural hardship since last year. Yu Qiuyu, a scholar, loves radish and sugar orange. This kind of orange is seedless and can be swallowed in one bite, chewing slowly. The content of sugar is sufficient, and the sweetness is abundant, just like eating white and clean cotton sugar on festivals in 1980 s. Eating is the nature of human beings, just like China on the tip of the tongue of the popular documentary now, which is popular all over the country. Foodies begin to be popular, and feel the fragrance of delicious food with the tip of the tongue and taste buds. People are in difficult times, especially when they are hungry and have no food to eat. Sweet potato leaves, fields and potherb in roadside ditches also taste fresh and simple fragrance. Difficulties stood in front of me. In December, 2009, I had serious mental problems. Before that, doctors in the third hospital said that I am belonged to schizophrenia. I left the residence in a daze and went to some places like a dream. My mind was extremely inflated and unbearable. In my impression, when I was passing a wilderness trail full of mud, it was difficult for me to distinguish the position in the front because of the dark, and I stumbled a little. But I thought doubtfully that a piece of gray road beside the road was cement pavement, and went straight to the brightly lit city. Afterwards, I knew that my thoughts were totally wrong. I lifted my feet in anxiety and quickly lost my center of gravity falling into the water. I climbed up the path just now in a daze and sat on the ground feebly, in shock, my body slowly leaned over the mud. After the Sky was slightly bright, I stood up with all my strength and walked in the strange and desolate village sadly. At that moment, I didn’t know which direction my steps should go, wandering on the mud beside the cottage. After a long time, I heard someone shouting and went away. I bought three fried dough sticks and chewed them eagerly. At the same time, with the help of villagers, the empty heart spread the temperature of food. Immediately, I felt grateful for the kindness of the villagers. As the saying goes: people are iron, and rice is steel. If you don’t eat a meal, you will be hungry. Delicious food has always been rooted in the soil, which is a contribution of tillers, and in a sense, it is also the answer that workers give to society and me. Food can feed me, and there are groups of people. I am immersed in its fragrance, and I feel the past heavily. Wisps of smoke flew away in my old space. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Pregnant with old love knot

I don’t know whether it is because the world is changing so fast, or it is because of the unforgettable possession. When the wave of time comes silently, I can see the glittering fragments of missing scattered on the beach of memory. I know, have a unspoken feeling called nostalgia. I don’t know when to start, the wind of nostalgia swept every corner of my heart. On the journey of looking back, the mood which was hard to be relieved was colorful and chaotic. Singing or dancing, laughing or crying, the scenery of the past is still in front of us, and the stories of the past are still continuing in our mind. When the popular nostalgic wind blows through our intoxicated faces and the wilderness of our hearts, there are warmth and nostalgia, as well as a hint of melancholy, loss and sadness. Some people are just lost in the nostalgic mood. The retention and obsession for too long are like invisible chains, which bind the eyes of exploration and the steps of moving forward. I was once trapped in the mire of nostalgia and couldn’t help myself. Facing the high-rise buildings in the city, I miss the simple and primitive folk houses in the countryside; Facing the heavy traffic in the city, I miss the oxcart driving slowly on the road in the countryside; Facing the long hair of the city’s modern lady’s waterfall-like Tippet, I miss the cocked braid with red hair rope on the head of the country girl; Facing the delicious food on the table, I miss the green bitter herbs wrapped around the belly in the country in difficult times; facing the decent and convenient disposable napkin, I miss the warm and elegant handkerchief; Facing the modern recording machine with complete functions and beautiful appearance, I miss the old and clumsy record machine; in the face of fashion styles emerging one after another; I miss the coarse clothes I wore when I was a teenager; In the face of beautiful, beautiful and arrogant leather shoes, I miss the old-fashioned cloth shoes made by my mother myself. I lost myself in the journey of nostalgia, as if the scenery in the past were all good scenery, but I turned a blind eye to or looked at the new wave of new life that came across me coldly. I don’t know that the power of nostalgia is so great that I seem to be unable to refuse. The whole soul is swallowed up by the emotion of nostalgia. No matter the world goes round or the past never comes back, my intoxication, my sorrow and my loss all make me like a bird in a cage, and my heart can fly, but my wings were tied with stones. I couldn’t get close to sunshine, white clouds, forests and mountains. I must complete a solemn and sacred spiritual breakthrough. When the sun reached the top of the head, I walked into the new and strange scenery happily. Everyone has the habit of nostalgia and freedom. After all, nostalgia and longing are rainbows that cannot be erased in our hearts. But nostalgia can’t last long. We can look back affectionately, but we can’t stand still; We can remember the old scenery in the past, but we can’t refuse the intimacy of the new scenery. In a sense, nostalgia is the expression of the old heart. Nostalgia is more like a virus on the computer, which can devour our dreams and passions at any time. On the past journey, I will still be nostalgic, but my eyes will no longer hesitate, and my steps will no longer be messy; I will suddenly look back, but I will not be in the same place, if you stop a little, you will have to travel lightly. (The full text is about 930 words) Like (prose editor: Dielianhua) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Memento picking up of five

There was a madman in the neighboring village two miles away next door who often wandered around several nearby villages. The madman has a strong figure, a full face of beard, a thin face, a little yellowish, but his eyes are very vivid. Sometimes you can have a glance at you without any purpose, which makes you feel a faint fire. His clothes and trousers were rags, and he walked proudly on the street of the village. Without any warning, he suddenly shouted: oil cake is not fine grain….. What is oil cake? In the northern countryside, some places in Inner Mongolia and Shaanxi of Shanxi province, a crop millet is planted, which is one of the five cereals. The fruit produced by Millet is called Yellow Rice after peeling, the size is similar to that of millet, and the color is yellowish and sticky than that of millet. Northerners grind it into flour. After steaming with water, it will be made into a cake and fried in boiling oil, which is called oil cake. In the past. Because oil is precious, eating a fried cake is more difficult than eating a steamed bun with white flour. Only have a meal on important festivals such as weddings and funerals or New Year festivals. What is refined grains? Friends who had experienced the supply system and printed food stamps or even soap stamps deeply in their minds would naturally understand the meaning of the so-called coarse grains and refined grains. In the past era when everything was planned, the urban residents went to the grain depot to get grain by ticket quota every month, corn, sorghum, millet and so on were called coarse grains, and white flour rice was designated as fine grains. Although oil cakes are expensive as delicious food in rural areas, yellow rice is somehow classified as coarse grains, so the oil cakes made of natural yellow rice can be regarded as coarse grains. This is the reason why oil cakes are not refined grains. As for why crazy people always shout this sentence loudly, nobody knows except him. Sometimes when walking in the alley, there was no reason to give a sentence. After shouting, the ending sound of the grain character was still echoing in the alley, and there was a mysterious smile on the corner of his mouth, it seemed that he was laughing at something faintly. The corner of his eyes seemed to sweep over you, and then turned to the high place far away, ignoring others’ eyes, he swaggered and disappeared at the corner of the street. On the street, he sometimes stopped at the place where people were sitting and chatting, but he looked to the sky through a distance of more than ten steps without looking at others. He looked a little lonely and lonely, it seemed to be listening to other people’s words, and it seemed to be meditating alone again, with words in his mouth. When all the people were talking happily and proudly, he suddenly made a high-pitched sound of oil cake which was not a fine grain, and his voice spread over the village. The lingering sound was not over, and the mysterious and contemptuous smile appeared on the corner of his mouth again. He waved his sleeves and stepped away in the astonished eyes of all. I remember at that time, when he passed by, although our children loved to be lively, they didn’t dare to approach him when they saw him. They only looked at him from a distance and felt inexplicable panic in their hearts. It was said that he used to be a blacksmith. He did a good job, was tall and tall, and lived a good life. During the Cultural Revolution, he didn’t know who he offended. He was criticized and humiliated by the young revolutionary general. His wife divorced him and left with his children. He couldn’t stand the stimulation, so he went crazy. I don’t remember, I don’t know when the cry of oil cake is not refined grains can no longer be heard. Presumably, he is no longer alive. The name of the madman can still be remembered clearly now. His name is Zhang Ji. Later, after the land contract, the rural people could slowly eat. Eating a meal of oil cake is no longer a new thing. Some old people didn’t like the way that young people didn’t cherish food, so they chatted aside, but no one answered, so they had to sigh by themselves against the wall with a stick: these days, the oil cake is really not a fine grain! Several years later, Brother Sharp’s eyes seemed to sweep the whole China. The first time I saw Brother Sharp on the Internet, the moment his ruthless eyes penetrated my soul, another pair of long-lost eyes with a little contempt and ridicule appeared in front of me again, how similar their eyes are! It makes me suddenly feel the reincarnation of the world. Crazy Zhang Ji, he is in another world, maybe his spirit is really free. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Free and easy, make life more bright

Every time we open our sleepy eyes and usher in a new day, everyone’s heart is peaceful. Sleep is like a rainstorm in summer, washing off the flying dust, fading away the unbearable restlessness, and the rolling heat wave is also eroded by thousands of water droplets falling heavily from the sky, let them vanish outside the three worlds. People are not like this. The tedious work every day is really annoying; The argument of right and wrong; The trifles of daily necessities; Everyone bears all kinds of responsibilities, only when we bear the responsibility can we appear to be more smelly and human; Before going to bed every night, if we close our eyes, we will not know it immediately, which is really tired; If we toss and turn, that must be worrying about things; The night is so long that you toss and turn, making you struggle hard to close your eyes, then suddenly open it, repeated many times, but I have never seen any shadow of light. Night gives us a bright heart, which can let us wash the soil on our bodies; Night gives us an experience of death, which can make us yearn for life again. When the mind is going to sleep, the brain begins to be active in the Troubles and things of the day, I made up my mind silently about what to do from tomorrow; I was thinking and looking forward to another glamorous situation, which was really wonderful. Even when I fell asleep, there was a smile on the corner of my mouth. After falling asleep, the active nerves were even more powerful and unconstrained. Whether they were happy or not, where would they go and where would they go, and the high-ranking officials and officials were immersed in their dreams, maybe it was an unending story; Maybe it was a heartbreaking farewell; Maybe it, all of them make us not want to wake up. This may be the magic of curiosity and illusion. When I woke up in the morning, my eyes opened slightly, like a born child. My child was full of fresh childishness, curiosity to the world, friendliness and love, full of good hope for life and life. After the rainstorm, there is a rainbow! Living in a day, rainstorms and rainbows, countless repeats, life, sleep, wake up, live, sleep… life is the greatest and precious wealth given by nature to creatures, emotion is the fountain for creatures to feel happiness and pain. What is free and easy, what is heavy? Wild boar lives in the mountain forest, shuttling back and forth in the forest, looking for their favorite food, having a full meal, having a comfortable sleep and finding a partner to keep warm happily. The pig said that it was so happy, as big as the mountain field, and it was his own home; The pig said that it was so happy that so many partners loved it affectionately. One day, when the Hunter came to the mountain forest, the pig was sleeping sweetly in the mild sunshine, only hearing a harsh shot, and the pig howled like a nightmare, everything is condensed in a wisp of smoke from the Hunter’s chamber. Although it was a short life, it was free, easy and elegant. Even if I died, it was also like that, which ended my life instantly. The city is full of traffic, people come and go, bustling, high-rise buildings, the sun is no longer shining all over the world, it turns into a wisp, like a forest, the Sunshine radiates a little warm radiance from the branches and leaves of the towering tree. Let people yearn for the freshness of nature and the blue sky. Life in the city is no longer like the free food and free lunch everywhere in the forest. The heaviness of life falls heavily in front of you, and the two meat legs can no longer catch the big house made of iron sheet; The natural cave no longer exists, what is waiting for you can only be the so-called residence place built by the developer which needs you to fight for it all your life; Love has become the history, with both talents and women, staying together for a lifetime, the sea is dry and the rocks are rotten, and it has gradually faded out, become the plaything of art and writers higher than life; A race has evolved into a complex network of intangible and tangible interweaving, which makes you have to talk nonsense to others. The more advanced the society is, the higher the cost of a natural life will be. Because if you can’t bring anything, birth will determine the starting point of your future. Where is the starting point? In just dozens of years, the trajectory of life will be like that. I miss the ancient nature and freedom, my own thoughts, my own ideas, and I can’t be the same with others, let alone with more people. Life is just dozens of years, why heavy? Put down some burdens and life will be free and easy. In the Internet era, there are various information. Can we refuse to receive more sales calls every day? It is hard to get free because of heavy work. Can we accompany our families to travel in the suburb green area every weekend? Not pleasing to the eye, there are so many unsatisfactory things. Can we gradually learn to ignore him and let ourselves sleep peacefully every night; Truth is better than eloquence. For those who are unreasonable and still sophistry, can we close our lips tightly and don’t have unnecessary debates? We are already very tired. Can we stop being drivers, enjoy the opportunity that public transportation brings us to contact with the public; Love is very beautiful and life is more precious. When Love passes away, can we leave a bad life for ourselves, let ourselves experience the unforgettable experience of parting and resurrection; When we work, can we focus more and be more serious to make the tedious work easier and easier; can we pick a few new and refreshing clothes to wear, which will make people look at you with new eyes; When others are in a long queue waiting for the opening of a certain building, can we think about it, do I have to live next to these rascals all my life? When a leader comes to inspect, can you not go to watch. Is there any seed for prince and general Xiangning? Thousands of years of Chinese civilization is still in such a state until today, which makes Chinese people ashamed; Should the second generation of officials and the second generation of rich people envy them and learn their living habits? Free and Easy is a kind of life attitude, a kind of life concept, and a manifestation of wisdom and intelligence. Isn’t free and easy for us to live a beggar’s life and enjoy ourselves? Isn’t free and easy for us to be moonlight? Free and easy does not mean that we should all go to temples to serve monks or nunnery to serve nunnery; Free and easy does not mean that we should abandon our friends and relatives; Free and easy does not mean that we should give up our ideals and goals; free and easy is not a perfect and happy life, and there are also ups and downs, and the willow is bright; Free and easy, because of warmth, because of life, because of relatives and friends, in fact, heavy can be put down. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

liu yue with pen

The youth of February has already matured, the charm of March has already been removed, the fragrance of April has faded, and the enthusiasm of May will also end. In June, the charm begins to show off and life begins to bloom. The Grove in the morning was still immersed in the dream, lush, fresh and cozy. Walking on the winding path paved by small stones, the bird on the branch was disturbed by accident. After a few chirps, it fluttered its wings and flew into the forest without any trace. When you feel relaxed and happy, occasionally raise your hand to pick off a leaf, casually pinch it on your hand, and see the dazzling green, which makes you think, makes your heart lean, let you forget God …… that is a healthy and cheerful life. Walking lazily, humming softly, bending down and picking up a stone casually, crouching to the water and dropping it gently, the moving ripples were broken round and round, the circles are linked together …… on purpose, the fish’s dream was awakened. The fish floated to the shore and saw the faint smile exposed by the faint stream of people. The faint person threw a faint letter on the next page, and the faint mood was written on the faint letter; I took the fish and quietly sent them to the distant place, which was in my dream. The picturesque south of the Yangtze River, pavilions and waterside pavilions, pink walls and tiles, as well as the melancholy and misty rain in the bluestone Alley; These are the most vivid scenery swaying on the branches of the south of the Yangtze River. On a rainy day, when you enter the park to climb the pavilion, the handrail overlook, and the city is full of eyes; High and low, well-proportioned houses, vertical and horizontal streets, people coming and going, mottled paper umbrellas …… a piece of misty rain, this is the most beautiful gesture in Jiangnan. I like the morning and dusk, the morning of spring and the dusk of late autumn. I like to see the light green on the branches, so I like the early morning of spring; I am a light person, I like light, light is good, light color is very eye-catching, light taste is very comfortable, the light artistic conception is very elegant, and the light feeling is very comfortable. The past, the present, the future and the picture of life are described lightly. The falling tears and the blooming smile are all painted with the light brush. Walking alone in the long lane of the south of the Yangtze River, occasionally there will be a faint woman passing by, making you can’t help looking back. The faint beauty is very elegant, and the beauty of a truly beautiful woman is spiritual, passionate but quiet, unrestrained and graceful, you can not only feel the beauty of her own, but also feel the beauty of life, life and nature through her. When we were young, maybe because the years were green, we would always like the late autumn when frost dyed maple forest, longing for the endless march on the path of the red leaves, even if it was the moon crossing, also worry about not find red return. This is a sentence in the biography of Lin Huiyin, I like it very much! Of course, I like the dusk of late autumn not because of this sentence. I like the dusk of late autumn just as he likes the frost dyed maple forest. Some people say that autumn is a sad extradition, but we all like the late autumn of frost dyed maple forest. I think it must be because our world is mixed with sadness. In the world of mortals, walking all the way with stars and moon, whose world can still be full of the beauty of spring and March? A person’s life is just like a cycle of four seasons in a year. In autumn, some people are fruitful while some people have nothing. The difference between people is always too big, and the difference of congenital growth environment is helpless; Besides that, have you managed spring and summer well? Everything in the world grows according to the laws of nature. A seed or a plant can naturally and quickly take root, sprout and grow in the soil and environment suitable for it; however, to take root, sprout and grow up in inappropriate soil and environment, besides more nutrients, one must have tenacious vitality and good toughness! Have firm faith and perseverance! Plants are like this, how can life be? Maybe I am mediocre and often feel disgusted because of the hypocrisy and luxury in this world, so I always like the light. I like light music with light sadness, just like this song “PIPA”, every note is full of light sadness, light artistic conception, peerless loneliness, loneliness is like the lonely seeking defeat in the works of Golden Warrior; it seems that there is no musical artistic conception that can be compared with it. Is life like a book? There is a book with a light and elegant cover. When you open the title page, there is a line of words: life is like playing chess. If you go wrong in three or two steps, you will lose the whole game; But the difference is that life is not as good as playing chess, no one has the chance to buy another set. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

When the frost is Green, who will weave the clothes?

I can’t say that all the green is still green. If you can find the photo of spring, compared with the current green, there is no ambiguity. These days, the weather was like early spring, the continuous rain, falling, coldness began to spread, the curtain of the Xuan window moved, it seemed to send the autumn cool in the oblique wind into the eyes of the shutter people. The people who lived in the post Hall wrote down the notes of thoughts with the lamplendous lights. Helpless, Swan Goose hurt its wings. Hesitated, listening to the shiver of leaves in the rain. Maybe it is because of the Spring Festival in August! Although it is impossible to say that it is decadent, it cannot be said that there is no such tendency. In fact, different moods lead to different scenery. A kind of leisure, there is a kind of scenery with it. In the haze, wandering people suffer from the erosion of the wind under the eaves. The sunshine in the vision seems to be engulfed by the black hole. The tiny stars have become the rudiment of rain, and then scattered with autumn. Cold, Mountain Forest and red maple leaves present the last joy of life to the people who enjoy the mountains and waters. Went to,. Flashy late. When you are fat, you begin to lose weight. It seems that there is no indication of the real direction of the High Peak. Those who come and go, party here, no one will respond to anyone. Doubt each other, guess each other, and guard against each other. Only one North, empty. The dagger was hidden in each other’s heart. Fortunately, the obstacle of Lan AI blocked the criticism of eyes. Plain desert, a plate of sunflowers, its expression lost its brilliance, because of the dark weather, and at a loss. This is not bad, at least some spare time to cure sprain. The abyss is bottomless, and the Dragon hides here. He closed his eyes and recuperated himself, letting the snake lizard perform. The sparse umbrella moves in the trickle rain. Muddy, in a way of metaphor, to persuade the difficult steps. It was dim and vague, and slightly revealed the vicissitudes of life under the clear wiping of the rain. The dander of cicada slough also showed the exhausted ancient meaning. The chaotic eyes stopped blinking in the field of dull recovery. The blind staff, wearing the shoes, kept knocking on the ground, withered grass for weft, Rong grass for Warp, net its shadow. Occasionally, a whine of a worm and a breeze can erode its footprints. Deviated from the dynamic balance, if so, brilliance began to end. The lingering sound is just a slender vine, and the unhanging light and shade are slowly fading. The fallen moon in the deserted well has lost its appearance, and only one side of it has sealed up the bright and rotten photos of the past. A frame of patterns on the decay edge records the original. Moss is like dull purple lips, enduring the unbearable illness. The injury wrapped in the cough. Where is the swinging graceful swing? The website of Qiu Zhi received the smile written on the cover of youth. The failure of the withered and the dust of the Sun and the moon is collected. What does the meaning of its collapsed branches and parasitic thatch express? Yu Si, a crow is speechless, and it pecks to the sky. I don’t know where the grave robbers came from, digging out the deep buried plot. Scattered stories, like plague, began to approach the living creatures. Fossils, waking up, frightened the disaster when it came, erupted like explosion. The resurrection eyes are transparent to the barrier of time and space. The mislisted traces are different from those described in ancient books and records. However, their explicit meanings penetrate the reality. If it stands as the Optimus, it will be inscribed in the most beautiful tomb of doomsday. Stagnant words and unfinished actions inherit the original style and continue the original. What kind of reincarnation is this? Not complete repetition replaces human will. What else would the chariot set out today, running through the tunnel of time, besides hearing the sound of Bang and shaking off the flying feathers? Whose decline is carried by fallen leaves like money? The singer, somehow, could not make a sound. Its long shadow was disturbed by chaos. Who can resist the coming darkness! Who is prophet? No one is a prophet! Not the determination of the Prophet, standing in the deep darkness. The darkness gave him a loose coat. However, he was sure that the deepest darkness was closest to the brilliant brightness! Like (prose editor: Ke Er) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Midnight listen to music: Water Lily

In the early summer of June, it was already a little hot. In the night after a downpour, there was less noise and bustle in the daytime, and it became quiet and serene. I still sat alone in front of the screen under the window, listening to a song “Water Lily” played by the piano and erhu. The air was filled with light and soft sadness and sadness. The sound jumped lightly on the string, like sobbing and sobbing, graceful and sad, and the accompaniment of the piano added a little sad and endless lingering. The fantastic music melody echoed in my ears, which made me unable to distinguish whether it was a faint sorrow or a strong wound? But it is also so absorbed. Savoring carefully, I seemed to see the light of the shallow water in the pond, and I also heard the whisper of the breeze blowing in the waves. A tranquil water lily, looking back at the Bright Water. A faint heart stretches enchanting in the night. This is very like an ancient woman who was alone in a boudoir. Her mother-in-law looked at the raindrops on the eaves silently falling down, dancing long sleeves wrote the unspeakable bitterness in the deep of the world of mortals on a plain paper with small slender hands. I seem to understand the profound meaning of water lily, as well as its beauty and sorrow when sleeping and waking up, just like this woman locked in her bosom friend. She was not a water lily at all. No one understood the heart of the water lily and no one listened to the heart song of the water lily. Ren Daqian was in the hustle and bustle of the world of mortals. She could only lie quietly in the middle of the pool, accompanying aquatic plants and vines, and enjoying the fleeting time. Although the water lily is placed in the silt, it is not willing to sink. It is out of the silt but not dyed. Quietly blossoming in the Yingying morning dew of summer, white and pink water lilies came out of the water slightly, just like a shy girl with a shallow smile, it seems so charming and delicate, and gives purity and beauty to people quietly. There are also clusters of dark red leaves and stems floating in the pond, holding round leaves out of the water surface and turning them into a great green layer by layer with leaves connected and embraced to cover the pond, what it brings to people is a colorful green world. The water lily is not as luxurious as Peony, nor as noble and pure as Lotus, nor as simple and elegant as daffodils, but the flower pattern is gorgeous, and the flower posture is lovely. In a pool of clear water, it looks like a refined girl with ice muscles, therefore, it is praised as the goddess in the water by people. People love the beauty of water lily that is out of the world, that kind of quiet, that kind of elegant, that kind of tranquility, as if the prosperity and fame in the world have nothing to do with it, waiting for the beauty of ethereal and holy alone. When it opened, it quietly spit out glittering petals. When it withered, the snow-like debris fell under its feet, but the lotus leaf branches stand proudly on the water. The reason why water lily is beautiful lies in its peaceful and stretch posture when sleeping quietly. Different kinds of famous flowers are more beautiful than peaches and plums. The flower of water lily is so quiet, elegant and fragrant. Du gongzhan of Sui Dynasty once wrote a poem “chant the concentric Lotus” to praise the Water Lily: The Lotus is burning, and the pavilion is flowing out of the water. One stem alone leads to green, and the two shadows share dividends. The color of the song and the face, the fragrance of the dance clothes. The famous Lotus can be read by itself, and the situation is the same. There is no doubt that lotus flowers are beautiful. Lotus comes from clear water and is carved naturally. Lotus is also the beloved of Buddhism. Buddhism pays attention to indifferent fame and wealth, self-cultivation, so that Lotus becomes the base of Avalokitesvara. It is said that Lotus was originally a fairy beside the Queen Mother. Seeing the prosperity and beauty of the world, she moved her heart to the West Lake and was attracted by the beautiful scenery of the West Lake. She did not return to the fairyland until the dawn. When the Queen Mother knew it, she used Liantai to drive her into the West Lake, punishing her for falling into the silt from now on and not going to the south gate. Although the Lotus fell into the silt, it came out of the silt without being dyed, and washed the Lotus without being demon. It still has noble and holy qualities. Maybe when the laymen look at lotus flowers, they are like appreciating beauties, and what they love is its simplicity; While when the monks look at lotus flowers, they have insight into the nature and appreciate the nobility. A sad song “water lily”, like murmured whispers, lingering in the heart, not going for a long time. After hearing more, you can find the charm in it, and you will feel that it is like a wisp of fragrance blowing on your face, a stream of clear streams gurgling, a circle of ripples gently blooming, this is the tenderness and elegance that the heart pool expresses out leisurely. Everything in the world is soft around the fingers, and there is no limit. Listen to the song at midnight, pillow a song “Water Lily”. I use the silk thread of music to string up the words, blend the deep feelings in my heart into the strings, and exile myself into the imaginary poetry, wandering and cruising my thoughts. I am looking for the deep feeling and affection lost in my previous life, as well as the unforgettable love, let this heavenly voice decorate my unawakened dream. Like (prose editor: Ke Er) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

2011, we are together

When I walked in the still dark morning, I breathed the different air of the new year, and on my face, there was the breath left by you when you bared. I leaned on the seat of the bus with satisfaction and closed my eyes. Your warm face was faintly visible. As your wife, 2011 is the most happy year in my life. I was once wandering and finally I could be sure that I stopped. This shift from movement to quietness silently changed my life philosophy. This year, like many couples, we had red faces and quarrels. Fortunately, our relationship will be deepened after each quarrel. Up to now, I don’t remember the last quarrel. I am people with good memory. The fact shows that our small family is also very harmonious in the environment of a harmonious society. Although you have said that I am ugly more than once, every time I put that old face which has gone through the vicissitudes of time in front of you, you will immediately burst into a sensible Bang and look at your flattering smile, my vanity as a family leader was satisfied at once, and by the way, I praised you as handsome and so on, although I felt very disgusting when thinking of myself later, but seeing the attentive manner of pouring water for me and scratching my back after hearing the praise, I think it is worth saying too many disgusting words. In my heart, this year, you are a competent husband who cares for me with tolerance and love. 2011, gentleness is one of the key words in our family. Of course, this word is mostly used by my husband to remind me. In fact, it is not that I am not gentle, but that I speak louder. In fact, it is not my sin to speak louder. People in our place have thick throats and loud voices. Therefore, whenever my voice slightly exceeds the decibel specified by him, I will receive a reminder to be gentle and gentle. I like to watch you say those two words to me smilingly. I have to admit, because of these two words, I have indeed become gentle. It is also because of these two words that we have learned tolerance and restraint from each other. Most of the time, facing the mirror, I smiled and told myself that I was gentle, and then I would see myself in the mirror became really gentle and lovely at once. In 2011, House slaves are the second key words of our family. From the moment I decided to buy a house, I felt very uneasy. Since I was a child, I almost never owed money to others, and suddenly I had to bear so many debts, if you say you are not worried, it is false. Fortunately, our attitude on this issue has always been relatively unified. From the choice of location to the size of the apartment, they have no objection. Recalling carefully, confirming the house seems to take less time than buying a piece of clothes. The mortgage began to be repaid in the last month of 2011. In that month, the greeting with my husband directly became a good mortgage slave! Although I feel a lot of pressure, a common goal of happiness makes the heart and strength of two people tightly twisted together. This feeling is that I am willing to suffer and tired. In 2011, gratitude is the third key word of our family. This year, my husband’s title was evaluated, which was an opportunity that many people didn’t wait until retirement. This year, we bought our house, which is the home we have always dreamed. This year, my parents were in a tough health and my son grew up healthily. This year, my husband and I were deeply influenced by each other. In this year, everyone in our family is proud of each other. A loving husband and a stable home are all the motivation and support of my life. Press your fingerprint gently on the punch-in machine. On the first day of the new year, you are working and happy. Sitting quietly in the office, carefully collecting the work history of the past year, many feelings of animation are in my heart. I know that I am not a very smart person, so there are always too many anxieties and anxieties in such a job. I have been tired, worried, helpless and tearful all the way, but I never wavered and gave up. I know that I am not only myself, there are so many colleagues and leaders standing beside me. Thank you, my dear colleagues. You have given me confidence and courage every day we get along with each other. Because of you, I am filled with lofty sentiments along the way. When I came back home, turned on the computer and read those warm messages, I knew that no matter in real life or in the unreal network, I had some friends, they care about and miss me. I lost some friendships that I have always cherished. I don’t know why. Some of my friends dispersed as soon as they walked, and faded as they read. In the end, even on such a day, there won’t be a few words of greetings and blessings. Once, I suspected that I was too stingy and stingy, but on second thought, friends also need mutual recognition. Maybe in the eyes of the other party, I am not the friend who can make him cherish all the time, so he chose to forget about the world. I think I should make such a choice, leave the beauty in my heart, and leave the blessing in my heart, I also leave regrets in my heart. At the same time of losing, I also gained too much love. Kuang Kuang, Feng er, baby, Hua Er, sister Xian, sister Miao, etc. Thank you for talking with me when I was confused and helpless. Thank you sincerely for bowing and then bowing! The old woman of tofu has a heart of disobedience to the old. I always thought I was only in my twenties, so I played coquetry with my husband, bickered with my son, played rascals with private money, and talked nonsense with dried cowpea and fat girl. I was working with iota of non-serious Sparrow tail, I even and 90 after colleagues Open to gasp banter. When I was in a good mood, I would paint on my face, so I almost took my face as an experimental field, so that my face, which had never been allergic, had been allergic for countless times in just one year, I had to take two pieces of plateau red to work. It is less time to concentrate on writing, and I am no longer good at writing melancholy words, so I dare not regard myself as the head of melancholy school any more. Under the indulgence of her husband, she became more and more lazy, especially in the second half of the year, she had hardly washed clothes, had never cooked meals, had never done hygiene, every time my husband came home to visit relatives, I lived a life of parasites, stretching out my hands to eat. The only advantage is that I always insist on rubbing my husband’s back, which makes him feel comfortable, and the lazy account in front is written off. Fortunately, in the last month of 2011, I suddenly realized that I had a heavy burden and pressure, but when I woke up, I also realized that I was a little autistic. I had fewer friends and didn’t like to communicate with others. I haven’t written a summary for a long time. The reason I found for myself is that I don’t like the fixed format or the formulaic content. But the real problem was that I couldn’t write it out at all. Under the repeated urging of Miss Hu, I was like a rabbit that was beaten in panic, jumping east and west, I don’t know where to start. 2011 really gives me too many feelings. Most of the time, I feel that I am in the cloud of happiness. I am really afraid of a happy life, people who love me, everything, it’s just my wishful thinking in my dream. But for countless times, I really felt the temperature of love and happiness. Thank you mom and dad! Thank you husband! Thank you son! Thank you, my colleagues! Thank all the relatives! Thank all my friends! 2011, we are together. This is a precious memory in my life. 2012, please let me continue to embrace you and continue to work side by side with you to write a new chapter in life. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…