Learning to let go

She is a good friend I have known for many years, and she has been together for many years. Maybe because of the similarity of personality, she always feels like appreciate each other. There are many things, there is no need to hide. As for her feelings, although they hid very well in the eyes of outsiders, these close friends around her were still in their eyes. In fact, there are only a few love stories. The perfect one is that you love him and he also loves you. When you love each other, you never owe anyone. However, the imperfect ones have various situations. Just like the description of happiness, the happiness in the world is the same, but unfortunately they are different. The same is true for the imperfection of love. There are only two reasons. The one you love does not love you, while the one you love is not the one you love. I still don’t understand why there are always so many mistakes, but I have to admit that it seems to be a hidden rule in the emotional world. She said that she was a stubborn girl. She didn’t think that a grudge girl was actually good in dealing with people and affairs. She was also popular, even if she was not a very familiar friend, the gentle character was also nodded by everyone. However, in the emotion we know, she really saw the stubbornness described by herself. Even the boy in those years had already basked in new happiness, she still couldn’t change those habits. A secret QQ number, without any information, is just used to add him as a friend and watch his mood, photos and logs every day. Happy with his happiness, and worried with his sorrow. Totally without the original personality and indifference, without the calm spirit of doing things. Others all feel helpless. What is worth thinking about? Since others have not set you within the scope of their eyes any more, there is nothing to be stubborn. But she said, stubbornness is a kind of disease. She clearly knew it was time to see a doctor and take medicine, but she was obsessed with the state of not being sober enough. It really makes people helpless, but they don’t have the heart to reprimand, but that kind of love pain is obviously breeding. Walking behind her, looking at the grudge girl in the past, she seemed to be silent a lot recently, and suddenly remembered the words of Zhang Xiaoxian: let down dignity, personality and stubbornness, it’s just because I can’t let that person go. It turns out that putting down is not a thing that can be completely decided by reason. In the emotional world, emotional factors are always controlling the rational elements. Maybe you know you shouldn’t do this, but you can’t put it down. That stubbornness, most of the time, is just, I can’t change the corner in my heart. Maybe one day, without so many regretful eyes and dissuading words, at a corner, you can suddenly realize at a certain moment. It turns out that it is just a turn. Putting down is never an easy thing. What’s more, it is to put down a period of inner thoughts and the beauty of the past. Because we can’t let that person go, we can only put down dignity, personality and stubbornness. All of them can be put down, but the only one can’t be put down. In one chat, she said that if one day she suddenly realized, she would run to a wide deserted seaside and shouted to herself: Hey, the naive self, goodbye. In a word, I laughed at several friends who felt sorry for her, and it seemed that I saw that happy girl again. Maybe, there is only such a turning point. After turning, everything will be suddenly changed. Perhaps, everyone needs to experience such a period of ignorance but helplessness. We attribute it to growth. Putting down learning is just like learning and growing up. It is not an overnight thing. What is needed is the wisdom accumulated by time. When one day the sun rises, maybe it is the moment when you stand in front of the window and see everything growing, you will suddenly realize. By then, putting down was no longer such a stubborn thing. Like (prose editor: Ke Er) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Hard to stand without bones, hard to stand without heart

During my busy calculation, I went back to my mother’s home and chatted with my parents day by day; I went up the mountain to pick wild beans and appreciate the raging of weeds; I went down the river to catch small fish and shrimps, experiencing the depth and depth of the water, the difficulty of trudging; Harvest Mao Dou, find ways to store Mao Dou and so on. Time disappears day by day in the muddle. Counting by fingers, most of the time has passed. Calm down and want to review, what else can continue or what else is not in place, but my mind is blank, like a boneless person, and more practically, I am like the heartless master, feeling at a loss. I was lonely with the TV and kept controlling the number of the remote control board. The fluorescent screen flickered with silver light under my arbitrary actions. Even the figure that appeared occasionally was out of shape. I was dumbfounded, I put the remote control board randomly, and let the snowflakes flash constantly. I picked up my mobile phone and made a phone call to my son intentionally or unintentionally. However, what was left to me was a piece of internet audio. I searched my friends’ phone carefully and just dialed a few numbers, I was afraid of disturbing my friends’ elegant pleasure, so I stopped immediately and thought over and over again. I started the TV set unhurriedly and let the whispers echo in my ears to relieve my anxiety, daze deep in thought. People, how strange! I am busy with my career all day long, seeking development and benefits. I feel physically and mentally exhausted and complain repeatedly. I hope I can find a place to recuperate myself and find opportunities to vent myself, cheer for your health. However, if you really give yourself more rest time and relax yourself, you cannot find the scope of your own weight loss, the background and premise of your spiritual sustenance. It seems that, to relax yourself, you still need to have great determination and perseverance, which may be the fault of being a person. Therefore, I think every one of us should have ideals when doing things. The ideals I said are not exaggerated lofty ideals such as serving the people and striving for the country, I think we should have a certain spiritual motivation to do things, and do what we can with our heart and strength, so that life will slowly flow forward in the peaceful sound of water, we won’t lament for the temporary blockage of the river, nor be complacent for the temporary catharsis of the river, relax our mentality, let fish and shrimps play freely in our water flow, and let the grass float freely in the water, let the fragrance of wild flowers penetrate into the water, naturally and without any concern, and complete every note of life in the smooth music rhythm. I advocate that people should live a real life and be valuable. Therefore, it is my hope and goal to do it with heart and straight back. I hope that all of you can realize the true meaning of life in the ups and downs of the long vacation, and thus devote themselves to the future work and life more happily. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Flow

Time squeezed the time, and the shouting overlapped the shouting. The broad river bank trembled slightly in the shouting. In the rainy season of Yangtze River, its waves are rushing and surging, roaring away from my eyes. I feel the vigor, roughness and eternity of flow. This is the water on which I live, the irresistible source of life, the water that touches me, creates me and destroys me. A thick black steel pipe passed through the bank slope and rose into the turbid yellow waves. This is the water pipe of the water plant. The huge Yangtze River seemed to be concentrated, and gradually concentrated into a clear spring in the purification tank of the water plant. Then, he took the road out of the water tap and became the last waterfall, a song of the final song. Drops of transparent drops of water enter the vessels, enter the heart, and become flames and blood. The real Yangtze river refuses to become a clear spring. Just as the sun refuses to become a lamp, it walks in the vast sea, sings on the cliffs and valleys, the plateau is its head, and the snow peak like sterling silver is its crown, grassland is its peaceful face, mountains and peace are its bones and skin muscles. The creeping snakes and flying birds keep the same movement posture with the River: The view of flow and the flying of flow. I don’t know what image the Yangtze River is in the eyes of snakes and birds. It is a tender giant? Or the immortal God. The water pipe rising into the river is the thirsty mouth of the city, which is like a baby biting a mother’s breast. The mouth is biting the lotus leaf-shaped Whirlpool and pictographic spray, with infinite mercy and tolerance, the Yangtze River makes the water cross the bank or upstream. It drives the journey ahead every minute, from one rainy season to another rainy season, from one century to another, it asks for satisfaction by giving, letting all the roots hold high the leaves, flowers and fruits. A young child who just learned to walk, waves gave him initial courage and courage, which made him grow into an indomitable person. Facing this boundless river, I feel my existence is like a fleeting raindrop. Therefore, my thoughts cannot go deep into the depth of this river to feel the heart rhythm and pulse of a certain initial period of history, as well as the failure and tranquility at the end, my sight can only look at the limited River in the limited space. The fluctuating water is like an old signal, which is like presenting a local pattern of an ancient war. The Arrow cluster is crossing the darkness and the head emerges in the waves. At this moment, I stood at a certain point of Jiangbei levee, listening to the sound of loud and thin waves alone, which shocked my heart. In the morning of this rainy season, the water above the Earth is like the jointing crops. One or two people who walk have severe faces. This is a rainy season involving people, and the anxiety in the heart is naturally related to the river. I think of that old idiom: water and fire are ruthless. In the rainy season, the Yangtze River instantly hid her tender feelings, casting a shadow on the peaceful sun month and life with the flow of thousands of miles. The river bank attracts special attention in this season. I think of a poet’s sentence: The soil is high and far/It snows high. For the city and life, the river bank made of earth and stone is both a guard and a rescue. Seeing the soil that goes with the water to contend with the water and control the water, my heart has a desolate respect for it. Dark clouds hung over the river, and dull thunder rose from the poplar forest in Jiangnan. Several towing wheels, the sudden horsepower, struggled upward with difficulty. The rain fell from the crack of lightning to the river, and the low flying Red Dragonfly was still insisting on the difficult flight. Dragonflies seem to be welcoming and seeing off the flood peak coming on time. The white liner leaned into the gray dock in the rain. I had been on this passenger ship named jiangshen 3, and the crew on duty always gave me a bedding ticket with yawns. At this time, I looked at the table and found that the flood peak did not affect its arrival time on time. See the Ancients before, after see arrivals. The river is white. Rain goes from Jiangnan to Jiangbei, and from Jiangbei to Jiangnan. The rain and wind are very cold, blowing my face. I don’t know what the Yangtze River is implying to me. The flowing noise echoed in my ears. Like (prose editor: Dielianhua) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Books and the company

I have loved reading since I was literate. In my childhood memory, getting books was a difficult and fascinating thing. At that time, apart from collecting textbooks for all grades, my only hope was the new year. Because at this time, I can always receive a little lucky money from my elders. Although the sum is only two or three yuan, it is already a large number. You know, at that time, the price of a comic book was five cents at most. Of course, I didn’t have the courage to expect those famous books, because I didn’t know much at that time. What’s more, the amazing price behind the books was daunting. I don’t remember that since I was a few years old, every spring festival was over, I picked up my crumpled fur ticket and went to the town with my cousins on foot. Sometimes we took a leisurely walk, sometimes we ran wildly. The dirt road of more than twenty miles was vivid and hearty by our teenage children. I had to get to the town until noon. I ran to the second floor with heavy steps and ran directly to the counter in the south and west. New Year pictures and paper products are sold there. There is an inconspicuous corner with several comic books neatly placed. Looking back now, it was my happiest moment. The Sunshine came in from the window, warm, turning through my favorite books and choosing patiently. In fact, choosing is a process of browsing, basically turning over once, each book has an impression, and the decision to buy is my favorite, of course, this process should be done without any trace. Even so, near the final choice, is also a lot of trouble, quite nerve-racking. Finally, I have to look at it through the glass counter. In this way, there are always two or three entries of comic books every year, from which I get to know heroes of the times such as Lei Feng and Ouyang Hai, as well as gifted scholars and beauties such as Jia Baoyu and Lin Daiyu, and Lin Chong, wu Song, these Liangshan heroes. In that age of mental famine, the comic books filled my empty stomach more or less. In high school, the range of books I read was getting wider and wider, and magazines and famous works were various. I always save a few yuan from the board expenses to buy books every month. I will exchange it with other students more often. I remembered that when I was in senior three, one of my sisters in the same bedroom got a book “Muslim funeral”, and I borrowed it from them. I still don’t quite understand why the borrowing time was so tight at that time! In short, lending it to me means taking up the effective reading time in the same bedroom. I promised her at that time that I would pay you back tomorrow morning after only watching for one night. That night, after I turned off the lights, I hid in the bed and read the book eagerly with a flashlight. My young heart was so easily stirred by the plot in the book. The book, I am finished reading with tears. That was the fastest novel I read, which took three hours. It was also the novel that moved me most and shed the most tears. In college, the department founded the student newspaper, and the local amateur writer teacher Zhang gave us lectures. Teacher Zhang opened a bookstore in the city, knowing that we students were short of money. Every time he went to him to buy books, he gave discounts without exception. Therefore, I read a lot of books. Teacher Zhang, he is so ordinary, but also so admirable. After graduation, I had more money to buy books, but the meager salary was always inferior to the expensive book price. Every time I entered the bookstore, I was full of interest, but when I came out, I was still not satisfied, and felt a little shy and unwilling. If I have a lot of money —- I always dream, all kinds of dreams, and the most beautiful dream is: in my dream, I walk into a big bookstore and look around in a wide variety of books, west see. This kind of dream always brings me more regrets, because even in the dream, my pocket is flat, and finally I can only take a few books away. Therefore, I am very angry. Can’t I dream of luxury? Fortunately, now you can see more books through the Internet. However, when it comes to the artistic conception and interest of reading, it is still the feeling of holding it in your hands. Like (prose editor: prose online) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

I listen to “the fate of this life”

One day, my good friend recommended me to listen to “the fate of this life”. I was glad to hear it for the first time: I felt that there were few musical elements, gentle tones and single meanings. In summary, it is plain and light, and there is nothing special. Just because my friends like it and miss it, they listen to it occasionally. Every time they listen to it, it is just an extension of emotion. But today I listened again, but somehow I couldn’t help myself. Tears flew down, but I couldn’t stop. I wet my clothes silently. Playback over and over again, melancholy. Maybe I understood the lyrics and composing, and the voice of the singer resonated with him? Maybe this song, this word, this song match my mood at this moment? In short, in the song, I heard the singer’s helplessness: destiny in this life will also be discrete, and the only way is never to forget; In the lyrics, I read the singer’s sadness: this life is like a dream, and the only way is to forget worries and wounds; In the Depression, I feel the melancholy of singers: This life is destined to be vicissitudes, the only way was to pass by with tears and smiles; When repeated, I touched the sadness of the singer: If you get drunk in this life, you will have no worries. Is this the interpretation of the hard people, the annotation of the frustrated people, or the pouring out of the Drifters and the shouting of the struggling people? No, I think it should be the moonlight in the desert. The bluestone on the Gobi stands reflects the clear glow as hard as iron in the desolation; It is the Qiang flute outside the Yumen Pass, and the Running Wolf in the snow field, choked in the loneliness, the song of brotherhood. There are one thousand hamlets among one thousand readers, with different angles and emotions, and the ganxin they appreciate may be completely different. Listen again, I said to myself. When the song rang, sad tears overflowed again. I really couldn’t tell for a moment. Why did it fall? It’s just very sad, maybe for those who are separated from each other, or for those who have gone through hard work, or for those who have left their homes, or for those grassroots who are drunk and accompanied by brothers, perhaps the little sadness complex that I can’t understand is winding. Attachment: Today’s fate (lyricist, composer, singer: Chuanzi) we are destined to live on the road. As long as we never forget our friends, let’s firmly remember them together. Don’t care about those worries and hurt friends. Let’s firmly remember them together. Don’t care about those worries and hurt us in this life. It is destined that the vicissitudes of life are crying and we will pass by with a smile. Friends, let’s firmly remember our brotherhood in this life. Long friends, let’s firmly remember our brotherhood in this life. Long friendship in this life, we are destined to be on the road. Never forget friends with each other. Let’s keep in mind together. Don’t care about those worries and hurt friends. Let’s keep in mind together. Don’t care about those worries and hurt. Our life is like a dream. Why don’t you be drunk with you, friends? Let’s keep it in mind together. After all the dust, there is no concern for friends. Let’s keep it in mind together. After all the dust, there is no concern for us. This life is like a dream with you. If you are drunk, what’s wrong with friends? Let’s keep it in mind together. After the dust, there is no concern. We are like a dream. If you are drunk, what’s wrong with friends? Let’s keep it in mind. After the dust, there is no concern. Care about friends, let’s keep it in mind together. No care after all. Like (prose editor: Shu Kuang) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Dream

Recalling your past is like watching an old movie. The protagonist in the plot cries or laughs, ups and downs his mood and many stories that are hard to forget, I will never get tired of playing it over and over again! What you want to remember is somehow forgotten, while what you try to forget is firmly imprinted in your heart. It is true that everything can’t meet your own wishes. Everything can only go with the flow of nature. There is no need to force it, no need to carve it, treat it normally, calm your mind and relax your mind! Life seems simple, but in fact it is complex. Life seems stable, but in fact it is ups and downs. I seem deep, but in fact it is simple and clear. Very few delusions, only random thoughts, few regrets, only sigh with emotion! I never feel lonely and bored, and I only regret that I have too little time! The pace is fast and the days are tight. Although going out every morning, there are still traffic jams on the spacious Road, and car owners will feel helpless. It is not as good as me, riding a small self-help to come and go freely, shuttling back and forth in the crowded street, also very leisurely! The smell of spring is getting stronger and stronger. Beautiful girls wearing fashionable clothes sketch out the most beautiful scenery in spring. Looking at the beauties in the past, I would also sigh with emotion that my youth was gone long ago, and my beauty had already faded quietly with the flowing years, leaving only the wrinkles of my forehead and the crow’s feet at the corner of my eyes, countless vicissitudes and confusion! Everyone is living in a mysterious life. It seems that only I am still staying in a simple life. As I get older and older, my life circle becomes smaller and smaller. Previous not too busy to with good friends shopping Go supermarket, now live with a community of good friend half are a rare meet. Am I lazy? Or is everyone crazy? There were only a few friends around, and they wanted to find a friend to complain, but they found that they couldn’t turn out a phone number with the hand holding the phone. Is time changing people, or do people simply want to keep up with the pace of time? It is said that the years are ruthless. If you slip away, you can’t find the previous breath. Only the memory hides a faint shadow, leaving only the shallow memories, lingering in your heart! True and False, beauty and ugliness, good and evil, happiness and annoyance, life is a never-ending game, and in the future, it will all become the past. There is no result in forcing, and extravagant demand is more helpless. Those who should come can’t hide, and those who shouldn’t come can’t. Sometimes people live just a kind of state of mind. In the days without complaints or expectations, they walk leisurely and gently day after day. Don’t interpret too many emotions, don’t chase the memories that are far away. Big things, small things, everything is annoying, only things in mind have fantasies! Yesterday, Today, I am busy every day, but tomorrow still has extravagant hope! No one can tell what tomorrow will be like. The future is the same vague and unpredictable for everyone. Hope in illusion, imagination in expectation. The wish in expectation, the thought in expectation. Right and wrong, right and wrong, love and hate, joy and sadness are intertwined in the interlaced time and space. Some people are born to love painting and give them talent! Some people are born to sing and dance, and they are vivid! Some gift for poetry and painting, not scholarly family! Some people are full of literary cells in their hearts. The words typed randomly under the keyboard can be combined into beautiful words and sentences! It turns out that it is not only those who have read classics or are talented that can explain the words beautifully. As long as the written words are permeated with aura, with life and soul, they are beautiful articles. Recently, I wrote something messy, but I can’t understand it. I always hold the flag of sticking to SJ quotations as a cover to deceive my soul. In fact, it is really pathetic and self-deceiving. Really, sometimes I really want to change myself, but I am always struggling in the raowen game I have compiled. I can’t figure it out! Therefore, I fell in love with dreams and gorgeous dreams. I am relaxed and happy in my dream! I have my own and gain in my dream! I hope and miss in my dream! There is my world in my dream, which is as blue as the sky and as pure as white clouds! I am beautiful and quiet in this world! Like (prose editor: Ke Er) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Bread and water

This is what people say. Eating is a big event for our common people. People are iron and iron, and people are hungry without eating. I like the old saying very much, always showing the truth of guiding the country and life. Chatting with friends, when it comes to eating, the topic is naturally full of variety, where is the delicious food, what restaurant’s special dishes, all rushed to explain, let people feel that they can eat and eat, the diet culture of the motherland is too extensive and profound, and it is often numerous. When it comes to the truth of love, it is all coveted for several feet. After all, life is better than before. I was worried that I didn’t have to eat and there was no choice. Now, I am thinking about what to eat. It seems that the same belly has been keeping pace with the times and has become melodramatic. I remember that I read a poem in the early years. It seemed that I had learned it casually in my life, and I was satisfied with the coarse tea and light rice. I don’t know who did this poem come from. I bought a notebook at that time. There was a picture on the cover of The Notebook, which drew a brief outline of a Taoist who was unkempt and smiley, there is a bamboo shadow behind him, dotted with some stones, and a large coarse porcelain bowl on the stone with bamboo chopsticks. At that time, I thought that maybe it was from the feeling of some monk. I freely chanted the free mood, self-encouragement and persuasion… Writing here, I suddenly thought that I would go to check the source of this poem, so I went to Baidu for a while, and the result was as follows: [source] contentment is happy to speak out “: sin is more than desire, the disaster is greater than dissatisfaction; The blame is greater than desire. Therefore, it is enough to be satisfied. It means: sin is not greater than indulgence desire, disaster is not greater than unsatisfied; Fault is not greater than greed. Therefore, people who know satisfaction will always feel happy. Coarse tea and light rice are idioms, which mean simple diet and simple life. It comes from the preface to the poem of four monks written by Huang Tingjian of Song Dynasty: If you have enough tea and light food, you will have to have a rest, if you make up for the cold and warm, you will have to have a rest after you have reached the third level. Synonyms are common, coarse and hard food. Baidu is not completely aware of it, but it seems to have more profound meanings in the understanding of this poem. The coarse tea is light and the meal is full. No matter what is good or bad, if you are full, you can stop it. If you make up the cold and warm, you can stop it. The clothes are used to cover the cold. It’s OK to keep warm, and you are. Huang Tingjian (-), whose name is Lu Zhi, is from Shangu Road and Fu Weng in the evening. He is also called Mr. Yu Zhang Huang, Han nationality and from Fenning, Hongzhou (now Xiushui, Jiangxi). Poets, poets, calligraphers in Northern Song dynasty were the founders of Jiangxi poetry school which was very prosperous. Yingzong Zhiping four years (1067) Jinshi. Li Guan Ye Xian Wei, professor of Beijing Imperial College, School book Lang, work zuolang, Secretary Cheng, Fuzhou don’t drive, Qianzhou resettlement, etc. In Huang Tingjian’s identity, he could be regarded as a cultural official. He should not be short of money and food. What did he mean when he wrote it like this? Don’t tried of delicacies, like nowadays officialdom beings, changed to find some countryside stir fry, farm soil dinner already? It is not like that. The temperament of a scholar and the shadow of feeling and penetration emerge in it. Compared, I prefer the latter explanation. Living in the countryside, I have all kinds of thoughts to trace the details of life slowly. I am at leisure and quiet. It seems that there is no more enlightenment for people. People’s thoughts, it is a complex procedure of repeated comparison and constant updating, and it is very difficult to do it without Yunnan or greed. Fortunately, we still have time to learn and comprehend the many tips that life gives us. We can constantly revise ourselves. Cultivation is a key point in our life. As for whether we can get or not, we have to follow our fate. In fact, most people in ordinary families are still common. I think it should be similar to the coarse tea and light rice in the poem. It is not so particular and casual. It may be coarse grains or fresh vegetables, cabbage and tofu can fill the stomach, and the heart can settle down. Of course, if there is some wine, then the days will be warm. Cao Xueqin, the author of A Dream of Red Mansions, experienced the change of wealth and poverty. There was a dream of Red Mansions. From seeing his tall buildings to seeing his collapsed buildings, he finally realized that a bowl of coarse tea and light Rice could also be eaten, sweet and comfortable, the so-called less demand, the more happiness, may be roughly similar to this. For us, there may not be much implication in the coarse tea and light rice, unlike those sober people or those with elegant interests, who regard eating and drinking coarse tea and light rice as a kind of practice or life realm, we are just eating home-style meals, enjoying home or gathering friends, and living a simple life for ordinary people. It should be nothing to say. However, that’s not the case. It seems to be happy to have the gratitude and love for life from the coarse tea and light rice. Who is saying that it is great wisdom to live a simple life. There is also confusion and no confusion in the coarse tea and light rice, looking at you with a smile, like a universal Buddha. Stroking the satisfied belly and walking along the gentle country road, some villagers greeted you in their own yard: Have you eaten? Eaten. Such a peaceful morning or evening makes you more aware of your life. The life of coarse tea and light rice is the most primitive operation of the Sun and Moon. There is no cup on the wine table in the city, without the yangmou conspiracy in the brilliant lights of the hotel, you can be so relaxed and happy as you like. The afterglow of the sunset drew a circle of golden edges for people and objects from far and near. Poultry and livestock went home respectively. A pair of swallows newly settled on the beam chatted with each other softly. The grape shelf and the osmanthus tree in front of the door were as dark, you suddenly have no language to tell, and you don’t know what to say. In fact, needless to say anything. Are live. Like (prose editor: prose online) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Pleasure an hour

As far as I am concerned, there is a moment I am whether I like it or not, worry-free and worry-free. In addition to the wind and rain, I must come to Ximen square from 7 to 8 every night, listening to the music, slowly stretching my arms, Dancing with the crowd at this moment, I felt a string of notes coming in from my ears, and then like fresh blood trickling along the meridians, which diluted the sadness accumulated in my heart and washed the dust falling in the spirit, slowly and slowly comforted my fatigue and hesitation in the daytime. And my body began to become soft, brisk and smart. Sometimes I am like a singer walking on the waves, wearing flowers in a boat and lingering with butterflies; Sometimes I am like a swaying willow branch, with the breeze blowing and the water falling down and sticking to clothes; sometimes I am like a galloping horse, stretching my limbs and broad-minded; Sometimes I am like a post-modern silhouette, messy and crazy, with my personality flying. I sway the little sweat in every pore, feeling the unity of soul and flesh in the whirlpool of melody, I am happy! I forget the things I can’t forget, the pain I can’t put down, the success I can’t expect, and the problems I can’t explain. I don’t have to live so secular, utilitarian, tangled and trivial. I can have the joy and pleasure of this moment, stretch my body and mind trapped by the dust to my heart’s content, and feel the purity and beauty of this moment! Stars turn around, swim in the gathering and scattering, long songs cry short, love, sorrow and joy there is always a moment in life, painless for fun! Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Loneliness is the deepest loneliness (E Weekly)

Loneliness is not that nobody cares about you, but that you don’t want to care about anyone; In fact, the most difficult thing in life is to put down, walk in the world of mortals, be willing to put down, my heart was relieved …… — inscription by going to the dawn alone, walking or stopping, wandering in this little strange town. In the autumn when I was 18 years old, I set foot in this land, from the initial rejection, indifference, to the later indifference, acceptance, and then to today’s heartbroken love, lonely walking in the lonely world of mortals, looking at the sky, the ground, watching the changes of the four seasons, looking at the deep shadow of time, the breeze blew across my face and my hair was dancing. I kissed the unique breath in the air of the border, holding my right hand with my left hand, and smiled lightly …… standing still without saying a word; sitting quietly on the lakeside, looking at a vast expanse of quiet water blankly. Someone said that thousands of years ago, the tower was on the foot of Wanbao mountain, but now, it stands resolutely in the ancient garden of Heda, reflecting the tower Lake, I stared down; Could you tell me how many Earth cities are there under my feet? What kind of legendary story is there? If it could pass through to the moment when it was burning, what kind of thrilling would it be? I picked up a stone and threw it into the lake, which stirred up circles of ripples. Under the sun, the waves of water made me unable to open my eyes; I turned back to my mind and spread out my palm. Time went through lonely in the vein, and on the left was the past, on the right is the future full of thorns and longing, among which is the present that I dare not face. After all, I don’t know what I am pursuing and what I want? My heart seems to have been suspended on the nine days. I can’t see the clouds in the sky lightly, nor can I see the flowers bloom and fall in front of the court lightly. I am dragged down into the world, and where will my love go after all? The heart is like a silk screen with thousands of knots. It is impossible to abandon common Love and destined to experience emotional purgatory. However, it is reborn by bathing in fire and reappearing nirvana, or from then on, the soul is gone, diffusion cycle? A thought of persistence, in the end, people are tired, and their hearts are even more tired. How can they be scarred …… I like a sentence very much, Fenghua is a finger of flowing sand, and aging is a period of time; I don’t know when it will start, we have a deep feeling for this sentence, perhaps after many years of stumbling, we can understand the meaning of happiness better; We have been imagining that we are pulled by a pair of hands, looking at his warm eyes, melting in his clear eyes, gently opening his lips and whispering in his ears, the road to happiness is so short, can we embrace in the depths of the blue sky and white clouds like this, and stay? The fleeting time is like water, but it is just between the smiles and the taste. In fact, memory is also a kind of passing by. In the first love like duckweed, passing through without trace …… once warned myself, don’t write any words related to love any more. In the world of love, words are just accessories. No matter where they are placed, they seem pale and weak, and they are just deliberately showing off. Write down a story, and no matter whether it is related to myself or not, I will sink into it and cannot help myself. Finally, I will regard myself as the leading role of the words, which will hurt my mind secretly and sob with my eyes hanging. I have to walk alone in the cloudy rain, I don’t dare to expect the sunshine to be sunny any more, I can’t make sunflowers facing the sun any more, and I don’t even dare to watch the years to be sunny alone; But now, I don’t want to try my best to write such questions and contents unconsciously, there was no Yaxing who sent me into a poem. He retreated to flashy and quietly became a listener. It was also someone else’s story that watched me. More than once, my friend asked me why I am still alone now? I only smiled slightly, but actually there was no answer. Sometimes I sat alone at the lakeside, looking at a daze and thinking about the answer attentively. So I knew that it was not because I would rather lack than abuse, it is not because there is no suitable partner, nor because nobody likes it, nor because the family members disagree, but where is the reason? I once meditated with the yellowish light for a night, but still couldn’t find the answer. The only explanation is that I am used to being single for a long time; I like freedom, I hate the sudden appearance of a person binding myself. I always feel that the right person is still waiting in the farthest place, so I have the courage to give up everything; Maybe others don’t understand how much courage it takes to reject others, how many days and nights you have to endure can you consider a paragraph of words that will reduce the damage to the lowest, but it is often that you fulfill others and wronged yourself; Go back and forth, go around, entangled in the world of mortals can not be left independent! In the 19th year, how many days and nights, and how many years flow? How many emotional experiences have made me like this? Suddenly Looking back, how many people have ever been to my life, and now there is no news? Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

The heart window is opened here

When I was young, I wanted to pursue my ideal, and then I went to look for sustenance. I ran tirelessly in the vast world and unconsciously lost my ideal in the rough life. When I look back when I am old and weak, it is full of loneliness and bitterness. It seemed that I had a long lost dream. After a hasty and hurried life, I felt disappointed and chatted endlessly, as if I had been standing on the boundless Gobi wasteland. Sometimes I compare myself to a reef in the river. Seeing the vast river flowing by me constantly, I can see that their world is so broad and grand, and show their natural and unrestrained and happy. When I was in trouble, I also thought that everyone had a different self from others, and he had to use his whole body and mind to perceive this wonderful world, so he got various answers. However, what makes me clumsy is that I don’t understand this situation. I once held the belief that since I would give you all my life, I would not expect the society to give you a reward. The reward will only bring troubles and disappointment to myself. Everyone says that hope is always proportional to disappointment. Who doesn’t understand this truth. However, success and wealth are still the halo hanging on the top of today’s secular people. This era full of utility is still unclear. Until I saw a paragraph on the Internet, the general idea is: no one is not lonely, no one can really enter your heart, only oneself can truly know and comfort the soul, others are just an external cause, I can’t take responsibility for you, and I can’t completely dissolve your fundamental loneliness. Love in life is just a kind of feeling and energy, but to eliminate the loneliness in your heart, you still need yourself. This sentence could not be associated at first glance, but it seemed to show something to me with a careful elaboration, which seemed to have some kind of inspiration. Then I reflected on the road I had traveled, both happiness and sadness. At that time, I put my life into the endless journey without any regrets, and every step was trudging as hard as I could. Although I was hurt and tired after falling, I thought of it, it was not a spiritual wealth. After all, my nature is foolish, and I am a little obsessed and silly. When I was young, I felt that there were flowers everywhere in the sunny sky for the belief in my heart; I laughed at those gangsters, mediocre short-sighted people, and sometimes even worried about their future, preach to them like a saint. After middle age, I was confused by desire again. The desire was abrupt one after another in front of me like a mountain peak, and I made unremitting efforts to climb. Even if I was hurt and tired, I would not hesitate, almost no turning back! I didn’t realize that I had white hair until my tired heart could no longer reach others. Time is moving forward, and the great changes of the times explain everything. I feel old, but I always ponder in the gone history; I can’t face the loneliness in front of me. I feel it because of one sentence today, although I understand it later, but I can also sort out the chaotic thoughts of my life. Reflect on your life’s right and wrong, and be a person who can distinguish between good and evil and beauty. Why didn’t you realize the positive result in the lost way. The opportunity to analyze our thinking here is to thank the modern network and the garden that expresses our feelings. We can walk through the journey of life without regret and solve the obstacles in our hearts, to express the progress of the society, you can read the words of wise people here, touch the pulse of the present era and cannot be detached. You also need to learn the generosity of wise people and pursue the selfless and fearless attitude to enjoy life, capture the signal of optimism to experience the colorful world. I want to open my heart window here. Some people say: Loneliness is the furnace of spirit. Tranquility and wisdom come from the deepest loneliness of spirit, and confidence and strength also come from the deepest loneliness. When you enjoy loneliness peacefully, when an independent spiritual individual stands up, he is no longer a vassal of others. These are all what Jingfu is thinking about now. Like (prose editor: Dielianhua) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…