Refuse to sing ambiguous songs in lonely light years

The wind is so cold today. When I spread out this letter paper, I felt so painful. I knew that although I couldn’t see its scars, I couldn’t return to the former tranquility. I used to know persistently that this bitter mind could not become a reality at all, but I couldn’t stop sighing so feebly. I was like crazy, chewing this dream which is destined to be impossible to come true if life is just like the first sight, there will be no pain and suffering. You, we are finally out of luck. In this life, you have accompanied others. How can you change your established identity? You said that if you knew me earlier, you could abandon everything for me regardless of everything. However, we met too late after all, when you arrived late, you already had a ring wearing it solemnly on your finger and looking at the sky outside, then I realized that the pain in the drama was real., I am not a woman in love poems. Even if I really want to do that, I can only lose in reality. I buried all my emotions in poems, where I could sing, read and beat without bearing any sight, while the real me was a coward and helpless woman. It is difficult to walk under the moral principles. Don’t tell me that love can fall apart, OK? I never hurt people, let alone someone who loves you as well? When we met, if you didn’t hide anything, I thought I wouldn’t leave any more attention on you. However, you didn’t mean to hide a well-known fact, therefore, I became the child who made me powerless. No matter how weak I was, I would not cross the river because of your eyes, because this feeling was unacceptable to me, and you can’t give either. You forget what I said to you, just like when I wake up from my dream every day, I find myself still living before dawn. The stars of last night were extremely gorgeous because of the attention. But today, when I see the stars all over the sky again, I can only stand on the balcony and sigh alone. What hurt me is always myself, because there is no need for betrayal in my life, even myself can’t. If this is a mistake I made, then please let me forgive myself. In the emotion of life, I always stumbled and could not find the margin. Love is a gift that is too delicate, but I can’t accept it. Let’s break it. This mistake is a helpless smile. Yes, I am love you, which is a fact I have to admit. Although I once said that I would never fall in love with anyone again, I fell in love with you unconsciously. Perhaps, it is the silence of the night. In my whispers, I suddenly found you. I don’t know what attracts me, even more, I don’t know how I fell into another dream. When I began to wait for your avatar to light up devoutly at night, I knew that I became the target of Cupid again, however, I don’t know why he is always joking with me. Once the injury is not enough, and once more, I don’t know if he will stop from now on? Hearing a song called loneliness light years, I became silent in the song as soon as the song started. How can I thank this singer? She sang the most real thoughts in my heart, just as my words are for an excuse for myself, her songs make me even get rid of the excuse. The Long Loneliness engulfed the will. The whole world is a whirlpool of silence. Who can accompany me to walk away hand in hand and take me away from the empty planet? Yes, I have been waiting for a pair of hands, they could take me away from the planet which was about to suffocate, but they fell deeper on the road again and again. The hands I was waiting for never took me away smoothly, not because they were unwilling to do so, it was in the end that I resolutely gave up. Sigh, why do I always hurt myself? What is the reason why this funny story is always played on me? If my intervention will hurt others, then I ‘d better sing my own monologue., I will leave. If I can’t depend on each other, don’t be ignorant. I choose to quit the drama of three people. She has already been around you, so don’t say any more lies that attract me. I am a sad woman, but she has seen through the world. Therefore, on me, bubble is bubble, I won’t let it think about whether it can be held until it is broken. Similarly, please be kind to your her and don’t make her sad. Today’s wind is very cold. I sat in front of the table, spread out a piece of paper and wrote down these words. These words are far different from all my poems. I can’t remember a word of gorgeous and perfect language. My heart is very sour and the smile at the corners of my mouth is stiff. But I think, I am an excellent woman in your eyes, I can certainly bear all the sadness, so I smiled, although I could see a haggard face in the mirror in front of me. This farewell is a farewell. I will fade out of your sight and let you disappear in front of my eyes. Whether you are willing or not, this is the only ending I can give you. 2009 nian 8 yue 21 ri Like (prose editor: Dielianhua) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Frustrated, pick Yi

You said, there is a place called Rainbow Paradise. You want to share colorful happiness with her you love most hand in hand. In fact, there is a kind of stone called Sansheng stone. I want to embrace the stone with the one I love most, and make a lifelong promise to pick up the remaining memory suddenly, if you want to cry, you are forced to let the tears back. Your smile is the only thing left in that season, and those complicated thoughts are deleted from your mind, however, I still remember the rose every bit about you. Although I didn’t keep it, I heard its crying when it was ravaged, but I never came forward, until it was completely destroyed, I still went back foolishly. The snow had melted away, but there were traces left faintly. I didn’t know why I was unhappy. I could only recall your helpless smile, perhaps because of this naive girl, what makes you indifferent, unable to close your brows, puzzled all the time is that finally you resolutely choose to separate two places, so close but so far, even meeting each other becomes an extravagant demand, you can only cry silently in front of the night. When you meet each other occasionally, you will look nervously. It may be time or distance. In the cold autumn full of dead leaves on the ground, you turn around, it only left me with the figure of my back gradually moving away and the heartache like a knife cut. When I can no longer see it, tears will finally collapse. Maybe I am destined to be a passer-by, or I may finally become a stranger, because it seems to be inevitable to lose in the dark. If you want to pray for your happiness, an unknown liquid will always turn in your eyes unwillingly, the memory that cannot be touched reminds me from time to time that the past is like a continuous thread. In fact, we still cannot live without each other. The one in our hearts should no longer be replaced by anyone, but we just don’t want to say it out, in the end, the one who betrayed himself was still the waiting that he had been insisting on and the loss might be cherished more. Because I understand the sadness that you are not around, I will definitely hold on to getting it again. Don’t wait until you leave to call. Like (prose editor: Shu Kuang) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Nanchang line

It was the first time that I took my seven-year-old child to my fourth Grandpa’s house in 1997. I remember that when it rained, our shoes and clothes got wet, so I found dry shoes and clothes for my child to change in the arrangement of the four grandmothers of the child temporarily. The seven-year-old child wore slippers, following adults to visit the park, a vast park, adults are walking with a weak waist, not to mention such a small child, wearing a pair of slippers, he is too tired to shit, I had to pee for the second time, and for the third trip to Nanchang, I sent my two children to college. At that time, my mood was happy and joyful. At that time, all the people on the train were full of energy, seeing the weather is also sunny, looking at the flowers and trees on both sides of the window, birds, animals, insects and fishes are all full of vitality, and the whole person feels full of vitality. However, this trip to Nanchang was to visit my son in Nanchang University. He was enthusiastic about learning and said that he would not go home to spend the summer vacation, but to make up lessons at school. The school had a better learning atmosphere. When it comes to reading books at home, it was not easy for those books to be moved back home. It was not worthwhile to get down first if the books fell down. That was why I decided to study hard in school. I. We bought tickets temporarily on the train, and there were a lot of people back and forth. When we took the journey to the train, our sleepers were the upper berth and the middle berth, so we had to put the journey on the lower berth first, to climb up and travel. It happened that the journey was placed on a fierce young woman’s bed. When she came, she said angrily: take it away. Of course, we answered her politely. We can’t take it away until we go up. She and I were in the same trunk, and I almost didn’t even want to have a look at her. The feeling of taking the train this time was really uncomfortable, boring, lonely and sleepless. Only by playing QQ all the way, can the voice of the mobile phone be adjusted to the lowest level for fear of affecting other people’s rest. In the end, the mobile phone was exhausted and there was no fuel at all. When I came back, it was better. The ticket was a hard seat. There were four people sitting face to face in a carriage, and they could chat with each other. Opposite us is a man and a woman. The age of a man is about 40, while that of a woman is about 60. It may also be the old-fashioned autumn from the vicissitudes of life. She got it from chatting with others. As soon as I sat down, I saw her eyes full of tears, and she kept crying. I watched her silently. Was there something wrong with her family or her wallet robbed? A series of questions rolled in my mind. Looking at such a peasant woman with wrinkles and sad faces. My heart became dreary with her. I didn’t say anything, just like a clever little girl, passing a pile of tissue with both hands. Her tears overflowed again. She took my tissue with both hands politely and said softly: thank you! I still kept silent, just raised my mouth for a moment and nodded gently to express my gratitude to her. At this time, my friend asked her with a smile: Is the boy who sent you to the car just now your son? She answered her friend with tears: Yes. I was thinking in my heart, we shouldn’t laugh, haha, people are so sad, but we are here to gloat, is it unreasonable? After a while she went to the toilet, I asked the man opposite: Is this your mother? The man said: No, it’s my mother. Will I ignore her like this? At this time, my friend was talking to the man that she saw her waving goodbye to her son just now. Her son came to Nanchang to work. She told his son to call him to find a job. This means that I haven’t found a job yet. At this time, I realized that she didn’t have an accident with her family or lost her wallet. I asked her happily: aunt, are you coming to Nanchang to see your son? He replied: Yes! I laughed and joked with her boldly. I said: We also came to see our son! We won’t cry like you! The opposite man said: you are coming to see your son who is studying in university. The nature is different! I began to speak sarcastically. Aunt, when I first sent my son to college, I was the same as you. My tears always fell down disobedient. At this time, the aunt was also happy and smiled. Start talking to us slowly. I also took out the fruit I bought at Wal-Mart for her to eat. She got off the bus from Ji’an, and the man on the opposite side also got off at Ji’an station. At that time, the man also asked her, Ah, why did you get off here? Aren’t you going to Taihe? She couldn’t help saying in her hometown: I’ll get off at Ji’an. A teacup on the desk belonged to that man. He forgot to take it. This kind aunt helped him catch it up. From the expression of this charitable mother, we can see how much her family hopes that son can find a good job and earn more money to go home. How much money her family needs! A young couple came from Ji’an. The man was very outgoing and spoke a lot. They asked each other about the work unit, address and so on. There was a topic, and time passed quickly. I arrived in Ganzhou soon. Second, look at my son’s trip to Nanchang this time. The time is only two days, so there is no time to travel. First, I went to see my son. It is dozens of kilometers from Nanchang University to Nanchang University, a school with thousands of square kilometers, and a few kilometers from the taxi, my son came out happily to greet him. We went together to buy some snacks, fruits and so on for our son, and also bought several books. Then I followed him to his residence. It was really a child. The room was in a mess and a mess. On the ground, the bed was full of books. The weather was so hot that it was like a fire on the ground, and a little wind from the fan became hot. Son, is the road to study really so hard? I said. Due to time constraints, my son was reluctant to leave. After sitting in his room for a while, he took him out of the restaurant and had a meal together. My son couldn’t help saying: Instantly? Is this an instant? We will leave as soon as we meet. Because it is summer vacation, there are few taxis and buses. We walked to Gate 3 of Nanchang University for a long time without a car. The Sun in the sky was like a fireball. My son also sent us out all the way. Arriving at the gate of No. 3, I stopped to take some photos. I had thought of taking photos at the gate of the school. Because there was no car and the weather was too hot, I could hardly stand it, so I didn’t go to the front gate. After waiting at Gate 3 for a long time, we didn’t see a taxi passing by. We had to return by the same way and then came out from Gate 2. At this time, my son was so tired that he asked him not to send him, he insisted on sending it to the car. On the way to Gate 2, we finally met a taxi passing by. We immediately waved our hands to ask for a taxi. The taxi stopped and we got on the bus and separated from our son. The driver kindly asked us, are you coming to see your son? Is it his postgraduate entrance examination? Those students who wanted to take the postgraduate entrance examination stayed in the school. We answered him proudly, yes. When we asked where his son was studying in university, the driver was full of spring breeze and told us in high spirits that his son was studying for a master’s degree in America. When I asked him how much he wanted, he said that he had not returned home for two years in the United States at public expense and had given him 100,000 yuan when he went to school, I didn’t give any money later. Looking at the driver’s joyful pride, we also sincerely express our blessings. Chatting, chatting soon arrived in Nanchang city. When we just got off the bus, our son called and said that he had just arrived at the residence. But I can imagine how wide the city of school is. Third, shopping at night is the time for us to shop. Seeing that the streets were full of traffic, the traffic in Nanchang was not very good. People didn’t allow cars and cars didn’t let people. I think the drivers who drive out of Nanchang will be able to drive all the roads in the country. It made me, a countryman, stand by the roadside and dare not cross the road. When we came to the Electronic City, those high-end household appliances were arranged neatly. The sweet smiles and considerate service of the waiters made me warm. A handsome boy introduced them with a smile, took us to the third floor. There were various types of cameras. When we stopped in front of a canon 550 camera, we picked up the camera and saw that it was fashionable in appearance. Although the price was expensive, we liked the camera very much. The clothes in the department store are in a wide variety of styles. We stopped and went, and kept choosing. When I stayed in front of a floral dress with a new style, the service lady introduced enthusiastically that this dress was of good style, good quality, soft, light and comfortable, it is decent, dignified and elegant to wear on you. Wal-Mart’s snacks are full of varieties, various patterns, and full of fragrance. The gold, silver and jewelry in the jewelry mall are numerous and dazzling. The expensive price was really too expensive for me to catch up. Also an eye-opener, feast for the eyes. I also saw all kinds of leather bags of male and female styles. Of course, I was not stingy and came back with a full load. Bayi Square is crowded with people, people who walk and fly kites, those kites with hope fly in the blue sky and play with the breeze in the sky. Grass in 2012 nian 08 yue 09 ri Like (prose editor: dancing alone with rain) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

It turns out that happiness is like this

Preface: Happiness is a changeable garment, a thousand-faced girl, an invisible person and a chameleon. Maybe it is always around you, but you haven’t found its existence, therefore, I missed it again and again, unconsciously, but pursued it hard. Where is happiness? 1. Young I, ears, and always think mother nagging, dad strict, but one day they all leave me, did I find that happiness is that 2. I didn’t understand love in the flower season. When he shyly handed me a pack of salted duck eggs and said that it was pickled by my mother, I looked blank. Hehe, how silly the I am at that time, it turns out that happiness can also be like that 3. I was so ignorant that I entered the besieged city of marriage. I was pregnant in October and gave birth to a baby by caesarean section. When I woke up after the operation, my sister told me that I was in the operating room and my husband was outside, smoking one after another, olympic. Happiness can also be like this 4. In the morning, the baby woke up from a dream, hugged my neck, and said with a tender voice, “Mom, I love you so much. Oh, it turns out that happiness is like this. 5. When my daughter was not there that day, she peeked at his composition and found that she knew my love so much. Tears flow down. Oh, it turns out that happiness is like this. 6, the grape vines planted by myself are full of green fruits, which are not ripe yet. According to the joy in my heart, I picked one and put it into my mouth to taste the astringent fragrance carefully, it turns out that happiness is such a thousand kinds of happiness, which cannot be described one by one. Yes, happiness is like this. It is not ostentatious or far away. Maybe it is around, but you didn’t care about Shu Jian Canhe Yao Qin Suxin QQ1246502735 Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

New Year Ball

I have been a junior, but I have never been to the dance hall of the school. There are two reasons. One is that I have a bad sense of music. Three steps and four steps sound the same. Secondly, compared with my schoolmates who are beautiful and graceful, I am afraid that I will walk into the ballroom and become a wallflower. However, when the New Year bell was about to ring, this convention was broken. Swallow, the president of the student union, had to sweep some dance blindness. Unfortunately, I became the first one to sweep. After a week of intensive training in the dormitory, all dancing blind will appear at the New Year ball tonight. All day long, my heart was like a small drum. After dinner, I dressed up and walked into the ballroom surrounded by five roommates. As soon as I entered the ballroom, my eyes were stunned by the colorful lights, as if Cinderella came to the royal ball, I am was so scared. I knew that I was not as beautiful as Cinderella, so I found a corner to stand, looking at the flashing lights and the shaking crowd. I felt that I seemed to be in a dream. The dance music rang, and a boy came to me. In the dim light, he seemed to be riding on a tall white horse. He made a gesture of invitation, and my heart was pounding. I stood up and walked into the dance floor with him. I thought in my heart: he stepped on his left foot, and I stepped on my right foot …… however, my feet didn’t listen to the order, he was so nervous that even his palm was sweating. He turned his face aside and smiled at me. It was the first time to dance. It was just like walking at ordinary times to relax. I entered and retreated. My heart was a little relaxed, and I was dancing with the music. Suddenly, he put his hand on my waist tightly, and my body earned instinctively. At this moment, a couple of dancing partners were spinning towards us, I staggered and just stood firm, with a sharp pain on my feet. A pointed heel stepped on my feet like a wooden nail. You are not hurt, sorry, the girl who was spinning said apologetically. Nothing. I pretended to smile with extreme pain. My roommates gathered around and said, walking for a while to see if there was any injury. I took a few steps, which was OK. When I was just about to ask the Swallow for leave and retire, the second dance music rang. The Swallow gave me an order and took me into the dance pool. How could she bring me with a weak figure? After a song, she shouted, “Oh my God, I’m so tired, buddy, take her for me. When my roommates were looking at each other in a dilemma, please, a boy in a white shirt stretched out his hand to me. He danced skillfully and smartly, just like flowing clouds. While I admired him from the bottom of my heart, I couldn’t help following him. In the melodious music, the dance gradually became light and free, the fact is so strange. Once you do something hard, the problem will always be solved easily. After the song, I had mastered the basic dance steps. I smiled at him and he made an OK gesture. As soon as the next music was played, I took the initiative to send him an invitation. He walked into the dance floor with me with a smile, and the feeling was different when he found it, I was very happy in the music flowing like spring water, the white ruffle skirt was waving, spinning and floating …… from then on, I walked out of the shell of my heart, I signed up for the national standard dance competition in the department and karaoke competition in the school. Flowers and applause gradually appeared around me, and life was presented in front of me with a brand-new attitude, thanks to that New Year’s ball. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

I am drop of water in the spoon

I still got up very early and kept running every day for a year. Today is different from the past. The sky is gray and mixed with some floating clouds. One by one is like dandelion flowers, and the joy of leaving the mother leaves to fly to the Sky first. I am hesitating, whether I still go out to practice in the morning, and my thoughts are competing with my heart. Suddenly, a ray of sunshine through the window screen seemed to whisper to me: go out, maybe the weather is not what you see now. Therefore, I laughed, and the laziness in my mind ran away. Leaving home, I walked and ran all the way. The sky seemed to care for lazy people like me intentionally. I liked the weather like this, looking at the surrounding scenery while breathing the fresh air like a popsicle. The sweat on my body also gradually flowed out, and the cells all over my body seemed to be singing sweet love songs with me all the way. I am moving, delighted, glad, feeling and thinking about my words, just like my mood at this time. Since I picked up the long-lost ink again this year, my spare time has lost a little bit of falling leaves dancing. During this period, what I gained was the fragrance of spring flowers blooming in the Dreamtalk of words, the delicacy of flowers blooming and falling, and the bitterness and sorrow flying in the world of mortals. My mood is very happy and full. During this process, I got to know many literary friends. He (she) was full of literary talent, honest and generous, modest and studious, all of which spurred me to go further. Therefore, I let go of the previous ideological burden, just like a toddler, and began to boldly try the creation of proses and novels. And just yesterday, I received a message that surprised me: your ten articles, the novel “Black in the day”, “The bunch of dried plum in xiaoqiaogou” and “Golden Earrings”, as well as prose “wind, I want to tell you gently”, “spring, you are safe”, “dark fragrance brushed”, “Baby Don’t Cry”, “big brother, how are you”, “Cana in my eyes” and “memory is like a flower” have been published on the website of red sleeves Tianxiang. I can’t understand it. I think those young and tender works are still a long way from being published. However, looking at this information again and clicking on the website to search for it, it is really striking. When I read my ten articles with a happy and uneasy mood, I couldn’t help crying. No matter the seven proses or the three novels, they all made the best modification appropriately. Every place, no matter how hard I try, I can’t get a high degree of polish, especially the final touch of the novel, which makes me stunned and elated. I am very grateful to this selfless and wise editor. Although I have never known him, I have to write down my gratitude. Although he said he should do it again and again, it was nothing, but I knew it was filled with his hard work! He didn’t have a good rest for two whole nights, so that he reviewed my manuscripts until three o’clock in the morning. How can I not be indifferent? Only by burying this precious memory deeply into my heart can I become the motivation and persistence when I am lazy, slack or die and retreat, maybe I won’t waste the painstaking efforts of this good editor. Time stops in the bright morning sun, and my thoughts are lingering in the glittering and translucent with dew. Unconsciously, I had already set foot on the way home, and I had a little rest. Walk to see. There are more and more people on the road, some on foot, some on bicycle, some on tricycle and some on car. Look at him (her) and think about yourself. The past life was like a drop of water lying in a spoon, muddling along a fixed track. Until one moment, I was lucky to hit other people of the same kind, and my sleep was like a dream. Thinking like this, walking and kissing nature. I know how to improve my life in the future. When I got home, I had breakfast with my organized thoughts. Walking on the way to work in a hurry, I saw the sky just now was getting brighter, and the new day had already begun to DEDECMS. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Essays

It was another time to work overtime until late at night. I was used to working hard, enduring hardship, enjoying hardship and hardship, and keeping silent and waiting for my dream, until now, I understand how important body is. Health is the source of all your happiness. Happiness, I think the meaning of life lies in pursuing happiness, but what is happiness, everyone’s definition of happiness is different. I think happiness means eating well, dressing well, living steadfast everyday, pursuing light, warmth, friendship, family affection, and I think luxury for love, as long as you live hard, work hard, be a good person, continue to cultivate yourself, cultivate yourself into a charming woman, and move forward towards a bright future, always forget all the things that should be forgotten, forget all the things that should be forgotten, always pursue and move constantly, and then constantly throw your heart into the most beautiful youth, it will never be unsealed. It is a matter of heart. In a cloudy day, the rain keeps falling, but it seems that I can only pretend myself. My father called yesterday, complaining that I didn’t call him. I in thought. Is it true that only the psychological person really loses it can he find its importance. You can call your boyfriend several times a day, but you don’t know how to call your parents. Someone says that the man who loves you most in the world will always be your father! However, when did the love and hate of this world come to an end? I just learned to love myself gradually. Once a friend said that if a person doesn’t love himself, how can he love others. Maybe it is really weak. I find myself becoming more and more indifferent to everything, especially love. Maybe it is too deep hurt by love. We can see through all the past things, let time pass by, and youth pass by. The blue sky in our heart is still transparent. Some people make me believe in friendship, love and family affection. Some people let me know the darkness, betrayal and pain. Love is a common thing with material, interest and money. I don’t know why people put on a pure coat for love, I don’t know how many poor lovers have been misled, no matter men or women, don’t expect that you will find love when you have nothing. Love is originally vulgar. Now, my heart has become quiet. It is really good to have green mountains as company and white clouds as dance. Go to the suburb to pick the green, pick a bunch of the most beautiful flowers and insert them in your old twilight. Like (prose editor: Ke Er) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

I like

I like it. I like the slight loneliness when I am alone. I like it. I like the moment when locust flowers are fragrant. It was when you came to me. I like it. I like the moment when the summer breeze blows gently, the feeling of breeze lifting clothes. I like it. I like the moment when the floating clouds pass by, and let my thoughts drift by. I like it. I like the moment when the rain is misty, that kind of drizzling idleness. I like it. I like the moment I miss you quietly. Tenderness is in my eyes. I like it. I can forget you and me occasionally at the moment when I express my feelings in sword dance. I like it. I like the warm touch at the moment when the sun shines. I like it. I like the moment when the moonlight shines on silver. I really want to be the Sue in the Moon Palace! Like (prose editor: Shu Kuang) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

War is the most rational choice to solve the Diaoyu Island dispute

As an old saying goes: those who do not seek the whole situation are not enough to seek a domain, and those who do not seek the whole world are not enough to seek a moment. For China, a big country with worldwide influence, its national defense, diplomacy, politics and economy must be considered at a global level, so that it can take the lead in the process of integrating with the world strongly. At present, the Diaoyu Island incident shocked the whole country, and there was a great potential that the war would soon start. What kind of choice Chinese politicians make at such a critical moment will directly affect the trend of China and even the world. The Diaoyu Island dispute is an old question. Why did the fishermen in Mao Zedong’s era go fishing nearby? Why did Japan’s right wing want to land on the island in those years? China declared Diaoyu island as a missile test area, and Japan kept silent for a long time, why did Japan put aside the dispute? After joint development, Japan became more and more aggressive and frequently. Until now, Japan directly refused to admit the dispute, which caused a huge wave of nationalization of purchasing islands. This phenomenon is worth pondering. Brilliant doctors can cure the disease and eliminate the disease in the bud. Brilliant politicians focus on prevention when dealing with problems and are good at preventing the disease before it occurs. From the perspective of history, Mao Zedong is a great politician who can see the end of the fall. Now the problem of Diaoyu Island is just like a person who is sub-healthy originally, and then his life becomes Cancer Without Abstinence. It is impossible to cure without removing and chemotherapy cancer cells, any thought of eating mild Chinese medicine is wrong. It is useless for a patient who has already got cancer to look back on the past and want to buy regret medicine. Only when he is brave to face the cruel reality and dare to take strong medicine can he defeat the disease. In this sense, the shelving theory in those years was the original birthplace of cancer cells, and the problem could be solved essentially only by carrying out all-round and thorough cutting, and the most effective method of this cutting was war. After Japan announced the nationalization of Diaoyu Islands, if China could not effectively counter it, it would be legal as acquiescence, which was the bottom line that any politician could not tolerate, if you break through this bottom line, you will be betraying your country. I think no one dares to do such a thing that is against the world and leaves you an eternal name. If China’s strength is not good, anger is meaningless. If China is a powerful party, anger must be transformed into punishment. Obviously, China and Japan have obvious advantages compared with China. China should not only indulge in the gentle and gentle style of hiding its light and looking back. It is time to show the character of Han and Tang dynasties who dare to commit strong Han, even if they are far away, they will be punished. Lao Zi said: The soldier, the weapon is also. Many experts mentioned that war must be scared to death, and some people wanted to fight for fear of not winning, and some people would say that Japan plus America and China were still strong? Actually Diaoyu islands including other East China Sea issue even Taiwan problems are American and protracted. Therefore, it is unrealistic to punish Japan for winning Diaoyu Islands without considering American Factors. Only by recognizing the essence of American Asia-Pacific strategy can the real meaning of Diaoyu Islands issue be clearer. Since the founding of China, the United States has never relaxed its strategy of encircling China. It was just that the plan of the United States could not be realized in the Mao Zedong era because China won the United States in two wars. Later, China and the United States became harmonious, unconsciously, the United States completed the complete encirclement of China. The United States is a super overlord who takes the whole world to operate and will never allow anyone to challenge his overlord status. A big man like China can only be relieved if the Arab world is divided. No matter how wishful China regards America as a friend, America will always regard China as a competitor in its heart. In recent years, the tension around China has not happened overnight, it is inevitable that China only emphasizes peaceful development rather than struggle and confrontation. In terms of the general trend of the world, due to its own institutional problems, the domestic contradictions in the United States are also breaking out intensively under the condition of economic depression, and its consistent style is to ease the domestic contradictions by robbing wealth through wars. Therefore, the United States is the most willing country to fight at present, which is a mentality of robbing banks. This robber logic determines that America maintains hegemony with dollar and protects the evil nature of dollar with military. Such evil overlord determines that there is no real fairness in the world, and the world order can only evolve according to Darwin’s theory. The Diaoyu Island issue clearly reflects the attempt of the United States to suppress China. By creating chaos around China, the United States made China too busy to take care of other things and took the opportunity to cut its wings, the Arab world, the Great Wall of China, was pushed down, and finally China was completely removed. Japan also saw clearly the real intention that America used him to suppress China, and conversely, it used America to suppress China in an attempt to monopolize Diaoyu Islands permanently. In fact, Japan’s judgment is playing with fire. The strategy of the United States is to suppress China with all its strength at present, but before the Middle East issue is solved, the United States will never fight a real war with China, only when Iran is pacified can the United States be a killer of China. If China does not attack Japan at this time, China will make a big mistake, if This World War I let Japan, a small country with a strong mentality, get the punishment it deserved, and the Chinese sea would be calm, and the strategy of conquering China by the United States would be completely ruined. Just rationally telling me that today’s China seems to never shoot the first shot. In China dominated by the rich, enjoyment is the top priority. It is useless to say for a long time, and everything will return to its original state after a strong protest, however, I am afraid that the future battles will not be avoided. The difference is that China will win now, and in the future, it will definitely lose miserably. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Say goodbye

If you stay in one place for a long time, you will have a sense of belonging. It has been more than two years since I came to Wuhan. I gradually accepted to eat a bowl of hot-dry noodles too early, gradually got familiar with the campus path from East Lake to Luojia Mountain, and gradually fell in love with the two rivers and three towns in Jiangcheng. But now I, everything started from the beginning to the end. Graduation is always sad. The two-year time is too fast, as if I have just met the teachers and friends around me. A period of ivory tower time vaguely ended before the beginning. When I came here, I was very lonely, but when I wanted to leave, I was reluctant to lift my feet. Maybe everyone was like this. When I was about to lose, I fell in love with the beauty in it. There will be no need to give up, those who live together day and night will be on one side of the world, there will be attachment, those comfortable and comfortable days will always be the past, there will be pain, those familiar scenes will be gradually forgotten by me together with piles of books. After graduation, I told myself that after finishing my graduation thesis, I told myself that after graduation dinner, I told myself, however, countless psychological precautions and hints did not relieve my sadness at the moment I got the train ticket home. Yes, I went home and graduated. It’s really time. Thank you for spending such a beautiful time in such a gorgeous School, I am grateful that I have gained sincere friendship and real knowledge, but just like everything in nature, harvest is just a connection point in several reincarnation, because soon, I will start a new life again, and there is still a little anxiety in my heart. Suddenly Looking back, I have spent 18 years in the Spring and Autumn period on campus, and my life is too short. How many 18 years can I squander for me. This graduation is totally different from the previous graduation. What I am facing is no longer a simple further education, but going to another strange country; What I have lost is not only this school, it will also lose a kind of Chinese-style campus life that I am accustomed. I tried to see the happy side. I told myself that at least I was still studying and still a student, then I could continue to thirst for knowledge and absorb nutrition with the attitude of a student, you can have enough time to travel, read books, understand the society and be a better person. However, I just couldn’t be happy. Holding the diploma and train ticket in my hand, I asked myself over and over again why I wanted to leave and what kind of choice I made to make myself suffer so much. The train was about to leave, and I really couldn’t move, because I really didn’t know when I would go out of this step, and then I could go back to my warm alma mater. With tears in my eyes, I found that I loved this land so deeply that Wuhan had already become my hometown, from Hubu Lane to Jianghan Road, from Yellow Crane Tower to fruit Lake, it is my past, my past, my laughter and tears, and my thoughts and friendship. The train was about to leave, leaving was about to come. My friends waved their hands and turned around to be the background. I walked into the past with heavy steps. Looking back, I wanted to take a look at my Wuhan, but the whistle made my nose sour and tried my best to hold back tears. I just wanted to leave my city with a smile. I didn’t want Wuhan to cry for me. OK, the train starts, and I have to say goodbye to Wuhan. I am reluctant to say goodbye, and hope to see you again. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…