Missing Heart

I will continue to stay with this city in another way I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Home of mood

A cup of green tea washed away the tiredness of the journey, and the mood of returning home was happy. Seeing the healthy body of parents, the mood was more relieved. Although I came home in a hurry, I felt tired all over my body, however, it is not a kind of happiness to talk with parents, to talk with them, to listen to their parents talking about their parents’ shortcomings, and to the sound of dogs in the family. The city’s philanthropy the cruel pressure of the city’s heart, leave the busy work, leave the rush of the city, escape temporarily, go back to the parents and return to the harbor of the soul, hometown let the breeze of hometown blow away the cruelty of philanthropy temporarily. Lying in the place where I slept in my childhood, reliving my childhood memories, and letting the green wheat seedlings calm down the anxiety of my heart… looking at the green wheat seedlings, listening to the breast names, as if I saw that little girl who had nothing to do but to walk through the wheat seedlings, home is the harbor, home is the way back, full of tired heart, return to hometown, listen to the care of parents, temporarily forget the annoyance and annoyance, let the love of parents accompany, let the hometown accompany Like (prose editor: Rain dancing alone) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Geniuses

When checking my mother’s belongings, I found that there were two beautifully packaged medicine boxes at the bottom of the suitcase. One box was well packaged, and the other box had already eaten more than half. I picked it up and read it carefully, and a burst of anger jumped up inexplicably. I dare not make any comments on whether this so-called panacea has effect on Earth, but the tabloid attached to it is definitely a trap. In the late stage of the disease, my mother herself lost confidence in the treatment, that is, she did not take acupuncture or medicine. It has been more than a month, and the symptoms are getting worse and worse. It doesn’t seem to be a good disease. My father doesn’t know what to do. Since we found out that it was liver cancer, we kept silent and said it was Stone, hoping to relieve her psychological pressure and hold on mentally. The desire for life is an instinctive need. No matter how understatement it is, once death approaches step by step, that kind of fear and blow will be the most deadly. No matter how doubtful my mother was, as long as she couldn’t get the conclusive information, there was always a light in her heart. For the treatment of terminal diseases, the scientific and humane treatment method is palliative therapy. As long as it can prolong a little sign of life, relatives will never give up, and doctors with conscience will do their best. One day at noon, my father mysteriously handed me a tabloid and whispered: look at what is said above, it is very effective, especially for your mother’s illness. I didn’t have much time to see my mother. I conveyed this bad news to my father in different ways. In fact, my father had already guessed something from our expressions. For the common purpose, he didn’t tell my mother either. When I explained it, he just sighed. What my father handed me was the tabloid common in the gate of the hospital, the station or the toilet. A few big words of anti-cancer spirit on the impressive paper without modesty, there are also several photos with celebrities and leaders, full of only the experiences of how famous patients with family names come back to life. The words are straight-forward and touching, so you can’t help moving. As a doctor, I know some of the secrets better than ordinary people, and I will not easily believe this kind of method that cannot be covered up. It is said that the sky is full of flowers. How to make you get all the good things at a low price is basically focusing on the hard-earned money in your pocket. My father was a little unhappy. Could these leaders and celebrities also lie? I couldn’t explain any more, pretending to read the tabloid carefully. My mother lost the confidence of treatment and refused to continue treatment. I suspect that my father leaked his words. Because I found my father’s expression was a little trance recently. No, I didn’t say anything at all. My father was so innocent that he became more and more pitiful. Buy! It is not only a joke for colleagues, but also a pity for father. I sent my wife to buy back two boxes of two thousand yuan each according to the address of tabloid. On the day I bought it back, my father was very excited. He shook his hands and opened the package layer by layer, and carefully reviewed all the words on it. There is also a very thick autobiography of the founder of medicine attached. Like many legendary figures, how poor they were when they were young, how different they were from common customs, how to encounter superior people to give directions after experiencing a rough life, and how to turn into magic has become everyone now. Looking, looking, I was a little shocked. Could the worldwide problem in the medical field be solved like an outsider playing house. No matter how extensive and profound Chinese medicine is, it is also the basis of thousands of years’ research that occasionally gives a flash of light, which is definitely not like this everywhere. The article was well written. The article was authentic and touching. Looking at the source, it turned out that the background was not small. You won’t feel strange about this. There is a gang behind all the people who are red and purple. In the early 1990 s, there was once a blind doctor specialized in treating liver diseases. Overnight, major media rushed to broadcast. How to get the skill? How many patients who are terminally ill have been saved? A blind person, through touching, can unexpectedly make the result which is completely attached to modern high-tech B- ultrasound, CT and so on. His extraordinary achievements are more legendary. It is said that when I was young, I was herding cattle in deep mountains. One day, I suddenly met an old man with white beard. Seeing that his clothes were ragged and weak, and there was an extraordinary light in his eyes, the old man taught him this extraordinary achievement hand in hand. Later, due to illness, I unfortunately became blind. So he made use of this pair of heartedness to hang the pot to save the world and rule all living beings. His reputation was growing day by day. Naturally, money flew into his pocket like snowflakes. He took a special plane with his travel bag, and the security team embraced the front and back. National leaders also personally awarded awards of self-improvement and entrepreneurship. Through the extensive reports of more high-level media, he was almost popular to the extent that everyone knew Yu and the children and the old people, just like listening to the legend of fiduciary in those years. I had a patients MOU name went to, registration waiting more than a month, spent 4000 or 5000 yuan, back back a bag of drugs, with confidence tastes. Half of the time I ate, my symptoms didn’t get better. I went to consult and said, “that can be done! This is the beginning. Only after taking several courses of treatment can the effect appear. How long is a course of treatment? It depends on the development of the disease, which is usually left and right in January. The family members were a little confused, so they came to inquire about it. I didn’t have a thorough study of traditional Chinese medicine, so it was difficult to explain more. Traditional Chinese Medicine talks about the balance of yin and yang, regulating qi and blood, and the way of stewing slowly. As for when to adjust and what effect to achieve, it depends on your patience and perseverance. The most scientific and natural treatment for diabetes is to eat coarse grains, but how many of them can insist on eating coarse grains for life? There is no effect and naturally you can’t blame the doctor. Since you have the patience and perseverance, I’m afraid few of you can stick to such high medical expenses. After all, you are not eating coarse grains. My patient was still cured later. According to the logic reported by the media in those years, the treatment of liver disease should be as easy as the treatment of cold, but the reality is that liver disease is still a difficult problem that puzzles the World Medical circle. My father compared vivid examples one by one, while my mother cheered up again and ate it seriously according to the instructions. Seeing that my mother was full of hope, I also got some comfort in my heart, which was worth it! For the person who is about to leave, the only hope of relatives in helplessness and pain is to meet all his requirements to the greatest extent in the short world. Only when he meets them can relatives feel more at ease, whether it is a lie, a cheat or something shameless, it is already unimportant. Many people who are interested in it really see this. A few days later, my mother felt more sick and sick. As soon as the food reached her mouth, she felt painful. This may be caused by the side effects of the drug. Although what is mentioned in the illustration is proprietary Chinese medicine, the anti-cancer effect will not be too obvious if there are no ingredients of chemotherapy drugs. For patients with advanced cancer, their bodies have been consumed to the extreme. How can they suffer from this kind of toxic and side effects? Specialist doctors in regular hospitals no longer support this kind of treatment method. I don’t know how the patients who are unable to get sick are cured as they said? I think OU is really pitiful, and said: how about a few days later? My father reluctantly agreed, so my mother had to say: OK. One day at noon, I suddenly opened the door and found that my parents put something under the quilt hurriedly. The medicine box my father held in his hand made me understand everything. My eyes suddenly became wet. How many patients and their families are looking for miracles like their parents in the country? How many families can’t calm down for a moment like their parents were instigated by the rare cases in the tabloid? 2 Box, 2000 box, 20 million box is an entrepreneur myth. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Never forget this Yan

Eagerly across, sea blue, tiankuo. When you meet in this life, you will remember your appearance. Even if the years consider your veil of sadness or happiness ruthlessly, only the maroon merciful pupil is not more, in the embarrassed Icehouse, or at the dusk of the painter’s heart, this pair of semitransparent gemstones is as good as the past. I looked at you quietly without saying anything. Write a song to commemorate you. The years were full of badges, heavy, and walked to the waters that muttered to call back, pouring my dry heart. The only lonely thing is amnesia. No matter you were happy or sad before, you would forget that what you faced was only the empty present and future. Memory is a wonderful thing. When recalling, I smiled and felt how happy I was. What’s the sadness now. When encountering painful things, I would rather have amnesia. In this way, the heart is full of happiness, enduring the sadness and forcibly transforming it into a great power to move forward. It seems that seeing sadness can actually turn into more mature capital than happiness. Peace is happiness. But I don’t want to forget anything. You are the best memory in my heart. Even if I die, I will not leave the happiness we are together. You love me, from eyes to details. I am love you, seeing you is like seeing the best treasure in the world. My eyes can’t leave you any more. I just want to stay in your arms. I will live forever and never feel that God is unfair. Among hundreds of billions of people, it is not easy to wait for you finally, so we should cherish it. True love is an eternal star. You don’t have to worry about its extinction and Derailment. When you miss it, you just need to watch it quietly and feel it exists all the time. Open the skylight, pick up the mirror, reflect a bunch of lovesickness moonlight into the bed, and then keep the Moonlight porcelain sleeve to sleep. Wish to yi xin ren, elderly not deviation. Although it is not as beautiful as flowers or jade, and even the age is approaching, turning white into snow, we vaguely remember those days when we were influenced by each other and endured hardships. With mutual support, we are no longer willing to find the color for the paper iris that lost blood color, but to find the color for life. The extreme time will eventually become a perfect sound. There is no need to say too much. Everything is true, and it is happening silently. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Recalling return where

Late autumn night, a little chill. The town fell asleep quietly, yellow dogs in the distance were barking lightly, insects perched in the withered and yellow grass, and autumn cicadas after Frost were singing in harmony. I was sitting quietly in front of the security window made of cold stainless steel at the west corner of the small city. The perfume of Lishui River and the fragrance of osmanthus floated to the window faintly. The night screen card in front of the community is on, and the red and purple lights are flashing alternately, like the blink of the night, thoughts? a href=’ search.php ‘target =’_blank’> nostalgia Cuo spectrum cattle  frequency call) cut animal husbandry wo Huan playing  frequency angle Yi beaten gua ㄏ palate take pseudo-fold? br /> The red stones, the clear streams, the green locusts flying everywhere over the green rice, and the various beetles crawling around the paths in the late autumn, I am obsessed with a small village with a beautiful story, a small village with a beautiful name. You said, the hard-working guy had some unspeakable good things. I chuckled at the big pumpkin, the long cowpea and the white radish, and laughed at the beautiful memories in your faint narration, laugh at the cocked corners of your mouth. The old pumpkin vine swinging in the autumn wind and the long green cowpea swaying in the morning fog must be the leading role of your dream tonight. There is a scene that will freeze: In the radish field, the young man in white shirt is wiping sweat with the muddy hands that have just pulled out the radish seedlings, and the girl with twist braid comes over and smiles shyly, the little heart is green in the green seedlings,. You said you were the most popular guy at that time. All the young people in the joint school gathered together, listening to you playing three strings; The boys playing basketball were sweating, just putting down the ball, the smoke was burning, the cabbage was floating in the meat soup, and everyone rushed around; During the break, go up the mountain to pick tea bags, find rice carambola, go down the ditch to touch crabs and catch flat fish. It was also in the autumn night, the moonlight was like water, and there was yellow dizzy light. The boy’s heart became soft and chaotic, standing beside the playground full of weeds, I took out the harmonica and gently put it on my mouth, sighed and sighed, played and played. The beautiful night was so quiet that only my piano was left on the grassland, and I wanted to write a letter to the girl in the distance, unfortunately, there is no postman to send a message. It was a sweet and sad night, and she liked to imagine your panic under the kerosene lamp. If you are in a mess, she will complain sweetly that the yellow dog at home stopped barking yesterday. You said, at that time you were a young man with a literary dream. I laughed, it should be a silly guy. She sat in front of you and threw her braid at the front of your desk from time to time. Timidly, you touched the hair with a pencil. One mm, two mm, the hair was not touched, however, the heart touched the story of Liang Zhu, which was flowing in the pen. The young man thought about it foolishly. Following your beautiful memory, I also walked for a while. Half slope Camellia, Mantian rape flower, green wild mountain onion, clear stream attic, I sat in front of the window, outside the window was endless black and grapefruit fragrance, the sound of electronic piano was flowing inside the window. I prefer to choose clarinet, which is like a long water, which can make people’s thoughts flow far away. Only it can interpret the long length of “Night of grassland. It is a pity that there is no Ma Tou Qin in the options. The sound of Ma Tou Qin is long and vicissitudes, and the night may be thicker. Cool well water, clear stream water, glittering Dew, golden orange on the hillside, yellow green pomelo, the big Reed Rooster singing at dawn downstairs, besides, the poem on the door which the old owner of my house specially reserved for me, the new owner, is the most gentle one who bowed his head, like a lotus flower, which is extremely shy to the cool wind, saying a word to cherish shayanala! sha yang Nora! Follow the memory every step, the heart will be moist, because with you, the heart is not lonely. The past was quiet and the memory was quiet. It was a pity that it was too far away and a little desolate. The world was troubled and my heart was gradually covered with dust. The industrious guy had already made up half a hundred people, and the girl who played the piano near the window also made the sadness into two temples of slight frost on the sail of the years, who can dry into Tang Poetry and Song poetry? Lotus maybe can. Everyone’s palm was holding a lotus seed five hundred years ago, which slipped into the pond in autumn without any intention. The window is green and the flowers are blooming. Lian said: I am the lotus seed you lost five hundred years ago/break your heart once a year/how many people have guessed/Lotus’s heart/slowly dry into Tang Poetry and Song poetry, but neither you nor I can. The pen when I was young was still there, and the ink was just dry. There are many camphora trees along the road, and the dew at night is occasionally knocked over by flying insects. The pots and pans are symphonic, and the scenes to be performed every day are somewhat plain and indifferent. There is no scenery in familiar places, no stories in familiar people, and no suspense in familiar stories. Memory, the beautiful memory under the camphora tree, the memory waking up at the edge of the lotus pond, is the thread that is always pulling in the heart of the people who are drifting away, it is a scenery that confused people can never walk out. With memory, the scolding sound becomes fresh and tender. The soft loofah Vine in the bottom of my heart stretches out slowly. The fate will not disappoint every kind person. When I am alone, I will recall the night when I listen to songs together, the song is charming and a little cold. Words have naughty warmth. In your peaceful eyes, your heart gradually becomes quiet. I want to find a rainy day and go to the Red River Valley alone. In the bright and clean streams and among the red stones, I will sing a pure song and chase after the jumping fish, we also need to lift the water on the black hair of the young man who was eavesdropping beside the slippery stone. However, it was the season when the lotus seed had not slipped. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Listening to music at midnight: expectation in dreams

Countless Spring and Autumn Periods have quietly passed away, and the beautiful years have slipped gently from the fingers. With beautiful wishes and dreams, I traveled around the world. From the wind to the rain, along the way, how many ups and downs have been experienced, how many hardships have been endured, and how warm and warm the world is. After the busy day, my feeling of the night is always so long. I toss and turn in bed, and the rushing passion flows quietly in my tired body again and again, the boat of missing carries the expectation in my heart, walking slowly in the waves of the night. The mountains and waters are far away with love, and the ends of the world are lingering with love. You are the expectation in my dream. Looking forward to meeting you, holding hands with you, and snuggling with you through the long life. In my dream, I stood on the bank of acacia for a long time, silently staring at the distant sky, calling your name and expecting your figure to appear. When you walked towards me, I saw that your eyes were full of tenderness, your face was full of smiles, and warm feelings came to my heart. I gently held you in my arms, and you leaned up to me shyly. Your tenderness smoothed my slight sadness, and your fervor melted the coldness in my heart, you gave me a night of lingering, I deeply love you! Dreams are always so beautiful, but waking up is a curtain of deep dreams. Let me wet the pillow towel with tears and sigh! You are the expectation in my dream, a song in my heart, and a scenery in my life. I don’t know how you came into my life? The world of mortals is destined. I can’t love you, but I just fall in love with you, just like the flowing clouds are so natural. I am standing at the intersection of dreams for the depth of your love and the truth of your love. I am looking forward to your footsteps walking towards me slowly with the rhythm of floating clouds and clean water. One day, you finally came to the dim light. Life is gathering and scattering, and we are gathering and scattering in a hurry. Yesterday you were my lover, today we have become passers-. From then on, tears and tears, life and death are boundless. I thought we could encounter each other, which was the fate set in front of the Buddha five hundred years ago. But when we met and smiled, we passed through spring and summer, and passed through autumn and winter, but you passed by and left me far away. In the end, you still forgot the world for thousands of years. The right and wrong of the past, the gratitude and resentment can’t be drunk but a pot of turbid wine, half-screen Green Mountain. Maybe this is just a memory in my life, and you are just the expectation in my dream! Last night, I played Yao Zheng again. The soft moonlight shone on my tears. The sound of the piano flew away. I miss my thoughts again tonight. I think of you again. The sweet night of love. I hope you embrace each other in a dream. I hope it’s me. Obsession your tenderness and laughter in the dream why a lover leaves with tears who lives and lives with me in the world of mortals what is the ending of the story between me and you I look forward to the waiting of nestling with you in this life I will never give up waiting for me to meet you again, and I will never separate and listen to music at midnight, flute partied away. A song named “expectation in dreams” sung by Xiaoyi with deep feelings and deep thoughts sounded, telling the voice of love in the world of mortals. The expectation in my dream is that beautiful rainbow. The possession of each other is the expectation of this life’s dream. The Dream of the past is still tightly wrapped in my feelings, the love of the past is still warm in my heart, and I used to be still singing. In the world of mortals, I have no way to send all my feelings. Who knows me? Who Loves Me? When will we expect to embrace our true feelings? In these long years, life is full of regrets, and regrets may not be a kind of beauty! Looking forward to meeting in a dream is a kind of beauty, but I prefer that my expectation is not a dream. Like (prose editor: Ke Er) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

His new family

In the late spring of May, the breath of spring has disappeared. The spring love is only the pear flower is thin, and it should be the infinite sorrow for the passing of the spring flowers, but I don’t want to find any reason to hurt the spring feelings any more. I vaguely remember today in the Millennium dragon year. I prepared to go back to my hometown to teach from a normal school, but I had no home to go back to my stepmother. The accidental casualties on the eve of my graduation hit my originally broken home again. The pain of father’s losing his wife twice in just five years is beyond any ordinary people’s imagination. He sold all his belongings and went south in his forties. I lived in a public house in the unit, and we lived our own lives. My father had hoped to find another glory of his career in the bustling metropolis, but the ups and downs of life were all uncertain. Due to various reasons, my father finally failed to surpass his career, it should have been 12 years. During the past 12 years, my father had been living in an unsettled place, and he really felt wandering and helpless. As a son, I felt sorry for him from the bottom of my heart. My father went south to the business Sea, and I set foot on the road of teaching and educating people on the same day of the same year. It has been 12 years since May in 2019! Twelve years, say long or short, say short or short, how many twelve years of life can be squander? People all say that 12 years is a cycle in life. Although his father did not welcome the vitality of his career, his father, who had already known the year of destiny, finally welcomed another spring in his life and his father had his own new house. In fact, this is what makes us children happier. Although my father had the honor to get acquainted with my second stepmother several years ago, he had never had a new house of his own, and a house without a house and a house without a partner could not be regarded as a complete home. My father’s new house was four opposite bungalows, which were not big but quiet; There was also a clean yard covered with cement floor. Looking at these four small rooms, I felt very steadfast and calm in my heart, and I had untold happiness for my father from the bottom of my heart! On the day when the new house was settled, my father invited my son and me to go home, and my parents-in-law. I sincerely hope that all parents in the world can live a happy and happy old age! Like (prose editor: Ke Er) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Mother

Mom, you can rest assured to let your daughter choose an independent life and life, which will also let her have more life experience to face the challenges of new life. Mom, I never accompany you. You won’t blame me. I know mom knows my daughter’s heart best. Mom, you know that my daughter is a person who lets her dream fly, and the farther she flies, the happier I feel. Mom, when you are alive, I can’t accompany you to take care of you. Please forgive me. My daughter is very selfish. She knows that her mother misses her daughter and she still wants to leave her mother, come to the city to find your own life. My mother has raised me for more than twenty years, and my daughter is not filial to her. My daughter has passed by herself, but she also asks my mother to forgive her for leaving and the route she chose. Mom, I didn’t send you to see dad in person, which is my lifelong regret. Now, I really know that my mother always considers things from the standpoint of children. I don’t blame my mother for saying anything to me. It’s good, it’s bad, I won’t let my heart go, because, I know that my mother is an elder, when, my mother is my first teacher, since I can remember, my mother always spends every day twice as long as I do. I remember that a few months before my mother passed away, I still asked my mother to hug me and sleep as I did when I was a child. I asked my mother how she knew my father, is it a man who once had love. Mom said that before she married her father, she knew a villager in a village. That person was not very good to her mother, but that person had no nose and lived with a mask every day. I asked my mother why she didn’t marry that man. My mother said that when I knew your father, my mother didn’t want to associate with that man anymore. That man looked like a person from another planet. I said, mom, are you scared? Mom said, unlike what you think, we live in the same village, both front and back yards, and we are very familiar with each other. I said you and Dad fell in love with each other. Mom said: Dad was a teacher, and he was the head teacher of teaching in our village at that time. In many people’s eyes, dad is a God. People who can educate students and let them get the highest scores. My father and I were introduced by the matchmaker. Mom said she agreed to contact with dad. Because my mother had recognized my father for a long time, but she didn’t know that someone would propose a marriage. When she knew it was my father, my mother agreed. The man in the village didn’t want to see me get married. He asked his father and mother to take me to live in Harbin. Now I don’t know how I live, it’s just that when I think of a person with no nose who once chased me and wanted to be a family, I feel very sad. From time to time, my mother met my father, otherwise, my mother really married the man in the village, and now she may go to live in Harbin. I said mom, do you regret knowing Dad? Mom said: what people pay attention to is fate, let alone not regret. I just want a man to be with me, and I don’t want anything? I lost my mother since I was a child, and I would do any housework. So, I came to today. After giving birth to your sisters, life is also quite good. Unfortunately, your father passed away first and still stayed at home alone. I really felt bored. I said, “Mom, do you want to find a father to accompany you? Mom said: No, as long as my daughter still misses me, I will be satisfied. Now think about it, maybe everyone who works as a mother misses his children. If conditions permit, he often goes home to greet his mother, which is also the filial piety of being a child. Like me, my mother has passed away. Only tears of regret accompanied me through. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Heart rendered by missing (selected by writers)

Thinking hard every night, sleepless every night. Noisy and impetuous mood always twine clouds. Inexplicable sadness and loneliness invade Yunxia’s thoughts at any time and pervade the living space of Yunxia. Loneliness is like a white note in October. With the melody of the hot sun, it slowly spreads on the bank of the heart of clouds, lingering and blowing. Sometimes, loneliness is also a kind of happiness, because of the cloud, because I think of the cloud in my heart. Does the white cloud that I want to hold tightly remove all the bitterness in the past? In the flame of the sun? We meet in the light, and the clouds don’t want to separate in the light. A fragrant grass, a burning bunch of green; Who gave you the tiny tears, making you sad relying on the wind? We met in the light, and the love we fell in love with had dimmed my missing soul; The steps of insomnia gently thinned my words; The verdant heart in the wind, terrified the Fox; loneliness is like canyang, intoxication is like a fool, and illusion is like blood; At the end of the world, when I wake up and get drunk, I am the only one holding the beauty and fragrance of clouds alone, watching the accumulation of loneliness, looking through the daily thoughts, A heart-to-heart encounter, tears of happiness flooded into lively missing, and complicated sadness twined into my tears. Tears, besides missing, are happiness. The journey of life is accompanied by clouds, warm, no longer lonely waiting for the return of missing. The imagination is infinite, and the clouds are intoxicated by the beautiful imagination. I miss you day by day, care about you day by day, wait for your information day by day, for everything that is far away but no longer far away, intoxicated, wonderful, and not lonely. Quiet night, deep missing. Yunxia is looking for his own meditation and touching emotion in the quiet night, which gives people a deep excitement. My heart is no longer a solo dance. I think of clouds in the deep night. My mood softened and my yearning was drunk. In the season of moving feeling in July, the music of missing became my warm comfort. Listening to different music and thinking about the clouds in the distance, my mind lingered silently on the edge of missing, gently and gently entangled all kinds of fantasies. Sleepless Tonight, my thoughts filled my heart like smoke. If you walk alone for too long, you will be tired; You need to be accompanied by a person to walk together in the future. One person’s Road, two people walk, long life Road will not feel lonely, lonely. With clouds, clouds have more concerns, fantasies and motivation; Because love is happiness. I know that yuner likes to see the magnificent sea, the surging sea and the sound of the sea breeze. Knowing that yuner likes listening to the sea, listening to the sound of the sea breeze passing over his cheek, feeling the comfort of the sea breeze, tasting the light salty taste of the sea breeze; Feeling a philosophical thinking, a poet’s inspiration, I feel that I belong to the nature, and I am a free spirit. My mind is blown away by the sea breeze, and my heart is purified by the sea breeze; Listen carefully to the surging waves, the splashing spray, and the sounds like the sounds of nature. Knowing that yuner likes to miss the picture of strolling on the beach, stepping barefoot on the beach and feeling the coolness touched by the sea water, The coolness is as soft as a lover’s fingers, delicate and useful. The waves of seawater give you selfless care and comfort; Walking barefoot on the beach, when the waves come, hide in the arms of clouds; suddenly Looking back, I found that the footprints on the beach were still left after being washed by seawater, feeling a kind of contentment, wisdom and life. Take the wings of the rays of sunlight to soar and miss, and shed thoughts in the heat of the sun. Clouds, clouds far away, can you sense the deep yearning and Lovesickness of this time? Flourishing complex, sleepless heart, lovesickness is the most bitter, no good time to find, two lines of heart into tears. Thinking quietly, the light figure of the clouds fluttered among the thoughts of the clouds; The thoughts suddenly flew to the sky, breaking through the sky which should have been quiet, adding a beautiful arc, and lovesickness was like a rainbow. At this time, Xia forgot the hustle and bustle of the city, forgot all the sadness, and quietly enjoyed the unique tranquility. Colorful Clouds, Hearts, have been rendered by missing, love, flying. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Changing a way

In daily life, facing the monotonous environment and work, I feel boring and boring. For example, every week and every day, when I welcome the upcoming work, I always feel suffering in front of myself, I even have to rush up with my scalp. Facing the familiar home and work environment everyday, we often feel old and single. This boredom always affects our passion of work and life more or less. Because of lack of vitality, we look sad all day long, I can hardly feel the pleasure of work and the beauty of life. In fact, when we think about it calmly, it is because our inner heart loses our strength that it can be reflected to foreign objects and reality, so that we complain to the outside world. If we want to change this depressed mood, we must first change our own mood and observe things with an optimistic and positive attitude, which naturally changes our views on things. Of course, people’s inner world will also be tired, just like physical exhaustion caused by physical exhaustion, the loss of heart will also lead to negative mood. Even what a beautiful thing, as time passes, will also cause aesthetic fatigue. Therefore, in this case, we should learn to adjust our mood, and learn to think about problems, treat things and appreciate things in another way. A new day begins. We don’t have to indulge in the pressure caused by the upcoming work. We can completely put aside this mindset and feel lucky for the upcoming new challenges and gains, it can be imagined that during this day, I will continue to complete my tasks, continue to chat and communicate with my colleagues, and even continue to drink a cup of tea after work, you can also think that you have finished one of several parts of your work this year, and there are still many unknown novelties waiting for yourself in the cycle. A new week begins. Life shows its charm in this small cycle. The work of the previous cycle in the previous phase has come to an end successfully, the latter is like a string of ellipsis extending infinitely. Our ordinary creation will make its connotation more colorful. Besides, in spare time and weekends, we also have a lot of time at our own discretion. Our job is to accumulate and pave the way for our own free world. Facing the working and living environment that we turn a blind eye to every day, the same is true. We need to change our way. For example, you can completely crawl on the desk for half a day, stretch your muscles and bones, and put the messy articles in order again, and even move the desk to a different position, let the crowded space become more open-minded, let yourself and others have a refreshing feeling, and enjoy a little fun in the sound of surprise. Life only favors those who love life itself. It is also the same at home. Take a bath on the sofa while watching TV, or write your fragmentary feelings on your notebook and send them to your microblog and space to share your feelings with friends. Writing a poem does not need many readers’ poems. It is not a kind of recreation and enjoyment to amuse yourself. Of course, if you can win a few cheers, it may not be the catalyst of your soul, taste sweetness and pleasure. Move your desk or bed, reorganize your books, and wear the old clothes you wore before. It seems that you have returned to yesterday and started a new life. You can also get together with friends who haven’t been together for a long time. There will be unexpected surprises and gains. Change the bus to work to walking or cycling, and exercise your body on the way to finish business, After enjoying the scenery, why not do it? In another way, let our heart no longer be deserted and weeds grow, let the seedlings of flowers and trees sprout, and in the moisture of rain and dew, and with the drums of the season, it will thrive until it becomes a forest, our hearts naturally became stronger, because there had been planted shelterbelts there. There were scenery in our hearts, gurgling water, birds and flowers, the sun was shining, and we enjoyed it. The invasion of wind and sand was of no help, and Green stories grew every day. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…