Good night, once

I will continue to stay with this city in another way I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Rain idle thoughts

I will continue to stay with this city in another way I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Books · women · Reading

I often compare books to women, but I also often wonder whether this metaphor is appropriate, because everything is relative. Looking at men from the perspective of women, is that man also a book? Don’t worry, let’s talk about books first! When I went to the bookstore last month, I saw a prose classic written by Zhu Ziqing. After only having a glance, I felt a little fondle admiringly. This was the legendary love at first sight. I have read almost all Zhu Ziqing’s proses through various versions, but this collection is from her not gorgeous binding: there are only a few pieces of covers scattered with red leaves and green leaves, it is this elegance that attracts me deeply. The book was bought back. I was not in a hurry to read her. Under the light, let her lie quietly on the desk and slowly appreciate the serenity and serenity. You will find that, it is so harmonious and serene with everything here. Except for a pen, it is so lonely, so cold, so bitter. There is even a slight sadness. For a long time, I was infected by this kind of mood. I couldn’t bear to try it on and gently rubbed the smooth cover. That kind of smooth feeling was like touching the tender skin, which would strongly fill your palm, your hearts. When I opened the book, the title page was not blank. There was a faint portrait of Zhu Ziqing, which was not clear but clearly revealed his thin and angular face. I didn’t know it was the master’s masterpiece, so that readers can understand his ill-fated life and his meaningful and exquisite beautiful articles at a glance. The book is colored pages, sometimes with white characters on black background, sometimes with black characters on light green bamboo background, sometimes with red clouds all over the sky, sometimes with water towns in the south of the Yangtze River, sometimes with moonlight in the lotus pond, and sometimes with European-style classics. Throughout the page design of the book, it is like a woman’s life experience, which is colorful and beautiful. Jia Baoyu in A Dream of Red Mansions said: her daughter is made of water. I just thought, what kind of water is that? If it is the rain of spring and autumn, it should be gentle and romantic; If it is the water of mountain spring, it should be pure and sweet; If it is the water of small streams, it should be graceful and joyful; the water in the lotus pond should be quiet and graceful; The water in the lake should be quiet and noble; The water in the canyon should be roaring and domineering; it is the water of the ocean, which should be bitter and deep, or it may all come down from the sky and step by step to the sea. During the whole life, the process has already been less important. Books can be colorful, and life should be more colorful, let alone women. Reading, a good book, I have a bad habit, seldom read in order. (In addition to the novel, I still hope to know the fate of the protagonist at last), always start from the topic that attracts me first, until there is no choice. Usually, I will read an article several times to find the author’s thoughts, beauty and enjoyment from the lines, even if it is painful. A good article is not perfect for every word, every sentence and every paragraph. Sometimes, there may be only one Jin Dian in the whole article, but this is enough to make the whole article alive; sometimes, there are even failures, but this will not hide the flaws. There is no absolute perfection. Sometimes incomplete beauty is the difficult scenery. A book, no matter it is a good book or some flaws, and no matter how you read it, it takes days, weeks, or even years to finish it. It can be understood, but a person, A woman wants you to understand her and cherish her all your life. Evening of 2012/4/15 Like (prose editor: Dielianhua) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Children’s Day

Finally, I have reached the age of being too young. Although he claimed to be a teenager in the flower season, he indeed had already become an uncle and uncle. On children’s day many years ago, I was still thinking about what gifts I could receive. Today I want to think about whether I should prepare some gifts for my niece. Time flies so fast. Time secretly took away grandpa and grandma; Also secretly took away the four-wheel brothers who grew up with us in childhood, Huludao and Haier Brothers. These two days, the internet is full of the atmosphere of children’s day, watching and watching, I suddenly thought of the Children’s Day that year belonged to me. In those years, I didn’t have Alps or dove. What I had was only Xu Fuji who had two pieces of money. In those years, I was not cool, but only a ten-cent ice bag. In those years, I thought the happiest thing in the world was holding a bottle of soda in my left hand and a pack of beef tendons in my right hand! In those years, I was very angry when playing Marble. Every time I lost, I would ask them to return it to me. (All their homework was copied from me. If they didn’t give it, they knew the consequences.) in those years, I would go swimming in the pond and fish with planes and Akiko in summer, off lobster. In those years, I also fought snowballs and made snowmen with them in winter. In those years, I loved the moves in the model martial arts animation and the children’s shoes to play, such as the horse’s Dragon’s palm, Qiankun’s big move, turtle’s qigong, Ott laser, Tianma meteor boxing and so on… In those years, no matter how you played or played, exams were always at the top. In those years, I always played tricks with my companions. In those years, when my family was busy, I still went to the ground to help my parents, although sometimes the more I helped, the more busy I was. In those years, climbing trees to dig bird nests, setting fire in the wild, hitting glass with slingshot, digging holes to make traps, blocking cigarette holder, exploding toilets, stealing cucumbers next door, pulling girls’ ponytail, putting needles on stools, I played all kinds of mischievous tricks by putting barrels on the door frame, removing the deskmate’s bench. Those years, that year, that year. At that time, we were simple and happy. Gloom was happiness, simple and beautiful. It was enough to have these wonderful memories, even if we couldn’t go back… Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Why write

I often knock on the keyboard, recording what I saw, heard, thought and thought in my life. Sometimes I understand that this is the self-drift of thought and the self-relaxation of heart; Sometimes I enter the mist, and the thought does not match the finger. Therefore, I often wonder: why do you want to write and what is the meaning of writing these sub-things? Looking through the words flowing out from the fingers, I realized that this was the past life, the event that had passed, the emotion that touched the soul, and the sigh that I once sighed. Just think, there is still such a good record, help your head to write down the things with marks, and deepen the marks of your steps. And I also regret that I didn’t start earlier, which made many moving things in life go away in vain, and made the thoughts that might exude brilliance disappear quietly. People always find the gap in comparison, see the distance, think of gains and losses. Without others, you don’t know where you are; Without the past, you don’t know the richness of today. Life always leads people’s thoughts to change constantly through experience and instruction. It is hard to say whether the change is progress or regression, but what can be said clearly is only the displacement with time and space. What I felt very satisfied in the past is outdated today; What I used to educate people may be ashamed to mention it today. Record, loyalty and original is very important. In the past, I worked as a unit secretary, participated in various meetings and recorded leaders’ speeches. I always tried to be accurate and loyal to the original meaning. Some leaders will ask for modification after the meeting. I always try my best not to let this happen. Sometimes, I also write down the thoughts I thought of when listening to the leader’s speech. Want indeed naive, don’t understand severity. Fortunately, this record was managed by me for a long time, and no one checked it. Most of the current recording methods have changed. Last time I went to the meeting to study things, the organizing officers were sorting out the records. Some words were not the original words, but the meaning of processing. After years of changes, what is reflected in the record is that there is no meeting atmosphere at all. I don’t know why such a record is called a record. Maybe it is what I want to cooperate with this era. Time changes people’s things, except consciousness, the way is no exception. It seems that it is not appropriate to use the word outdated on me. Therefore, I stick to some simple ideas and simple practices. Records, real records, restore the truth of events, and restore the truth at that moment. Maybe this is the reason why I wrote it. It is true that a good brain is not as good as a bad pen. Some things, even if experienced, are not necessarily accurate; Some historical facts, even if recalled by the parties, may have ten sayings. Only records at that time were relatively accurate. I wrote the historical data of the unit that day. It was a trivial matter. The time I saw from my work notebook was one year short of a cadre’s memory. She said how she was then, and I said how I was then. Later, I even doubted what I recorded, so I had to say that I would find someone else to prove it. I am afraid that history is like this, and errors are indispensable. Otherwise, there were a lot of statements about the convening time of the Communist Party of China, and even Chairman Mao Zedong who had experienced it could not be confirmed. The time scale may still be able to be found; The thought is empty, so it is difficult to find and cannot be copied in the past. Not to mention after a long time, sometimes it is the thoughts at night, and there are too many lost in the morning. Therefore, it is of more positive significance to write down the spark of thinking day and night in time. As a common people, although there is no masterpiece, the feelings in life, the understanding in work, the thoughts in contact with people, and the feelings in time events are not only the products of labor production, it is also the crystallization of ideological activities and has its own unique value. Society is a combination of small people. Although one’s thoughts are weak, everyone will become a force when they have ideas; The wheel of history is jointly promoted by all mankind. As a member of human beings, have the responsibility to add some color to the world. To write your own thoughts is to raise a sail and do your best. Since we have a lot of time in life and too many people and things that let us observe and imagine, then we can’t live up to the time, nor waste our brains and hands, let alone those who pay attention to and encourage us to work hard. What is more important is that we should live up to the little requirement of ourselves in our hearts, do not hesitate to give so much inspiration to life, and do not forget so much care and support along the way, don’t make life muddle along in eating, drinking, pulling and scattering. To be honest, it is unrealistic to record all the things associated with the eyes and ears on the top level with the position on the edge of the wilderness and the level of words found piecemeal. Write down your own, don’t let your hands get sick, don’t let your brain get rusty, don’t let your eyes get presbyopia, it is the real value. 2012 nian 6 yue 12 ri Like (prose editor: Rain dancing alone) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Because young

We spend more time in bed every day, and then we explain: because we are young. We think about how to play well every day, and then we explain: because we are young. We didn’t listen carefully in class every day, and then explained: because we are young. Recently, the word “young” keeps filling my ears, leaving deep memories and traces. I am constantly thinking about the meaning of this word? In this era, we show too much personality and charm. I don’t know if I can explain: this is because we are young. Youth should be a belief. I don’t know how to explain this, but this is the answer in my heart. Belief is an ideology and an indispensable part of happiness. We are young, because we stick to this belief, and start from happiness. Youth should be a pursuit. The most indispensable thing in one’s life is pursuit. Only those who keep working towards their own direction will have the possibility of success, and it happens that youth belongs to the direction of progress. We should constantly pursue such a healthy state so that we can make better progress. Youth should be a struggle. In my opinion, people should know how to put consciousness into action, so that there will be no regrets. Struggle is a high-spirited state and a positive expression. Just because of this, youth should be a struggle. We are young, we are more passionate, and we don’t want to leave regrets. However, now we seem to have distorted the meaning of youth and didn’t really understand it. On the contrary, we use it as an excuse for our corruption. Every day is the same day, repeating yesterday’s life. To be honest, it seems that I haven’t experienced happiness for a long time. Sometimes I think: has it disappeared? Sometimes I was jealous of the carefree children in my childhood and thought they were very happy, but I said: I am no longer young. Are we really old at this age? Don’t want to admit defeat, nor can you admit defeat. After thinking quietly for a long time, I found that I was not getting old, but losing the belief of youth. How can people without faith live a good life, and how can they hear the sound of happiness knocking at the midnight? When I was young, I recalled carefully how many dreams I wanted to realize and how many things I wanted to do. Look at yourself now, this young self. Those former dreams have disappeared, and they really just become dreams. I don’t know whether my pursuit has been obliterated by the real society or I have forgotten it in my comfortable life. Anyway, there is no trace. When I was young, I still felt that I had done something wrong. It is sad to forget one’s dream. Not everyone dares to stick to one’s dream all the time. Although it is not great, it may always be a dream, but we must stick to this pursuit. Two years of college time passed away quickly without any precaution or forecast. It is just over, there is no ringtone, quietly silent. When I was alone, I had to think carefully about what I had done in the past two years? Got what? Maybe this question mark is just an endless blank, because no answer can be found to fill in. It doesn’t mean that I haven’t done anything, but the harvest is really rare. It is a learning time, a learning journey, whether it is knowledge, a person or something else. Without understanding, how can we take youth as the reason for laziness? It should be the motivation and pillar of our study. Because we are young, we need to learn and stick to this struggle. When the summer sun shines on the open earth, we stand in the sun, raise our heads against the Sun, close our eyes to feel the feeling it shines on our bodies, and smell its warm smell. Because we are the same as it and young. Toward the direction of sunflower flowers, keep going up without lowering your head. Like (prose editor: Rain dancing alone) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Spring thoughts

I will continue to stay with this city in another way I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Running little snail, strong little woman

Since I was a child, I have been dreaming and pursuing constantly. Sometimes I clearly know that a dream is far away, and I clearly know that there is no hope for extravagance, but I am still intoxicated in the net I weave, unable to extricate myself, unable to escape, struggling in pain, struggling in strength! For these so-called dreams, I have been struggling in search and seeking all the time. When I fell down, I got up and continued to run. When I shed tears, I wiped my tears and gnashed my teeth to continue. Life is always a lot of hardships. I grow up in hardships and gain, satisfied in harvest, tired in satisfaction, sentimental in exhaustion, strong in sorrow in such a cycle, so back and forth, Mentality determines your fate, determines your good and bad! I always compare myself to a little snail. In the face of difficulties, I shrink my body back into my body, enjoy protection leisurely and accept the good life gives me with ease. However, the little snail also grew up, strong and restless, unwilling to stay in the small world and watch the sky, unwilling to move forward slowly. As a result, the little snail gradually transformed, gritted his teeth and endured the pain, stripped off the protective case on his body, and bravely faced the challenge alone! At first, the small snail who walked independently was tender, sensitive and soft because of the body protected by the body for many years. It was slightly touched and covered with bruises. For many times, the little snail collapsed on the ground did not want to continue walking, and even wanted to retract to the body, living a comfortable and calm life and a peaceful life. Without the ability to struggle and the strong will, why do I have to live a happy life with myself, but it hurts me? After the chagrin, the little snail still firmly believed in his belief, clenched his fist, climbed over the rock peak, bypassed the obstacles, pursued on foot, and strived forward towards his dream! Finally, the little snail completely transformed. Leaving the soft body of the body, it has become resolute and mighty. You can look down at the snail family proudly, raise your head proudly and declare war on fate! I am this restless, once unknown little snail, I am the stubborn little girl who is unyielding to the fate arrangement in the ordinary crowd, and I am the wayward and stubborn one who breaks away from the bondage of the body, A small snail who is determined to travel independently. The appearance is weak, and the heart is strong; The appearance is small, and the heart is strong. Suddenly I found that I was not too weak as a little woman! Thank you for the fate of many disasters and difficulties. Thank you for making me strong, uncompromising and unyielding! After 30 years old, I have seen through all kinds of flashy things in the world. If I put my thoughts back to the moment when I was born 30 years ago, I still choose to stick to my willfulness and toughness! Even on the road of chasing, I would fall into the bottomless abyss even when facing the unattainable mountain top. I believe that I will not die in the deep valley. I believe that the strong light is shining with hope, I believe that I can climb the peak with perseverance! I used to be an unremarkable little snail, following the rules, only insisting on the promise, with a small heart to survive in this world, sitting in a well view, not knowing that there is a day outside the world, not seeing the scenery outside the mountains, leisurely in a small greenhouse. Delicate appearance, fair skin, clear eyes, simple thoughts, pure soul, a complete little woman, a dodder grass, a beautiful vase, beautiful but without connotation, the appearance is bright, and the heart is empty! I don’t want such a life! Glass doll-like vase, I don’t care! After all, beauty can’t defeat the vicissitudes of time. The rosy cheeks will eventually be destroyed by time. When the gray hair is gray, I will not only have a wrinkled face, but also a mouthful of faded teeth, what else can I leave? I am afraid of such an ending! Therefore, I began to rebel, get rid of the bondage on my body, walk out of the greenhouse of charming women and start to open up my own life! Start your own journey! I wandered on this road, only to find that life was not simple, but hard persistence was not courage. Soon, I became tired, tired and faced with layers of checkpoints, faced with the mess of various customers, the approaching of large and small plans, the ambiguity of numerous plans in my eyes, I stayed in the office, decadent and depressed. I closed myself up and asked myself: did I go wrong? Recently, what I said to myself most is: everything goes with fate, let it go, it doesn’t matter to force, it’s no big deal, don’t cry, don’t shed tears, love yourself, love life, it’s mine, after all, it belongs to me. I want to be strong to the end! Life is so helpless! Life is one problem after another, one mountain after another, one obstacle after another! One situation after another! If you want to live happily, you can only have a calm mind! If you want to change your destiny and turn around, you can only bite your teeth and be strong! Resist! Hold on! I will not fail in the face of any difficulties! Insist! Insist! Swallow tears and continue fighting! The rain stopped, the sky was infinitely bright, and the sun was shining. The beautiful rainbow built a seven-color Bridge, shining brightly on the horizon. My heart moved and my Sky cleared up! Open your hands and give the world a hug! Clench your fist and keep running! Like (prose editor: Rain dancing alone) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Comfortable

Cozy, what kind of question is this? In fact, it is nothing, but I can’t use it properly at this time. It shows exactly my mood at this time. Yesterday, that is, yesterday, I just cursed the hot weather in July, Hey! Today, that is, today, the north wind is slowly, and the light rain sometimes falls down in the middle rain. Sitting in front of the window, turning on the computer, the little North wind gently touched his face, the cool waves intruded into his heart, browsing his favorite content, how many days have passed, there is no such comfort, I really want to call loudly, how many days of depression and annoyance, and how many days of depression in my heart. At this time, I am not only the heartedness of my body, but also the comfort in my heart. I really want to fulfill my own responsibility in this pleasant life, to enrich my life as much as possible in this pleasant life, and to be in this pleasant life, I was not allowed to leave a trace of regret in my life. It was noon. My friend called me and asked me to spend a cloudy day. Hey hey, I don’t know if you know what is cloudy day? In the north of our country, every time it rains on cloudy days, we all ask for fun. We meet some friends, forget the temporary fatigue of work, forget the temporary fatigue of work, meet to indulge in wine, and never get drunk, it is our overcast day. It is also a relief for us to relieve pressure and a way for us to accumulate strength. In fact, this is also a kind of comfort that everyone pursues. Being with friends is a kind of special pleasure, free from restraint, annoyance, pressure and everything. There is plenty of endless friendship among friends, some of them are free indulgence among friends. In the process of Cup promotion and changing, friendship is in communication and sublimation; In the process of concern and care, the eternity and sincerity of true feelings can be seen. You may not feel the transience of life, but you will certainly feel the precious friendship. Even if you exchange a few parts of your life for friendship in this life, you will certainly have no regrets. There may be many comforts in life, and you may encounter them in a flash. But pleasant moments cannot be controlled by people. Pleasant moments are not necessarily recognized by people, but pleasant moments must be what you feel physically and mentally. May pleasant moments accompany you. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

My heart gets old when I feel tired

I am in a bad mood and very depressed. Recently, I was under a lot of pressure. I felt that I was getting old all of a sudden. I had to take all the responsibilities. When I was tired, I got old. Many things I didn’t understand before have been understood. Many things I didn’t think about before have to be considered. Many things I didn’t want to face before have to be faced, so I am old. I feel tired and get old. Just like when you were young, you always wanted to grow up. In fact, you grew up when you were there. When time passes and you are still there, you will not grow up. If you don’t grow up, you never need to understand, never need to think, never face it, just do it simply, and do it if you like. How happy. But if you still want to grow up, just like something must be done, you can’t get rid of your conscience any way to escape. Even if you do it awkwardly, it’s good to do it, I was afraid that I would be timid before I did it. I couldn’t do anything well, and my heart became more tired and I grew older faster. Forcing ourselves to grow up is like forcing ourselves to open our eyes and look at the world. So many things need to be done, but we can’t do it. What does it feel like? When you want to study, you feel that you are so tired and stumbling. You can’t complain, stop or give yourself a chance to breathe, because it would make me feel very tired, very tired, maybe there would be no motivation if I complained, maybe there would be no courage to move forward if I stopped, maybe I would feel lucky if I sighed, maybe… You will finally finish this journey. Don’t sigh with emotion, don’t waste it, and don’t regret it. You will walk through it without a chance to start again. You don’t need those meaningless emotions to go on, there is always a right direction, and there is always a direction that will reach the desired destination. If you feel tired, don’t stop, then you will be really old. I feel tired and get old. Like (prose editor: dancing alone with rain) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…