Enjoy spring

Enjoying spring is my hobby as well as my yearning. Enjoying the spring, I stood alone in the east of my hometown again and again, with my back against the Yingchun tree, feeling the first breath of spring, gentle and quiet. Enjoying the spring, I watched on an ancient wooden bridge on the Gupu River in my hometown, enjoying the layers of microwaves crumpled by the spring breeze on the river over and over again, with my heart rippling. Enjoying the spring, I sat quietly under the corridor of the small yard in my hometown, listening to a burst of exciting and beautiful rain, intoxicated. Enjoying the spring, I calmly opened my mind and walked towards the first round of morning light reflected on the land of my hometown, bathing in the spring. Spring seems to be her in my heart, beautiful and generous, charming and passionate. Every time I enjoy the spring, my whole body will soon return to warmth, driving the remaining chill to the distance, and walking into the artistic conception of love poems calmly with vigor and vitality. I gazed at the spring with blooming flowers for a long time, enjoying the soft beauty of the fierce exclamation and the beauty of life. I stepped forward and walked in the spring, bringing out the spring breeze and the sound of spring all the way. It is a long way for me to accompany spring, embrace spring and fall in love with spring. Enjoying spring means enjoying the beauty of future life. Like (prose editor: prose online) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

A small snake of death

I will continue to stay with this city in another way I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

That encounter stopped in my heart

I will continue to stay with this city in another way I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Misunderstanding can isolate the relationship between people

Never thought I’s English Language Log, will I cause a misunderstanding, almost lost a net friend. If not that day morning idle boring, no objective to browse the web, in someone else’s space shuttle, will not find yourself one friends of space suddenly locked the door, let me eat denied entry. All of a sudden, thought into the wrong space, so, repeated sure I spoke with Meredith a word or two, on coming back to space, happens to to your buddy list can not find her name. A fear suddenly my heart, quickly search their own memory, ever clean space, not care of removing her, I don’t want to cause misunderstanding, more don’t want anyone to think I am so ruthless person. Set out to without undue her delete after, panic into melancholy, thinking, whether own aloof unbearable, as for drive her into the blacklist, from before her disappear. Many times, really doubt yourself interpersonal appropriateness, always feel was a lonely person. Never liked with others answer, especially cross-purposes colleague. Every day, with a false mask work, in addition to work rocking, I would avoid interact with other. For space communication, and I was often just silently watching so-and-dynamic, few in space stay in under a word. I rarely for talk about or article leave a comment, unless read after feeling makes me feel want to leave meaningful words. If after reading, do not know how to wording, I will quietly leave. Occasionally, I will choose in privately send message to QQ, not their care or worry, world all her. Even if someone give me a comment, I also only accept, rarely Reply. Perhaps this is my net friend not much reason. But, I always believe that friends is a kind of wealth, is your fine not expensive multi. Whether because of this, pal who will erased me, huh? With a open heart, and a lucky psychology, I searching in that friends QQ NUMBER, again add her as a friends. I was feeling a little stalker, and unwilling to unprovoked offend anyone, or lose a friend. Fortunately, she accepted my request. So, I carefully to her ask whose what happened. Eventually found, that is just a misunderstanding. That day, I wrote a English log, sensitive she thought I cede her comments, thus wrote her toffs log, not let her a message. What of it, a little ridiculous, but also got me thinking. A unintentional actions could, a not many people can’t read, but in virtually hurt a heart of docile. Relationship between people really delicate. Often as long as a look, a word, a look, a movement, even do nothing, people’s relationship is will from far and near, or from near and far. And world many beautiful myths, the squeal of the tragedy, also may start with some pinpoint move. Punks between because a look and created a sensation in between men and women because a smile and each other heart-to-heart; Couple between because a sentence non-senz yu split; Between friends and relatives because a an unintentional and enemies. But, when people sit down quietly look back, but will find that is just a misunderstanding, and even their own sensitive psychological as well as the damage. Some people, for dignity, would rather let misunderstanding continue not bow; Some people, servile, only in order to retain each other between a little relationship, but forget because of misunderstanding of slit, will always put in each other heart. My life, from kids, to juvenile, to now, also be have a lot of friends. Many friends in passage of time, gradually forgotten. And some, also for unintentional a word, or a move, from each other heart multi-The Invisible Wall, or heart of Thorn, separate ways forever. Years ago, I had a very good female friend, and I is confidante. We don’t mind rub shoulders we can unbridled verbal spasm. In each other eyes, we playing the most really yourself. However once, because of emotional problems, my sentence non-senz yu, but let me lost a can mutual spit mind friends. At that time, she fell into emotional disputes and made many male friends in order to anesthetize herself. She went shopping with different men day and night, but she couldn’t forget her boyfriend who had broken up. Looking at her day and night fall, I kindness comfort, results let she mistook I am talking her promiscuity, humiliate myself. So, she had left a word, ever in my life disappeared. In the market, you have to be more careful about your words and every move. Maybe you will make people think that you are a swordsman and a sword hidden in a smile. If you are not careful, you will be mistaken as a scumbag. Every day richuerzuo, sunset, we all in and different types of people, and tend to work on disputes overshadowed shameless been’favor’as. Even if do nothing, just hard do job, still will make people give wanna take away attendance bonuses reputation. So I had to reticence, just to avoid unnecessary misunderstanding. Also which earned a withdrawn been’favor’as. Someone once so tell me, survive understand adaptation environment, know how to tergiversate, impossible to isolate, let me hear the shudder. What sort of world, let I can’t tell who’s real and, who is leave. Especially, those who say this is a I trusts very much friends. Instant between, suddenly a little skeptical US whether also exist mutual use, insincere relationship. A chill by back rise. For my article English Xinyu, caused a terrible misunderstanding, unexpected. If I did not clarify, each other can be wronged, even if jumped into Yellow River and nothing can clear. Users posting and RE, explain my can feel her heart uncomfortable. In fact, I doubt of erring, never thought her any blame. For me, only one for unnecessary misunderstanding, but more let me comprehend some sense. After that event, I again remind yourself of that with his words and conduct; And. Although I forbear to camouflage themselves, but than innocent cast grievances. Actually, I don’t care how others see me, but if my every move inadvertently hurt anyone’s mind, not my heart hold with those who favor. As a saying goes, mouth, loose lips, I can deep experience this sentence meaning. I unready tongue, often will a kindness, considered] was being nosy, be seen as trampled personality, results I also from this and lose friends. From then on, I told myself, without another word. Helpless but found, original do nothing, can also cause misunderstanding. But I think, most importantly, how to clear the air, even if ultimately cannot tide, at least have followed my conscience and worthy world 2012.05.22 Like (prose editor: Shu Kuang) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

North of tree

The North is the North where I grow. The North can also grow many trees. The poplar and poplar trees in the north are the most common trees in the north. Poplar is a fast growing tree species, wu liu nian can become useful. Both the field ditch and the roadside door can survive. Poplar and Canadian poplar are common in the north. In early spring, poplar trees were covered with caterpillar-like things first. When we were young, we called Yang Mao Mao. We often went to the tree to pick up the fallen Yang Mao, and mother copied it with hot water when she went home, then crush the steamed potatoes and mix them together, which is not difficult to eat. Before long, Yang Mao would fall out. Later, when I was in college, I knew that it was actually the flower of Poplar. Later, some green spots of stars will burst out from the gray bodies of these poplar trees. In fact, it can’t be called Green, it is a kind of goose yellow. Those green buds grow carefully. The leaves stretch slowly in the cold breeze of early spring. The leaves are fresh and tender. Pick a piece and cover it between your hands. In the bright spring, you can whistle loudly. These tender leaves, boiled in boiling water, have bitter taste, which is also edible, but bitter. No matter how few the leaves are, the leaves will turn green and the trees will grow dense. There will be strings of green beads hanging between the branches. After a while, those beads burst out, and white beads flew out. This is Yang Hua. When spring comes, Yang Hua wins the snow, flying around and confusing people. There are not so many poetic people in the countryside, and they just feel a little annoyed. Sometimes Yang Hua piled up too much on the ground and was blown by the wind. The children were so happy that they grabbed a box of matches in their hands, one in the east and one in the West, once the Yanghua is on fire, it will be dried up. In fact, each piece of Yangxu is covered with a seed. They will take root in suitable soil and grow young saplings in the next year. In summer, poplar trees are luxuriant, and sunshine and rainwater are hard to leak from their huge leaves. Birds build nests among the branches of trees to rest and have children. The crisp birds’ cries hide among the branches and leaves of poplar trees. Hearing the sounds, it is hard to find them. On the summer night, after eight or nine o’clock, there was no light in the mountain village. The wind comes from the south and passes through the rows of Poplar shoots. The leaves collide with each other. The wind passes through the cracks of the branches and leaves, just like a sudden rain into a river, falling down along the mountain. Sleep with the sound of pillow, but sleep soundlessly. (When I returned home a few years ago, those tall and robust poplar trees which had experienced decades of wind and rain in my childhood and young life were finally cut down. A river in the village has not been repaired for a long time, and the river has not flowed through the village for a long time. There were also several rows of poplars and willows on the riverbank in the west of the village. In the past summer noon, people often lay under the trees to enjoy the cool. Now the trees have also been cut down, while the riverbank is covered by cement foam, but no one goes there to enjoy the cool.) In autumn, especially in late autumn, every poplar tree is golden. When a gust of wind comes, two or three pieces of poplar trees stagger down. When the leaves of the whole tree fell off, my eyes gradually extended to the blue and white sky along the treetop, and occasionally one or two clouds drifted by, I was really worried that I would be pulled by the pointed treetop. The dense branches point straight to the sky like swords. If it is just dusk, the setting sun is bleak, and the meager sunshine is scattered on the treetops in the forest, soaking in the dusk. At this moment, only then did I realize what autumn is bleak. In the northern Loess plateau, there are patches of poplar forests called Old Man trees. These trees were originally ordinary poplar and Canadian poplar, which should be tall and straight branches and leaves exhibition. But there, they were no more than one person, less thick than children’s forearm, and the image was obscene. The reason is that the soil here is too barren and lacks nutrition. Looking at them, sometimes it is not only pity, but also a kind of solemn pain and solemn respect. There are not even a few grasses in this place, and other trees cannot survive at all. But after all, they took root. After all, they survived and guarded a side of soil. All people should pay full respect to life, especially this kind of life. There are usually several fruit trees planted in the apricot farmyard of Northern trees, such as apples, pear trees, peach trees and plum trees. But apricot trees are the most. Apricot trees are drought-resistant and suitable for growing in the north. In the farm, the shadow of spring is usually the first to be seen from the tip of apricot tree. In the early spring, the branches of apricot trees sprouted fluffy buds, either red or white. After one or two spring rains, your heart is not ready yet. It is already full of flowers and spring is full of branches. Song Qi, a person of Song Ci, has a sentence of red apricot branches in spring, which is praised by later generations. But I think it is not vivid enough, and the words are too heavy, which makes me feel that the scenery is harmful to the spring. The small building listened to the spring rain all night, and the tenderness and charm of apricot flowers sold in the Ming Dynasty in the deep alley could not be seen in the north. However, walking in the country village, occasionally behind the dilapidated tiles or a short soil low wall, a fresh red apricot twigs poked out of your head, giving you a sudden delight and feeling the sky blue and the wind soft immediately, inject new spirit into your body, and make your steps lighter. But spring is always very short. A few days later, apricot flowers fall out, and there are all hairy apricot exposed. Carefully pinch them down and throw them into the mouth, which is a kind of fresh astringent acid. In autumn, when the apricot was ripe, the naughty child held a long pole under the tree and hit the ripe one specially picked. There was a more stubborn boy, riding on the trunk with his legs, climbing up the branches and leaves in a flash, picking a bunch of yellow apricot with leaves on the tree, under that tree, there was a young girl with two short braid staring eagerly. The East of my hometown is next to the mountain. When learning Dazhai in the past, many terraces were built on the mountain. However, because there is little rain and the land is not fat, it is often planted in spring and less than two buckets in autumn harvest, so the land is deserted and nobody grows. But some apricot trees planted at that time survived a lot. In spring, the mountain is white and tender, which is a rare beautiful scenery in this small mountain village. It also bears many fruits, but it is often picked up by others when it turns blue in summer. Occasionally, there were several ones growing in higher or hidden places, which could turn yellow when they were ripe in autumn, and were found by the latecomers, which was a very exciting thing. In deep autumn, the leaves were frosted, but the red was old. The red was smelly. The Frost leaves were red in the February flowers. Looking down from the foot of the mountain, the world was green and gorgeous, just like a rush of fire on the mountain. When I was seven or eight years old, there was an apricot tree beside the house where my grandfather lived. Because there were houses on the left and the passageways on the back and forth, people often walked around, so they didn’t look good, the fruits are also sparse, clear and countable. When the fruit is ripe, it is also boring with less juice. But after all, he gave me a lot of hope in my childhood. Later, the tree was sawed for the convenience of opening to traffic, which was almost twenty years ago. The Willow of the Northern trees the common willow in the north includes weeping willows and dry willows. Weeping willows or river banks, long strips like hair, like daughter’s makeup near the river, make people feel infinite love immediately. Or stand on the side of the road and walk in the spring breeze, with the feeling of the emperor returning to the court. Or independent of the wild wind, the end of the world can be seen, where to recruit people? Compared with the willow, the dry Willow seems not to be dressed up, and the hair is unkempt, just like the village woman and the wild woman. Compared with weeping willow which only plays a decorative role in nature, dry Willow still has some practical use in life. Tao Yuanming is known as Mr. Wu Liu. But in my place, willow trees can’t be planted in the yard or behind the door. This is because, however, when there is a funeral, some willow branches will be cut and wrapped with white paper. This is a sad and sorrowful stick, and a longer one will be needed, and a string of hemp paper will be pulled at the top, is evocation streamer. There were also some people who could not choose a willow tree as a coffin because they died suddenly or their families were poor. This is the reason why people taboo Willow. But Willow is a common thing in the works of ancient poets. Liu tongliu, the ancients often borrowed Liu to bid farewell. I used to go, Yang Liuyi, now I go, rain and snow are falling. When I saw Yang liuchun on the roadside, I felt a lot of twists and turns. This year also fold last year at, do not send last year parting person. In ancient poetry, Willows mostly refer to Willows. Willow branches are weak, which used to be compared to women’s delicate figure. Early Spring Willow. The sky is drizzling and crisp, and the grass color is far away but there is nothing. It is the best spring in a year, and the best is that the smoke Willow fills the imperial capital. The Willow Tree which just peaked out the tender buds of the fur began to wake up and start to shake and dance lightly in the wind in the cold wind of early spring. The silky white fluff of the tender Bud seemed to cover a layer of light smoke which could be blown off by a breath from a distance. Maybe it was the laziness of the Willow just woke up at this time, or a kind of melancholy. When the tender buds with melted fur grow into slender yellow leaves inadvertently, it is a kind of color that is so delightful that you want to care for. The soft and tender leaves are transparent and glittering in the sun, the world is so clear and tranquil, trembling gently in the breeze, against the blue sky of early spring. In ancient Zhanghui novels, women are often described as Willow eyebrows and apricot eyes, but I think sometimes it really makes me express my love for Willow and apricot flowers in spring, then I can only use beautiful women as metaphor: willow leaves are like eyebrows, apricot flowers are like eyes. Poplar has poplar flowers, Willow has catkin. At first, a string of pearl-like green particles were hung, and then white floc burst out. After a while, they couldn’t bear loneliness and flew out one after another. Yanghua catkin is a rootless thing, which has always been criticized by literati. But some people also sigh that its weak quality is noble, but why does it often fall down? In summer, farmers often enjoy the cool and summer under willow trees. Willow is not as tall as poplar, and the shade can be covered around the tree body. In summer, you can put a straw hat on your face and put a hoe under the tree, so you can rest easy and have a leisurely nap. Every time I went back to the village, due to the continuous expansion of the village several years ago, the willow trees beside the ditch at the entrance of the village were hard to be seen again. Even if one or two trees survived and wanted to learn from Tao Gong to lie high, in this world, unless there was not a wisp, how could you sleep soundly beside the road? The northern tree of locust locust, also known as locust, is the most elegant tree I have ever seen. It is said that locust originated from Germany in the 18th century and took root in Shandong first. It is quite similar to my Chinese climate, and its rich harvest is better than that in Germany. Later, its traces spread all over the northern China. The crown of acacia tree is very layered, and each layer is well-proportioned, which keeps a lot of space between each other. Each layer is like a tilting round cover. The leaves are compound leaves and wings, and the leaves are light and translucent. The Chinese native is called locust tree, and its fruit is pods. I am saw Acacia when I was studying in Beijing. There are several trees in front of the new teaching building of the school, and there are many teaching buildings whose crowns are higher than four floors. The locust tree is not like a foreign devil, but like an ancient madman, with long clothes and wide sleeves, who is eager to fly. The expression is a kind of free and unrestrained stretch, but there is no deliberate publicity. Looking at the sky with locust trees, the sky is higher and the trees are lighter. A supplementary note: I wanted to write these trees more than ten years ago, and I started at that time. I remembered that it was also at that time that I met a woman on TV. A woman who planted trees with her life in the Maowusu desert. For 18 years, an oasis was cultivated with youth and life in the desert raging with no one. There, she planted not only trees, but also grapes, tomatoes and sunflower. Because of the trees in the originally desolate desert, foxes, rabbits, pheasants and so on also settled down there. Because of the trees, there are six or seven rains there every year than in the past. God also has long eyes. When the leaves turn yellow, God will rain. This woman named Yin Suzhen said so. More than ten years later, I wanted to find some information and recent situations about her on the internet. Except for a little information about her mentioned in a teacher’s article, there was no other information. I couldn’t help thinking of a sentence, which was called human heart is not old, but I didn’t expect that the computer network also learned this person’s bad habits. Good people are easy to forget, but few people think about it. The world is like this, and it can only be like this. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

My little world

Everyone has his own small world, which is unknown to others and cannot be entered by others. That world is the day when you are tired, sleepy, tired, want to cry and indulge yourself. No matter how much others don’t understand themselves, at least they still understand themselves. Every time I want to cry, I just cry there indulgently. When there is no one to lend you your shoulder, you can cry for a while. Sometimes don’t care too much about others’ thoughts. No matter what they say, endurance is over. Sometimes, I really can’t think too much. I worry when I don’t understand, and feel painful when I understand. It is better not to think about it. Let it be. Sometimes don’t take yourself too seriously. I yearn for an ordinary life. After work, I can have dinner with some friends and sing K. Zhou Wei can sleep until he wakes up naturally. If you go shopping, you can also go out to see the sea, the mountains and get close to the nature. I will take yoga classes when I am free. I used to yearn for this. I used to think it would be enough to live like this all my life. But what I haven’t thought about is that you not only need to live a life, but also need to get married and have children. This is beyond my age. I have never been in love. Even if you don’t know whether a secret love is counted! Even I laughed when writing here. People like us who said that they had never been in love would not believe it. But I just haven’t talked about it. It’s not that no one wants it, but that every time I like someone, there is no ending. Therefore, I don’t want to start a short-lived relationship. Besides, I am extremely proud of myself. I am one who would rather you leave me, I will not say that I like you, you stay! As words. Do you know why? Not for anything else but for that poor self-esteem. Besides, I don’t like to do things that I’m not sure about. Either get it or don’t. The reason is very simple, but sometimes I still can’t do it completely. I have a bad personality, sometimes very quiet, sometimes very crazy,. I always like to see beautiful women, not for other reasons. I sometimes watch beautiful women and handsome men. But up to now, I haven’t met anyone who makes me feel much. I like the kind of woman who dares to do it. Although, their words are very ugly. But compared with those who speak roundly, they are still straightforward. To be honest, I don’t know myself, but I dare say that not everyone knows myself. Human beings are senior animals, so their thoughts are particularly complicated, in one second, one thousand thoughts can flash across people’s mind. How I wish I could grow up so carefree that I don’t have to think about how to live tomorrow or what I should do in the future. However, the reality is always unsatisfactory. Fittest. My little world is always my good friend who will not abandon me. Like (prose editor: Rain dancing alone) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Which faction do you belong?

According to people’s sports personality, it can be divided into three types: action type, wandering type: like to go out for activities, not limited to indoor middle type, casual type: people invite them to participate in activities and then go out for dwelling type, super-House faction: it is obvious that I can stay indoors for a long time without going out. I belong to the first category …… I am typical wandering figure. I won’t let myself stay in the dormitory all day. Even if it’s okay, I will find something to go out …… staying in the dormitory all day long will only make me decadent-lazy-even degenerate and upright. The good time of youth should have been passionate, I won’t waste a minute of energy. I want to make every minute of my life valuable. My value will be realized in the wandering movement…… Like (prose editor: dancing alone with rain) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

This year, my third year

In this way, I was a junior, so hurried that I didn’t leave any time for me to breathe. I was unprepared. When I came back, I stayed in Yanzhou for a day and lived with my brother. Yanzhou was indeed a small town, but it had a concise and ancient flavor, roads or buildings seem to tell him that he has a very long and beautiful past. Maybe only people like me who are full of emotions and do nothing can have such leisure feelings to observe and tell these things. I don’t like big cities, such as Jinan. I hate being a tutor at night. From Quanfu to Dongcang, there were only a few scattered people in the empty BRT-3. The road was so wide and the surroundings were so quiet. It seemed that I was left alone in the corner, that kind of dispensable feeling makes me feel horrible. I am surprised, where are those people in the daytime? Have you all gone home? Well, I’m going home. Put on the headphones and turn on the sound. I am not good at singing and the art of music. I just want to try my best to prove my existence, but everything seems to be useless. By contrast, I like small cities, such as Yanzhou, sunshine and Lanshan. I like the real feeling of being surrounded by real people, warm. Neon lights need not be too dazzling, roads need not be too wide, there are not so many expensive speeding cars, and there is no need for bustling and luxurious shops. Just like liking a person, it is because of his story, not his handsome appearance. It is also true that I like a place, because what kind of people I met here, what kind of things happened, and what unforgettable memories I left. At home, my mother asked me where I would go after graduation. I said I could go anywhere, but I wouldn’t stay here anyway. Then my mother asked me, where are you going. I will talk about it later. So far, I have not gone there first. In other words, where can I go without returning to sunshine. I still remember this time two years ago when I was dragging my luggage and sitting on K8284, watching the small town which had raised me for 19 years drifting away, it was so painful that I leaned against the window, quiet cried. The mother aside said that going to school was not married there. There was nothing to cry. It has been two years in a flash. How can time pass so fast. Two years ago, in this strange city, I was full of curiosity about everything. Qianfoshan, Baotu Spring, Heihu Spring, Hero Mountain, Daming Lake and Quancheng Square secretly entered Shandong TV station with my classmates, then the staff found out that they walked out awkwardly and walked to an art exhibition hall on youth East Road. Two years later, I couldn’t afford any spirit for these places any more. Is more miss home, think that a little dirty a mess right of Wanpingkou square, Miss Arashiyama archipelago, even miss that seems no Quancheng Park 1/3 large hai qu gong yuan, Miss Heiner that piece of haunted house, I even miss the Lanxi ecological garden near my home. There are only some flowers and plants, and several mu of tea garden can make me so nostalgic. I wonder if I am the only one like this? On the first night of school, Liu Liu in the dormitory said she missed home, and the elder sister also said she missed home. The third sister also said she missed home, and the fourth sister didn’t come back until the night of school. It turns out that everyone is like this. In junior year, everyone seems to be more stable and wise, and they all become more homesick. What’s more tragic is that I caught a cold as soon as I got back to school this time. I was so strong at ordinary times that I was so weak that I couldn’t handle it. I didn’t want to attend classes, get up, do not want to do anything that I didn’t want, I am too lazy to move even when eating and drinking water. The worm has been in the dormitory all the time. In the corridor, there are people who move and press the network cable. Every day, the sound of punching holes, pulling wires and making expansion wires is repeated. The miracle is in such a busy occasion, I can sleep without scruple. Maybe everyone is vulnerable. Now I really don’t want to move at all. Maybe it’s because I slept all afternoon and had a full sleep, lying there and doing nothing, he got up and put some words on the code. This is my favorite thing to do. White paper and black words give me a particularly real feeling, compared with those small touches that are colorful but vulnerable in front of reality, they can give me a strong sense of security. After seeing these, someone will certainly laugh at me, laughing at me for writing nonsense again without a head or a tail. I have to admit that my ability to control words is really not equal to one tenth of his ability. It has been a few days since the beginning of school, and it is time for the freshmen to register again in a few days. It is also a group of freshmen who are full of curiosity, longing and yearning for the city or mountain teachers. Who knows what is waiting for you? Is it satisfaction, disappointment, or the gap that varies from person to person determined by subjective factors? The charm of the future may lie in this, because she is full of all kinds of unknowns and all kinds of variables. What I am sure of is that opportunities or luck will always favor some people who work harder and are more prepared than others. Strive to become strong and make everyone feel that you are very happy. This is not hypocrisy, let alone affectation, because there are always some happy people who like to chew others’ misfortune from time to time to enhance their happiness. Because there is such a small group, because there are such a few people, it is more beautiful life, in addition, no one can be strong for you. University is indeed a very magical place. Some things will be polished round and smooth by time and all trivial matters, while some things are more colorful and domineering in the repetition day after day, and I show off my teeth and claws. There will be another period of time when we are trapped in a dead end. Everything is looking at you with teeth gnashed, pretending to be a winner, blowing beard and glaring to declare that you are wrong. In those days, don’t think too much or do too much, because in that situation, we are easy to make mistakes and make some irrational and wrong decisions. In those days, the best way was to read some books quietly, some unimportant books, and then let the imaginary enemy leave quietly. People say that university may be the most beautiful four years in one’s life, I don’t know. Because there is still a long way to go, I can’t predict what will be waiting for me. There is no comparison, so I can’t know. Cherish the time, cherish the things, in a word, do and cherish. It has already been autumn, and some branches of walnut trees in front of building 3 have been repaired, which makes the front of the building look particularly desolate. One autumn rain and one cold, the rain a few days ago also made the campus colder. Autumn is like this, half bright and half depressed is coming. The arrangement of the Four Seasons in Jinan is particularly unreasonable. Autumn is very short, just like the Spring in Jinan, especially like sasuan. Putting it on the head is like a matchmaker, especially deformed, the tail of Xia was twitched gently, and came hurriedly, then the meaning came to an end. Another month is the Mid-Autumn Festival, with 11 small long holidays by the way. I haven’t figured out what to do yet. According to my character, she should be fully arranged. Then, when winter comes and winter goes, it will be another year…… If the days passed quietly like this, it should also be called quiet and comfortable…… Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

There are people in your self-knowledge

Because I have seen some words in newspapers or books and periodicals, the kind-hearted people let me be a group of writers. In fact, when Mr. Chen Biqiu, a netizen from Wugang, interviewed me in the column of “talk about literature” that year, I said that I am could not be called a writer. At best, he was an old amateur literature enthusiast. After reading my one-on-one record, teacher Lu Zhiluo said in an email to his friends that I was low-key and worthy of praise. My friend transferred the email to me. After reading it, I felt very happy, but felt very ashamed, because I originally had no high-profile to sing and no capital to show off; if you won praise for not deliberately promoting yourself like the Wang Po who sold melons, you would feel guilty. I knew that I had a poor background and was not a student in a science class. I was just a high school student during the Cultural Revolution, which was just a negligible education background. As for my academic ability, I was even more ashamed to say that there was no chance to learn knowledge at that time! Just because of this, let alone having no attainments in writing, the basic job of seeking food was just a primary school teacher in shanjiao caolong. Only in this way, in the process of safeguarding my rights for my humble work “blood sacrifice Savage Mountain” the year before last, someone sent an email to the infringer, saying that I could not write such a good work (note by the author of this article). Luckily, I was a man with a bigger intestines. I never cared about the humble status. I was willing to be content with the status quo, and even disgusted with the shameful bloody competition in Vanity Fair. Because of the lack of ambition, my brother and I went to the junior college score line at the same time in the second year of the college entrance examination. He was admitted, but I failed for various reasons. I am not frustrated or decadent, and I sincerely celebrate for my brother. Until now, when talking about this matter, he has thanked me for my tolerance; Therefore, in the 1980 s and 1990 s, I successively took part in the in-service teacher recruitment examination of Hunan Normal University and the recruitment of reporters from Wugang newspaper office, they are all isolated from admission and employment by the score of second place in the written examination. However, I still feel good about myself, and I am even complacent that it proves my price on Earth. Fortunately, I am a little self-reliant, knowing that my knowledge is congenital deficiency, I am eager to learn. I am not a genius, and I am not qualified enough. I can’t read books like those talented and outstanding people, read them in a glance, read them in a good way, write and write, and write them in a flash. What I used was a stupid method. My little daughter-in-law was so big that she was willing to spend time reading and practicing writing. When teaching, in order to impart knowledge accurately and vividly, no matter in primary school or middle school, they usually force themselves to recite the texts first and recite them in front of the students when they read the texts. read a book a hundred times, its righteousness, plus before class find information carefully preparing lessons, jiang xi text when can do basic ripe, ease. In order to enhance my ability of teaching and writing, I also seldom dabbled in literary works at all times and in all countries, and recited many famous works. I spent a lot of energy on Chinese classical works, such as “ancient prose review”, “Chinese leaflet anthology” and most of the ancient prose selected into middle schools and universities. While reading, I wrote reading notes, with a little appreciation, it accumulated more than words, and later compiled a part of the book named “enjoying pearls”, which was published by Zhuhai Publishing House. Just because of this, after reading, I will teach, write, teach and then know the deficiency, write and then know the difficulty, and then read. In this way, It seems that there is a virtuous circle effect and teaching has made some progress. In the early 1980 s, when advocating knowledge had some substantial connotation, I was hired as a public teacher by private teachers earlier based on my achievements, he was promoted to a senior primary school, and was recommended by a leader of the education front. He was listed as the principal of primary and secondary schools in the township and had an official addiction. At the same time, writing also got some gains, and gradually some words became typed and published on newspapers and periodicals at all levels. The above words may have the suspicion of boasting. Please don’t be too busy to spit it on. Strictly speaking, it exposed my short board. Once others introduce themselves, it is often the trick of several works that have accumulated hundreds of millions of words. Only a new work is as long as more than words, and the awards of several items are extremely arrogant. In front of those high-yielding people, I often have the embarrassment of wearing a hat to cover my face and passing the downtown. Because I have written for nearly 40 years, only one hundred thousand words, and I dare not to be elegant consciously. Fortunately, I am a little introspective. Zeng Zi, an ancient sage, tried to follow my example and try to correct my weaknesses. He tried to save the gap between himself and others and try not to fall behind. If it is a little beneficial for me to gain a lot in writing, it is also inseparable from the constant participation of teachers. I take the teachers, elder brothers and friends around me as the benchmark, learn their ways of being human in the communication with them, and try to figure out their meaning of writing when reading their works. There is a difference between reading the things of your favorite teachers and friends and reading other words. Writing is like a man, and a man is like his writing. After knowing this man, he will have a sense of intimacy when reading his articles, just like spiritual communication; There is a sense of transparency, There is no mystery and it is quite malleable. Influenced by what I have heard and seen, I can appreciate the depth and magnificence of the connotation of Lu Zhiluo’s works, and the extension is the preciseness and exquiseness of language, which can be called a language master like Lao She and Ba Jin. I also appreciate the high-spirited atmosphere and elegance of Zhou Yidi’s old fellows for writing, and they are often very famous for the ingenious plot and ingenious layout in his works. While when reading Zeng Weihao, there is always a kind of hearty hearty feeling. The ethereal and mysterious atmosphere, the magnificent and strange picture, and the language style which moistens wisdom and aura are all inspiring. As for reading the works of my brother San Chang, I have a special feeling in my heart. The characters, plots and objects of prose description of the carrier novels that have been cut and refined one by one are unique and novel; at the same time, the image of the path leading to seclusion makes people laugh, there is a different shock of the soul; Delicate and old brushwork, humorous, funny and implicit language, all reflect the author’s profound knowledge and unique characteristics of machine interest. No wonder Mr. Zhang Jianan deserved to call him a genius when discussing writers in southwest Hunan. What’s more, teacher Tang Mojin’s rigorous and meticulous writing, accurate material selection and ingenious conception; Mr. Zhong Liancheng’s super high-yield, suspense story chain and all these, they are all delicious wines that can be learned from me and Wen friends. When I read them, I always have a sense of self-shame and an impulse to try hard to catch up. People have self-knowledge. Not only do they dare to dissect themselves, but they also know how to dissect themselves. They know that they have a few pounds and a few taels. They are not arrogant and generous. I also have experience in this aspect. After the success of safeguarding rights of my work “blood sacrifice Savage Mountain”, Guangzhou Huacheng Publishing House republished it last year, and after selling more than 6000 volumes according to the publishing contract, press 8% royalty paid thousand yuan royalties. A friend congratulated me, and said that in recent years, in addition to the publication and distribution of Zhong Liancheng’s books and the payment, a literary circle I am the second one, that’s all. I felt convicted, Disagree with him. I said, the publication of my book was just a special coincidence. It was a blessing in disguise. I had a small fortune and made a small fortune, but I couldn’t compete with this theory. Because of the system, publishing books is difficult to become a writer’s unspeakable pain. Many writers’ works are much better than mine. In terms of details, I also attach great importance to correcting from kindness. Last year, several articles I posted on Wugang people’s website were pointed out by netizens as flaws, improper wording and ambiguous semantics, punctuation improper etc. In order to take care of my face, several kind friends played a round match for me, which proved that my writing was not a mistake. In addition to the good intentions of my friends, I did not rely on the old to be embarrassed to fight with the netizens who pointed at defects, but warned myself to be cautious in the future while blaming myself. If a man can weigh his weight and overcome his weakness, he may win. I am willing to share this article with you. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. 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I’m slowly falling in love with writing

For a long time, I think that I am an emotional woman with sensitive feelings and perceptual cognition towards things, although this kind of perception is often annihilated by the helplessness of life — in a certain situation, there are always many embarrassing feelings that accumulate in the heart but have no time to settle down; By chance, familiar feelings flashed in similar situations again and again unexpectedly. Now think about it, maybe this is the so-called fresh and familiar perception in life? Or maybe, is it because you are too sensitive and sentimental? Such confusion grows with my body, which makes me live in confusion, sometimes happy, sometimes sad, slowly, I really want to record my reverence for life and thinking about life in different stages of life with words. Even if I still want to walk with confusion, I still have wisdom to wake up my fatigue recently and calm down, I can’t help picking up my favorite prose reading! Immersed in philosophical words, I can feel that my heart enters into the situation drawn up by the author through words, where thoughts collide and resonate with each other and feel the same as others, let me sigh with emotion in thinking, satisfy my desire in relief, and slowly try to get used to putting some beautiful feelings into words, so that I won’t feel sad because I missed the careful taste; I really want, slowly trying to learn to put the messy jumping words together into chapters, so that I won’t regret for the passing of time. I believe that in such a try, I can slowly find the feelings I want to cherish, find the purpose of the expression you want to find: life is so extraordinary that I can’t help being confident, full and rich. I find that I slowly like to consider words and emotions; Therefore, slowly try to use words to express feelings and express emotions; Unexpectedly, I found that words are so wonderful — it makes my soul have reliance and thoughts have resonance. I think: I’m slowly falling in love with writing Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…